Although pretending to consider it small, I realy felt that it was a large amount, and I was filled with joy when father ordered a Check Book for me with my name on each Check. Ah, me! How happy I was!
I was two months younger then and possably childish in some ways. For I remember that in my exhiliration I called up Jane Raleigh the moment she got home. She came over, and I showed her the book.
"Bab!" she said. "A thousand dollars! Why, it is wealth."
"It"s not princly," I observed. "But it will do, Jane."
We then went out and took a walk, and I treated her to a Facial Masage, having one myself at the same time, having never been able to aford it before.
"It"s Heavenley, Bab," Jane observed to me, through a hot towle. "If I were you I should have one daily. Because after all, what are features if the skin is poor?"
We also had manacures, and as the young person was very nice, I gave her a dollar. As I remarked to Jane, it had taken all the lines out of my face, due to the Spring Term and examinations. And as I put on my hat, I could see that it had done somthing else. For the first time my face showed Character. I looked mature, if not, indeed, even more.
I paid by a Check, although they did not care about taking it, prefering cash. But on calling up the Bank accepted it, and also another check for cold cream, and a fancy comb.
I had, as I have stated, just returned from my Inst.i.tution of Learning, and now, as Jane and I proceded to a tea place I had often viewed with hungry eyes but no money to spend, it being expencive, I suddenly said:
"Jane, do you ever think how ungrateful we are to those who cherish us through the school year and who, although stern at times, are realy our Best Friends?"
"Cherish us!" said Jane. "I haven"t noticed any cherishing. They tolarate me, and hardly that."
"I fear you are pessamistic," I said, reproving her but mildly, for Jane"s school is well known to be harsh and uncompromizing. "However, my own feelings to my Instructers are diferent and quite friendly, especialy at a distance. I shall send them flowers."
It was rather awful, however, after I had got inside the shop, to find that violets, which I had set my heart on as being the school flour, were five dollars a hundred. Also there were more teachers than I had considered, some of them making but small impression on account of mildness.
THERE WERE EIGHT.
"Jane!" I said, in desparation. "Eight without the housekeeper! And she must be remembered because if not she will be most unpleasant next fall, and swipe my chaffing dish. Forty five dollars is a lot of Money."
"You only have to do it once," said Jane, who could aford to be calm, as it was costing her nothing.
However, I sent the violets and paid with a check. I felt better by subtracting the amount from one thousand. I had still $945.00, less the facials and so on, which had been ten.
This is not a finantial story, although turning on Money. I do not wish to be considered as thinking only of Wealth. Indeed, I have always considered that where my heart was in question I would always decide for Love and penury rather than a Castle and greed. In this I differ from my sister Leila, who says that under no circ.u.mstanses would she ever inspect a refrigerater to see if the cook was wasting anything.
I was not worried about the violets, as I consider Money spent as but water over a d.a.m.n, and no use worrying about. But I was no longer hungry, and I observed this to Jane.
"Oh, come on," she said, in an impatient maner. "I"ll pay for it."
I can read Jane"s inmost thoughts, and I read them then. She considered that I had cold feet financially, although with almost $945.00 in the bank. Therefore I said at once:
"Don"t be silly. It is my party. And we"ll take some candy home."
However, I need not have worried, for we met Tommy Gray in the tea shop, and he paid for everything.
I pause here to reflect. How strange to look back, and think of all that has since hapened, and that I then considered that Tommy Gray was interested in Jane and never gave me a thought. Also that I considered that the look he gave me now and then was but a friendly glanse! Is it not strange that Romanse comes thus into our lives, through the medium of a tea-cup, or an eclair, unheralded and unsung, yet leaving us never the same again?
Even when Tommy bought us candy and carried mine under his arm while leaving Jane to get her own from the counter, I suspected nothing. But when he said to me, "Gee, Bab, you"re geting to be a regular Person,"
and made no such remark to Jane, I felt that it was rather pointed.
Also, on walking up the Avenue, he certainly walked nearer me than Jane.
I beleive she felt it, to, for she made a sharp speach or to about his Youth, and what he meant to do when he got big. And he replied by saying that she was big enough allready, which hurt because Jane is plump and will eat starches anyhow.
Tommy Gray had improved a great deal since Xmas. He had at that time apeared to long for his head. I said this to Jane, SOTO VOCE, while he was looking at some neckties in a window.
"Well, his head is big enough now," she said in a snapish maner. "It isn"t very long, Bab, since you considered him a mere Child."
"He is twenty," I a.s.serted, being one to stand up for my friends under any and all circ.u.mstanses.
Jane snifed.
"Twenty!" she exclaimed. "He"s not eighteen yet. His very noze is imature."
Our discourse was interupted by the object of it, who requested an opinion on the ties. He ignored Jane entirely.
We went in, and I purchaced a handsome tie for father, considering it but right thus to show my apreciation of his giving me the Allowence.
It was seventy five cents, and I made out a check for the amount and took the tie with me. We left Jane soon after, as she insisted on adressing Tommy as dear child, or "MON ENFANT," and strolled on together, oblivious to the World, by the World forgot. Our conversation was largely about ourselves, Tommv maintaining that I gave an impression of fridgidity, and that all the College men considered me so.
"Better fridgidity," I retorted, "than softness. But I am sincere. I stick to my friends through thick and thin."
Here he observed that my Chin was romantic, but that my Ears were stingy, being small and close to my head. This irratated me, although glad they are small. So I bought him a gardenia to wear from a flour-seller, but as the flour-seller refused a check, he had to pay for it.
In exchange he gave me his Frat pin to wear.
"You know what that means, don"t you, Bab?" he said, in a low and thriling tone. "It means, if you wear it, that you are my--well, you"re my girl."
Although thriled, I still retained my practacality.
"Not exclusively, Tom," I said, in a firm tone. "We are both young, and know little of Life. Some time, but not as yet."
He looked at me with a searching glanse.
"I"ll bet you have a couple of dozen Frat pins lying around, Bab," he said savigely. "You"re that sort. All the fellows are sure to be crasy about you. And I don"t intend to be an Also-ran."
"Perhaps," I observed, in my most dignafied maner. "But no one has ever tried to bully me before. I may be young, but the Other s.e.x have always treated me with respect."
I then walked up the steps and into my home, leaving him on the pavment.
It was cruel, but I felt that it was best to start right.
But I was troubled and DISTRAIT during dinner, which consisted of mutton and custard, which have no appeal for me owing to having them to often at school. For I had, although not telling an untruth, allowed Tom to think that I had a dozen or so Frat pins, although I had none at all.
Still, I reflected, why not? Is it not the only way a woman can do when in conflict with the Other s.e.x, to meet Wile with Gile? In other words, to use her intellagence against brute force? I fear so.
Men do not expect truth from us, so why disapoint them?
During the salid mother inquired what I had done during the afternoon.
"I made a few purchaces," I said.