"Depend on it, G.o.d will aid you. He always does those who trust in Him and desire to serve Him," answered Mrs Charlton. "Tell the boy also, should he at any time appear anxious about his mother, that I also will do my best to take care of her."
Mrs Hadden had indeed reason to say, "Truly G.o.d careth for the fatherless and widows who put their trust in Him."
Ben"s outfitting operations now went on briskly. Some kind ladies sent a piece of strong calico to make him some shirts, and from morning to night Mrs Hadden"s busy fingers were plying her needle till they were finished. Other friends supplied his different wants, and he was soon quite ready to accompany Lieutenant Charlton. The day to leave home came. The worst part of the business was parting from his mother; yet, great as was the pain, it was not so great as might have been expected.
People when conscious of doing right are saved much grief and suffering; especially, if they trust in G.o.d, they know that He can and will deliver them out of all their troubles.
"I shall come back, mother, to you; I know I shall. G.o.d will take care of me; I will try and do right, and serve Him faithfully; and perhaps, mother, I may bring back Ned with me," said Ben to his mother, who had taken up her abode with Mrs Charlton. These were his last words to her as he again and again embraced her, and then, tearing himself away, he ran after the lieutenant, who was walking rapidly down the street towards the inn from which the coach started that was to convey them to Portsmouth.
Ben felt as if he had reached a new world even as he travelled along the road, much more so when he entered London itself, where Mr Charlton went to the house of a relation. Ben was shown into the kitchen, and handed over to the care of the page. He found that, at the very outset of his career, he was to meet with temptation to do wrong. After the late dinner, the page came down with two rich-looking dishes untouched, and took them into a little room, where he had invited Ben to meet him.
"Be quick, let us eat them up," he said, "all but a small part of each; the housekeeper will never find it out, and I can tell cook how much I heard people praising them."
"No; unless the housekeeper or cook gives it to us, I will touch nothing," answered Ben stoutly.
"Nonsense! wherever did you learn such stuff?" exclaimed the page in surprise. "Why, we think nothing of that sort of thing; what harm can come of it?"
"I don"t see that that has anything to do with the matter," said Ben.
"I"ve been taught always to do right, whatever comes of it; and "tis doing very far from right to take what doesn"t belong to one; it is doing very wrong--it is stealing."
"I never should have thought that," said the page; "I wouldn"t steal sixpence from no one, that I wouldn"t! but just taking something out of a dish of good things that comes down from the parlour is altogether different."
"Now I don"t see any difference at all," said Ben, more earnestly than before; "the long and the short of the matter is, that it"s wrong, and we mustn"t do wrong even if we fancy good is to come out of it. Just the contrary: we must do right, whatever we think may come out of it.
G.o.d says, "_Do right_." He"ll take care of the rest."
The page did not utter another word, and Ben had the satisfaction of seeing him take the dishes into the housekeeper"s room. This was a great encouragement to him. "If I can persuade one person to do right in what he thinks a trifle, I may persuade others; and, at all events, I will go on, with G.o.d"s help, doing so whenever I have an opportunity,"
said Ben to himself. "That is right, I know."
The page was not at all the less friendly after this, but he treated Ben with much more respect, and Ben was very sorry to part with him. Nearly his last words to him were, "Never mind what you have been accustomed to think or to do, but just remember to do right at all times. Jesus Christ, who came on earth to save us, and to teach us how to live and act in the world, has left us an example that we should walk in His steps. And if we were always to ask ourselves what He would have done if He had been put in our place, and do accordingly, that will be the right thing for us."
Ben spoke so naturally and so earnestly, that the page didn"t think it anything like canting; but he answered, "I"ll try and do what you say, Ben, and when you"re away at sea perhaps you"ll remember me, and ask G.o.d to show me what"s right. He"s more likely to listen to you than to me."
"Oh no, no! don"t suppose that for a moment!" exclaimed Ben. "He"s ready to hear all who call upon Him faithfully. He"s very kind, and loving, and gentle. He waits to be gracious. We should never get better if we waited to get better of ourselves. We must go to Him just as we are, trusting in the Lord Jesus Christ to wash away our sins; that will do it--nothing else."
Little Ben had an advantage over a very large number of people, educated and rich, as well as poor and humble. He had been all his life accustomed to read the Bible, and so he knew more about G.o.d and His will, and could talk more rightly about Him, than those who do not read G.o.d"s Word can possibly do. He went daily to the fountain, and kept his pitcher full of the water of life. They who seldom or never go, must have their pitchers empty.
CHAPTER SIX.
LIFE ON SHIPBOARD.
Mr Charlton had been appointed as first lieutenant of the Ajax, a thirty-six gun frigate, fitting-out for the Pacific station. On his arrival at Portsmouth, he at once repaired on board, taking Ben with him. As they pulled up the harbour in a sh.o.r.e boat towards the frigate, which lay lashed alongside a hulk, Ben was astonished at the number of ships he saw, and the vast size of many of them. It seemed to him as if the wind could never affect such monstrous constructions, even to move them along through the water; and as to the sea tossing them about as it did the boats to which he was accustomed, that seemed impossible.
Several of them carried a hundred huge iron guns, and others even a larger number. He saw many more on the stocks in the dockyard, and others moored up the harbour, and he thought to himself, "Now, if people of different nations would but live at peace with each other, and try to do each other all the good in the world they can, instead of as much harm as possible, and employ their time in building merchant vessels and other works for the advantage of their fellow-creatures, how very much better it would be!"--Many wise and good men think as did little Ben, and yet they have to acknowledge that, while nations continue wickedly ambitious, and jealous of each other"s wealth and power, it is the duty of governments to be armed and prepared to resist aggression.
Ben felt very much astonished, and almost frightened, when he found himself on board the frigate, at the din and bustle which was going forward, and the seeming confusion--the shrill whistle of the boatswain, and the hoa.r.s.e shouting of his mates, as yards were swayed up, and coils of rope and stores of all sorts were hoisted on board. Ben could not understand one-half that he heard, so many strange expressions were used--indeed, there seemed to be a complete Babel of tongues, with, unhappily, much swearing and abuse. Ben thought that the work would have gone on much more satisfactorily without it. He observed, after a time, that which appeared confusion was in reality order. Each gang of men was working under a petty officer, who received his orders from superior officers, of whom there were three or four stationed in different parts of the ship; and they, again, were all under the command of the officer in charge. Each man attended only to his own business, and, let all the petty officers bawl as loud as they might, he was deaf to the voice of every one of them except to that of the officer placed over him. As Ben was left standing by himself alone, he had an opportunity of making observations on what was going forward. He would have naturally formed a very unfavourable opinion of a man-of-war, had he seen her only thus in all the hurry of fitting-out. He was beginning to think that he was forgotten, when a boy of about his own age, neatly dressed in white trousers, and shirt with a broad worked collar, came up to him, and said--
"The first lieutenant wants you: come with me."
Ben was very glad to move.
"What"s your name?" asked the boy.
Ben told him.
"Mine is Tom Martin," said his companion; "I"m the boatswain"s son. Mr Charlton says I"m to look after you, and tell you what you want to know.
But you"ve been to sea before, haven"t you?"
"Only in fishing-boats," answered Ben; "and I shall be much obliged to you for telling me what I ought to know."
"As to that, you"ll soon pick it up; for you don"t look like one of those chaps who come aboard with the hay-seed still in their hair," said Tom. "Here we are at the gun-room door."
Mr Charlton"s voice and eye were as kind as ever, though he spoke in rather a stiffer manner than was his custom on sh.o.r.e. He told Ben that he had had his name entered on the ship"s books, and that the boatswain would look after him, and give him instruction with his own son; besides this, that he was to be one of the boys employed in attending on the gun-room officers, which was an advantage, as it would give him plenty to do, and some little pay besides.
"You may go forward now," said Mr Charlton. "The gun-room steward will tell you what to do when he comes on board. And remember, Martin, I shall depend on you to show Hadden everything he ought to know, and all about the ship."
"Ay, ay, sir," said Tom, pulling a lock of his hair, as of course he held his hat in his hand. Then he gave Ben a nudge, to signify that he was to come away with him.
"You are a lucky chap to have the first lieutenant for your friend,"
observed Tom, as they went forward.
"Yes, he"s a kind, good gentleman as ever lived," answered Ben warmly.
"That may be; but what I mean is, if you keep wide awake, and try to win his favour, you"ll have a comfortable time of it, and get a good rating before the ship is paid off," observed Tom.
Ben, resolved as he was to keep to his principles, and to be ready to own them on all fit occasions, looked at his companion, and said, "I know, Martin, there"s one thing I have to do, and that is, to do right whatever comes of it. If I do right, I need have no fear but that, in the long-run, I shall please the first lieutenant and all the officers; at any rate, I shall please G.o.d, and that"s of more consequence than anything else."
"Oh, I see what sort of a chap you are!" observed Tom. "Well, don"t go and talk like that to others--they mayn"t take it as I do; for my part, I don"t mind it." And Tom put on a very self-pleased, patronising air.
"I don"t see that I have said anything out of the way," remarked Ben.
"It stands to reason that to do right is the only way to please G.o.d, and that to please G.o.d is the wisest thing to do, as He gives us everything we have; and of course He will give more to those who try to please Him than to those who do not. There are many other reasons, but that is one, is it not?"
"Yes, I suppose so; but I haven"t thought much about such things," said Tom.
"Then do think about them. I know that it is a good thing to do," said Ben.
"I"ll try," whispered Tom.
It must not be supposed that Ben and Tom often talked together like this at first. There was too much bustle going forward for anything of the sort; they, as well as everybody in the ship, were kept hard at work from sunrise to sunset, and they were both so sleepy at night, when they turned into their hammocks, that they instantly fell fast asleep.
Ben had thus an opportunity of observing the whole process of fitting-out a ship. First he saw the huge, heavy guns hoisted on board, by means of tackles, with as much ease as an angler draws a big fish out of the water; then they were mounted on their carriages, and secured along the sides. Tackles, he learned, are formed by reeving ropes several times backwards and forwards through blocks. Then the topmasts and yards were got on board, swayed up, and crossed. Next, stores of all sorts were brought alongside--anchors, and chain-cables, and coils of rope, and round shot, and sails, and canvas, and paint, and tools for the various departments, and muskets, and cutla.s.ses, and pistols, and bullets. No powder, however, came; and Ben learned that that would not be brought on board till the ship was out at Spithead. This rule was made because of accidents which had occurred formerly, ships having been blown up in the harbour, and been not only themselves destroyed, but caused the destruction of others, and the lives of very many people.
Ben, however, saw the place where it was to be kept--a room lined with iron, with two doors. Between the doors was a sort of anteroom, and the outer door had an iron grating in it. There were means of flooding the magazine, in case of the ship catching fire. Last of all, the provisions and water were got on board--casks of beef and pork, and flour, and groceries, and spirits; and there were candles, and clothing, and (more necessary than most other things) water came alongside in lighters, and was pumped up into large iron tanks at the bottom of the ship. These tanks were large enough to allow a person to get into them to clean them out. They were in the inside coated with lime, and Ben was told that the water was kept in them fresh and pure for years.
The tools and stores were under the charge of three different warrant-officers--the gunner, the boatswain, and the carpenter. The first had everything connected with the guns, the shot, and powder; the boatswain had charge of all the ropes, sails, anchors, and cables; and the last of all, the woodwork, and spars, and pumps.
The provisions and clothing were under charge of the purser, who was an officer of superior rank, living with the lieutenants and surgeon.
There was another officer, called the master, who also ranked with the lieutenants. He had charge of the navigation of the ship.
When the ship was completely fitted out, a body of soldiers called marines, under the command of a lieutenant, came on board. There was also one cabin full of young gentlemen, called midshipmen, their ages varying from thirteen up to five or six-and-twenty; with them, however, were the captain"s and purser"s clerks, and master"s a.s.sistants, and a.s.sistant surgeons. They had two or three boys to attend on them. Ben was very glad that he was not selected for the duty, as the young gentlemen were frequently somewhat thoughtless in the way they treated the boys.