Chapter 2964 - If There is no You in This World
"Big brother, if... if I can"t come back again, please take good care of the others. They may not say it, but I know their feelings. They’re all good girls and deserve better. I"ve always been possessive of you because I know my time might be short and I wanted you to see only me. Forgive my selfishness.... But I really like you. I have, ever since Ignispolis. I couldn"t help it." As she continued, she couldn"t hold back anymore.
Because she truly had a premonition that, this time, she might not survive. The tribulations she had to face had slowly revealed themselves and she could already sense that those things were even more terrifying than the cyclic bugs.
"Uh...." Tianming stared blankly at her.
Her gaze was just like the moment they had first met at Red Twill Mountain, so pure and innocent. At that time, neither of them could have imagined that, over the decades, they would go through so much together.
When Feiling said such words in front of him, Tianming suddenly stopped shedding tears. His gaze gradually became firm and extremely determined, as if he had gone mad.
"Jiang Feiling." Tianming could only say that if it weren"t for her last sentence, he would truly be fragile. But now he truly understood the responsibilities he had to bear for this good girl in front of him.
"You listen to me—" Tianming bit his lip, staring at her burning face with all his strength and continued, "—I"ve made up my mind. The moment I hear about your death, I"ll immediately commit suicide. Nothing in this world can stop me. If there is no you in this world, I don"t want to live!"
Every word of his statement was resolute. Anyone who knew him even a little would know that he wasn’t joking.
Immediately commit suicide!
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"Maybe I should’ve died today. You forcibly saved my life, and I owe you for my entire life. I will spend my whole life repaying you. If you aren’t here, I will chase you to the Yellow Springs to protect you."
Within the nirvana flames, Feiling just blankly stared at him.
"Do you want me to die? Fine, then just give up!"
"No! I don"t want to, I won"t!" She broke down, tears pouring down like rain.
"Then it"s settled." Tianming grinned. Being playful at this moment was more effective than crying in front of her. He knew that he had already planted a seed on her, one destined to sprout.
"Big brother, I forgot to mention something." Feiling suddenly trembled.
"What...." Tianming felt a choking sensation.
"Yesterday, I felt like I might be pregnant. Something small appeared, but I didn"t dare to say it in such a dangerous situation. I just forgot about it. Now... I don"t know if he or she is still there, and I don"t know where he or she even is..." Feiling said, trembling.
Tianming felt like he had been struck by lightning. He still had the mentality of a youth and he’d never thought that such a day would come. He couldn"t have imagined that it would happen at such a time.
"He or she should still be there, or perhaps he’s going through the Perpetual Nirvana with me? If he isn’t there, it might be better... it’s only just begun, and he or she can"t be considered a life yet..." Feiling said with concern.
Tianming took a deep breath. Because it was the Perpetual Nirvana, he didn"t know what would happen, and he didn"t know if there would be such a small life involved.
Ling"er was pregnant with his child! If it weren"t for this battle, he might have been overjoyed by now. But war changes everything! It had changed them, changed the future, and even changed a little life that should have existed.
Being a father.... At that moment, Tianming"s heart grew a lot. The word "responsibility" weighed down on him like a great mountain. "Ling"er, I’ll definitely go to the Upper Star Ruins. If there really is a little life, and if he or she can live with you, then I’ll go to protect you two. If not, it can only be considered the destined calamity for the little thing.... But I still hope that he or she is there." His mood had never been so heavy.
"I’ll protect her!" Jiang Feiling suddenly said. At this moment, her gaze seemed to have changed. Tianming had seen that kind of gaze in Wei Jing"s eyes before.
"What?" Tianming was stunned.
"I said, I’ll protect her!" Feiling said with staunch determination. When she said that sentence, her conviction surpa.s.sed any other time she had said anything. Tianming deeply felt her determination and strength at that moment, as well as her greatness.
"Big brother!" Her eyes trembled, full of endless reluctance. She looked at Tianming with all her strength, just wanting to take one more look. But in the end, she still had to say, "Goodbye!"
Just after saying that, the golden nirvana flames in front of Tianming soared up. During this process, the nirvana flames kept burning, getting bigger and bigger. Ten thousand meters, a hundred thousand meters, a million meters!
The golden flame finally transformed from a flame into a crystalline golden star! Its brilliant light and radiant aura were gorgeous, like the most beautiful pearl in the starry sky.
"The Upper Star Ruins will always be above your head. You can"t touch it, but as long as you look up, you can always see it..." her ethereal voice echoed in Tianming"s ears. After saying that, the golden crystal star became illusory and rushed into the burning clouds, rising to the eternal starry sky until it seemed to have entered another s.p.a.ce.
However, Tianming raised his head, his gaze penetrating the sky. He could still see it, see it s.h.i.+ning in the sky forever.
"Only you can see it." Feiling"s voice became fainter.
Tianming knew that she was no longer in the astralscape of order. Even if he made the Ninedragon Imperial Tomb forever rise, he would never reach her! "Goodbye! We’ll meet again for sure!" He slowly knelt down, hysterically shouting like a madman, his voice getting lower and lower. "Ling"er, in the future, you will be like a bright lamp, always s.h.i.+ning on my path, right?" The golden crystal star in the distant sky gently spun, as if responding to him.
At that moment, he smiled through tears.
"I know that, if the light that guides me disappears one day, my future will be completely dark, and then I’ll die! So, you must never extinguish, absolutely don"t...."
From that day on, Li Tianming"s greatest dream was to—
Reunite with her....