What"s left here? A crumby castle I can"t get into and that little tiny town down there by the river where Isenstein used to be or will be or whatever the h.e.l.l it is. That"s it. I wish I"d paid more attention in history cla.s.s, I really do.
Well, what the h.e.l.l? I started towards old-or I guess I mean new-Isenstein. I wonder if they"ve invented scotch yet. I swear, I real really wish I"d paid more attention in history cla.s.s.
Jesus Christ, they"re bound bound to have beer at least, right? to have beer at least, right?
THE DAIMON.
This one first appeared in a Roc alternate-history anthology of novellas, Worlds That Weren"t Worlds That Weren"t. In real history, Alkibiades had to abandon command of Athens" expedition against Syracuse in the Peloponnesian War because of scandal back home. Here, things change because Sokrates accompanies the force. The world that results is quite different. In a piece like this, trying to get the little details right from a distance of 2,400 years is half the challenge and more than half the fun.
Simon the shoemaker"s shop stood close to the southwestern corner of the Athenian agora, near the boundary stone marking the edge of the market square and across a narrow dirt lane from the Tholos, the round building where the executive committee of the Boule met. Inside the shop, Simon pounded iron hobnails into the sole of a sandal. His son worked with an awl, shaping bone eyelets through which rawhide laces would go. Two grandsons cut leather for more shoes.
Outside, in the shade of an olive tree, a man in his mid-fifties strode back and forth, arguing with a knot of younger men and youths. He was engagingly ugly: bald, heavy-browed, snub-nosed, with a gray beard that should have been more neatly trimmed. "And so you see, my friends," he was saying, "my daimon daimon has told me that this choice does indeed come from the G.o.ds, and that something great may spring from it. Thus, though I love you and honor you, I shall obey the spirit inside me rather than you." has told me that this choice does indeed come from the G.o.ds, and that something great may spring from it. Thus, though I love you and honor you, I shall obey the spirit inside me rather than you."
"But, Sokrates, you have already given Athens all she could want of you," exclaimed Kritias, far and away the most prominent of the men gathered there and, next to Sokrates, the eldest. "You fought at Potidaia and Delion and Amphipolis. But the last of those battles was seven years ago. You are neither so young nor so strong as you used to be. You need not go to Sicily. Stay here in the polis. Your wisdom is worth more to the city than your spear ever could be."
The others dipped their heads in agreement. A youth whose first beard was just beginning to darken his cheeks said, "He speaks for all of us, Sokrates. We need you here more than the expedition ever could."
"How can one man speak for another, Xenophon?" Sokrates asked. Then he held up a hand. "Let that be a question for another time. The question for now is, why should I be any less willing to fight for my polis than, say, he he is?" is?"
He pointed to a hoplite tramping past in front of Simon"s shop. The infantryman wore his crested bronze helm pushed back on his head, so the cheekpieces and noseguard did not hide his face. He rested the shaft of his long thrusting spear on his shoulder; a shortsword swung from his hip. Behind him, a slave carried his corselet and greaves and round, bronze-faced shield.
Kritias abandoned the philosophic calm he usually kept up in Sokrates" company. "To the crows with Alkibiades!" he burst out. "He didn"t ask you to sail with him to Sicily for the sake of your strong right arm. He just wants you for the sake of your conversation, the same way as he"ll probably bring along a hetaira to keep his bed warm. You"re going for the sake of his his cursed vanity-no other reason." cursed vanity-no other reason."
"No." Sokrates tossed his head. "I am going because it is important that I go. So my daimon daimon tells me. I have listened to it all my life, and it has never led me astray." tells me. I have listened to it all my life, and it has never led me astray."
"We"re not going to change his mind now," one of the young men whispered to another. "When he gets that look in his eye, he"s stubborn as a donkey."
Sokrates glanced toward the herm in front of Simon"s shop: a stone pillar with a crude carving of Hermes" face at the top and the G.o.d"s genitals halfway down. "Guard me well, patron of travelers," he murmured.
"Be careful you don"t get your nose or your p.r.o.ng knocked off, Sokrates, the way a lot of the herms did last year," somebody said.
"Yes, and people say Alkibiades was hip-deep in that sacrilege, too," Kritias added. A considerable silence followed. Kritias was hardly the one to speak of sacrilege. He was at least as scornful of the G.o.ds as Alkibiades; he"d once claimed priests had invented them to keep ordinary people in line.
But, instead of rising to that, Sokrates only said, "Have we not seen, O best one, that we should not accept what is said without first attempting to learn how much truth it holds?" Kritias went red, then turned away in anger. If Sokrates noticed, he gave no sign.
I am the golden one.
Alkibiades looked at the triremes and transports in Athens" harbor, Peiraieus. All sixty triremes and forty transport ships about to sail for Sicily were as magnificent as their captains could make them. The eyes painted at their bows seemed to look eagerly toward the west. The ships were long and low and sleek, lean almost as eels. Some skippers had polished the three-finned, bronze-faced rams at their bows so they were a gleaming, coppery red rather than the usual green that almost matched the sea. Paint and even gilding ornamented curved stemposts and sternposts with fanlike ends.
Hoplites boarded the transports, which were triremes with the fittings for their two lower banks of oars removed to make more room for the foot soldiers. Now and then, before going up the gangplanks and into the ships, the men would pause to embrace kinsmen or youths who were dear to them or even hetairai or wives who, veiled against the public eye, had ventured forth for this farewell.
A hundred ships. More than five thousand hoplites. More than twelve thousand rowers. Mine. Every bit of it mine, Alkibiades thought.
He stood at the stern of his own ship, the Thraseia Thraseia. Even thinking of the name made him smile. What else would he call his ship but Boldness Boldness? If any one trait distinguished him, that was it.
Every so often, a soldier on the way to a transport would wave to him. He always smiled and waved back. Admiration was as essential to him as the air he breathed. And I deserve every bit I get, too And I deserve every bit I get, too.
He was thirty-five, the picture of what a man-or perhaps a G.o.d-should look like. He"d been the most beautiful boy in Athens, the one all the men wanted. He threw back his head and laughed, remembering the pranks he"d played on some of the rich fools who wanted to be his lover. A lot of boys lost their looks when they came into manhood. Not me Not me, he thought complacently. He remained every bit as splendid, if in a different way-still the target of every man"s eye . . . and every woman"s.
A hoplite trudged by, helmet on his head: a st.u.r.dy, wide-shouldered fellow with a gray beard. He carried his own armor and weapons, and didn"t seem to be bringing a slave along to attend to him while on campaign. Even though Sokrates had pushed back the helm, as a man did when not wearing it into battle, it made Alkibiades need an extra heartbeat or two to recognize him.
"Hail, O best one!" Alkibiades called.
Sokrates stopped and dipped his head in polite acknowledgment. "Hail."
"Where are you bound?"
"Why, to Sicily: so the a.s.sembly voted, and so we shall go."
Alkibiades snorted. Sokrates could be most annoying when he was most literal, as the younger man had found out studying with him. "No, my dear. That"s not what I meant. Where are you bound now now?"
"To a transport. How else shall I go to Sicily? I cannot swim so far, and I doubt a dolphin would bear me up, as one did for Arion long ago."
"How else shall you go?" Alkibiades said grandly. "Why, here aboard the Thraseia Thraseia with me, of course. I"ve had the decking cut away to make the ship lighter and faster-and to give more breeze below it. And I"ve slung a hammock down there, and I can easily sling another for you, my dear. No need to bed down on hard planking." with me, of course. I"ve had the decking cut away to make the ship lighter and faster-and to give more breeze below it. And I"ve slung a hammock down there, and I can easily sling another for you, my dear. No need to bed down on hard planking."
Sokrates stood there and started to think. When he did that, nothing and no one could reach him till he finished. The fleet might sail without him, and he would never notice. He"d thought through a day and a night up at Potidaia years before, not moving or speaking. Here, though, only a couple of minutes went by before he came out of his trance. "Which other hoplites will go aboard your trireme?" he asked.
"Why, no others-only rowers and marines and officers," Alkibiades answered with a laugh. "We can, if you like, sleep under one blanket, as we did up in the north." He batted his eyes with an alluring smile.
Most Athenians would have sailed with him forever after an offer like that. Sokrates might not even have heard it. "And how many hoplites will be aboard the other triremes of the fleet?" he inquired.
"None I know of," Alkibiades said.
"Then does it not seem to you, O marvelous one, that the proper place for rowers and marines is aboard the triremes, while the proper place for hoplites is aboard the transports?" Having solved the problem to his own satisfaction, Sokrates walked on toward the transports. Alkibiades stared after him. After a moment, he shook his head and laughed again.
Once the Athenians sneaked a few soldiers into Katane by breaking down a poorly built gate, the handful of men in it who supported Syracuse panicked and fled south toward the city they favored. That amused Alkibiades, for he hadn"t got enough men into the Sicilian polis to seize it in the face of a determined resistance. Boldness Boldness, he thought again. Always boldness Always boldness. With the pro-Syracusans gone, Katane promptly opened its gates to the Athenian expeditionary force.
The polis lay about two-thirds of the way down from Messane at the northern corner of Sicily to Syracuse. Mount Aetna dominated the northwestern horizon, a great cone shouldering its way up into the sky. Even with spring well along, snow still clung to the upper slopes of the volcano. Here and there, smoke issued from vents in the flanks and at the top. Every so often, lava would gush from them. When it flowed in the wrong direction, it destroyed the Katanians" fields and olive groves and vineyards. If it flowed in exactly the wrong direction, it would destroy their town.
Alkibiades felt like the volcano himself after another fight with Nikias. The Athenians had sent Nikias along with the expedition to serve as an anchor for Alkibiades. He knew it, knew it and hated it. He didn"t particularly hate Nikias himself; he just found him laughable, to say nothing of irrelevant. Nikias was twenty years older than he, and those twenty years might just as well have been a thousand.
Nikias dithered and worried and fretted. Alkibiades thrust home. Nikias gave reverence to the G.o.ds with obsessive piety, and did nothing without checking the omens first. Alkibiades laughed at the G.o.ds when he didn"t ignore them. Nikias had opposed this expedition to Sicily. It had been Alkibiades" idea.
"We were lucky ever to take this place," Nikias had grumbled. He kept fooling with his beard, as if he had lice. For all Alkibiades knew, he did.
"Yes, my dear," Alkibiades had said with such patience as he could muster. "Luck favors us. We should-we had better-take advantage of it. Ask Lamakhos. He"ll tell you the same." Lamakhos was the other leading officer in the force. Alkibiades didn"t despise him. He wasn"t worth despising. He was just . . . dull.
"I don"t care what Lamakhos thinks," Nikias had said testily. "I think we ought to thank the G.o.ds we"ve come this far safely. We ought to thank them, and then go home."
"And make Athens the laughingstock of h.e.l.las?" And make And make me me the laughingstock of h.e.l.las? the laughingstock of h.e.l.las? "Not likely!" "Not likely!"
"We cannot do what we came to Sicily to do," Nikias had insisted.
"You were the one who told the a.s.sembly we needed such a great force. Now we have it, and you still aren"t happy with it?"
"I never dreamt they would be mad enough actually to send so much."
Alkibiades hadn"t hit him then. He might have, but he"d been interrupted. A commotion outside made both men hurry out of Alkibiades" tent. "What is it?" Alkibiades called to a man running his way. "Is the Syracusan fleet coming up to fight us?" It had stayed in the harbor when an Athenian reconnaissance squadron sailed south a couple of weeks before. Maybe the Syracusans hoped to catch the Athenian triremes beached and burn or wreck them. If they did, they would get a nasty surprise.
But the Athenian tossed his head. "It"s not the polluted Syracusans," he answered. "It"s the Salaminia Salaminia. She"s just come into the harbor here."
"The Salaminia Salaminia?" Alkibiades and Nikias spoke together, and in identical astonishment. The Salaminia Salaminia was Athens" official state trireme, and wouldn"t venture far from home except on most important business. Sure enough, peering toward the harbor, Alkibiades could see her crew dragging her out of the sea and up onto the yellow sand of the beach. "What"s she doing here?" he asked. was Athens" official state trireme, and wouldn"t venture far from home except on most important business. Sure enough, peering toward the harbor, Alkibiades could see her crew dragging her out of the sea and up onto the yellow sand of the beach. "What"s she doing here?" he asked.
Nikias eyed him with an expression compounded of equal parts loathing and gloating. "I"ll bet I know," the older man said. "I"ll bet they found someone who told the citizens of Athens the real story, the true story, of how the herms all through the polis were profaned."
"I had nothing to do with that," Alkibiades said. He"d said the same thing ever since the mutilations happened. "And besides," he added, "just about as many of the citizens of Athens are here in Sicily as are back at the polis."
"You can"t evade like that," Nikias said. "You remind me of your dear teacher Sokrates, using bad logic to beat down good."
Alkibiades stared at him as if he"d found him squashed on the sole of his sandal. "What you say about Sokrates would be a lie even if you"d thought of it yourself. But it comes from Aristophanes" Clouds Clouds, and you croak it out like a raven trained to speak but without the wit to understand its words."
Nikias" cheeks flamed red as hot iron beaten on the anvil. Alkibiades would have liked to beat him. Instead, he contemptuously turned his back. But that pointed his gaze toward the Salaminia Salaminia again. Athenians down there on the sh.o.r.e were pointing up to the high ground on which he stood. A pair of men whose gold wreaths declared they were on official business made their way toward him. again. Athenians down there on the sh.o.r.e were pointing up to the high ground on which he stood. A pair of men whose gold wreaths declared they were on official business made their way toward him.
He hurried to meet them. That was always his style. He wanted to make things happen, not have them happen to him. Nikias followed. "Hail, friends!" Alkibiades called, tasting the lie. "Are you looking for me? I am here."
"Alkibiades son of Kleinias?" one of the newcomers asked formally.
"You know who I am, Herakleides," Alkibiades said. "What do you want?"
"I think, son of Kleinias, that you know what I want," Herakleides replied. "You are ordered by the people of Athens to return to the polis to defend yourself against serious charges that have been raised against you."
More and more hoplites and rowers gathered around Alkibiades and the men newly come from Athens. This was an armed camp, not a peaceful city; many of them carried spears or wore swords on their hips. Alkibiades smiled to see them, for he knew they were well-inclined toward him. In a loud voice, he asked, "Am I under arrest?"
Herakleides and his wreathed comrade licked their lips. The mere word made soldiers growl and heft their spears; several of them drew their swords. Gathering himself, Herakleides answered, "No, you are not under arrest. But you are summoned to defend yourself, as I said. How can a man with such charges hanging over his head hope to hold an important position of public trust?"
"Yes-how indeed?" Nikias murmured.
Again, Alkibiades gave him a look full of withering scorn. Then he forgot about him. Herakleides and his friend were more important at the moment. So were the soldiers and sailors-much more important. With a smile and a mocking bow, Alkibiades said, "How can any man hope to hold an important position of public trust when a lying fool can trump up such charges and hang them over his head?"
"That"s the truth," a hoplite growled, right in Herakleides" ear. He was a big, burly fellow with a thick black beard-a man built like a wrestler or a pankratiast. Alkibiades wouldn"t have wanted a man like that growling in his ear and clenching a spearshaft till his knuckles whitened.
By the involuntary step back Herakleides took, he didn"t care for it, either. His voice quavered as he said, "You deny the charges, then?"
"Of course I do," Alkibiades answered. Out of the corner of his eye, he noticed Sokrates pushing his way through the crowd toward the front. A lot of men were pushing forward, but somehow Sokrates, despite his years, made more progress than most. Maybe the avid curiosity on his face helped propel him forward. Or maybe not; he almost always seemed that curious. But Sokrates would have to wait now, too. Alkibiades went on, "I say they"re nothing but a pack of lies put forward by scavenger dogs who, unable to do anything great themselves, want to pull down those who can."
Snarls of agreement rose from the soldiers and sailors. Herakleides licked his lips again. He must have known recalling Alkibiades wouldn"t be easy before the Salaminia Salaminia sailed. Had he known it would be sailed. Had he known it would be this this hard? Alkibiades had his doubts. With something like a sigh, Herakleides said, "At the motion of Thettalos son of Kimon, it has seemed good to the people of Athens to summon you home. Will you obey the democratic will of the a.s.sembly, or will you not?" hard? Alkibiades had his doubts. With something like a sigh, Herakleides said, "At the motion of Thettalos son of Kimon, it has seemed good to the people of Athens to summon you home. Will you obey the democratic will of the a.s.sembly, or will you not?"
Alkibiades grimaced. He had no use for the democracy of Athens, and had never bothered hiding that. As a result, the demagogues who loved to hear themselves talk in the a.s.sembly hated him. He said, "I have no hope of getting a fair hearing in Athens. My enemies have poisoned the people of the polis against me."
Herakleides frowned portentously. "Would you refuse the a.s.sembly"s summons?"
"I don"t know what I"ll do right now." Alkibiades clenched his fists. What he wanted to do was pound the smugness out of the plump, prosperous fool in front of him. But no. It would not do. Here, though, even he, normally so quick and decisive, had trouble figuring out what would would do. "Let me have time to think, O marvelous one," he said, and watched Herakleides redden at the sarcasm. "I will give you my answer tomorrow." do. "Let me have time to think, O marvelous one," he said, and watched Herakleides redden at the sarcasm. "I will give you my answer tomorrow."
"Do you want to be declared a rebel against the people of Athens?" Herakleides" frown got deeper and darker.
"No, but I don"t care to go home and be ordered to guzzle hemlock no matter what I say or do, either," Alkibiades answered. "Were it your life, Herakleides, such as that is, would you not want time to plan out what to do?"
That such as that is such as that is made the man just come from Athens redden again. But soldiers and sailors jostled forward, getting louder by the minute in support of their general. Herakleides yielded with such grace as he could: "Let it be as you say, most n.o.ble one." He turned the t.i.tle of respect into one of reproach. "I will hear your answer tomorrow. For now . . . hail." He turned and walked back toward the made the man just come from Athens redden again. But soldiers and sailors jostled forward, getting louder by the minute in support of their general. Herakleides yielded with such grace as he could: "Let it be as you say, most n.o.ble one." He turned the t.i.tle of respect into one of reproach. "I will hear your answer tomorrow. For now . . . hail." He turned and walked back toward the Salaminia Salaminia. The sun glinted dazzlingly off his gold wreath.
Sokrates stood in line to get his evening rations. Talk of Alkibiades and the herms and the profanation of the sacred mysteries was on everyone"s lips. Some men thought he"d done what he was accused of doing. Others insisted the charges against him were invented to discredit him.
"Wait," Sokrates told a man who"d been talking about unholy deeds and how the G.o.ds despised them. "Say that again, Euthyphron, if you please. I don"t follow your thought, which is surely much too wise for a simple fellow like me."
"I"d be glad to, Sokrates," the other hoplite said, and he did.
"I"m sorry, best one. I really must be dense," Sokrates said when he"d finished. "I still do not quite see. Do you say deeds are unholy because the G.o.ds hate them, or do you say the G.o.ds hate them because they are unholy?"
"I certainly do," Euthyphron answered.
"No, wait. I see what Sokrates means," another soldier broke in. "You can"t have that both ways. It"s one or the other. Which do you say it is?"
Euthyphron tried to have it both ways. Sokrates" questions wouldn"t let him. Some of the other Athenians jeered at him. Others showed more sympathy for him, even in his confusion, than they did for Sokrates. "Do you have to be a gadfly all all the time?" a hoplite asked him after Euthyphron, very red in the face, bolted out of the line without getting his supper. the time?" a hoplite asked him after Euthyphron, very red in the face, bolted out of the line without getting his supper.
"I can only be what I am," Sokrates answered. "Am I wrong for trying to find the truth in everything I do?"
The other man shrugged. "I don"t know whether you"re right or wrong. What I do know is, you"re cursed annoying annoying."
When Sokrates blinked his big round eyes in surprise, he looked uncommonly like a frog. "Why should the search for truth be annoying? Would you not think preventing that search to be a greater annoyance for mankind?"
But the hoplite threw up his hands. "Oh, no, you don"t. I won"t play. You"re not going to twist me up in knots, the way you did with poor Euthyphron."
"Euthyphron"s thinking was not straight before I ever said a word to him. All I did was show him his inconsistencies. Now maybe he will try to root them out."
The other soldier tossed his head. But he still refused to argue. Sighing, Sokrates snaked forward with the rest of the line. A bored-looking cook handed him a small loaf of dark bread, a chunk of cheese, and an onion. The man filled his cup with watered wine and poured olive oil for the bread into a little cruet he held out.
"I thank you," Sokrates said. The cook looked surprised. Soldiers and sailors were likelier to grumble about the fare than thank him for it.
Men cl.u.s.tered in little knots of friends to eat and to go on hashing over the coming of the Salaminia Salaminia and what it was liable to mean. Sokrates had no usual group to join. Part of the reason was that he was at least twenty years older than most of the other Athenians who"d traveled west to Sicily. But his age was only part of the reason, and he knew it. He sighed. He didn"t and what it was liable to mean. Sokrates had no usual group to join. Part of the reason was that he was at least twenty years older than most of the other Athenians who"d traveled west to Sicily. But his age was only part of the reason, and he knew it. He sighed. He didn"t want want to make people uncomfortable. He didn"t want to, but he"d never been able to avoid it. to make people uncomfortable. He didn"t want to, but he"d never been able to avoid it.
He walked back to his tent to eat his supper. When he was done, he went outside and stared up at Mount Aetna. Why, he wondered, did it stay cold enough for snow to linger on the mountain"s upper slopes even on this sweltering midsummer evening?
He was no closer to finding the answer when someone called his name. He got the idea this wasn"t the first time the man had called. Sure enough, when he turned, there stood Alkibiades with a sardonic grin on his face. "Hail, O wisest of all," the younger man said. "Good to see you with us again."