"As if there were something that was fatal to me on board the _Loulia_."
"In the villa I shall get you back to your original health and strength."
The thin, lead-coloured face drooped forward, and the eyes that were full of a horrible malaise held for a moment the fires of hope.
"Do you really think I can ever get well?"
Isaacson did not reply for a moment. Then he said, "Will you make me a promise?"
"What is it?"
"Will you promise me to obey implicitly everything I order you to do?"
"Do you mean--as a doctor?"
"I do."
"I promise."
"Very well. If you carry out that promise, I think I can undertake to cure you. I think I can undertake that some day you will be once more the strong man who rejoices in his strength."
Tears came into Nigel"s eyes.
"I wonder," he said. "I wonder."
"But remember," Isaacson said, almost with solemnity, "I shall expect from you implicit obedience to my medical orders. And the first of them is this: you are to swallow nothing which is not given to you by me with my own hand."
"Medicine, you mean?"
"I mean what I say--nothing; not a morsel of food, not a drop of liquid."
"Then my wife and Hamza--"
"Will you obey me?" Isaacson interrupted, almost sternly.
"Yes," Nigel said, in a weak voice.
"And now just lie quiet, and remember you are going towards your home, in which I intend to get you quite well."
And the _Loulia_ floated down with the tide, slowly, and broadside to the great river, for there was no wind at all, and the weather was hot almost as a furnace. The _Fatma_ untied, and followed her down. And the night came, and still they floated on broadside under the stars.
Nigel was now sleeping, and Meyer Isaacson was watching.
And in a cabin close by a woman was staring at her face in a little gla.s.s set in the lid of a gilded box, was staring, with desperation at her heart.
Hartley had said he believed she knew of the sudden collapse of her beauty. Believed! Before he had noticed it, she had perceived it, with a cold horror which, gathering strength, grew into a bitter despair. And with the despair came hatred, hatred of the man who by keeping her back from happiness had led her to this collapse. This man was Nigel. He thought he had saved her from her worst self. But really he had stirred this worst self from sleep. In London she had been almost a good woman, compared to the woman she was now. His bungling search after n.o.bility of spirit had roused the devil within her. She longed to let him know what she really was. Often and often, while they two had been isolated together on the _Loulia_, she had been on the edge of telling him at least some fragments of the truth. Her nerves had nearly betrayed her when through the long and shining hours the dahabeeyah lay still on the gla.s.sy river, far away from the haunts of men, and she, sick with ennui, nearly mad because of the dulness of her life, had been forced to play at love with the man whose former strength and beauty diminished day by day.
Would it never end? Each day seemed to her an eternity, each hour almost a year. But she knew that she must be patient, though patience was no part of her character. All through her life she had been an impatient and greedy woman, seizing on what she wanted and holding to it tenaciously. She had hidden her impatience with her charm, and so she had gained successes. But now, with so little time left to her for possible enjoyment, gnawed by desire and jealousy, she found her powers reluctant in their coming. Formerly she had exercised her influence almost without effort. Now she had to be stubborn in endeavour. And she knew, with the frightful certainty of the middle-aged woman, that the cruel exertions of her mind must soon tell upon her body.
Her terror, a terror which had never left her during these days and nights on the dahabeeyah, was that her beauty might fade before she was free to go to Baroudi. She knew now how strongly she had fascinated him, despite his seeming, almost cruel imperturbability. By her lowest powers, the powers that Nigel ignored and thought that he hated--though perhaps he too had been partially subject to them--she had grasped the sensual nature of the Egyptian. As Starnworth had told Isaacson, Baroudi had within him the madness for women. He had within him the madness for Bella Donna. But he knew how to wait for what he wanted. He was waiting now. The question that had presented itself to Mrs. Armine again and again during her exile with Nigel was this: "Will he wait too long?" She knew how fleeting is the Indian summer of women. And she knew, though she denied it to herself, that if she brought to Baroudi not an Indian summer as her gift, but a fading autumn, she would run the risk of being confronted by the blank cruelty that is so often the offspring of the Eastern conception of women.
Yet in her terror she had always been supported by a fierce energy of hope, until in the holy of holies of Horus she had come face to face with Isaacson.
And now!
Now she sat alone in her cabin, and she stared into the little mirror which Baroudi had given her in the garden of oranges.
And Isaacson watched over her husband.
"The fate of every man have we bound about his neck."
The Arabic letters of gold seemed to be pressing down upon her, to crush her body and spirit. She put down the box, and, almost savagely shut down the lid upon it.
And now that she no longer saw herself, she seemed to see Hamza praying, as he had prayed that day in the orange garden when she looked out of the window. Then she had felt that the hands of the East had grasped her, that they would never let her go, and something within her had recoiled, though something else had desired only that--to be grasped by Baroudi"s hands.
The praying men had frightened her. Yet she believed in no G.o.d.
If there really was a G.o.d! If He looked upon her now!
She sprang up, and turned out the light.
The next day the _Loulia_ tied up under the garden of the Villa Androud, just beyond the stone promontory that diverted the strong current of the river. Nigel, too weak to walk up the bank to the house, was carefully carried by the Nubians. The surprised servants of the villa, who had had no notice of their master"s arrival, hastened to throw back the shutters, to open the windows, letting in light and air. And Ibrahim once more began to look authoritative, for it seemed that Hamza"s reign was over. From henceforth only Meyer Isaacson gave food and drink and "sick-food" to "my Lord Arminigel."
The change from dahabeeyah life to life on sh.o.r.e seemed at once to make a difference to the patient. When he was put carefully down in the white and yellow drawing-room, and, looking out through the French windows across the terrace, saw the roses blowing in the sandy garden, he heaved a sigh that was like a deep breathing of relief.
"I"m thankful to be out of the _Loulia_, Ruby," he said to his wife, who was standing beside the sofa on which he was resting.
"Are you, Nigel. Why?"
"I don"t know. It seemed to oppress me. And you know that writing?"
"What writing?"
"Over the door as you went in."
"Oh, yes."
"I used to think of it in the night when I felt so awful, and it was like a weight coming down to crush me."
"That was fanciful of you," she said.
But she sent him a strange look of half-frightened suspicion.
He did not see it. He was looking out to the garden. From the Nile rose the voices of the sailors singing their song. He listened to it for a moment.
"What a strange time it"s been since we first heard that song together, Ruby," he said.