"Yes." Master smiled at my direct question; his eyes lit with reverence. "Three times I have been blessed by the sight of the deathless guru. Our first meeting was in Allahabad at a k.u.mBHA MELA."
The religious fairs held in India since time immemorial are known as k.u.mBHA MELAS; they have kept spiritual goals in constant sight of the mult.i.tude. Devout Hindus gather by the millions every six years to meet thousands of sadhus, yogis, swamis, and ascetics of all kinds. Many are hermits who never leave their secluded haunts except to attend the MELAS and bestow their blessings on worldly men and women.
"I was not a swami at the time I met Babaji," Sri Yukteswar went on.
"But I had already received KRIYA initiation from Lahiri Mahasaya.
He encouraged me to attend the MELA which was convening in January, 1894 at Allahabad. It was my first experience of a k.u.mBHA; I felt slightly dazed by the clamor and surge of the crowd. In my searching gazes around I saw no illumined face of a master. Pa.s.sing a bridge on the bank of the Ganges, I noticed an acquaintance standing near-by, his begging bowl extended.
""Oh, this fair is nothing but a chaos of noise and beggars,"
I thought in disillusionment. "I wonder if Western scientists, patiently enlarging the realms of knowledge for the practical good of mankind, are not more pleasing to G.o.d than these idlers who profess religion but concentrate on alms."
"My smouldering reflections on social reform were interrupted by the voice of a tall sannyasi who halted before me.
""Sir," he said, "a saint is calling you."
""Who is he?"
""Come and see for yourself."
"Hesitantly following this laconic advice, I soon found myself near a tree whose branches were sheltering a guru with an attractive group of disciples. The master, a bright unusual figure, with sparkling dark eyes, rose at my approach and embraced me.
""Welcome, Swamiji," he said affectionately.
""Sir," I replied emphatically, "I am NOT a swami."
""Those on whom I am divinely directed to bestow the t.i.tle of "swami" never cast it off." The saint addressed me simply, but deep conviction of truth rang in his words; I was engulfed in an instant wave of spiritual blessing. Smiling at my sudden elevation into the ancient monastic order, {FN36-1} I bowed at the feet of the obviously great and angelic being in human form who had thus honored me.
"Babaji-for it was indeed he-motioned me to a seat near him under the tree. He was strong and young, and looked like Lahiri Mahasaya; yet the resemblance did not strike me, even though I had often heard of the extraordinary similarities in the appearance of the two masters. Babaji possesses a power by which he can prevent any specific thought from arising in a person"s mind. Evidently the great guru wished me to be perfectly natural in his presence, not overawed by knowledge of his ident.i.ty.
""What do you think of the k.u.mBHA MELA?"
""I was greatly disappointed, sir." I added hastily, "Up until the time I met you. Somehow saints and this commotion don"t seem to belong together."
""Child," the master said, though apparently I was nearly twice his own age, "for the faults of the many, judge not the whole.
Everything on earth is of mixed character, like a mingling of sand and sugar. Be like the wise ant which seizes only the sugar, and leaves the sand untouched. Though many sadhus here still wander in delusion, yet the MELA is blessed by a few men of G.o.d-realization."
"In view of my own meeting with this exalted master, I quickly agreed with his observation.
""Sir," I commented, "I have been thinking of the scientific men of the West, greater by far in intelligence than most people congregated here, living in distant Europe and America, professing different creeds, and ignorant of the real values of such MELAS as the present one. They are the men who could benefit greatly by meetings with India"s masters. But, although high in intellectual attainments, many Westerners are wedded to rank materialism. Others, famous in science and philosophy, do not recognize the essential unity in religion. Their creeds serve as insurmountable barriers that threaten to separate them from us forever."
""I saw that you are interested in the West, as well as the East."
Babaji"s face beamed with approval. "I felt the pangs of your heart, broad enough for all men, whether Oriental or Occidental. That is why I summoned you here.
""East and West must establish a golden middle path of activity and spirituality combined," he continued. "India has much to learn from the West in material development; in return, India can teach the universal methods by which the West will be able to base its religious beliefs on the unshakable foundations of yogic science.
""You, Swamiji, have a part to play in the coming harmonious exchange between Orient and Occident. Some years hence I shall send you a disciple whom you can train for yoga dissemination in the West.
The vibrations there of many spiritually seeking souls come floodlike to me. I perceive potential saints in America and Europe, waiting to be awakened.""
At this point in his story, Sri Yukteswar turned his gaze fully on mine.
"My son," he said, smiling in the moonlight, "you are the disciple that, years ago, Babaji promised to send me."
I was happy to learn that Babaji had directed my steps to Sri Yukteswar, yet it was hard for me to visualize myself in the remote West, away from my beloved guru and the simple hermitage peace.
"Babaji then spoke of the BHAGAVAD GITA," Sri Yukteswar went on.
"To my astonishment, he indicated by a few words of praise that he was aware of the fact that I had written interpretations on various GITA chapters.
""At my request, Swamiji, please undertake another task," the great master said. "Will you not write a short book on the underlying basic unity between the Christian and Hindu scriptures? Show by parallel references that the inspired sons of G.o.d have spoken the same truths, now obscured by men"s sectarian differences."
""Maharaj," {FN36-2} I answered diffidently, "what a command! Shall I be able to fulfill it?"
"Babaji laughed softly. "My son, why do you doubt?" he said rea.s.suringly. "Indeed, Whose work is all this, and Who is the Doer of all actions? Whatever the Lord has made me say is bound to materialize as truth."
"I deemed myself empowered by the blessings of the saint, and agreed to write the book. Feeling reluctantly that the parting-hour had arrived, I rose from my leafy seat.
""Do you know Lahiri?" {FN36-3} the master inquired. "He is a great soul, isn"t he? Tell him of our meeting." He then gave me a message for Lahiri Mahasaya.
"After I had bowed humbly in farewell, the saint smiled benignly.
"When your book is finished, I shall pay you a visit," he promised.
"Good-by for the present."
"I left Allahabad the following day and entrained for Benares.
Reaching my guru"s home, I poured out the story of the wonderful saint at the k.u.mBHA MELA.
""Oh, didn"t you recognize him?" Lahiri Mahasaya"s eyes were dancing with laughter. "I see you couldn"t, for he prevented you. He is my incomparable guru, the celestial Babaji!"
""Babaji!" I repeated, awestruck. "The Yogi-Christ Babaji! The invisible-visible savior Babaji! Oh, if I could just recall the past and be once more in his presence, to show my devotion at his lotus feet!"
""Never mind," Lahiri Mahasaya said consolingly. "He has promised to see you again."
""Gurudeva, the divine master asked me to give you a message. "Tell Lahiri," he said, "that the stored-up power for this life now runs low; it is nearly finished.""
"At my utterance of these enigmatic words, Lahiri Mahasaya"s figure trembled as though touched by a lightning current. In an instant everything about him fell silent; his smiling countenance turned incredibly stern. Like a wooden statue, somber and immovable in its seat, his body became colorless. I was alarmed and bewildered.
Never in my life had I seen this joyous soul manifest such awful gravity. The other disciples present stared apprehensively.
"Three hours pa.s.sed in utter silence. Then Lahiri Mahasaya resumed his natural, cheerful demeanor, and spoke affectionately to each of the chelas. Everyone sighed in relief.
"I realized by my master"s reaction that Babaji"s message had been an unmistakable signal by which Lahiri Mahasaya understood that his body would soon be untenanted. His awesome silence proved that my guru had instantly controlled his being, cut his last cord of attachment to the material world, and fled to his ever-living ident.i.ty in Spirit. Babaji"s remark had been his way of saying: "I shall be ever with you."
"Though Babaji and Lahiri Mahasaya were omniscient, and had no need of communicating with each other through me or any other intermediary, the great ones often condescend to play a part in the human drama. Occasionally they transmit their prophecies through messengers in an ordinary way, that the final fulfillment of their words may infuse greater divine faith in a wide circle of men who later learn the story.
"I soon left Benares, and set to work in Serampore on the scriptural writings requested by Babaji," Sri Yukteswar continued. "No sooner had I begun my task than I was able to compose a poem dedicated to the deathless guru. The melodious lines flowed effortlessly from my pen, though never before had I attempted Sanskrit poetry.
"In the quiet of night I busied myself over a comparison of the Bible and the scriptures of SANATAN DHARMA. {FN36-4} Quoting the words of the blessed Lord Jesus, I showed that his teachings were in essence one with the revelations of the VEDAS. To my relief, my book was finished in a short time; I realized that this speedy blessing was due to the grace of my PARAM-GURU-MAHARAJ. {FN36-5} The chapters first appeared in the SADHUSAMBAD journal; later they were privately printed as a book by one of my Kidderpore disciples.
"The morning after I had concluded my literary efforts," Master continued, "I went to the Rai Ghat here to bathe in the Ganges.
The ghat was deserted; I stood still for awhile, enjoying the sunny peace. After a dip in the sparkling waters, I started for home.
The only sound in the silence was that of my Ganges-drenched cloth, swish-swashing with every step. As I pa.s.sed beyond the site of the large banyan tree near the river bank, a strong impulse urged me to look back. There, under the shade of the banyan, and surrounded by a few disciples, sat the great Babaji!