"I only have a guess; it"s Vanyel"s Curse. It"s made the whole forest aware somehow."
"I don"t think it likes me," she said, biting her lip.
Kris had the "listening" look he wore when Tantris Mindspoke him. "Tantris says that he thinks it"s disturbed by you; you"re a Herald, but you"re a danger to me, another Herald. It isn"t sure what to do with you."
"So as long as I stay in control, it will leave me alone ..."
"I would surmise." He rose to his feet. "And to keep you from losing control, I am going out."
Kris had decided to flounder his way down the road toward Waymeet, in hopes of meeting with a road crew. He entered the Station to have an entirely unexpected and mouthwatering aroma hit him full in the face.
"I"m hallucinating," he said, half-afraid that once again he really was. "I"m smelling fresh meat cooking."
"Pretty substantial hallucinations, then, since you"re going to have them for supper," Talia replied, with a sober face. Then, unable to restrain herself, she jumped up from the hearth to throw her arms around him in a joyful hug. "Two squirrels and a rabbit, Kris! I got them all! And there"ll be more*the fodder is attracting them! I didn"t even lose or break any arrows!"
"Bright Havens*" he said, sitting down with a thump, hardly daring to believe it.
There was no denying the stewed meat and broth Talia ladled out to him, however. They ate every sc.r.a.p, the first fresh food they"d had in weeks, sucking the tiny bones dry, then celebrated with exuberant loving. They fell asleep with untroubled hearts for the first time in many days.
They were awakened the next morning very early; the chirras were stirring restlessly, and both Companions seemed to be listening to something.
Rolan was overwhelmingly relieved and joyful, and Talia went deeper to find out why.
"Tantris says*" Kris began.
"There"re people coming!" Talia finished excitedly. "Kris, it"s the road crew!"
"There"s a Herald with them, too. Tantris thinks they"ll reach us sometime after noon."
"Have they reached our marker yet?"
"Yes. The Herald had his Companion broadcast a Mindcall to ours when he found it. I might even have met them yesterday, if I hadn"t gone in the wrong direction*idiot that I am!"
"How were you to know? How many are there?"
"Ten, not counting the Herald."
"Should we go out and try to dig the path out farther to meet them?"
"No," Kris said firmly. "The little we can do won"t make much difference, and I"m still tired. We"ll pack up, straighten things up here, and meet them where the path meets the road."
It seemed strange to see the Station barren of their belongings, with only the empty containers that the supplies had been stored in to tell of their presence there this past month. It took longer than Talia had thought it would to repack everything; they did not leave the Station until almost noon.
When they reached the road, they could see the newcomers in the far distance. They waved and shouted, and could tell by the agitated movements of the other figures that they"d been spotted. The work crew redoubled their efforts, and before too long*though not soon enough for Talia and Kris*the paths met.
"Heralds Talia and Kris?" The white-clad figure that was first through the gap was unfamiliar to both of them, though his immaculate uniform made them uncomfortably conscious of the pitiful condition of their own.
"Yes, Herald," Kris answered for both of them.
"Praise the Lady! When the Guard learned that you hadn"t stayed at Waymeet and hadn"t arrived at Berrybay, and that you"d left on the very eve of the storm, we all feared the worst. Had you been caught in it, I doubt you would have survived even one night. This was the worst blizzard in these parts in recorded history. Oh, I"m Tedric. How on earth did you manage?"
"We were warned by our chirras in time to make the Waystation, but I doubt that we"d be in any shape to greet you now if it hadn"t been stocked by someone other than the regular Resupply crew," Kris replied. "Whoever it was, he seems to have had an uncannily accurate idea of how much provender we"d need, and what kinds."
"That"s the Weatherwitch"s doing," said one of the work crew, a stolid-looking farmer. "Kept at us this fall till we got it stocked to her liking. Even made us go back after first snow with some odd bits*honey"n oil, salted meat "n fish. We had it to spare, praise Kernos, and she"s never yet been wrong when she gets one o* these notions, so we went along with it. Happen it was a good thing."
"Praise Kernos, in very deed! I see you"ve got your gear. Come along with me and I"ll have you warm and dry and fed before nightfall. I"m with the Resupply Station outside of Berrybay. I"ve got plenty of room for both of you, if you don"t mind sharing a bed."
"Not at all," Kris replied gravely, sensing Talia struggling with the effort of maintaining what little shielding she had against the pressure of fifteen minds. "We"ve been sleeping on straw next to the hearth for warmth. Right now a camp cot would sound like heaven, even if I had to share it with Tantris!"
"Good. Excellent!" Herald Tedric replied. "I"ll guide you both back; these good people know what they"re doing, and they certainly don"t need me in the way now that we"ve found you."
The members of the work crew made polite noises, but they obviously agreed with him.
"Fact is, Herald," the red-faced farmer whispered to Kris, "Old Tedric"s a good enough sort, but he don"t belong out here. He"s too old, and his heart"s more"n a mite touchy. Waystation Supply post was supposed to be a pensioning-out position, if you catch my meaning. He ain"t the kind to sit idle, even though he hasn"t the health to ride circuit no more. We"re supposed to be keepin* an eye on him, make sure he don"t overdo*job"s set up so"s he could feel useful, but wouldn"t have to do anything straining. Guard"s supposed to do all his fetching and carrying for him. But what with this storm and all, Guard"s busy clearing the roads, seein" to the emergencies*when he found out you two was missin*, nothing would do but that he go out with us. Gave us a real fright a time or two, gettin" short of breath and blue-like when we thought we might"ve found bodies. Good thing you turned up all right, or I reckon we"d have had a third body on our hands."
This put things in an altogether different light. Kris felt a sudden increase in respect for the talkative and seemingly f.e.c.kless Herald. On closer examination he saw that Tedric was a great deal older than he had first appeared, partially because he was bald as an egg, and partially because he had the kind of baby-soft face that tends not to wrinkle with age. His Companion cosseted him tenderly, flatly refusing to race headlong down the road so that he could prepare the Station for his guests.
Talia and Kris took turns telling him what had transpired from the time they discovered the plague in Waymeet.
"So you"re the Queen"s Own, the one with the Gift for emotions and mindHealing?" he asked Talia, peering at her short-sightedly. She could sense his faint unease around her, even through the shields Rolan was holding, and mentally shrank into herself. "I wonder if you could do something for the Weatherwitch?"
"Considering that we obviously owe her our lives, I"ll certainly be glad to try," Talia replied, trying not to show her own unease and her real dismay at being asked to use her wayward Gift. "Just who is she, and why do you call her the Weatherwitch?"
"Ah, it"s a sad story, that," he sighed. "A few years ago, it would be, when I"d only just been a.s.signed this post, there was a young woman named Maeven in Berrybay who"d gone and had herself a Festival child*that"s a babe that no one will claim, and whose mother hasn"t the faintest notion who the father might be. People being what they are, there was a certain amount of tsk-ing, and finger-pointing, until the poor girl heartily wished the babe had never been conceived, much less born. That"s what made what happened to her all the worse, you see. You know, *be careful what you ask for, you might get it"? I"m sure she often wished the child gone, and when the accident happened, she blamed herself. She was taking her turn working at the mill, and she left the little one alone for longer than she should have. Poor mite was just beginning to crawl about, and it managed to wriggle free of the basket she"d left it in. It crawled straight to the millrace, fell in, and drowned. She was the one to find the body, and she went quite mad."
"But why *Weatherwitch"?" Kris asked.
"She must have had a Gift, and her going off her head freed it altogether, because she started being able to predict the weather. She"d be acting just as usual, dandling that rag-doll she got in place of her babe*then out of nowhere she"d look straight through you, and tell you that you"d better see that the beans got taken in because it was going to hail that night. Then, sure enough, it would. People in Berrybay and for a bit around took to coming to her any time the weather looked uncertain. She began to be able to See the weather that was coming days, then weeks, then months in advance. That"s why the villagers heeded her when she told them to stock the Station. I wish they"d told me, I"d have laid in a good deal more on my own."
"You stocked it very well, and we"ve nothing to find fault with," Kris replied rea.s.suringly. "I"m afraid, though, that you"ll find we"ve used up just about everything that was there."
"That will be no problem," Tedric said cheerfully. "I"ll be glad to have a little task to turn my hand to. Most of my work"s done in the summer, and winter"s a bit of a slow time for me. But it looks to me as if you could use a full resupply yourselves."
"I"m afraid so," Talia said as Tedric shook his head over the state of their uniforms. "I don"t think the fabric is going to be good for much except rags."
"I"ve got plenty of stock back at the Station, and I"m no bad hand with a needle," Tedric replied. "I think I can refit you well enough so that you won"t be looking like crow-scares. I"ve got all the necessaries for bleaching and refinishing your leathers, so we won"t have to replace those, and your cloaks still look in fairly good shape, or will be after we clean them. If you don"t mind staying a bit, I can turn you out looking almost like the day you left to take this sector."
"That sounds fantastic!" Kris said with obvious thankfulness.
"I can help with the altering, sir," Talia added.
The old Herald twinkled at her. "But who tailors the tailor, then? And surely you wouldn"t deny an old man the pleasure of helping fit a pretty young lady, would you?"
Talia blushed, and to cover it, settled My Lady wrapped in her blankets in a new position on her lap. Without the harpcase to protect her, Talia elected to carry her personally.
"What"s this?" Tedric asked and brightened to learn it was a harp.
"Which of you is the musician?" he asked eagerly.
"We both are, sir," Kris replied.
"But he really plays a great deal better than I do," Talia added. "And Herald Tedric, we"d truly appreciate it if you could find someone to make a new traveling case for her while we"re here. We had to destroy the old one to make snow shovels."
"The cabinetmaker would be proud to oblige you," Tedric said with certainty. "In fact, he may even have something already made that will fit. Midwinter Fair is at the Sector capital in a few weeks, and he"s been readying a few instrument cases to take there, as well as his little carved boxes and similar trumperies. He"s known for his work on small pieces as well as furniture, you see. I"ll make a note to start stocking shovels in our Stations from now on. Not every Herald has harpcases to sacrifice."
They pa.s.sed the village of Berrybay just before sunset, Talia finding herself grateful for the shielding Rolan was supplying her, and reached the Resupply Station with the coming of the dark. The place was much larger than Talia had expected.
"Bright Havens!" she exclaimed. "You could house half the Collegium here!"
"Oh, most of it isn"t living quarters*it"s mostly haybarn, warehouse, and granary. I do have three extra rooms in case some need should bring a number of Heralds this far north, but only one of those rooms has a bed; any more than two would have to make up beds on the floor. But let"s take first things first. I expect you"d both appreciate a hot bath. It will pleasure both of you to know I have a real bathing-room, just like the ones at the Palace and Collegium. While you"re getting washed, I"ll find some clean clothing for you to wear until we get your new outfits altered and your leathers cleaned. As soon as you"re feeling ready, there"ll be supper. How does that strike you?"
"It sounds wonderful*especially the part about the hot bath!" Talia replied fervently, as they dismounted in the station"s stable.
"Then take yourselves right in that door over there*I"ll tend to your beasts and friends. Go up the staircase, then take a sharp right. The copper"s all fired up. I"ve been doing it every day on the chance that we"d find you. The room you"ll be using is sharp left."
They each took a small pack and Talia took her harp, and entered the door he"d indicated. Tedric hadn"t exaggerated, though it only held a single bed the bathing-room was identical in every other way to the ones at the Palace.
"Which of us goes first?" Talia asked, thinking longingly of clean hair and a good long soak.
"You. You look ready to die," Kris replied.
"I"m feeling the strain a bit," she admitted.
"Then get your bath. I can wait."
When tight muscles were finally relaxed, and the grime that had acc.u.mulated despite her best efforts ruthlessly scrubbed away, she wrapped herself with towels and sought their room. She found that Tedric had preceded them there; on the bed were laid out fabric breeches and shirts of something approximating their sizes.
The approximation was far from exact. It was obvious that if these articles were representative of the kinds of clothing held in storage, there was a great deal of work that was going to have to be done.
She stretched out on the bed for just a moment ... only to fall completely asleep.
Kris had taken himself downstairs again to talk in private with Tedric. He hadn"t missed the older man"s initial unease around Talia*nor the fact that he had already known that Talia was Queen"s Own and what her Gift was. The ident.i.ty of an internee was not supposed to be generally known, and the Gift of the Queen"s Own wasn"t generally even a matter of public knowledge among the Heralds themselves.
He decided that he was a bit too tired for diplomacy, and bluntly asked the older man where he"d gotten his information about Talia.
"Why ... rumors, mostly," Tedric supplied in astonishment. "Although I didn"t credit the half of them. I can"t imagine a Herald misusing a Gift, and I can"t believe the Collegium would allow anyone out who was poorly trained. And I"ve said so. But I must tell you, there are a lot of eyes and thoughts up here*and, I regret to say, some of them hoping to catch a Herald in failure."
After a covering exchange of pleasantries, Kris climbed the stairs with a worried soul. He found Talia asleep on the bed, and took his towels without waking her.
He lay back in his hot bath to soak, his mind anything but relaxed. If anyone discovered the state Talia was in, not only her reputation would be finished, but the reputation of Heralds as a whole and that of the Collegium would be badly damaged. The faith Heralds themselves had in the Collegium would be shaken if they knew how poorly counseled she"d been.
For that reason, they dared not abort the circuit and head back; that would be the signal of failure certain critics of the system had been waiting for. Nor could Kris himself let any senior Herald know the true state of things and how poorly controlled Talia was*for that would lead to a profound disturbance in the ranks of the Heralds themselves, a disturbance that could only roll all the way back to Selenay and Elspeth, with all the attendant problems it would cause them.
It would be up to Kris, and to Talia herself, to get her back to the functional level she had before this whole mess blew up in their faces.
It was with that sobering reflection he finished his bath, and went to get dressed and wake her.
She woke from her nap in a fairly good mood, giggling a little at the way she looked in the outsized garments Tedric had supplied.
"It"s because two-thirds of the Heralds are men, little bird," Kris replied. "And all the Resupply Stations get the same goods. So most of the clothing stored here will be made to fit men. I expect when he gets a chance to look, he"ll find some things close to your size. If you think you look silly, look at me.
The waist of his breeches was a closer fit than hers, but the legs were huge and baggy and much too long, and the sleeves of his shirt fell down past his fingertips.
"I expect most of what he has is in two categories, large, and *tent." At any rate, it"s better to have to cut down than try to piece on more fabric."
They descended the staircase to join their host, Kris barefoot and Talia in her sheepskin slippers since their boots were so stiff from repeated soaking and drying that it was too much of an effort to try to pull them on. In any case, the dwelling was very well heated, and Kris" bare feet caused him no discomfort.
They found the old Herald puttering about in his room that seemed to combine the functions of kitchen and common room. He chuckled to see them, looking like two children clothed in their parents" cast-offs.
"I just took what was nearest to hand," he said apologetically. "I hope you don"t mind."
"They"re dean, and dry, and warm," Kris smiled. "And right now, that"s all we care about. I must say that what I smell would have me pleased to come to table in a grain sack, if that"s all there was to wear.
Tedric looked very flattered, and seemed to have no recollection of Kris"s earlier interrogation. "When one lives alone, one acquires hobbies. Mine is cooking. I hope you don"t find it inferior to what you"re used to."
Talia laughed. "Sir, what we"re *used to" has been porridge, stew made with dried meat and old roots half-burned bannocks, and more porridge. I have no doubt after the past month that your meal will taste as wonderful as your bathtub felt!"
Venison with herbs and mushrooms was a definite improvement over the meals they"d been making. A mental check a.s.sured them that Tedric had seen to Rolan, Tantris, and the chirras in the same generous fashion. Both the Companions were half-asleep, with filled bellies, drowsing in heated stalls.
When their own hunger was truly satisfied, Kris helped Tedric clear away the remains of the meal while Talia ran back upstairs for My Lady.
"You seemed so interested in which of us was the musician that I thought we"d repay you for your hospitality," Kris said, taking the harp and beginning to tune her.
"One doesn"t hear a great deal of music out here." Tedric replied, not troubling to keep the eagerness from his eyes. "I think it"s the one thing that I really miss by being stationed here. When I rode circuit I was always running into Bards."
The old Herald listened with a face full of quiet happiness as they played and sang. It was quite plain that he had missed the company of other Heralds, and equally evident that he had told the simple truth about missing music out here on the Border. Of course, it was very possible that the traveling Bards had simply not noticed this Station, half-hidden off the road and placed at a bit of a distance from Berrybay. It was just as possible that Tedric"s work kept him so busy during the summer (the only time journeyman Bards were likely to come this way) that he could not spare the time to seek the village when Bards came through. Kris made a mental note to send a few words to that effect when they sent their next reports. Old Tedric should not have to do without song again if he could help it.
When they finally confessed themselves played out, Tedric instantly rose and insisted that they seek their bed.
"I don"t know what possessed me, keeping you up like this," he said. "After all, I"ll have you here for as long as it takes to outfit you. Perhaps I"ll hide all the needles for a week or two!"
When they rose the next morning*somewhat reluctantly, as the featherbed they"d shared had been warm and soft and hard to leave*they discovered that he had already put their leathers and boots to soak in his vats of bleaching and softening solution. Talia helped him take some of their ruined garments apart to use as patterns, and they began altering the standard stock. Tedric was every bit as good with a needle as he"d claimed. By day"s end they were well on the way to having their wardrobes replenished, and it was not possible to tell that the garments had not been made at the Collegium; by week"s end they were totally re-outfitted.
Once their outfitting was complete, they set about discharging their duties to the populace of Berrybay.
The rest and the tranquillity had been profoundly helpful in enabling Talia to firm up what control she had gotten back over her Gift. She had enough shielding now to hold against the worst of outside pressure on her own; that wasn"t much, but it was better than nothing. And she felt her control over her projective ability would hold good unless she were frightened or startled*or attacked. If any of those three eventualities took place, she wasn"t entirely certain what she"d do. But worrying about it wouldn"t accomplish anything.
She almost lost her frail bulwarks when they entered the village. Kris had warned her that the rumors had reached this far north, but the knowledge had not prepared her.
When they set up in the village hall, she caught no few of the inhabitants giving her sidelong, cautious glances. But what was worse, was that the very first pet.i.tioners wore charms against dark magic into her presence.
She tried to keep up a pleasant, calm front, but the villagers" suspicion and even fear battered at her thin shields and made her want to weep with*vexation.
Finally it became too much to stand. "Kris*I"ve got to take a walk," she whispered. He took one look at the lines of pain around her eyes, and nodded. He might not be an Empath, but it didn"t take that Gift to read what the people were thinking when they wore evil-eye talismans around one particular Herald.
"Go*come back when you"re ready, and not until."
She and Rolan went out past the outskirts of the village. Once away from people, she swore and wept and kicked snow-hummocks until her feet were bruised and her mind exhausted.