"But I do."
Again she noticed the amazing expressiveness of his face.
"Yes," she said, "I know. You are different."
She opened the door and pa.s.sed into the room. Directly she was in it she heard the Nubian sailors on the _Loulia_ beginning their serenade. (She chose to call it that to herself to-night.) Their music tore at her heart, at her whole nature. She wanted to rush to it, now, at once, without one moment of waiting. Hardly could she force her body to move quietly across the room to the terrace. Nigel came up and stood close to her.
"Oh, I must have a wrap," she said.
"I"ll fetch it."
"No, no! You mustn"t go upstairs. You"ll tire yourself."
"Not to-night," he said.
And he turned away. Directly the door shut behind him Mrs. Armine darted into the garden.
"Ibrahim! Ibrahim! Are you there?"
"Yes, my lady."
He came up from the water"s edge and stood beside her.
"I can"t come yet, but I"ll be as quick as I can."
"Yes."
He looked at her. Then he said:
"I dunno what Mahmoud Baroudi say to us. He got one girl on the board."
"On the board!"
"On the board of the _Loulia_."
"Ruby! Ruby! where are you?"
"Go back! Wait for me--wait!"
"Ruby!"
"I"m here! I"m coming, Nigel!"
XLIV
She met him in the garden, a little beyond the terrace. He had on an overcoat and a soft hat, and was carrying a cloak for her.
"You shouldn"t walk out in the night air with bare arms and shoulders,"
he said, holding the cloak so that she could easily put it on.
She turned her back on him, put up her hands and so took it.
"It"s very warm to-night."
"Still, it"s imprudent."
"You playing sick nurse!"
But all the gaiety had gone out of her voice, all the liveliness had vanished from her manner.
"Shall we walk a little?" he said. "Shall we go to the bank of the river?"
"No, no. You mustn"t tire yourself. Let us sit down, and very soon I shall send you to bed."
"Not just yet."
"I"m--"
"It isn"t that I want you to play. Besides, that noise over there would disturb us. No, but I want to talk to you. I must talk to you to-night."
One side of her mouth went down. But she turned her face quickly, and he did not see it. They came on to the terrace before the lighted windows.
"Sit down here, Ruby--near to me."
She sat down. With the very madness for movement thrilling, tingling, through all her weary and feverish body she was obliged to sit down quietly.
Nigel sat down close to her. There was a silence.
"Oh," she said, almost desperately to break it, "we haven"t had coffee to-night. Shall I--would you like me to make it once more for you?"
She spoke at random. She wanted to move, to do something, anything. She felt as if she must occupy herself in some way, or begin to cry out, to scream.
"Shall I? Shall I?" she repeated, half getting up.
Nigel looked at her fixedly.
"No, Ruby, not to-night."
She sank back.
"Very well. But I thought you liked my coffee."
"So I did. So I shall again."