"To one from the outer world, whose ident.i.ty is hidden among the secrets of the past:
"With the hope that when the veil is lifted these pages may a.s.sist him in uniting into one perfect whole the strangely disjointed portions of his life, they are inscribed by
"JOHN DARRELL."
Below was the date, and then followed the words,--
"Until the day break, and the shadows flee away."
After penning the last words he paused, repeating them, vainly trying to recall when or where he had heard them. They seemed to ring in his ears like a strain of melody wafted from some invisible sh.o.r.e, and blending with the minor undertone he caught a note of triumph. They had come to him like a voice from out the past, but ringing with joyful a.s.surance for the future; the a.s.surance that the night, however dark, must end in a glorious dawning, in which no haunting shadow would have an abiding-place.
_Chapter IX_
TWO PORTRAITS
The winter proved to be mild and open, so that Darrell"s weekly visits to The Pines were made with almost unbroken regularity, and to his surprise he discovered as the months slipped away that, instead of a mere obligation which he felt bound to perform, they were becoming a source of pleasure. After a week of unremitting toil and study and contact with the rough edges of human nature, there was something unspeakably restful in the atmosphere of that quiet home; something soothing in the silent, steadfast affection, the depth of which he was only beginning to fathom.
One Sat.u.r.day evening in the latter part of April Darrell was, as usual, descending the canyon road on his way to The Pines. For weeks the winter had lingered as though loath to leave, and Darrell, absorbed in work and study, had gone his way, hiding his loneliness and suffering so deeply as to be ofttimes forgotten even by himself, and at all times unsuspected by those about him. Then, in one night had come the warm breath of the west winds, and within a few hours the earth was transformed as though by magic, and the restless longing within his breast awoke with tenfold intensity.
As he rode along he was astounded at the changes wrought in one week.
From the southern slopes of the mountains the snow had almost disappeared and the sunny exposures of the ranges were fast brightening into vivid green. The mountain streams had burst their icy fetters and, augmented by the melting snows, were roaring tumultuously down their channels, tumbling and plunging over rocky ledges in sheets of shimmering silver or foaming cascades; then, their mad frolic ended, flowing peacefully through distant valleys onward to the rivers, ever chanting the song which would one day blend in the great ocean harmonies.
The frail flowers, clinging to the rocks and smiling fearlessly up into the face of the sun, the silvery sheen of the willows along the distant water-courses, the softened outlines and pale green of budding cottonwoods in the valleys far below, all told of the newly released life currents bounding through the veins of every living thing. From the lower part of the canyon, the wild, ecstatic song of a robin came to him on the evening breeze, and in the slanting sunbeams myriads of tiny midges held high carnival. The whole earth seemed pulsating with new life, and tree and flower, bird and insect were filled anew with the unspeakable joy of living.
Amid this universal baptism of life, what wonder that he felt his own pulse quicken and the warm life-blood leaping swiftly within his veins!
His heart but throbbed in unison with the great heart of Nature, but its very beating stifled him as the sense of his own restrictions came back upon him with crushing weight. For one moment he paused, his spirit struggling wildly against the bars imprisoning it; then, with a look towards the skies of dumb, appealing anguish, he rode onward, his head bowed, his heart sick with unutterable longing.
Arriving at The Pines, he received the usual welcome, but neither its undemonstrative affection nor the restful quiet of the old home could soothe or satisfy him that night. But if his host and hostess noted the gloom on his face or his restless manner they made no comments and asked no questions.
On going upstairs at a late hour he went across the hall to the libraries in search of a book with which to pa.s.s away the time, as he was unable to sleep. He had no definite book in mind and wandered aimlessly through both rooms, reading t.i.tles in an abstracted manner, until he came at last face to face with the picture of Kate Underwood.
He had seen it many times without especially observing it, but in his present mood it appealed to him as never before. The dark eyes seemed fixed upon his face with a look of entreaty from which he could not escape, and, drawing a chair in front of the easel, he sat down and became absorbed in a study of the picture. Heretofore he had considered it merely the portrait of a very young and somewhat plain girl. Now he was surprised to find that the more it was studied in detail, the more favorable was the impression produced. Though childish and immature, there was not a weak line in the face. The nose and mouth were especially fine, the former denoting distinct individuality, the latter marked strength and sweetness of character; and while the upper part of the face indicated keen perceptions and quick sympathies, the general contour showed a nature strong either to do or to endure. The eyes were large and beautiful, but it was not their beauty which riveted Darrell"s attention; it was their look of wistful appeal, of unsatisfied longing, which led him at last to murmur, while his eyes moistened,--
"You dear child! How is it that in your short life, surrounded by all that love can provide, you have come to know such heart hunger as that?"
Long after he had returned to his room those eyes still haunted him, nor could he banish the conviction that some time, somewhere, in that young life there had been an unfilled void which in some degree, however slight, corresponded to the blank emptiness of his own.
The next morning Darrell attended church with Mrs. Dean. The latter was a strict church-woman, and Darrell, by way of showing equal courtesy to host and hostess, usually accompanied her in the morning, devoting the afternoon to Mr. Underwood.
After lunch he and Mr. Underwood seated themselves in one of the sunny bay-windows for their customary chat, Mrs. Dean having gone to her room for the afternoon nap which was as much a part of her Sunday programme as the morning sermon.
For a while they talked of the latest developments at the mines, but Mr.
Underwood seemed preoccupied, gazing out of the window and frowning heavily. At last, after a long silence, he said, slowly,--
"I expect we"re going to have trouble at the camp this season."
"How is that?" Darrell asked quickly, in a tone of surprise.
"Oh, it"s some of this union business," the other answered, with a gesture of impatience, "and about the most foolish proposition I ever heard of, at that. But," he added, decidedly, "they know my position; they know they"ll get no quarter from me. I"ve steered clear of them so far; they"ve let me alone and I"ve let them alone, but when it comes to a parcel of union bosses undertaking to run my business or make terms to me, I"ll fight "em to a finish, and they know it."
Darrell, watching the face of the speaker, saw the lines about his mouth harden and his lips settle into a grim smile that boded no good to his opponents.
"What do they want--higher wages or shorter hours?" he inquired.
"Neither," said Mr. Underwood, shortly, as he re-lighted his pipe. After a few puffs he continued:
"As I said before, it"s the most foolish proposition I ever heard of.
You see, there"s five or six camps, all told, in the neighborhood of our camp up there. One or two of the lot, like the Buckeye group, for instance, are run by men that haven"t much capital, and I suppose are working as economically as they can. Anyhow, there"s been some kicking over there among the miners about the grub, and the upshot of the whole thing is that the union has taken the matter in hand and is going to open a union boarding-house and take in the men from all the camps at six bits a day for each man, instead of the regular rate of a dollar a day charged by the mining companies."
"The scale of wages to remain the same, I suppose," said Darrell; "so that means a gain to each man of twenty-five cents a day?"
"Exactly," said Mr. Underwood. "It means a gain of two bits a day to each man; it means loss and inconvenience to the companies, and it means a big pile of money in the pockets of the bosses who are running the thing."
"There are not many of the owners up there that can stand that sort of thing," said Darrell, reflectively.
"Of course they can"t stand it, and they won"t stand it if they"ve got any backbone! Take Dwight and Huntley; they"ve been to heavy expense in enlarging their mill and have just put up a new boarding-house, and they"re in debt; they can"t afford to have all that work and expenditure for nothing. Now, with us the loss wouldn"t be so great as with the others, for we don"t make so much out of our boarding-house. My motto has always been "Live and let live," and I give my men a good table,--just what I"d want for myself if I were in their places. It isn"t the financial part that troubles me. What I object to is this: I won"t have my men tramping three-quarters of a mile for meals that won"t be as good as they can get right on their own grounds; more than that, I"ve got a good, likely set of men, and I won"t have them demoralized by herding them in with the tough gangs from those other camps; and above all and once for all,"--here Mr. Underwood"s tones became excited as he exclaimed, with an oath,--"I"ve always been capable of running my own business, and I"ll run it yet, and no d.a.m.ned union boss will ever run it for me!"
"How do the men feel about it? Have you talked with them?" Darrell inquired.
"There isn"t one of them that"s dissatisfied or would leave of his own free will," Mr. Underwood replied, "but I don"t suppose they would dare to stand out against the bosses. Why, man, if the workingmen only knew it, they are ten times worse slaves to the union bosses than ever they were to corporations. They have to pay over their wages to let those fellows live like nabobs; they have to come and go at their beck and call, and throw up good positions and live in enforced idleness because of some other fellows" grievances; they don"t dare express an opinion or say their souls are their own. Humph!"
"Mr. Underwood," said Darrell, who had been smilingly listening to the other"s tirade, "what will you do if this comes to a strike?"
"Strike!" he exclaimed in tones of scathing contempt. "Strike? I"ll strike too, and they"ll find I can strike just as hard as they can, and a little harder!"
"Will you close down?"
The shrewd face grew a bit shrewder. "If it"s necessary to close down,"
he remarked, evasively, "I"ll close down. I guess I can stand it as long as they can. Those mines have lain there in those rocks idle for centuries, for aught that I know; "twon"t hurt "em to lie idle a few weeks or months now; n.o.body"ll run off with "em, I guess."
Darrell laughed aloud. "Well, one thing is certain, Mr. Underwood; I, for one, wouldn"t want to quarrel with you!"
Mr. Underwood slowly shook his head. "You"d better not try it, my boy; you"d better not!"
"When do you expect this trouble to come to a head?" Darrell asked at length.
"Some time in the early part of July, probably; they expect to get their arrangements completed by that time."
A long silence followed; Mrs. Dean came softly into the room and took her accustomed seat, and, as Mr. Underwood made it a point never to talk of business matters in his sister"s presence, nothing more was said regarding the prospective disturbance at the mines.
After dinner the beauty of the sunset brought them out upon the veranda.
The air was warm and fragrant with the breath of spring. The buds were swelling on the lilacs near the house, and out on the lawn, beyond the driveway, millions of tiny spears of living green trembled in the light breeze.
"David," said Mrs. Dean, presently, "have you shown Mr. Darrell that picture of Katherine that came yesterday?"