Then I had come up to the city and stayed for days and days, without hearing one word from him. This humiliated me until I was angry with myself for having ever given him a thought. I am of a proud nature which would demand far more of a man than he should ever _see_ that I gave.
I was certainly not in love with Richard Chalmers as I drove with Alfred out that country road, but I was intensely fascinated, so much so that my thoughts flew to him with the flight of the redbird, and for a while I forgot that I was neglecting my task of keeping Alfred"s mind diverted.
From the country we drove back to Alfred"s office and I stayed in the reception-room and looked at magazines while he was busy with some patients in his private office. It was getting well toward evening and the stenographer was beginning to arrange her desk in readiness to leave when Alfred came into the room and began to fume about the delay in being summoned to court. He suggested that I telephone Cousin Eunice that I would be late, which I did, but I found that my absence was going to make small difference to them, as she and Rufe were going out to a lecture, and I should be thrown on the society of Waterloo for the evening.
"Make Alfred take you on to Ann Lisbeth"s, and Rufe and I will come by for you after the lecture," she suggested, which was an easy solution and would not cause Alfred to feel that he must hurry on my account.
He smiled when I told him of this arrangement.
"So you are going to be left entirely to me this one evening, it seems," he said. "The Gordons are dining out and bade me satisfy my hunger before I came home. I propose that we go on up to Beauregard"s now and have dinner, then I"ll take you home and let you tell tales to Waterloo until he goes to sleep."
"I"m not dressed to go to Beauregard"s," I began, looking down sadly at my tailored clothes and linen blouse. I was very hungry, and Beauregard"s is a delicious place. But my longings were cut short by a ring at the telephone, and I knew from the answers he made that Alfred was at last summoned to the magistrate"s court.
"Jump in and go with me," he directed, as he began giving the colored boy and stenographer directions for closing up the office. "Likely I sha"n"t be long; and we"ll go to dinner as soon as they get through with me."
We drove to the magistrate"s court and I sat in the car and waited for him. I waited while the darkness came on and the street lights flared up; I waited while everybody else was crowding into the homeward-bound electric cars--and I was still waiting long after the throngs had thinned out and the cars were carrying their scant loads, which means that all the world is at its evening meal.
Finally he came out, looking tired and disgusted, but he told me that the case had been adjusted satisfactorily to him, although the final settlement was not to be made until after the circus performance that night, when the business manager of the mighty show could be freed from his duties and so present himself at the pleasant little affair.
"The mischief of it is that my lawyer and I have to go out to the show grounds and keep an eye on the manager," he explained, with a slightly worried look.
"And don"t you know what to do with me?"
"Exactly! It"s too late to send you home in a cab by yourself, and I can"t go and take you now. What shall I do with you?"
"Why, take me to the circus."
He looked at me a moment, then looked at his watch and hesitated. "I hate to," he said, "but I don"t see anything else to be done." So we started off again.
Fortunately the performance was nearly over when we got there, for it was the last night and everything was cut delightfully short, so I decided that I would rather stay out in the machine for that length of time, and watch the crowds swarm out to the street-cars than to be mixed up more closely with them.
Alfred drove up under a big arc-light and halted at the end of a long string of automobiles and carriages.
"You"ll not be afraid here--and I"ll be back as soon as I can," he said as he left me.
I pulled the rug up over me and reached back for a magazine I had brought, but the unsteady light on the printed pages soon caused my eyes to hurt, so I laid the book down again and gave myself up to the misery of just plain waiting.
After what seemed hours to me Alfred sent a little negro boy to the car with the message that I was to empty out his largest instrument case and send it to him.
"Maybe they have compromised on part money and a few baby lions," I mused, as I leaned back and gave myself up to another period of waiting.
I once heard Ann Lisbeth say that the only medical attention a doctor"s wife ever gets is a sample bottle of iron tonic hastily handed her from a desk drawer once in a while, if she happens to be sitting near by and looking pale. I should not object to this, being healthy and seldom needing an iron tonic, but I do think the long waiting spells which any one who goes out with a doctor has to be subjected to would eventually make a woman so nervous that she would have to have some kind of tonic. I have registered a vow that hereafter, even if I start out somewhere with Alfred in August, I shall take my furs along, not knowing but that it will be winter when I get back.
He finally came, however, and in looking at him I forgot the tediousness of my long wait. His eyes were flashing and his face was flushed. He looked very angry--and very handsome. Evidently he had not been suffering from cold as I had.
He had on his long overcoat, which seemed almost to drag him down, big as he is, with its weight; and the pockets were bulging dropsically--if there is such a word. His instrument case he deposited in the car, right in the way of my feet, but when I tried to move it I found that it would not budge.
"Are you tired?" he asked, as he began to crank the car.
"I"m tired and cold--and _hungry_."
"All of which will soon be remedied," and he smiled as he looked at me. "Ann, you never saw a man in my condition before in your life."
"What?"
He had a hard time working his way into the car with those bulging pockets, but he finally got fixed satisfactorily, then he moved the heavy instrument case; and I gave my feet several relieved shakes.
"Very likely for the first time in your young life you behold a man who has more money than he knows what to do with!"
"_Money!_" I edged away respectfully to give the pockets more room.
"Is it money?"
"Every pound of it is coin of the realm," he answered. "It is _nickels_."
"Alfred!"
"Those low-down scoundrels paid me in nickels." And his eyes began to flash again.
"What on earth for?"
"For pure cussedness!"
"And you had to count them all!" No wonder he had been gone a long time.
"I sat there like a fool and counted the instrument case full; then I dumped the rest into my pockets. The lawyer is sitting in front of his little pile now, counting it; and there is a small bag full to be sent to the magistrate to-morrow."
"Why, it"s like a dream, isn"t it? I never heard of so much money."
"And I never believed before that surgeons charge too much for their services--but now--"
We laughed all the way back to town; we drove up to Beauregard"s laughing; we laughed as Alfred slipped off his coat and the solemn waiter looked startled at the heaviness of the garment. Then we looked around leisurely to select a table, for it was late and the diners were few.
"Let"s go into the booth," I suggested, nodding toward a small mahogany part.i.tion at one side and near the front of the restaurant.
This compartment was built with some other purpose in view than acting as a private dining-room, for the open doorway is unscreened in any way, and the part.i.tion itself is only about seven feet high. I set down these uninteresting figures to let you know that I am a well-brought-up young person and don"t go into private dining-rooms unchaperoned--nor should I have been here at all with any one but Alfred.
I had learned the comforts of this mahogany screen from having come here often with Cousin Eunice and Waterloo. We always make a bee-line for its shelter when we have him with us, for he fills his mouth so full that his mother always has to make him stop and unload. This is less embarra.s.sing when there is a part.i.tion between her and the public.
The place happened to be unoccupied when we came into the restaurant that night, and Alfred and I sat down with a sigh of mingled exhaustion and content. He began a lavish and extensive order which I curtailed materially on account of the lateness of the hour.
"We can"t spend _all_ our nickels to-night," I said, reprovingly; and we laughed a little over the nickels, at intervals, all through the meal.
Then we talked, or at least, I talked, which is usually the case when Alfred and I are together. I asked him questions about the circus people and the curious sights he had seen in the tent which was not open to the public. And he told me about the hideous Cossacks standing guard over their high-pommelled saddles, as the hurried process of packing went on, the long-haired ranchmen, who were tenderly laying away their guns; and the Hindoo woman who sat and glared at him as he handled the nickels which would mean months of a lessened salary for her and her husband.
"_Think_ of the balloons and pop-corn and red lemonade those nickels represent," I said, still on the subject of the circus, as we finished our meal and left the table.
Under the influence of the good dinner, the soft lights, with their soothing shades on the table, and the warm air of the comfortable room after my long wait in the autumn cold, I was beginning to feel deliciously sleepy, and was thinking with pleasure in how short a time Alfred could make the distance home, now that the streets were not crowded--when we left the booth and I looked around at the people occupying the other tables. I looked at them indifferently, as I waited for Alfred to put on his overcoat, my eyes traveling slowly around the room, until they stopped at a table close in front of where I was standing.
Just outside the part.i.tion and sitting so squarely facing it that I dropped one of my long gloves in my startled surprise when I saw him, was Richard Chalmers, smoking a fragrant cigar, from which he had stripped a dainty red-and-gold band, which was lying upon the newspaper he had spread out in front of him.