"I saw him yesterday."
"You thought him too tall?"
"I thought of his character."
"How angry I should be with you if you were not so beautiful!"
"I am immensely indebted to my unconscious advocate."
"You are clad in steel; you flash back; you won"t answer me out of the heart. I "m convinced it is pure wilfulness that makes you oppose me."
"I fancy you must be convinced because you cannot imagine women to have any share of public spirit, Nevil."
A grain of truth in that remark set Nevil reflecting.
"I want them to have it," he remarked, and glanced at a Tory placard, probably the puppet"s fresh-printed address to the electors, on one of the wayside fir-trees. "Bevisham looks well from here. We might make a North-western Venice of it, if we liked."
"Papa told you it would be money sunk in mud."
"Did I mention it to him?--Thoroughly Conservative!--So he would leave the mud as it is. They insist on our not venturing anything--those Tories! exactly as though we had gained the best of human conditions, instead of counting crops of rogues, malefactors, egoists, noxious and lumbersome creatures that deaden the country. Your town down there is one of the ugliest and dirtiest in the kingdom: it might be the fairest."
"I have often thought that of Bevisham, Nevil."
He drew a visionary sketch of quays, embankments, bridged islands, public buildings, magical emanations of patriotic architecture, with a practical air, an absence of that enthusiasm which struck her with suspicion when it was not applied to landscape or the Arts; and she accepted it, and warmed, and even allowed herself to appear hesitating when he returned to the similarity of the state of mud-begirt Bevisham and our great sluggish England.
Was he not perhaps to be pitied in his bondage to the Frenchwoman, who could have no ideas in common with him?
The rare circ.u.mstance that she and Nevil Beauchamp had found a subject of agreement, partially overcame the sentiment Cecilia entertained for the foreign lady; and having now one idea in common with him, she conceived the possibility that there might be more. There must be many, for he loved England, and she no less. She clung, however, to the topic of Bevisham, preferring to dream of the many more, rather than run risks. Undoubtedly the town was of an ign.o.ble aspect; and it was declining in prosperity; and it was consequently over-populated.
And undoubtedly (so she was induced to coincide for the moment) a Government, acting to any extent like a supervising head, should aid and direct the energies of towns and ports and trades, and not leave everything everywhere to chance: schools for the people, public morality, should be the charge of Government. Cecilia had surrendered the lead to him, and was forced to subscribe to an equivalent of "undoubtedly" the Tories just as little as the Liberals had done these good offices. Party against party, neither of them had a forethoughtful head for the land at large. They waited for the Press to spur a great imperial country to be but defensively armed, and they accepted the so-called volunteers, with a nominal one-month"s drill per annum, as a guarantee of defence!
Beauchamp startled her, actually kindled her mind to an activity of wonder and regret, with the statement of how much Government, acting with some degree of farsightedness, might have won to pay the public debt and remit taxation, by originally retaining the lines of railway, and fastening on the valuable land adjoining stations. Hundreds of millions of pounds!
She dropped a sigh at the prodigious amount, but inquired, "Who has calculated it?"
For though perfectly aware that this kind of conversation was a special compliment paid to her by her friend Nevil, and dimly perceiving that it implied something beyond a compliment-in fact, that it was his manner of probing her for sympathy, as other men would have conducted the process preliminary to deadly flattery or to wooing, her wits fenced her heart about; the exercise of shrewdness was an instinct of self-preservation.
She had nothing but her poor wits, daily growing fainter, to resist him with. And he seemed to know it, and therefore a.s.sailed them, never trying at the heart.
That vast army of figures might be but a phantom army conjured out of the Radical mists, might it not? she hinted. And besides, we cannot surely require a Government to speculate in the future, can we?
Possibly not, as Governments go, Beauchamp said.
But what think you of a Government of landowners decreeing the enclosure of millions of acres of common land amongst themselves; taking the property of the people to add to their own! Say, is not that plunder?
Public property, observe; decreed to them by their own law-making, under the pretence that it was being reclaimed for cultivation, when in reality it has been but an addition to their pleasure-grounds: a flat robbery of pasture from the poor man"s cow and goose, and his right of cutting furze for firing. Consider that! Beauchamp"s eyes flashed democratic in reciting this injury to the objects of his warm solicitude--the man, the cow, and the goose. But so must he have looked when fronting England"s enemies, and his aspect of fervour subdued Cecilia. She confessed her inability to form an estimate of such conduct.
"Are they doing it still?" she asked.
"We owe it to Dr. Shrapnel foremost that there is now a watch over them to stop them. But for him, Grancey Lespel would have enclosed half of Northeden Heath. As it is, he has filched bits here and there, and he will have to put back his palings."
However, now let Cecilia understand that we English, calling ourselves free, are under morally lawless rule. Government is what we require, and our means of getting it must be through universal suffrage. At present we have no Government; only shifting Party Ministries, which are the tools of divers interests, wealthy factions, to the sacrifice of the Commonwealth.
She listened, like Rosamund Culling overborne by Dr. Shrapnel, inwardly praying that she might discover a man to reply to him.
"A Despotism, Nevil?"
He hoped not, declined the despot, was English enough to stand against the best of men in that character; but he cast it on Tory, Whig, and Liberal, otherwise the Const.i.tutionalists, if we were to come upon the despot.
"They see we are close on universal suffrage; they"ve been bidding each in turn for "the people," and that has brought them to it, and now they"re alarmed, and accuse one another of treason to the Const.i.tution, and they don"t accept the situation: and there"s a fear, that to carry on their present system, they will be thwarting the people or corrupting them: and in that case we shall have our despot in some shape or other, and we shall suffer."
"Nevil," said Cecilia, "I am out of my depth."
"I"ll support you; I can swim for two," said he.
"You are very self-confident, but I find I am not fit for battle; at least not in the front ranks."
"Nerve me, then: will you? Try to comprehend once for all what the battle is."
"I am afraid I am too indifferent; I am too luxurious. That reminds me: you want to meet your uncle Everard and if you will sleep at Mount Laurels to-night, the Esperanza shall take you to France to-morrow morning, and can wait to bring you back."
As she spoke she perceived a flush mounting over Nevil"s face. Soon it was communicated to hers.
The strange secret of the blood electrified them both, and revealed the burning undercurrent running between them from the hearts of each. The light that showed how near they were to one another was kindled at the barrier dividing them. It remained as good as a secret, unchallenged until they had separated, and after midnight Cecilia looked through her chamber windows at the driving moon of a hurricane scud, and read clearly his honourable reluctance to be wafted over to his French love by her a.s.sistance; and Beauchamp on board the tossing steamboat perceived in her sympathetic reddening that she had divined him.
This auroral light eclipsed the other events of the day. He drove into a town royally decorated, and still humming with the ravishment of the Tory entrance. He sailed in the schooner to Mount Laurels, in the society of Captain Baskelett and his friends, who, finding him tamer than they expected, bantered him in the cheerfullest fashion. He waited for his uncle Everard several hours at Mount Laurels, perused the junior Tory"s address to the Electors, throughout which there was not an idea--safest of addresses to canva.s.s upon! perused likewise, at Captain Baskelett"s request, a broad sheet of an article introducing the new candidate to Bevisham with the battle-axe Romfreys to back him, in high burlesque of Timothy Turbot upon Beauchamp: and Cecil hoped his cousin would not object to his borrowing a Romfrey or two for so pressing an occasion. All very funny, and no doubt the presence of Mr. Everard Romfrey would have heightened the fun from the fountain-head; but he happened to be delayed, and Beauchamp had to leave directions behind him in the town, besides the discussion of a whole plan of conduct with Dr.
Shrapnel, so he was under the necessity of departing without seeing his uncle, really to his regret. He left word to that effect.
Taking leave of Cecilia, he talked of his return "home" within three or four days as a certainty.
She said: "Canva.s.sing should not be neglected now."
Her hostility was confused by what she had done to save him from annoyance, while his behaviour to his cousin Cecil increased her respect for him. She detected a pathetic meaning in his mention of the word home; she mused on his having called her beautiful: whither was she hurrying? Forgetful of her horror of his revolutionary ideas, forgetful of the elevation of her own, she thrilled secretly on hearing it stated by the jubilant young Tories at Mount Laurels, as a characteristic of Beauchamp, that he was clever in parrying political thrusts, and slipping from the theme; he who with her gave out unguardedly the thoughts deepest in him. And the thoughts!--were they not of generous origin? Where so true a helpmate for him as the one to whom his mind appealed? It could not be so with the Frenchwoman. Cecilia divined a generous nature by generosity, and set herself to believe that in honour he had not yet dared to speak to her from the heart, not being at heart quite free. She was at the same time in her remains of pride cool enough to examine and rebuke the weakness she succ.u.mbed to in now clinging to him by that which yesterday she hardly less than loathed, still deeply disliked.
CHAPTER XXIII. TOURDESTELLE
On the part of Beauchamp, his conversation with Cecilia during the drive into Bevisham opened out for the first time in his life a prospect of home; he had felt the word in speaking it, and it signified an end to the distractions produced by the s.e.x, allegiance to one beloved respected woman, and also a basis of operations against the world. For she was evidently conquerable, and once matched with him would be the very woman to nerve and sustain him. Did she not listen to him? He liked her resistance. That element of the barbarous which went largely to form his emotional nature was overjoyed in wresting such a woman from the enemy, and subduing her personally. She was a prize. She was a splendid prize, cut out from under the guns of the fort. He rendered all that was due to his eminently good cause for its part in so signal a success, but individual satisfaction is not diminished by the thought that the individual"s discernment selected the cause thus beneficent to him.
Beauchamp"s meditations were diverted by the sight of the coast of France dashed in rain-lines across a weed-strewn sea. The "three days"
granted him by Renee were over, and it scarcely troubled him that he should be behind the time; he detested mystery, holding it to be a sign of pretentious feebleness, often of imposture, it might be frivolity.
Punctilious obedience to the mysterious brevity of the summons, and not to chafe at it, appeared to him as much as could be expected of a struggling man. This was the state of the case with him, until he stood on French earth, breathed French air, and chanced to hear the tongue of France twittered by a lady on the quay. The charm was instantaneous. He reminded himself that Renee, unlike her countrywomen, had no gift for writing letters. They had never corresponded since the hour of her marriage. They had met in Sicily, at Syracuse, in the presence of her father and her husband, and so inanimate was she that the meeting seemed like the conclusion of their history. Her brother Roland sent tidings of her by fits, and sometimes a conventional message from Tourdestelle.
Latterly her husband"s name had been cited as among the wildfires of Parisian quays, in journals more or less devoted to those unreclaimed s.p.a.ces of the city. Well, if she was unhappy, was it not the fulfilment of his prophecy in Venice?
Renee"s brevity became luminous. She needed him urgently, and knowing him faithful to the death, she, because she knew him, dispatched purely the words which said she needed him. Why, those brief words were the poetry of n.o.ble confidence! But what could her distress be? The lover was able to read that, "Come; I give you three days," addressed to him, was not language of a woman free of her yoke.
Excited to guess and guess, Beauchamp swept on to speculations of a madness that seized him bodily at last. Were you loved, Cecilia? He thought little of politics in relation to Renee; or of home, or of honour in the world"s eye, or of labouring to pay the fee for his share of life. This at least was one of the forms of love which precipitate men: the sole thought in him was to be with her. She was Renee, the girl of whom he had prophetically said that she must come to regrets and tears. His vision of her was not at Tourdestelle, though he a.s.sumed her to be there awaiting him: she was under the sea-shadowing Alps, looking up to the red and gold-rosed heights of a realm of morning that was hers inviolably, and under which Renee was eternally his.
The interval between then and now was but the s.p.a.ce of an unquiet sea traversed in the night, sad in the pa.s.sage of it, but featureless--and it had proved him right! It was to Nevil Beauchamp as if the spirit of his old pa.s.sion woke up again to glorious hopeful morning when he stood in Renee"s France.