Eunice found her mother standing by the bed when she came back. She was a meagre-looking woman with a thin mouth. Her eyes had once been soft and dark like Eunice"s, but the glow had gone out of them, leaving them a little hard.
"I"ve been looking at the sack Mabel brought you. It"s a nice pattern.
That sort of lace looks almost like real val. What did she say to your things?"
"She said they were sweet, mother."
"Well, I suppose they are as nice as any one could have without spending money. You didn"t show her the tablecloth I gave you?"
"No, I thought I"d wait to show the linen until it was all done up."
Her mother fingered the lace on the sack.
"I don"t believe she has a much better tablecloth than that one, Eunice.
Do you suppose so?"
"No," answered Eunice, "probably not. It"s very beautiful." She laid down the garment she was folding and looked up, troubled, into her mother"s face. "Oh, it seems so selfish for me to have it all. You"ve always wanted nice fine linen, mother."
"I"ve given up wanting, I guess. I don"t care as long as you have them.
You had better lay tissue paper in that sleeve, Eunice, the way I showed you. I"ll start supper so that you can put these things away. They won"t look like anything if you leave them about."
When her mother was gone, Eunice took up the pink kimono and spread it out on the bed. She could fold it more carefully that way. She touched it with caressing fingers. "Dawn and apple-blossoms," she repeated softly. Then she smiled, remembering Mabel"s remark: "Stephen has a funny way of saying things."
Stephen was different somehow from Harry, from any of the men whom her friends had married. They were nice young men, of course, all of them.
One was superintendent of the Sunday School, besides getting a good salary in the Cash Register Company; another had gone to college, had been in Stephen"s cla.s.s at the Ohio State University in fact, and was now doing well as part owner of the garage on Main Street; still another was paying-teller in the bank next to the garage; he wore very "good-looking" suits, usually with a tiny line of white at the edge of the waistcoat. Still Stephen was different.
When he had got his B.A. degree at Ohio, he decided that he wanted to be a lawyer, and that he would go to one of the best schools in the country. He chose Columbia. He had worked his way through college, but he considered that it would not pay to work his way through Law School.
He wanted the time to get something out of New York. His father was unable to advance the money, so Stephen went to a friend of his father"s, a prosperous coal-dealer in the town, and asked that he lend him enough to put him through economically, but not, he plainly said, too economically. He would give the coal-dealer notes, payable with interest four years after he was admitted to the bar.
The coal-dealer, taking into consideration the fact that the young man had broken every record at the university in scholarship, and two other facts, the young man"s forehead and mouth, lent him the money. He said that the interest need not begin until he was admitted.
Stephen thanked him and went to Columbia. One of the professors there took a great fancy to him. He introduced him to his sister, a maiden lady living in Washington Square, who, finding him very likable, introduced him to other people living in the Square.
Stephen was very happy. He wrote to Eunice,--he had been engaged to her since the end of his second year at the Law School,--"Washington Square is rather terrifying from the outside, but once inside you feel beautifully at home. I think it"s the perfect breeding you find there.
I"ve met women more intellectual, greater perhaps, than Professor Lansing"s sister, but never one who gives such an impression of completion. There are no loose ends. You will like her, Eunice."
In another letter he said, "We won"t have much money to start with, of course, but if we put a little dignity into our kitchenette apartment, it will be a home that people will love to come to. It"s partly the dignity of their living that makes these Washington Square people so worth while to be with."
And last week he had written, "You won"t find New York lonely. They will love you, dear. You belong. You have not only charm but the dignity that belongs. I wonder if I"m foolish to care so much for that word dignity.
Perhaps it"s because I a.s.sociate it with you, or perhaps--I love you because you have it."
And Eunice too was happy and proud: happy that Stephen was coming into his own, and proud that he should think her equal to the occasion. It would not be an easy task, being equal to Stephen. Stephen was a great man, or would be a great man. She knew it and Stephen knew it. "We are going to be great, you and I," he had said more than once. And yet one day when she had answered, "You and I, Stephen?" his eyes, which had been alight with the glorious vision of the future, softened, and he had come and knelt beside her and had laid his head down. "Oh, Eunice," he had whispered, "I"ve got brains; I"m pretty sure to be successful; but if I"m worth while, it will be because of you. You are a great woman, dear."
And Eunice had mothered him and had hoped--so fervently that the hope was a prayer--that she would really be great enough to meet his needs.
Sometimes she doubted. She had dignity; Stephen had said so; but inside she was deprecating and shy. People like Mabel Ashley made her shy, and most of the people she knew were like Mabel. They thought Stephen"s way of saying and thinking things "funny." There was only one woman whom she could talk with, a High-School teacher who had come to board next door.
She and the High-School teacher took long walks together.
The High-School teacher had been to Europe twice. She knew how people lived outside of this little Ohio town--outside of the United States even. She was full of shrewd comment. Eunice talked to her about the books that she and Stephen were reading, and sometimes about Stephen himself. Several times the High-School teacher had said, "He is splendid, Eunice."
Eunice thought about her this afternoon as she put the last things away in the Glory-Box. She hoped that, if the Washington Square people were like this teacher, she would get along. And there came another encouraging thought. The people in the Square were sure of themselves of course, but perhaps they were sure because they had things and had always had things. She would one day have the things in her Glory-Box, and she would have Stephen. After she was quite used to having them and to having a person like Stephen, she would be sure of herself too.
"Supper will be ready in five minutes, Eunice."
"I"m coming in a moment."
The room had grown quite dark. Eunice lighted two candles standing on her bureau. They were in common gla.s.s candlesticks which she had bought at the Ten Cent store: she had wanted to have bra.s.s; but then, Stephen and she were going to have bra.s.s candlesticks in every room of their house. They both loved candle-light.
Eunice smoothed her dark hair. Then she washed her hands very carefully.
Stephen had said once that they were not wonderfully pretty hands, but that they had distinction. He had kissed them.
"I guess I"m all right now," said Eunice, glancing into the mirror. She picked up a photograph of Stephen from the bureau and laid her face against it. Then she blew out the candles and went downstairs.
II
Stephen"s letter that awaited her when she came home from school the next afternoon was a one-page scrawl. "My head is ringing so with the quinine I"ve taken that I can"t write to-night. By to-morrow I shall probably be rid of this beastly cold. I want to tell you about a book I"ve just read. It"s great stuff." He added a postscript: "Don"t ask me, dear, if I wore my rubbers day before yesterday. You know I didn"t."
In Eunice"s eyes was a smile of amused tenderness as she put the letter back in its envelope. If the cold were "beastly," perhaps he might remember next time. She was afraid though that only married men wore rubbers.
No letter came the next day, or the next.
"If I don"t hear to-morrow, I"ll telegraph."
"He"s probably busy," said her mother.
"I"m afraid he"s sick."
Eunice waited for the postman on Sat.u.r.day morning, but he brought her no letter. She put on her hat and coat.
"I"ll be back in a half hour, mother."
As she went down the steps a boy riding a bicycle stopped at the curb.
He handed her a telegram. It was from Stephen"s landlady. Stephen had died that morning at two o"clock--of pneumonia.
Eunice was conscious of being very collected and calm as she went back into the house; quite wonderfully calm. Her mother was in the kitchen.
Eunice went to her and told her--very gently. She had the feeling that it was her mother"s sorrow. Her mother"s dry, hard sobs and bowed figure brought the tears to her eyes. She laid her hand on the thin convulsed shoulders. "Mother, don"t--don"t, dear, it"s all right, you know." She stood by her chair until the sobs ceased.
"I"m going around to--to Stephen"s, mother. I"ll not be gone long."
Mrs. Day followed her to the steps; her face was pitifully pinched, almost old. At the gate Eunice turned and saw her.
"Poor mother!" She wanted to go back and kiss her but she dared not.
Stephen"s home was on the other side of the town. It was a small frame house painted light gray, with a gable back and front, and a narrow porch running across it. This morning the shades in the parlor were drawn down.
Eunice had to wait some moments before the door was opened by Stephen"s young sister--a slip of a thing but a capable housekeeper. Her eyes were swollen with crying. "She"s so little," thought Eunice, and took her in her arms.
When the girl was able to speak, she told Eunice that her father had gone to New York, and that he would bring Stephen home. Eunice stayed an hour, comforting, talking, planning. Then she left her.