Wyverne remained at the village inn, not a mile from the park gates, just long enough to rest his horses and men, and then rode back to the Abbey as fast as blood and bone of the best would carry him. His strained nerves and energies were not relaxed till he got fairly home.
There was a sharp reaction, and he lay for some time in a state of half stupor; but he was never seriously ill. It was no wonder that mind and body should be utterly worn out: the dark ride through such wild weather was trying enough, and he had scarcely tasted food or drink for twenty hours. Twice within the week there came a special messenger from Clydesholme; it was to be presumed that the errand was one of peace; for, eight days after Helen"s death, Alan Wyverne stood in his place among the few friends and relations who travelled so far to see her laid in her grave. But it was noticed that neither at meeting nor parting did any word or salutation pa.s.s between him and the Earl. Alan arrived only just in time for the funeral, and left immediately afterwards, without setting his foot over the threshold of Clydesholme.
No one saw anything of Wyverne for some weeks. When he reappeared in society he looked certainly older, but otherwise his manner and bearing and temper remained much the same as they had been for the last four years.
That night left its mark on others besides him. It was long before Beauclere recovered his genial careless elasticity of spirit; and for months his wife scarcely slept a night without starting and moaning in her dreams. Judging from outward appearance, Clydesdale was the person most strongly and permanently affected by the events just recorded. He was never the same man again: his temper was still often harsh and violent, but the arrogant superciliousness, and intense appreciation of himself and his position, had quite left him. The lesson, whatever it was, lasted him his life. Very few of the many who were pleased or profited by the alteration in the Earl"s character, guessed at what a fearful cost the improvement had been made.
It seemed as if poor Helen had felt for some time before her death that the end was fast approaching. They found not only her will, which had been executed when she was last in London, but divers letters, not to be delivered till after her decease. There was a very large legacy to Grace Beauclere, and some minor ones to old servants and pensioners. All the residue of the vast sum at her disposal was bequeathed to her father, without condition or reserve. Her jewels--with the exception of Lord Clydesdale"s gifts before and after marriage, which reverted to him--were left to Mrs. Brabazon. There was no letter for Wyverne, and no mention of his name; but Maud sent him a casket, which had been in her hands for some time past. It contained three of Alan"s letters, a few trifling relics of their brief engagement, a thick packet in Helen"s handwriting, bearing a comparatively recent date, and a small exquisite miniature, taken before her beauty had begun to fade. That casket was the crowning jewel of the testament.
The void that her death made in society was not easily filled up; but after awhile the world rolled on, as if she had never been. The Squire looked broken and grey, and more careworn than when his affairs had been most desperate. He knew scarcely anything of the terrible truth, but a vague remorse haunted and bore him down. Lady Mildred"s face was inscrutable as ever, but her smiles grew rarer and more artificial day by day. Max Vavasour, after the first emotion of sorrow, troubled himself little about what was past and gone. If he ever realized his sister"s sacrifice, he looked upon it as a great political necessity--to be deplored, but not to be repented of. Maud Brabazon felt as if she could never bring herself to wear the jewels that she inherited; but she got over these scruples in time; and, at the first drawing-room of the following season, her sapphires and diamonds were generally envied and admired.
When I said that in Alan Wyverne there was little outward alteration, I ought to have limited the a.s.sertion. Men would have told you so; but maids and matrons are sharper-sighted, and their report would have been very different: _they_ knew how utterly he was changed. Their society still had an attraction for him; and he was frank, and kind, and gentle as ever, when a woman was in presence; but a word never escaped his lips that could be construed into anything warmer than friendship and courtesy. The most intrepid coquette refrained instinctively from wasting her _calineries_ and seductions there: she might as well have sought a lover in a deserted statue-gallery of the Vatican.
How Alan fared when he was quite alone it would be hard to say. Such seasons were rare, except at the dead hours of night, when sleep comes naturally to every const.i.tution, unless some powerful momentary excitement is at work; for he mixed more in general society than he had done for years. I doubt if he did not suffer less acutely than when Helen was alive, and in her husband"s power. He was at least free from the torments of anxiety and apprehension. If in this world of ours we can defy these two enemies of man"s peace, we have gained no mean victory over Fate.
CHAPTER XXVII.
MORITURI TE SALUTANT.
It is a clear breezy night, out in the midst of the Atlantic, the mighty steam-ship _Panama_ ploughs her way through the long, sullen "rollers,"
steadily, and calmly, strongly, as if conscious of her trust, and of her ability to discharge it--the safe carriage of three hundred lives. A few wakeful pa.s.sengers still linger on deck; amongst them is Alan Wyverne; the restless demon, ever at his elbow, has driven him abroad again, to see what sport may be found on the great Western prairies.
Suddenly there is a trampling of hurrying feet between decks, and a sailor rushes up the companion and whispers to the officer of the watch, who descends with a scared face; in five minutes more a terrible cry rings from stem to stern, waking the soundest sleeper aboard--"Fire!--Fire!"
Can you form any idea of the horror and confusion that ensue, when hundreds of human creatures wake from perfect security, to find themselves face to face with death? I think not. No one can realize the scene, except those few who have witnessed it once, and who see it in their dreams till they die. No man alive can say for certain if his nerve will stand such a shock, and the bravest may well be proud, if he emerges from such an ordeal without betraying shameful weakness. I speak of a mixed and undisciplined crowd--not of trained soldiers; we have more than one proof of what _these_ can do and endure. I think, that those who died at Thermopylae were less worthy of the crown of valour, than the troopers who formed upon deck and stood steady in their ranks, till every woman and child was safe in the boats, and till the _Birkenhead_ went down under their feet.
Nevertheless, at such emergencies, a few are always found who single themselves out from the rest, as if determined to prove what daring and devotion manhood can display at extremity. First and foremost among these, on this occasion, was Alan Wyverne. He never lost his presence of mind for an instant. Yet he had accidentally become possessed of a secret that few on board had any idea of. English powder was at a high premium in America, just then; and the captain had shipped, at his own private risk, and against his orders, enough to blow all the fore part of the vessel to shivers. Alan reached his cabin before the first upward rush came, and made his preparations deliberately. They were very short and simple. He opened a certain steel casket and took out a packet and a miniature, which he secured in his breast; then pa.s.sing his arm through the port-hole, he dropped the casket into-the sea; a sharp pang of pain flitted across his face as he did so, but he never hesitated; that one fact told plainly enough his opinion of the crisis. Then he buckled round his waist a broad leather belt, from which, among other instruments, hung a long sheathed hunting-knife; he put some biscuits and cakes of portable soup, and a large flask of brandy, into the pockets of a thick boat-cloak, which he threw over his arm; then, after casting round a keen hurried glance, as if to a.s.sure himself he had forgotten nothing, he left the cabin, and with some difficulty made his way on deck.
It was a ghastly chaos of tumult and terror--a babel of shouts, and cries, and groans, and orders to which no one gave heed, while over all arose the roar and hiss of escaping steam, for they had stopped the engines at the first alarm, and the _Panama_ lay in the trough of the sea--a huge helpless log; though the weather was by no means rough, the "rollers" never quite subside out there in mid-ocean. The flames beginning to burst out of one of the fore hatchways, threw a weird, fantastic glare on half-dressed, struggling figures, and on white faces convulsed with eagerness or fear; and all the while the clear autumn moon looked down serenely indifferent to human suffering; even so, she looked down on Adam"s agony, on the night that followed the Fall.
Personal terror and the consciousness of guilt, had made the captain utterly helpless already; but the chief-officer was a cool-headed Scotchman, a thorough seaman, and as brave as Bayard; he was exerting himself to the utmost, backed by a few sailors and pa.s.sengers, to keep the gangway clear, so as to lower the boats regularly. In spite of their efforts, the first sank almost as soon as she touched the water, stove in against the side through the slipping or breaking of a "fall." At last they did get the launch fairly afloat, and were equally successful with the two remaining cutters.
There was manhood and generosity enough in the crowd to allow most of the women and children to be lowered without interference; but soon it became terribly evident that fully a third of those on board must be left behind, from absolute want of boat-room. Then the real, selfish struggle began, some of the sailors setting the example, and all order and authority was at an end. As Alan stood in the background, a man came up behind him and touched his arm, without speaking. It was Jock Ellison, whose father and grand-father had been keepers before him at the Abbey; he had accompanied Wyverne through Africa and India; his const.i.tution and strength seemed climate-proof, no peril disturbed his cheerful equanimity, and he would have laid down his life to serve his master any day, as the merest matter of duty.
It did Alan good to see the handsome, honest, northern face, and the bright, bold, blue eyes close to his shoulder. He smiled as he spoke.
"We"re in a bad mess, Jock, I fear. Keep near me, whatever happens.
You"ve always done that so far, and we"ve always pulled through."
The stout henchman was slow of speech as he was ready of hand. Before he could reply, Wyverne"s attention was called elsewhere.
A few steps from where they were standing, a pale, sickly-looking woman sat alone, leaning against the bulwarks. She felt she was too weak to force a pa.s.sage through the crowd, so she had sunk down there, hopeless and helpless. She kept trying to hush the wailing of her frightened child, though the big, heavy tears were rolling fast down her own cheeks, moaning low at intervals, always the same words--"Ah! Willie, Willie!" It was her husband"s name, and the poor creature was thinking how hard he had been slaving these three years to make a home for her and "Minnie" out there in the West, and how he had been living on crusts to save their pa.s.sage money--only to bring them to _this_. Alan had been attracted by the pair soon after he came on board, they seemed so very lonely and defenceless and so wonderfully fond of each other. He had been kind to them on several occasions, and had made great friends with "Minnie," a pretty timid, fragile child of five or six years.
He went up now, and laid his hand gently on the mother"s shoulder.
"Don"t lose heart," he said, "but trust to me. You shall meet your husband yet, please G.o.d. You will be almost safe when you are once in a boat. The sea is not rough, and you are certain to be picked up by some vessel before many hours are over. The only difficulty is to get to your place. We"ll manage that for you. Don"t be frightened if you hear an angry word or two. I can carry Minnie on one arm easily; let me put the other round you; and wrap yourself in this boat-cloak--there"s enough in the pockets to feed you for days at a strait, and it will keep you both warm."
He hardly noticed her grat.i.tude, but whispered a word or two to Jock Ellison, and moved steadily towards the gangway with both his charges.
The gigantic Dalesman kept close to his master"s shoulder, rather in his front, cleaving the crowd asunder with his mighty shoulders, utterly regardless of threat or prayer. Some of the better sort, too, when they saw the white, delicate woman, and the little child nestling close to Alan"s breast, till her golden hair mingled with his black beard, yielded room, not unwillingly, muttering--"Let _them_ pa.s.s, at all events: there"s time enough yet." So, Wyverne had nearly reached the gangway, when a haggard, wild-looking man thrust himself violently forward, evidently determined to be the next to descend.
"You shall have the next turn," Alan said firmly. "Let these two go first; you see how helpless they are. They are not strong enough to fight their own battles."
The other turned upon him furiously.
"Who the ---- are you, that give orders here?" he screamed. "I"ve as much right to my life as the woman or any of you. I"ll have my turn in spite of you all;" and he began to open a clasp-knife.
Alan"s face grew very dark and stern.
"I haven"t time to argue," he said; "stand clear, or take the consequences."
His adversary sprang at him without another word. Wyverne"s arms were so enc.u.mbered that he was perfectly defenceless; but just then Jock Ellison"s hand came out of his breast, grasping a ponderous revolver by the barrel: the steel-bound b.u.t.t crashed down full on the man"s bare head, and he dropped where he stood, without even staggering. The crowd drew back instinctively; before they closed in again the mother was safe in the boat. Even in her agony of terror she found time to kiss Alan"s hand, crying "that G.o.d would reward him." In truth he _was_ rewarded, and that soon.
It was strange--considering their brief acquaintance--to see how the poor child clung to her protector, and how loth she was to leave him, even to follow her mother; it almost needed force to make the thin white arms unloose their clasp of his neck. Young as she was then, "Minnie"
will be a woman before she forgets the kind grave face that leant over her, and the soft voice that said, "Good-bye, little one," as Wyverne let her go.
He was turning away, when the man that grovelled at his foot began to stir and moan.
"It"s hard on him, too, poor devil!" some one grumbled in the background; "his wife is in the boat; she"s five months gone with child, and she"ll have to starve if she ever gets to land."
Wyverne stooped down and lifted up his late adversary as tenderly as he had supported the woman.
"Hold up for a minute," he whispered. "You brought the blow on yourself; but I promised you should have the next turn. Your wife has hardly missed you yet. And take care of this: it may help you some day."
He drew a note-case from his pocket as he spoke, and thrust it into the other"s breast: no one attempted to interfere as he put the guiding ropes round the half insensible body, and pa.s.sed it carefully over the ship"s side. One determined mind will cow a crowd at most times; and remember, there were two to the fore, just then.
"He has _my_ place," Alan said, simply--as if that were the best answer to any objections or murmurs; and then he made his way back again to the clear part of the deck, his trusty henchman following him still.
The dreadful struggle was over at last; the boats, fully freighted, had pushed off, and lay at a safe distance; those who were left on board knew that they had only to trust now to their own resources, or to a miracle, or to the mercy of Providence. There was scarcely any wind, and what there was blew in a favourable direction, so that little of the smoke or flame came aft.
Suddenly Wyverne turned to his companion, who sat near him, apparently quite cheerful and composed--
"You had better look to yourself, Jock. She won"t hold together another quarter of an hour. It"s no distance to swim, and they may take you into a boat still, if you try it. You"ve as good a right to a place as any one now the women are gone."
The Dalesman"s broad breast heaved indignantly, and there was a sob in his voice as he replied.
"I"ll do your bidding to the last, Sir Alan; but you"ll never have the heart to make me leave you. I haven"t deserved it."
Wyverne knew better than to press the point.
"Shake hands then, old comrade," he said, with a smile on his lip.
"You"ve served me well enough to have your own way for once. I fancy you have few heavy sins to repent of, but you had better make your peace with G.o.d quickly; our minutes are numbered."
Just then a boat ranged up close under the ship"s quarter, and a smothered voice called on Wyverne by name. It was the chief officer"s, who had determined to make this last effort to save him.
"Let yourself down, Sir Alan, there are ropes enough about, or drop over the side. We"ll take _you_ in; you have well deserved it."