"Emily Gordon," I said.
"Yes. I was thinking it might help matters a little if you knew the name of the agent in charge of the investigation."
"There was an investigation?"
"Well, we normally look into bank robberies."
My scone had a light brush of frosting on the top, which seemed to me an excellent touch.
"So who looked into this one," I said.
"Of course," Epstein said, "I am not at liberty to give you his name."
"Of course," I said.
"On the other hand, if you were to bribe me by paying for breakfast, simple courtesy would mandate some sort of response."
"Breakfast is on me," I said.
"Agent"s name is Evan Malone."
"He still around?"
"He"s retired," Epstein said.
"You know where he is?"
"Of course."
"What do I do for his address."
"I may need a second bagel," Epstein said.
"Jesus, you"re hard," I said. "No wonder you got to be SAC."
"Do I get the bagel?" Epstein said.
"Yes."
"Malone"s on a lake in New Hampshire. I took the liberty of writing it out for you."
"You knew I"d cave on the second bagel, didn"t you?"
Epstein smiled. I took the address and put it in my shirt pocket.
"I"m willing to go as high as a dozen bagels," I said. "But I need to ask you a question."
Epstein nodded gravely and spread his hands in a welcoming gesture.
"You send a couple of employees around to talk with me last night?"
Epstein frowned.
"Employees?"
"Geeky-looking guy with big, round gla.s.ses and a lot of teeth," I said. "Blond guy, heavyset, big mustache."
"Employees," Epstein said.
"That"s what they told me."
"They said they were with the Bureau?"
"Government," I said. "I inferred Bureau."
"Inferred? What kind of talk is that for a guy your size?"
"Large, but literate," I said. "They yours?"
Epstein shook his head. "Not mine," he said. "What did they want?"
"For me to leave Emily Gordon alone."
"The thirty-year-old murder."
"Twenty-eight."
Epstein nodded and looked around for the waitress. When he caught her eye, he gestured for more coffee. She came and poured some for both of us.
"Could I have another bagel?" Epstein said to her. "Toasted, with a shmeer?"
"You want that with cream cheese?" she said.
Epstein smiled. "Yes."
The waitress hurried off.
Epstein said, "They show you any ID?"
"No."
"So you don"t know they were government?"
"No."
"But we know they were somebody, and somebody doesn"t want you investigating the death of Emily Gordon."
"Or the whole case," I said. "It may not be Emily Gordon per se."
"Could be," Epstein said. "Could be the fear that if you investigate Emily Gordon, you"ll find out something else."
"Or expose the cover-up."
"Or both," Epstein said. "Remember Watergate?"
"It wasn"t the crime, it was the cover-up?" I said.
"Per se," Epstein said.
17.
It was Sunday morning. Susan and I were walking Pearl II along the Commonwealth Avenue Mall toward Kenmore Square. She was still a little nervous in the city and tended to press in against Susan"s leg when cars pa.s.sed. I didn"t blame her. If you were going to press a leg, Susan"s would be an excellent choice.
"So," I said. "Daryl"s idyllic La Jolla childhood appears to be, ah, exaggerated."
"Poor kid," Susan said.
"Why the false history?" I said.
"I imagine the real history is too painful," Susan said. "And if you need to, you can pretend so hard that it"s almost true."
Traffic was spa.r.s.e for the moment, and Pearl felt daring. She pulled vigorously on the leash in the direction of some pigeons.
"You think she believes it is true?" I said.
"No, she knows it"s not," Susan said. "But it could have been. And she probably believes she"s the kind of person that such a childhood would have produced."
"It"s almost true, because it could have been true," I said.
"And because it is the best way to explain the kind of person you are."
A motorcycle went past us toward the common. Pearl shrunk in on herself, tucked her tail down, got low, and pressed against Susan. Susan patted her.
"You"ll get used to it," Susan said. "You"ll be a city girl soon."
We crossed Exeter Street.
"You think I should tell Paul," I said.
"Does he need to know?"
"As far as I can tell, he"s not planning to stroll into the sunset with her."
"Would it do him any good to know?"
"Probably make life harder," I said. "Having the secret, deciding whether to tell her he knows, thinking about the lie when he"s trying to direct her in a play."
"So why tell him?"
"Because otherwise, I"ll be keeping a secret from him."
Susan smiled. Pearl had recovered from the motorcycle and was stalking a trash barrel.
"Only you," Susan said, "would worry about such a thing."
"You wouldn"t tell him?"
"I would be perfectly comfortable doing what I thought was in his best interest."
I nodded.
"I"ll think about it," I said.
"I know you will," Susan said and b.u.mped her head against my shoulder.
We pulled Pearl away from the trash barrel and went on across Fairfield.
"Did she think I wouldn"t find out?" I said. "When she asked me for help?"
"Maybe she thought you would," Susan said.
18.
"How much does it mean to you that I find out who murdered Daryl"s mother?" I said to Paul. We were up an alley off Broad Street, drinking Irish whisky in a saloon called Holly"s where I had once, for a couple months in my early youth, between fights, been a bouncer. The place looked the same, and I still liked to go there even though no one I knew then worked in Holly"s now.
"What kind of question is that?" Paul said.
"Are you being disrespectful?" I said.
"I would say so, yes."
"Good."
"So why are you asking me about Daryl and her mother?" Paul said.
"I talked to her aunt the other day."