We have thus come to Mr. Schmidt.
Suddenly Henry swore in an angry manner. This was because my father had brought the machine home and was but then coming along the drive. Had he come alone it would have been the end of him and the Mill, for Henry and his friend would have caught him, and my father is like me--he would die before giving the Pa.s.sword and blowing up all the men and so on in the Mill. But he brought the manager with him, as he lives out of town and there is no train after midnight.
My father said:
"Henry!"
So Henry replied:
"Coming, sir" and went out, but again locked the door.
Before he went out he said:
"Now mind, any noise up here and we will finish you and your father also. DON"T YOU OVERTURN A CHAIR BY MISTAKE, YOUNG LADY."
He then went down, and I could hear my dear Parent"s voice which I felt I would probably never hear again, discussing new tires and Henry"s earache, which was not a real one, as I now knew.
I looked at William, but he had his eyes shut and I saw he was now realy unconscious. I then however heard a waggon in our alley, and I went to the window. What was my joy to see that it was Mr. Schmidt"s milk waggon which had stopped under the ark light, with he himself on the seat. He was getting some milk bottles out, and I suppose he heard the talking in our Garage, for he stopped and then looked up. Then he dropped a milk bottle, but he stood still and stared.
With what anguished eyes, dear Log or Journal, did I look down at him, unable to speak or utter a sound. I then tried to untie the Towle but could not, owing to feeling weak and sick and the knots being hard.
I at one moment thought of jumping out, but it was to far for our Garage was once a Stable and is high. But I knew that if the Criminals who surounded my Father and the manager heard such a sound, they would then attack my Father and kill him.
I was but a moment thinking all this, as my mind is one to work fast when in Danger. Mr. Schmidt was still staring, and the horse was moving on to the next house, as Mr. Schmidt says it knows all his Customers and could go out alone if necesary.
It was then that I remembered that, although I could not speak, I could signal him, although having no flags. I therfore signaled, saying:
"Quiet. Spies. Bring police."
It was as well that he did not wait for the last to letters, as I could not remember C, being excited and worried at the time. But I saw him get into his waggon and drive away very fast, which no one in the Garage noticed, as milk waggons were not objects of suspicion.
How strange it was to sit down again as if I had not moved, as per orders, and hear my Father whistling as he went to the house. I began to feel very sick at my Stomache, although glad he was safe, and wondered what they would do without me. Because I had now seen that, although insisting that I was still a child, I was as dear to them as Leila, though in a different way.
I had not cried as yet, but at the thought of Henry"s friend and the others coming up to kill me before Mr. Schmidt could get help, I shed a few tears.
They all came back as soon as my Father had slamed the house door, and if they had been feirce before they were awfull then, the cook with a handkerchief to her mouth, and Henry"s friend getting out a watch and giving me five minutes. He had counted three minutes and was holding his Revolver to just behind my ear, when I heard the milk waggon coming back, with the horse galloping.
It stopped in the alley, and the cook said, in a dreadfull voice:
"What"s that?"
She dashed to the Window, and looked out, and then turned to the other Spies and said:
"The Police!"
I do not know what happened next, as I fainted again, having been under a strain for some time.
I must now stop, as mother has brought the Vibrater.
APRIL 29TH. All the people in my father"s Mill have gone together and brought me a riding horse. I have just been to the window of my Chamber to look at it. I have always wanted a horse, but I cannot see that I deserve this one, having but done what any member of the G. A. C. should do.
As I now have a horse, perhaps the Corps should become Cavalry. Memo: Take this up with Jane.
LATER: Carter Brooks has just gone, and I have a terrable headache owing to weeping, which always makes my head ache.
He has gone to the War.
I cannot write more.
10 P. M. I can now think better, although still weeping at intervals.
I must write down all that has happened, as I do not feel like telling Jane, or indeed anybody.
Always before I have had no Secrets from Jane, even in matters of the Other s.e.x. But I feel very strange about this and like thinking about it rather than putting it into speach.
Also I feel very kind toward everybody, and wish that I had been a better girl in many ways. I have tried to be good, and have never smoked cigarettes or been decietful except when forced to be by the Familey not understanding. But I know I am far from being what Carter Brooks thinks me to be.
I have called Hannah and given her my old watch, with money to for a new chrystal. Also stood by at Salute while my father brought in the Emblem.
For William can no longer do it, as he was not really a Butler at all but a Secret Service Inspector, and also being still in the Hospital, although improving.
He had not told the Familey, as he was afraid they would not then treat him as a real Butler. As for the code in the pantrey, it was really not such, but the silver list, beginning with 48 D. K. or dinner knives, etcetera. When taking my Father"s Dis.p.a.ch Case from the safe, it was to keep the real Spies from getting it. He did it every night, and took the important papers out until morning, when he put them back.
To-night my father brought in the Emblem and folded it. He then said:
"Well, I admit that Fathers are not real Substatutes for young men in Unaform, but in times of Grief they may be mighty handy to tie to." He then put his arms around me and said: "You see, Bab, the real part of War, for a woman--and you are that now, Bab, in spite of your years--the real thing she has to do is not the fighting part, although you are about as good a soldier as any I know. The thing she has to do is to send some one she cares about, and then sit back and wait."
As he saw that I was agatated, he then kissed me and sugested that we learn something more than the first verse of the National Hymn, as he was tired of making his lips move and thus pretending to sing when not actualy doing so.
I shall now record about Carter Brooks coming today. I was in a chair with pilows and so on, when Leila came in and kissed me, and then said:
"Bab, are you able to see a caller?"
I said yes, if not the Police, as I had seen a great many and was tired of telling about Henry and Henry"s friend, etcetera.
"Not the Police," she said.
She then went out in the hall and said:
"Come up. It"s all right."
I then saw a Soldier in the door, and could not beleive that it was Carter Brooks, until he saluted and said:
"Captain, I have come to report. Owing to the end of the Easter Holadays the Girls" Aviation Corps----"
I could no longer be silent. I cried: