"The whole tenor of your quiet and reproachless life since you were last here," returned Mr Haredale, mildly, "shall bear witness for you. Why do you fear to awaken such a suspicion? You do not speak to strangers. You have not to claim our interest or consideration for the first time. Be more yourself. Take heart. Any advice or a.s.sistance that I can give you, you know is yours of right, and freely yours."
"What if I came, sir," she rejoined, "I who have but one other friend on earth, to reject your aid from this moment, and to say that henceforth I launch myself upon the world, alone and una.s.sisted, to sink or swim as Heaven may decree!"
"You would have, if you came to me for such a purpose," said Mr Haredale calmly, "some reason to a.s.sign for conduct so extraordinary, which--if one may entertain the possibility of anything so wild and strange--would have its weight, of course."
"That, sir," she answered, "is the misery of my distress. I can give no reason whatever. My own bare word is all that I can offer. It is my duty, my imperative and bounden duty. If I did not discharge it, I should be a base and guilty wretch. Having said that, my lips are sealed, and I can say no more."
As though she felt relieved at having said so much, and had nerved herself to the remainder of her task, she spoke from this time with a firmer voice and heightened courage.
"Heaven is my witness, as my own heart is--and yours, dear young lady, will speak for me, I know--that I have lived, since that time we all have bitter reason to remember, in unchanging devotion, and grat.i.tude to this family. Heaven is my witness that go where I may, I shall preserve those feelings unimpaired. And it is my witness, too, that they alone impel me to the course I must take, and from which nothing now shall turn me, as I hope for mercy."
"These are strange riddles," said Mr Haredale.
"In this world, sir," she replied, "they may, perhaps, never be explained. In another, the Truth will be discovered in its own good time. And may that time," she added in a low voice, "be far distant!"
"Let me be sure," said Mr Haredale, "that I understand you, for I am doubtful of my own senses. Do you mean that you are resolved voluntarily to deprive yourself of those means of support you have received from us so long--that you are determined to resign the annuity we settled on you twenty years ago--to leave house, and home, and goods, and begin life anew--and this, for some secret reason or monstrous fancy which is incapable of explanation, which only now exists, and has been dormant all this time? In the name of G.o.d, under what delusion are you labouring?"
"As I am deeply thankful," she made answer, "for the kindness of those, alive and dead, who have owned this house; and as I would not have its roof fall down and crush me, or its very walls drip blood, my name being spoken in their hearing; I never will again subsist upon their bounty, or let it help me to subsistence. You do not know," she added, suddenly, "to what uses it may be applied; into what hands it may pa.s.s. I do, and I renounce it."
"Surely," said Mr Haredale, "its uses rest with you."
"They did. They rest with me no longer. It may be--it IS--devoted to purposes that mock the dead in their graves. It never can prosper with me. It will bring some other heavy judgement on the head of my dear son, whose innocence will suffer for his mother"s guilt."
"What words are these!" cried Mr Haredale, regarding her with wonder. "Among what a.s.sociates have you fallen? Into what guilt have you ever been betrayed?"
"I am guilty, and yet innocent; wrong, yet right; good in intention, though constrained to shield and aid the bad. Ask me no more questions, sir; but believe that I am rather to be pitied than condemned. I must leave my house to-morrow, for while I stay there, it is haunted. My future dwelling, if I am to live in peace, must be a secret. If my poor boy should ever stray this way, do not tempt him to disclose it or have him watched when he returns; for if we are hunted, we must fly again. And now this load is off my mind, I beseech you--and you, dear Miss Haredale, too--to trust me if you can, and think of me kindly as you have been used to do. If I die and cannot tell my secret even then (for that may come to pa.s.s), it will sit the lighter on my breast in that hour for this day"s work; and on that day, and every day until it comes, I will pray for and thank you both, and trouble you no more.
With that, she would have left them, but they detained her, and with many soothing words and kind entreaties, besought her to consider what she did, and above all to repose more freely upon them, and say what weighed so sorely on her mind. Finding her deaf to their persuasions, Mr Haredale suggested, as a last resource, that she should confide in Emma, of whom, as a young person and one of her own s.e.x, she might stand in less dread than of himself. From this proposal, however, she recoiled with the same indescribable repugnance she had manifested when they met. The utmost that could be wrung from her was, a promise that she would receive Mr Haredale at her own house next evening, and in the mean time reconsider her determination and their dissuasions--though any change on her part, as she told them, was quite hopeless. This condition made at last, they reluctantly suffered her to depart, since she would neither eat nor drink within the house; and she, and Barnaby, and Grip, accordingly went out as they had come, by the private stair and garden-gate; seeing and being seen of no one by the way.
It was remarkable in the raven that during the whole interview he had kept his eye on his book with exactly the air of a very sly human rascal, who, under the mask of pretending to read hard, was listening to everything. He still appeared to have the conversation very strongly in his mind, for although, when they were alone again, he issued orders for the instant preparation of innumerable kettles for purposes of tea, he was thoughtful, and rather seemed to do so from an abstract sense of duty, than with any regard to making himself agreeable, or being what is commonly called good company.
They were to return by the coach. As there was an interval of full two hours before it started, and they needed rest and some refreshment, Barnaby begged hard for a visit to the Maypole. But his mother, who had no wish to be recognised by any of those who had known her long ago, and who feared besides that Mr Haredale might, on second thoughts, despatch some messenger to that place of entertainment in quest of her, proposed to wait in the churchyard instead. As it was easy for Barnaby to buy and carry thither such humble viands as they required, he cheerfully a.s.sented, and in the churchyard they sat down to take their frugal dinner.
Here again, the raven was in a highly reflective state; walking up and down when he had dined, with an air of elderly complacency which was strongly suggestive of his having his hands under his coat-tails; and appearing to read the tombstones with a very critical taste. Sometimes, after a long inspection of an epitaph, he would strop his beak upon the grave to which it referred, and cry in his hoa.r.s.e tones, "I"m a devil, I"m a devil, I"m a devil!" but whether he addressed his observations to any supposed person below, or merely threw them off as a general remark, is matter of uncertainty.
It was a quiet pretty spot, but a sad one for Barnaby"s mother; for Mr Reuben Haredale lay there, and near the vault in which his ashes rested, was a stone to the memory of her own husband, with a brief inscription recording how and when he had lost his life. She sat here, thoughtful and apart, until their time was out, and the distant horn told that the coach was coming.
Barnaby, who had been sleeping on the gra.s.s, sprung up quickly at the sound; and Grip, who appeared to understand it equally well, walked into his basket straightway, entreating society in general (as though he intended a kind of satire upon them in connection with churchyards) never to say die on any terms. They were soon on the coach-top and rolling along the road.
It went round by the Maypole, and stopped at the door. Joe was from home, and Hugh came sluggishly out to hand up the parcel that it called for. There was no fear of old John coming out. They could see him from the coach-roof fast asleep in his cosy bar. It was a part of John"s character. He made a point of going to sleep at the coach"s time. He despised gadding about; he looked upon coaches as things that ought to be indicted; as disturbers of the peace of mankind; as restless, bustling, busy, horn-blowing contrivances, quite beneath the dignity of men, and only suited to giddy girls that did nothing but chatter and go a-shopping. "We know nothing about coaches here, sir," John would say, if any unlucky stranger made inquiry touching the offensive vehicles; "we don"t book for "em; we"d rather not; they"re more trouble than they"re worth, with their noise and rattle. If you like to wait for "em you can; but we don"t know anything about "em; they may call and they may not--there"s a carrier--he was looked upon as quite good enough for us, when I was a boy."
She dropped her veil as Hugh climbed up, and while he hung behind, and talked to Barnaby in whispers. But neither he nor any other person spoke to her, or noticed her, or had any curiosity about her; and so, an alien, she visited and left the village where she had been born, and had lived a merry child, a comely girl, a happy wife--where she had known all her enjoyment of life, and had entered on its hardest sorrows.
Chapter 26.
"And you"re not surprised to hear this, Varden?" said Mr Haredale. "Well! You and she have always been the best friends, and you should understand her if anybody does."
"I ask your pardon, sir," rejoined the locksmith. "I didn"t say I understood her. I wouldn"t have the presumption to say that of any woman. It"s not so easily done. But I am not so much surprised, sir, as you expected me to be, certainly."
"May I ask why not, my good friend?"
"I have seen, sir," returned the locksmith with evident reluctance, "I have seen in connection with her, something that has filled me with distrust and uneasiness. She has made bad friends, how, or when, I don"t know; but that her house is a refuge for one robber and cut-throat at least, I am certain. There, sir! Now it"s out."
"Varden!"
"My own eyes, sir, are my witnesses, and for her sake I would be willingly half-blind, if I could but have the pleasure of mistrusting "em. I have kept the secret till now, and it will go no further than yourself, I know; but I tell you that with my own eyes--broad awake--I saw, in the pa.s.sage of her house one evening after dark, the highwayman who robbed and wounded Mr Edward Chester, and on the same night threatened me."
"And you made no effort to detain him?" said Mr Haredale quickly.
"Sir," returned the locksmith, "she herself prevented me--held me, with all her strength, and hung about me until he had got clear off." And having gone so far, he related circ.u.mstantially all that had pa.s.sed upon the night in question.
This dialogue was held in a low tone in the locksmith"s little parlour, into which honest Gabriel had shown his visitor on his arrival. Mr Haredale had called upon him to entreat his company to the widow"s, that he might have the a.s.sistance of his persuasion and influence; and out of this circ.u.mstance the conversation had arisen.
"I forbore," said Gabriel, "from repeating one word of this to anybody, as it could do her no good and might do her great harm. I thought and hoped, to say the truth, that she would come to me, and talk to me about it, and tell me how it was; but though I have purposely put myself in her way more than once or twice, she has never touched upon the subject--except by a look. And indeed," said the good-natured locksmith, "there was a good deal in the look, more than could have been put into a great many words. It said among other matters "Don"t ask me anything" so imploringly, that I didn"t ask her anything. You"ll think me an old fool, I know, sir. If it"s any relief to call me one, pray do."
"I am greatly disturbed by what you tell me," said Mr Haredale, after a silence. "What meaning do you attach to it?"
The locksmith shook his head, and looked doubtfully out of window at the failing light.
"She cannot have married again," said Mr Haredale.
"Not without our knowledge surely, sir."
"She may have done so, in the fear that it would lead, if known, to some objection or estrangement. Suppose she married incautiously-- it is not improbable, for her existence has been a lonely and monotonous one for many years--and the man turned out a ruffian, she would be anxious to screen him, and yet would revolt from his crimes. This might be. It bears strongly on the whole drift of her discourse yesterday, and would quite explain her conduct. Do you suppose Barnaby is privy to these circ.u.mstances?"
"Quite impossible to say, sir," returned the locksmith, shaking his head again: "and next to impossible to find out from him. If what you suppose is really the case, I tremble for the lad--a notable person, sir, to put to bad uses--"
"It is not possible, Varden," said Mr Haredale, in a still lower tone of voice than he had spoken yet, "that we have been blinded and deceived by this woman from the beginning? It is not possible that this connection was formed in her husband"s lifetime, and led to his and my brother"s--"
"Good G.o.d, sir," cried Gabriel, interrupting him, "don"t entertain such dark thoughts for a moment. Five-and-twenty years ago, where was there a girl like her? A gay, handsome, laughing, bright-eyed damsel! Think what she was, sir. It makes my heart ache now, even now, though I"m an old man, with a woman for a daughter, to think what she was and what she is. We all change, but that"s with Time; Time does his work honestly, and I don"t mind him. A fig for Time, sir. Use him well, and he"s a hearty fellow, and scorns to have you at a disadvantage. But care and suffering (and those have changed her) are devils, sir--secret, stealthy, undermining devils-- who tread down the brightest flowers in Eden, and do more havoc in a month than Time does in a year. Picture to yourself for one minute what Mary was before they went to work with her fresh heart and face--do her that justice--and say whether such a thing is possible."
"You"re a good fellow, Varden," said Mr Haredale, "and are quite right. I have brooded on that subject so long, that every breath of suspicion carries me back to it. You are quite right."
"It isn"t, sir," cried the locksmith with brightened eyes, and st.u.r.dy, honest voice; "it isn"t because I courted her before Rudge, and failed, that I say she was too good for him. She would have been as much too good for me. But she WAS too good for him; he wasn"t free and frank enough for her. I don"t reproach his memory with it, poor fellow; I only want to put her before you as she really was. For myself, I"ll keep her old picture in my mind; and thinking of that, and what has altered her, I"ll stand her friend, and try to win her back to peace. And damme, sir," cried Gabriel, "with your pardon for the word, I"d do the same if she had married fifty highwaymen in a twelvemonth; and think it in the Protestant Manual too, though Martha said it wasn"t, tooth and nail, till doomsday!"
If the dark little parlour had been filled with a dense fog, which, clearing away in an instant, left it all radiance and brightness, it could not have been more suddenly cheered than by this outbreak on the part of the hearty locksmith. In a voice nearly as full and round as his own, Mr Haredale cried "Well said!" and bade him come away without more parley. The locksmith complied right willingly; and both getting into a hackney coach which was waiting at the door, drove off straightway.
They alighted at the street corner, and dismissing their conveyance, walked to the house. To their first knock at the door there was no response. A second met with the like result. But in answer to the third, which was of a more vigorous kind, the parlour window-sash was gently raised, and a musical voice cried: "Haredale, my dear fellow, I am extremely glad to see you. How very much you have improved in your appearance since our last meeting! I never saw you looking better. HOW do you do?"
Mr Haredale turned his eyes towards the cas.e.m.e.nt whence the voice proceeded, though there was no need to do so, to recognise the speaker, and Mr Chester waved his hand, and smiled a courteous welcome.
"The door will be opened immediately," he said. "There is n.o.body but a very dilapidated female to perform such offices. You will excuse her infirmities? If she were in a more elevated station of society, she would be gouty. Being but a hewer of wood and drawer of water, she is rheumatic. My dear Haredale, these are natural cla.s.s distinctions, depend upon it."
Mr Haredale, whose face resumed its lowering and distrustful look the moment he heard the voice, inclined his head stiffly, and turned his back upon the speaker.
"Not opened yet," said Mr Chester. "Dear me! I hope the aged soul has not caught her foot in some unlucky cobweb by the way. She is there at last! Come in, I beg!"
Mr Haredale entered, followed by the locksmith. Turning with a look of great astonishment to the old woman who had opened the door, he inquired for Mrs Rudge--for Barnaby. They were both gone, she replied, wagging her ancient head, for good. There was a gentleman in the parlour, who perhaps could tell them more. That was all SHE knew.
"Pray, sir," said Mr Haredale, presenting himself before this new tenant, "where is the person whom I came here to see?"
"My dear friend," he returned, "I have not the least idea."
"Your trifling is ill-timed," retorted the other in a suppressed tone and voice, "and its subject ill-chosen. Reserve it for those who are your friends, and do not expend it on me. I lay no claim to the distinction, and have the self-denial to reject it."
"My dear, good sir," said Mr Chester, "you are heated with walking. Sit down, I beg. Our friend is--"
"Is but a plain honest man," returned Mr Haredale, "and quite unworthy of your notice."
"Gabriel Varden by name, sir," said the locksmith bluntly.
"A worthy English yeoman!" said Mr Chester. "A most worthy yeoman, of whom I have frequently heard my son Ned--darling fellow-- speak, and have often wished to see. Varden, my good friend, I am glad to know you. You wonder now," he said, turning languidly to Mr Haredale, "to see me here. Now, I am sure you do."
Mr Haredale glanced at him--not fondly or admiringly--smiled, and held his peace.
"The mystery is solved in a moment," said Mr Chester; "in a moment. Will you step aside with me one instant. You remember our little compact in reference to Ned, and your dear niece, Haredale? You remember the list of a.s.sistants in their innocent intrigue? You remember these two people being among them? My dear fellow, congratulate yourself, and me. I have bought them off."
"You have done what?" said Mr Haredale.
"Bought them off," returned his smiling friend. "I have found it necessary to take some active steps towards setting this boy and girl attachment quite at rest, and have begun by removing these two agents. You are surprised? Who CAN withstand the influence of a little money! They wanted it, and have been bought off. We have nothing more to fear from them. They are gone."
"Gone!" echoed Mr Haredale. "Where?"
"My dear fellow--and you must permit me to say again, that you never looked so young; so positively boyish as you do to-night--the Lord knows where; I believe Columbus himself wouldn"t find them. Between you and me they have their hidden reasons, but upon that point I have pledged myself to secrecy. She appointed to see you here to-night, I know, but found it inconvenient, and couldn"t wait. Here is the key of the door. I am afraid you"ll find it inconveniently large; but as the tenement is yours, your good- nature will excuse that, Haredale, I am certain!"
Chapter 27.
Mr Haredale stood in the widow"s parlour with the door-key in his hand, gazing by turns at Mr Chester and at Gabriel Varden, and occasionally glancing downward at the key as in the hope that of its own accord it would unlock the mystery; until Mr Chester, putting on his hat and gloves, and sweetly inquiring whether they were walking in the same direction, recalled him to himself.
"No," he said. "Our roads diverge--widely, as you know. For the present, I shall remain here."
"You will be hipped, Haredale; you will be miserable, melancholy, utterly wretched," returned the other. "It"s a place of the very last description for a man of your temper. I know it will make you very miserable."
"Let it," said Mr Haredale, sitting down; "and thrive upon the thought. Good night!"
Feigning to be wholly unconscious of the abrupt wave of the hand which rendered this farewell tantamount to a dismissal, Mr Chester retorted with a bland and heartfelt benediction, and inquired of Gabriel in what direction HE was going.
"Yours, sir, would be too much honour for the like of me," replied the locksmith, hesitating.
"I wish you to remain here a little while, Varden," said Mr Haredale, without looking towards them. "I have a word or two to say to you."
"I will not intrude upon your conference another moment," said Mr Chester with inconceivable politeness. "May it be satisfactory to you both! G.o.d bless you!" So saying, and bestowing upon the locksmith a most refulgent smile, he left them.
"A deplorably const.i.tuted creature, that rugged person," he said, as he walked along the street; "he is an atrocity that carries its own punishment along with it--a bear that gnaws himself. And here is one of the inestimable advantages of having a perfect command over one"s inclinations. I have been tempted in these two short interviews, to draw upon that fellow, fifty times. Five men in six would have yielded to the impulse. By suppressing mine, I wound him deeper and more keenly than if I were the best swordsman in all Europe, and he the worst. You are the wise man"s very last resource," he said, tapping the hilt of his weapon; "we can but appeal to you when all else is said and done. To come to you before, and thereby spare our adversaries so much, is a barbarian mode of warfare, quite unworthy of any man with the remotest pretensions to delicacy of feeling, or refinement."
He smiled so very pleasantly as he communed with himself after this manner, that a beggar was emboldened to follow for alms, and to dog his footsteps for some distance. He was gratified by the circ.u.mstance, feeling it complimentary to his power of feature, and as a reward suffered the man to follow him until he called a chair, when he graciously dismissed him with a fervent blessing.
"Which is as easy as cursing," he wisely added, as he took his seat, "and more becoming to the face.--To Clerkenwell, my good creatures, if you please!" The chairmen were rendered quite vivacious by having such a courteous burden, and to Clerkenwell they went at a fair round trot.
Alighting at a certain point he had indicated to them upon the road, and paying them something less than they expected from a fare of such gentle speech, he turned into the street in which the locksmith dwelt, and presently stood beneath the shadow of the Golden Key. Mr Tappert.i.t, who was hard at work by lamplight, in a corner of the workshop, remained unconscious of his presence until a hand upon his shoulder made him start and turn his head.
"Industry," said Mr Chester, "is the soul of business, and the keystone of prosperity. Mr Tappert.i.t, I shall expect you to invite me to dinner when you are Lord Mayor of London."
"Sir," returned the "prentice, laying down his hammer, and rubbing his nose on the back of a very sooty hand, "I scorn the Lord Mayor and everything that belongs to him. We must have another state of society, sir, before you catch me being Lord Mayor. How de do, sir?"
"The better, Mr Tappert.i.t, for looking into your ingenuous face once more. I hope you are well."
"I am as well, sir," said Sim, standing up to get nearer to his ear, and whispering hoa.r.s.ely, "as any man can be under the aggrawations to which I am exposed. My life"s a burden to me. If it wasn"t for wengeance, I"d play at pitch and toss with it on the losing hazard."
"Is Mrs Varden at home?" said Mr Chester.
"Sir," returned Sim, eyeing him over with a look of concentrated expression,--"she is. Did you wish to see her?"
Mr Chester nodded.
"Then come this way, sir," said Sim, wiping his face upon his ap.r.o.n. "Follow me, sir.--Would you permit me to whisper in your ear, one half a second?"
"By all means."
Mr Tappert.i.t raised himself on tiptoe, applied his lips to Mr Chester"s ear, drew back his head without saying anything, looked hard at him, applied them to his ear again, again drew back, and finally whispered--"The name is Joseph Willet. Hush! I say no more."
Having said that much, he beckoned the visitor with a mysterious aspect to follow him to the parlour-door, where he announced him in the voice of a gentleman-usher. "Mr Chester."
"And not Mr Ed"dard, mind," said Sim, looking into the door again, and adding this by way of postscript in his own person; "it"s his father."
"But do not let his father," said Mr Chester, advancing hat in hand, as he observed the effect of this last explanatory announcement, "do not let his father be any check or restraint on your domestic occupations, Miss Varden."
"Oh! Now! There! An"t I always a-saying it!" exclaimed Miggs, clapping her hands. "If he an"t been and took Missis for her own daughter. Well, she DO look like it, that she do. Only think of that, mim!"
"Is it possible," said Mr Chester in his softest tones, "that this is Mrs Varden! I am amazed. That is not your daughter, Mrs Varden? No, no. Your sister."
"My daughter, indeed, sir," returned Mrs V., blushing with great juvenility.