One afternoon Howard sauntered into Stafford"s room and found him sitting in his easy-chair with a book turned face downwards on his knee, and his pipe in his mouth. Tiny, the black-and-tan terrier, who was lying coiled up on a cushion at his master"s feet, heard Howard step on the stairs and barked sharply for a moment, then glancing at Stafford, with a rea.s.suring air, coiled himself up again and subsided into spasmodic growls and whines of welcome; for the mite was fond of Howard.
"Asleep, Staff?" he asked, as, with a kind of groan at the heat, he dropped his hat on the table and sank on to the couch. "By Jove, you have the best of it in here--it is out of the sun, at any rate. How that dog can lie on a stuffy cushion! I thought you were going down to Lady Brook"s, at Richmond, this afternoon?"
"Was it this afternoon?" said Stafford. "I"d forgotten. I"m sorry: but my father will be there and will look after Maude."
Howard glanced at the weary-looking face as he helped himself to a cigarette.
"You"re well out of it! A lady who would give a garden-party on such an afternoon as this, is, indeed, _la belle dame sans mercie!_ Good heavens! when I think of the suffering the votaries of fashion undergo in one season, I"ve no pity left for the benighted Hindoo women who sacrifice themselves to Juggernaut. Which reminds me that there is a tremendously swagger function on at Clarendon House tonight, isn"t there?"
Stafford nodded, and refilled and relit his pipe.
"Yes," he said, "I had forgotten it; but Maude sent me round a note to remind me of it, and, of course, I must go. I envy you, Howard: you can stay away."
"That"s what I can"t do," said Howard, with a whimsical smile. "I am drawn, into the vortex; I am dragged at the chariot wheels of that wonderful father of yours. I am the victim of a peculiar kind of fascination which is as irresistible as the mesmeric influence or hypnotism. I feel towards Sir Stephen as I should feel towards Napoleon the Great, if he were alive. I follow and gaze at him, so to speak, with my mouth agape and a fatuous smile over a countenance which I once flattered myself was intelligent. I am dazed, bewildered by his genius, his audacity, his marvellous courage and resource. Do you know, Stafford, I think it would be an excellent idea to abolish the House of Lords, the House of Commons, the monarchical government, and place the whole business in the hands of a Board to be presided over by Sir Stephen."
Stafford drew at his pipe grimly and said nothing, and Howard went on in the gentle monotone characteristic of him:
"By the way, the mysterious and proverbial little bird has whispered to me that Sir Stephen will not be Sir Stephen much longer. In fact, that they are going to make a peer of him very shortly. And upon my word, they couldn"t find a better man for the place; for, unlike some n.o.ble lords you and I could mention, Staff, he will wear his robes and coronet--do they ever wear them now--right n.o.bly; and for once the House of Lords will get a man who knows his own mind, knows what he wants and the way to get it. And if you won"t take offence, Staff, and throw things at me, I should like to remark that his son will prove a worthy successor. Can you fancy yourself in a peer"s robe with a velvet-lined coronet, Staff?"
Stafford grunted for reply, and there was silence for a minute, during which Howard turned over the pages of one of the ill.u.s.trated weeklies which lay on the table, and suddenly he looked up and exclaimed:
"Have you seen this?"
Stafford shook his head.
"I mean this portrait of Miss Falconer," said Howard, in a low voice.
"It is wonderfully good," he went on, as he contemplated the full-length picture; "wonderfully like her."
He handed the paper across and Stafford looked at it. It was an admirable reproduction of a photograph of Maude in evening-dress, and made a truly splendid picture; and looking at it, one felt instantly how well a coronet, even a ducal one, would fit those level brows, beneath which the eyes looked out upon the world with a scarcely masked _hauteur_ and disdain. A man might well be proud of such a woman for his future wife; but there was no pride in Stafford"s face as his eyes dwelt moodily on the almost perfect face, the tall, _svelt_ figure in its long-trained robe. The splendour of her beauty oppressed him with a sense of shame; and with an involuntary exclamation, which sounded something like a groan, he let the paper slip from his hand, and drooped still lower in his chair. The sight of him was more than Howard could bear in silence, and he rose and laid a hand upon Stafford"s shoulder.
"What"s wrong, old man?" he enquired in a very low voice. "You are out of sorts; you"ve been off colour for some time past. Of course, I"ve noticed it. I"ve seen the look you wear on your face now come over it at moments when you ought to have been at your best and brightest. I"ve seen a look in your eyes when your lips have been smiling that has made me--uncomfortable. In short, Staff, you are getting on my nerves, and although I know it"s like my cheek to mention the matter, and that you"ll probably curse my impudence, I really should be grateful if you"d tell me what ails you, still more grateful of you"d let me help you to get rid of it. I know I"m an interfering idiot, but I"m fool enough to be fond of you--it"s about the only weakness I"ve got, and I am ashamed of it--but there it is."
He laughed with a touch of self-contempt, with an attempt at his old cynicism; but Stafford understood the fict.i.tious character of the laugh, and as he leant his chin in his hand, he gave a short nod of acknowledgment.
"Howard, do you remember that time when you and I were at Palmero?" he said, in a low voice, and as if he were communing with himself rather than answering his friend. "Do you remember that Italian we met there; the man who seemed so gay and careless, the man who seemed to have everything a fellow could desire, and to be the embodiment of prosperity and success? Do you remember how once or twice you and I saw a strange look on his face, perhaps while he was at dinner or fooling with the women in the _salon_--a look as if he had suddenly remembered something, as if something had flashed upon his mind in the midst of the laughter and music and brought him face to face with h.e.l.l? You pointed him out to me one night; and we wondered what was the matter with him--until he fell off his horse that day you and I were riding with him? Do you remember how, when we had unb.u.t.toned his riding-shirt, we found the "D" that had been branded on his chest? We knew then what was the matter with him. He had been a deserter. The pain of hot iron had died out long ago, but the scar remained. He was no longer a common soldier, but rich and prosperous, a social success with, perhaps, his ambition gratified; but the "D" was there all the time, and every now and then, even while he was enjoying himself, he could feel the hot iron burning into his flesh, and he knew within the miserable little soul of him that he was a cur and a coward; that, driven by fate, perhaps by some devilish accident of circ.u.mstance, he had lost his honour and sold himself to the devil."
Howard"s face went pale and grave.
"I don"t see where the application comes in, Staff," he said. "I don"t see that anything in your case--position, resembles that poor wretch"s."
Stafford rose, his face grim and stern.
"No; and I can"t show you, Howard," he said. "Do you think that poor devil would have bared his breast and shown that "D" to even his dearest friend? Good G.o.d, man, why do you badger me! Am I to wear the cap and bells always, do you expect me to be dancing like a clown every moment of the day? Do I not play my part as well as I can? Who gave you the right to peer and pry--"
He recovered suddenly from the fit of fury and gripped Howard"s arm as he almost shrank back from the burst of despairing rage.
"Forgive me, old man! I didn"t mean to turn and rend you like this. I know you see there is something wrong. There is. But I can"t tell you or any other man. There are some things that have to be borne in silence, some marks of the branding-iron, which one dare not show to even one"s dearest friend."
Howard turned aside and began to put on his gloves with great care. His hand shook and his voice also, slightly, as without raising his head, he said:
"Sure there"s no help for it, Staff?"
"Sure and certain," responded Stafford. "Not even your wit and wisdom can be of any avail. I won"t ask you not to speak of this again; it isn"t necessary; but I will ask you never, by look or sign, to remind me of what I have just said to you. It escaped me unawares; but I"ll keep a better watch on myself for the future, and not even the knowledge of your sympathy shall lure another moan out of me." He made a gesture with his hand and threw his head back as if he were sweeping something away; and in something like his usual voice he said, with perfect calmness: "By the way, Maude asked me to tell you not to be late to-night; to come before the crush arrives. I think she is relying on you to help her in some way or other."
Howard nodded, and speaking with his usual drawl, said:
""Awake and call me early, mother." I will be there in good time. Miss Falconer does me the great honour of permitting me to flatter myself that I am sometimes of some slight service to her. I imagine it is something about the cotillon, concerning which I am absolutely ignorant, and am therefore capable of offering any amount of advice. I am a whale at giving advice, and my only consolation is that no one is ever foolish enough to follow it; so that I can humour my little foible without suffering the terrors of responsibility. _Au revoir_, my dear Stafford, until this evening. Good-bye, Tiny! What a selfish little beast it is; he won"t even raise his head!"
Stafford laughed and picked up the dog by the scruff of its neck, and it nestled against him lovingly, and licked his cheek.
Howard went down-stairs, still putting on his gloves, and as he opened the door, he swore under his breath fervently.
CHAPTER x.x.xI.
In obedience to Miss Falconer"s command, Howard presented himself at Clarendon House at a comparatively early hour that evening. There were some guests staying in the house, amongst them Lady Clansford, who was still obliging enough to play the part of presiding genius; but they were all resting, or dressing for the ball, and the drawing-room, into which a couple of superbly liveried footmen showed Howard, was empty.
But presently he heard the _frou-frou_ of satin, and Maude Falconer swept in; her beauty, the splendour of her dress, the flashing of the diamonds in her hair and on her neck and arms, her queenly presence, almost made Howard catch his breath.
She came in with a languid grace, the air of _hauteur_ which suited her so well, but as she saw that Howard was alone, the languor and the _hauteur_ almost disappeared, and she came forward and gave him her hand, and he saw a look on her face which reminded him of that upon the ill-fated Italian, though it did not resemble it. For the first time he noticed a shade of anxiety on the level brow, something like a pathetic curve in the perfectly moulded lips; and he fancied that the gloved hand, which he held for a moment, quivered.
"Is Stafford not with you?" she asked. "I thought he was coming early.
His father expected him."
"No, I came alone," replied Howard. "But, no doubt, Stafford will be here presently."
She stood, calm and statuesque, but with her eyes downcast for a moment, then she raised them and looked at him. "About this cotillon,"
she said; then she broke off: "Do you know what is going to happen to-night? It is a secret, but--but I feel as if I must tell you, though I am betraying Sir Stephen"s confidence. He tells me everything--more than he tells even Stafford. Strange as it may seem, he--he is fond of me."
"That does not seem strange to me," said Howard, with a little bow.
She made a slight gesture of impatience.
"It seems strange to me," she said, with a touch of bitterness. "So few persons are fond of me."
Howard smiled.
"For once I must be guilty of contradicting a lady," he said. "When I reflect that to-night I shall form one of a band of devoted courtiers who will throng round you in the hopeless pangs of despair--"
She repeated the gesture of impatience.
"Have you seen Stafford to-day?" she asked, looking down.
"I saw him a few hours ago," he replied, "at his rooms."
"At his rooms," she repeated, with a slight frown and a quick glance at him. "He promised to come to Richmond. Why did he not do so? Is he--ill?"