Jerry bounded up-stairs to his room, stuffed his best suit of clothes into a little brown carpet-bag, and then poured out the contents of an old, long-necked blue vase. He had thirty dollars saved toward buying a horse of his own. Then he marched defiantly down-stairs to his uncle.
"I never saw or touched your gold-piece," he declared, "but I"ll not go away leaving you to say that I took any of your money!"
He threw down a five-dollar bill and started to the door. As he turned the k.n.o.b, he looked back at the woman by the fireplace, with her face in her ap.r.o.n.
"Good-bye, Aunt Lucy," he said, with a choke in his voice. "You"ve been awful good to me--I"ll never forget that!"
Then he shut the door abruptly, and went out into the night. It lacked only five minutes of train-time when he reached the station, determined to go to a cousin of his father"s who lived in Vermont, and write from there to Jack Spencer that he would work his way out West as soon as he could.
Tingling with the recollection of his uncle"s reproaches, the boy sat up very straight and wide-awake in the train for a long time. Then his tension relaxed, and for lack of something else to do, he felt in his pocket for Jack Spencer"s letter. As he pulled it from its envelope something else fell into his hand. It was a gold-piece.
He could scarcely believe his eyes as he sat dropping it from one hand into another. How had the coin got into the letter. For a time he could not guess; then the truth suddenly became clear to him.
The letter had been in his breast-pocket when he stuffed the roll of bills into it, and the coin must have slipped into the open end of the envelope as he pushed the bills down. When he began to search for the money he had changed the letter to another pocket, never dreaming that it contained anything except Jack"s glowing description of prairie-life.
Jerry had been keeping his anger warm all the way by telling himself that his uncle had been harsh and unjust. He had even pictured to himself with grim satisfaction how shamefaced Caleb would look sometime when he should come across the coin among his own possessions. And now he had to think of himself as the blunderer and the unjust, foolish person.
But now no apology could be too humble. He would get off at the next station and take the first train home. The case called for an immediate reconciliation.
Then he reasoned that as he had paid for his ticket, he might as well go on to his journey"s end and have a short visit. It would be easier, perhaps, to write than to speak his apology.
Jerry soon found his elderly cousin, Tim Bailey, who happened to be working just then in a new store--a combination of a book-store and an old-fashioned daguerreotype gallery; not old-fashioned then, for it was before the photograph had penetrated to the rural regions. Tim"s rigorous cross-questioning soon drew the whole story from the boy.
"Well, that"s easily settled," said Tim. "Just you write to "em and own up, and say you"re going to stop with me over Christmas, but that you"ll be along about New Year to turn over a new leaf. They"ll bring out the fatted calf when you get back. I know Caleb like a book. He can"t hold spite."
Jerry settled himself to write the letter. But he found himself hard to please, and tore up several drafts. Writing apologies was not such easy work, after all! Then Tim put his grizzled head in at the door, with a beaming smile.
"Look here, boy, I"ve got an idee! The picture business is dull this morning. Go up and get yours took. You can send it along for a Christmas gift. Sha"n"t cost you a cent, either. I get all my work done gratis, for sending him so much trade."
Three days after, Jerry dropped into the post-office a little package addressed to his uncle, containing, besides a letter, an excellent likeness of himself. Jerry made in the letter a straightforward acknowledgment of his mistake, and accompanied this manly apology with an earnest request to be allowed to return home.
He had grown so homesick for a sight of the old place that he could scarcely see the lines on his paper. And Aunt Lucy--well, he almost broke down at the thought of all her motherly kindness to him.
"Now I"ll surely get an answer by Wednesday," he thought, but Wednesday went by, and another week pa.s.sed, and although he called regularly at the post-office, no word came.
"Well, I"ve done all I could," he said. "It"s plain they don"t want me back."
Tim"s sympathetic old heart ached for the boy"s distress. He even offered to go up to the farm and intercede in his behalf.
"No indeed!" Jerry answered, defiantly. "I"ll never beg my way back. I"m not the kind to go where I"m not wanted."
"Maybe they never got your letter."
Jerry hooted at the idea. "No, they don"t want to make up. That"s the long and the short of it."
When he finally started West, Tim Bailey went with him. Out on the far Western prairies, Jerry struck deep root in the favourable soil, and as the years pa.s.sed on, became as much of a fixture as the new town that bore his name. Year after year he worked on, widening his fields, improving his buildings, working early and late, solely for the pleasure of acc.u.mulating.
Tim Bailey had grown old and rheumatic, almost childish, but he still a.s.sumed a sort of guardianship over Jerry. One day he put down his newspaper, wiped his spectacles, and scanned the rough, burly-looking man on the other side of the stove, as if he had been a stranger.
"Look here, Jerry," he said presently, "you"re getting to look old, and your hair"s all a-turning gray. Now you"ve got to quit pegging away so hard and take a holiday, before you get like me, so stiff and rheumatic you can"t get away. Why don"t you go to the World"s Fair? It "ud be a burning shame for the richest man in Trigg County to miss such a show."
Thus it came about that one day Jerry rubbed his eyes in a bewildered way to find himself in the midst of a surging crowd that thronged the entrances of the Fair.
He plodded along the Midway Plaisance, his umbrella under his arm and his hands in his pockets; he walked and stared till late in the afternoon. It was late in May, the spring ploughing had been a good preparation in pedestrianism, but the long furrows, enlivened only by the pipe of a quail or the cry of a catbird, had never brought such weariness as Jerry felt now.
He did not realize he was so tired until he dropped into a seat in one of the gondolas on the lagoon, and remarked confidentially to the gondolier that he was "clean beat out."
It was the first time Jerry had spoken since he entered the grounds. The man made no reply.
He studied the fellow keenly a moment, and then turned to the crowds, surging along the banks in every direction. Not a soul in all that mult.i.tude even knew his name.
A feeling of utter loneliness crept over him, and when the boat landed he was saying to himself that he would give the finest colt in his pastures for the sight of a familiar face.
A few steps farther, and he saw one. It was in the government building, where an amused crowd was exclaiming over the Dead Letter Exhibit. Jerry edged along in front of the case, wondering at the variety of shipwrecked cargoes that had drifted into this government haven.
A vague pity stirred in him for all the hopes that had gone into the grave of the dead letter office--rings that had never found the fingers they were to have clasped, gifts that might have unlocked long silences, tokens of friendship that were never received, never acknowledged--all caught in this snarled web that no human skill could possibly unravel.
Then he saw the familiar face. It smiled out at him from the case of an old daguerreotype, till his heart began to beat so hard that he glanced guiltily around, to see if any one else heard it. The blood rushed to his head, and he felt dizzy.
It was that picture of himself, taken so long ago up in Vermont! He was not likely to be mistaken in it--the only picture he had ever had taken in his life.
He chuckled as he recalled the anxious oiling he had given the curly hair to make it lie flat, the harrowing hesitation over his necktie, the borrowing of the watch-chain that stood out in such bold relief against his brocaded vest. How quaint and old-fashioned it looked!
He pa.s.sed his hand over his grizzled beard with a sigh, for the smooth, boyish face was not all he saw. It brought back the whole faded past so overwhelmingly that for awhile he forgot where he was.
Thirty-three years since he had dropped that little package in the office! He did not question why the letter had gone astray. He had lost his boyish faith in his own infallibility. He had probably mailed it with only half the address, perhaps none.
Now he was a boy again, back in Maine. Aunt Lucy"s knitting-needles clicked in the firelight. Uncle Caleb was making him a sled. How warm and comfortable the kitchen felt, and how good Aunt Lucy"s doughnuts tasted!
The crowds jostled him. He stood as if grown to the spot, until a sharp-nosed woman elbowed her way in front of him, to see what interested him. She looked inquisitively from the picture to the weather-beaten face above her, and pa.s.sed on, none the wiser. There was little likeness between the two.
Her penetrating glances aroused him. He came to himself with a start, looked hastily around, and then set out from the building, heedless of direction. A keen, raw wind struck him as he strode along the lake sh.o.r.e. He shivered and turned up his coat collar.
A drizzling mist of rain began to fall. People going by with their umbrellas up looked at him curiously as he plodded along with his own umbrella under his arm.
Soon a heavy dash of rain aroused him to the necessity of finding immediate shelter. A group of State buildings was just ahead. Glancing up he saw the name of his native State on one, and hurried in.
A great log heap blazed and crackled in the huge fireplace, filling the room with a glowing comfort that warmed him, soul and body. He drew a chair close up to it, and spread his chilly fingers to the flames.
The sticks against the forelog burnt to embers and fell into the ashes.
The crane seemed to swing backward like a great finger, pointing to the past, as he sat and stared into the fire.
People pa.s.sing through the room saw only a rough old farmer, his clumsy boots stretched out on the hearth. They never dreamed of the scenes that pa.s.sed before him in the fire. There were glimpses of snow-covered pine woods, of sparkling trout-streams gurgling in the June sunshine, of long stretches of level sea-sands where the tide crawled in.
The old homesickness waked again. What had they thought of him through all these silent years? He wondered how they would receive his long-delayed apology. He must write as soon as he got back to the hotel.
The rain had stopped. He stood up and shook himself, then went out-doors again, pulling his beard meditatively, as he walked toward the gate. It seemed a week since he had entered it.