BURGE-LUBIN [_gallantly_] You don"t look it. You really don"t look it.
MRS LUTESTRING [_turning her face gravely towards him_] Look again, Mr President.
BURGE-LUBIN [_looking at her bravely until the smile fades from his face, and he suddenly covers his eyes with his hands_] Yes: you do look it. I am convinced. It"s true. Now call up the Lunatic Asylum, Confucius; and tell them to send an ambulance for me.
MRS LUTESTRING [_to the Archbishop_] Why have you given away your secret? our secret?
THE ARCHBISHOP. They found it out. The cinema records betrayed me. But I never dreamt that there were others. Did you?
MRS LUTESTRING. I knew one other. She was a cook. She grew tired, and killed herself.
THE ARCHBISHOP. Dear me! However, her death simplifies the situation, as I have been able to convince these gentlemen that the matter had better go no further.
MRS LUTESTRING. What! When the President knows! It will be all over the place before the end of the week.
BURGE-LUBIN [_injured_] Really, Mrs Lutestring! You speak as if I were a notoriously indiscreet person. Barnabas: have I such a reputation?
BARNABAS [_resignedly_] It cant be helped. It"s const.i.tutional.
CONFUCIUS. It is utterly unconst.i.tutional. But, as you say, it cannot be helped.
BURGE-LUBIN [_solemnly_] I deny that a secret of State has ever pa.s.sed my lips--except perhaps to the Minister of Health, who is discretion personified. People think, because she is a negress--
MRS LUTESTRING. It does not matter much now. Once, it would have mattered a great deal. But my children are all dead.
THE ARCHBISHOP. Yes: the children must have been a terrible difficulty.
Fortunately for me, I had none.
MRS LUTESTRING. There was one daughter who was the child of my very heart. Some years after my first drowning I learnt that she had lost her sight. I went to her. She was an old woman of ninety-six, blind. She asked me to sit and talk with her because my voice was like the voice of her dead mother.
BURGE-LUBIN. The complications must be frightful. Really I hardly know whether I do want to live much longer than other people.
MRS LUTESTRING. You can always kill yourself, as cook did; but that was influenza. Long life is complicated, and even terrible; but it is glorious all the same. I would no more change places with an ordinary woman than with a mayfly that lives only an hour.
THE ARCHBISHOP. What set you thinking of it first?
MRS LUTESTRING. Conrad Barnabas"s book. Your wife told me it was more wonderful than Napoleon"s Book of Fate and Old Moore"s Almanac, which cook and I used to read. I was very ignorant: it did not seem so impossible to me as to an educated woman. Yet I forgot all about it, and married and drudged as a poor man"s wife, and brought up children, and looked twenty years older than I really was, until one day, long after my husband died and my children were out in the world working for themselves, I noticed that I looked twenty years younger than I really was. The truth came to me in a flash.
BURGE-LUBIN. An amazing moment. Your feelings must have been beyond description. What was your first thought?
MRS LUTESTRING. Pure terror. I saw that the little money I had laid up would not last, and that I must go out and: work again. They had things called Old Age Pensions then: miserable pittances for worn-out old laborers to die on. I thought I should be found out if I went on drawing it too long. The horror of facing another lifetime of drudgery, of missing my hard-earned rest and losing my poor little savings, drove everything else out of my mind. You people nowadays can have no conception of the dread of poverty that hung over us then, or of the utter tiredness of forty years" unending overwork and striving to make a shilling do the work of a pound.
THE ARCHBISHOP. I wonder you did not kill yourself. I often wonder why the poor in those evil old times did not kill themselves. They did not even kill other people.
MRS LUTESTRING. You never kill yourself, because you always may as well wait until tomorrow. And you have not energy or conviction enough to kill the others. Besides, how can you blame them when you would do as they do if you were in their place?
BURGE-LUBIN. Devilish poor consolation, that.
MRS LUTESTRING. There were other consolations in those days for people like me. We drank preparations of alcohol to relieve the strain of living and give us an artificial happiness.
BURGE-LUBIN {[[_all together,_]} Alcohol! CONFUCIUS {[_making_] } Pfff ...! BARNABAS {[_wry faces_]] } Disgusting.
MRS LUTESTRING. A little alcohol would improve your temper and manners, and make you much easier to live with, Mr Accountant General.
BURGE-LUBIN [_laughing_] By George, I believe you! Try it, Barnabas.
CONFUCIUS. No. Try tea. It is the more civilized poison of the two.
MRS LUTESTRING. You, Mr President, were born intoxicated with your own well-fed natural exuberance. You cannot imagine what alcohol was to an underfed poor woman. I had carefully arranged my little savings so that I could get drunk, as we called it, once a week; and my only pleasure was looking forward to that poor little debauch. That is what saved me from suicide. I could not bear to miss my next carouse. But when I stopped working, and lived on my pension, the fatigue of my life"s drudgery began to wear off, because, you see, I was not really old. I recuperated. I looked younger and younger. And at last I was rested enough to have courage and strength to begin life again. Besides, political changes were making it easier: life was a little better worth living for the nine-tenths of the people who used to be mere drudges.
After that, I never turned back or faltered. My only regret now is that I shall die when I am three hundred or thereabouts. There was only one thing that made life hard; and that is gone now.
CONFUCIUS. May we ask what that was?
MRS LUTESTRING. Perhaps you will be offended if I tell you.
BURGE-LUBIN. Offended! My dear lady, do you suppose, after such a stupendous revelation, that anything short of a blow from a sledge-hammer could produce the smallest impression on any of us?
MRS LUTESTRING. Well, you see, it has been so hard on me never to meet a grown-up person. You are all such children. And I never was very fond of children, except that one girl who woke up the mother pa.s.sion in me. I have been very lonely sometimes.
BURGE-LUBIN [_again gallant_] But surely, Mrs Lutestring, that has been your own fault. If I may say so, a lady of your attractions need never have been lonely.
MRS LUTESTRING. Why?
BURGE-LUBIN. Why! Well--. Well, er--. Well, er er--. Well! [_he gives it up_].
THE ARCHBISHOP. He means that you might have married. Curious, how little they understand our position.
MRS LUTESTRING. I did marry. I married again on my hundred and first birthday. But of course I had to marry an elderly man: a man over sixty.
He was a great painter. On his deathbed he said to me "It has taken me fifty years to learn my trade, and to paint all the foolish pictures a man must paint and get rid of before he comes through them to the great things he ought to paint. And now that my foot is at last on the threshold of the temple I find that it is also the threshold of my tomb." That man would have been the greatest painter of all time if he could have lived as long as I. I saw him die of old age whilst he was still, as he said himself, a gentleman amateur, like all modern painters.
BURGE-LUBIN. But why had you to marry an elderly man? Why not marry a young one? or shall I say a middle-aged one? If my own affections were not already engaged; and if, to tell the truth, I were not a little afraid of you--for you are a very superior woman, as we all acknowledge--I should esteem myself happy in--er--er--
MRS LUTESTRING. Mr President: have you ever tried to take advantage of the innocence of a little child for the gratification of your senses?
BURGE-LUBIN. Good Heavens, madam, what do you take me for? What right have you to ask me such a question?
MRS LUTESTRING. I am at present in my two hundred and seventy-fifth year. You suggest that I should take advantage of the innocence of a child of thirty, and marry it.
THE ARCHBISHOP. Can you shortlived people not understand that as the confusion and immaturity and primitive animalism in which we live for the first hundred years of our life is worse in this matter of s.e.x than in any other, you are intolerable to us in that relation?
BURGE-LUBIN. Do you mean to say, Mrs Lutestring, that you regard me as a child?
MRS LUTESTRING. Do you expect me to regard you as a completed soul? Oh, you may well be afraid of me. There are moments when your levity, your ingrat.i.tude, your shallow jollity, make my gorge rise so against you that if I could not remind myself that you are a child I should be tempted to doubt your right to live at all.
CONFUCIUS. Do you grudge us the few years we have? you who have three hundred!
BURGE-LUBIN. You accuse me of levity! Must I remind you, madam, that I am the President, and that you are only the head of a department?