He kept right on climbing. He felt that if he stopped here now he might never go on, and going on was necessary. Now at last his eyes rose above the level of the paved s.p.a.ce before the main entrance of the cathedral. His memory recognized the very pattern of the paving stones here, where her feet and his would one day stand. If he stood here now, looking straight ahead at remembered hedges and statues, his vision bounded by the gray stone of the cathedral"s front-why, for all that he could see or hear, holiday and youth and love might still be true, war and grief no more than bad dreams pa.s.sing.
The twigs of the hedges were green again, with rain and late spring sunshine. But her voice was not to be heard here, nor would he ever again feel her touch, though he were to stand here till he fell. And for a moment he thought he might be going to fall, or to kneel and pray, or to cry aloud, because the knowledge of her pa.s.sing from him was almost too much-but then, at long, long last, that knowledge could be accepted.
The process of acceptance was not over in an instant, but once it had fairly begun he knew he was not going to collapse. His eyes were none too clear, but he was not going to weep. He was just going to stand here and go on living.
No, he was not finished yet. To complete the process of acceptance and release he had still to go into the building, where he had spent a morning helping her photograph the stained gla.s.s. He remembered wishing aloud at that time that the supposed Author of the universe would come out of hiding and make an appearance in this, supposedly His temple, because the young historian had a few sharp questions that he wanted to ask. Questions having to do with the unnecessary amount of injustice in the world.
The great door was just as solidly hung as Derron remembered it. He wondered briefly if a wooden door in steady use might last three hundred years. No matter. He tugged it open, hearing the booming reverberation of the broken closure come back with repet.i.tions from the building"s cavernous interior.
Just then it crossed Derron"s mind that his traveler"s staff with all its weaponry was resting back in his monastery cell. But that was no matter; immediate violence from the berserker was not a danger.
He went in and paced down the center of the nave, which was only about thirty feet wide between the rows of columns that divided it from the side aisles, but enormous in its other dimensions-three hundred feet long, the keystones of its arches a hundred feet above the floor. There seemed room in here for G.o.d and berserker both to hide, with plenty of corners left to conceal some deserter or pregnant waif whose lifeline might be showing up to confuse Operations.
Along the eastern wall the stained-gla.s.s windows flamed. Centuries of candle smoke had not yet darkened the high arches. Most of the cathedral had been built during the last generation; in fact, construction had not been quite completed when this latest war had resulted in the workmen being ordered or frightened off the job. Much scaffolding still surrounded columns and clung to walls, here and there festooned with the workmen"s abandoned ropes and cables, which were as steady in the motionless air as if carved from stone themselves. A few abandoned tools were very slowly gathering dust where they had been set down.
Whether because of the combatants" reverence or superst.i.tious fear, or only through chance, war had not trampled here. Even the stained gla.s.s was all intact, splintered only by the sun coming in to fire the mild gloom with richness. The wide steps that led to side chapels, and most of the paving of the nave, were no more than a century old, still flat and practically unworn; three centuries and more of random footsteps would be required to shape them into standard distribution curves.
As Derron approached the center of the building, where nave and transepts intersected, a movement caught the corner of his eye. One of the friars, hood worn over his head here in G.o.d"s house, was approaching him down a side aisle.
Derron stopped, nodding politely. "Reverend Brother." And then it struck him as odd that one of the men he had left down at the bridge should have hurried here ahead of him. Peering closely, he saw that the face beneath the cowl was not quite a face. And the hands reaching out to grab him as the figure shot forward were dummy flesh, split open now to show the steel claws.
The leaner of the friars had come dragging along, head bowed, up the road from the bridge. He pa.s.sed the monastery"s gateway, and Vincento was just thinking with some relief that the man was going right on by him, when at the last moment the friar appeared to become aware of Vincento and, after a little startled pause, changed course and came toward him.
He stopped a couple of paces away, smiling now, a gentle and bedraggled figure. "G.o.d will reward you, Vincent, for providing my companion and me with food."
"G.o.d knows I have some need of His favor, Brother," Vincento answered shortly. He supposed the mendicant had learned his given name from Rudd or Will. Curiously, he did not feel offended by the familiar form of address; the dusty beggar before him seemed, like an infant, beneath any question of status.
But Vincento remained wary. It was just possible that this friar was one of the Defenders" agents.
The friar was looking at the papers spread out before Vincento as he might have regarded some friend"s"
unbandaged wound. "Vincent, why do you waste your mind and soul in all these struggles and disputes?
Their outcome does not matter, really. But one thing matters, and that is the love of G.o.d."
The mad innocent sincerity of these words all but wiped away Vincento"s suspicions and could provoke him to nothing stronger than a smile. "It seems you have taken the trouble to learn something of my affairs. But, reverend Brother, what do you really understand of my disputes and why I have them?"
The friar drew back with a little quiver of distaste. "I do not understand them. I do not wish to; it is not my way."
"Then, Brother, pardon me, but it seems to me you should not lecture on what you do not understand, nor stand here disputing with me as to why I have disputes."
The friar accepted the rebuke so meekly that Vincento felt a momentary pang of something like regret for having spoken it. And with that the dispute between them, if one could really call it that, was over, Vincento having scored his point with the ease of an armored knight knocking down a child.
The friar did not turn away before he had raised his hands in blessing and murmured a few words that were not addressed to Vincento. Then he departed at once, walking slowly on along the road-once hesitating as if on the point of turning back, then going on. It crossed Vincento"s mind that he had once again won an argument and perhaps lost something else-though what it was one lost on these occasions he could not exactly say. He almost called after the man, feeling an impulse to try to reach across the gap between them. But he did not call. Really, he thought, we have nothing to say to each other.
Now that he had been distracted from the humiliating task of writing his recantation, he did not want to take it up again. And so Vincento summoned Will, gave him the escritoire and papers to take in charge, and then turned his own steps restlessly upward in the fine sunlight.
Thinking it over now, he decided that the meeting supposedly arranged in the cathedral was most probably a snare of the Defenders-or, more likely, of some of Vincento"s enemies, religious or laymen, who would be eager to trick him into some compromising utterance or behavior on the eve of his trial.
Very well, let them try. He would see through the scheme, whatever it was, before they had gotten very far with it. He might be able to turn the tables on them completely. Vincento might fear men who overmatched him in power, but he knew full well that none could overmatch him in intelligence.
He was patient with his old legs, resting them for a single breath after every two or three steps, and so they served him well enough on the climb. After a longer pause for rest at the top of the stairs, he entered at the cathedral"s main door and tugged it firmly closed behind him. He devoutly hoped that no one was going to meet him simply to offer sympathy. A sympathizer was at best a secret gloater, having always at least some implied claim to be the equal-more like the superior!-of the one he supposedly was trying to console. Pah!
Vincento strolled through the nave, a stone-sealed s.p.a.ce too vast to give the least sense of confinement.
To his right and left, the vault-supporting columns towered in their parallel rows. Distance diminished the apparent s.p.a.ce between each column and the next, until at fifty paces ahead of him each row became opaque as a wall. No matter where a man stood inside this unpart.i.tioned s.p.a.ce, half of it would always be blocked from his view-more than half, if one counted the areas of the transept arms and the chapels.
When he reached the appointed meeting place, the crossways of nave and transepts, Vincento could look directly up nearly two hundred feet into the shadowed interior of the temple"s mighty central spire.
There were workmen"s platforms even there, reached by ladders mounting from the clerestory level, which in turn must be accessible by some stair coiling up within the wall from the level of the floor Vincento stood upon.
In this temple, built in the grand old style, there were no chandeliers, and no breezes to swing them if they had existed. If in Vincento"s youth this had been his parish house of worship, he would have had to begin to work out the laws of pendulums somewhere else, and not during a drowsy Sabbath sermon.
A single cable of great length descended thinly from the uttermost dark interior of the spire. Vincento"s eye followed this cable down, to discover that there was a pendulum here after all, at least in potential.
For bob, there hung on the end of the long cable a ball of metal that would be as heavy as a man. This weight was pulled to one side, held by the merest loop of cord to one of the four thick columns that stood at the corners of the nave-transept intersection.
Looking up and down, up and down again, tended to make an old man dizzy. Vincento rubbed his neck.
But there was an offense to logic here that was beyond his power to ignore. What use could the builders have had for such a patriarch of pendulums?
It could, he supposed, be something that they swung when hard stone and mortar had to be demolished-but that was hardly a satisfactory explanation. And if it was only a plumb line, why so weighty? A few ounces of lead would serve that purpose just as well.
Whatever they had intended or used it for, it was a pendulum. The restraining tether of cord, with its single knot, looked insubstantial. Vincento thrummed the taut little cord with his finger, and the long, lone cable gently whipped and swayed. The ma.s.sive weight made little bobbing motions, dipping like a ship at anchor.
The oscillations quickly died away; the stillness of the cathedral soon regained ascendancy. Once more cord and cable and bob were as steady as the stone columns in the still gray air. The pendulum-ship was dry-docked.
Set sail, then! On impulse Vincento tugged once at the end of the restraining cord. And with startling ease the knot dissolved.
Starting from rest, the weight for a moment seemed reluctant to move at all. And even after it had undeniably begun its first swing, still it moved so slowly that Vincento"s eye went involuntarily racing once more up into the shadows of the spire, to see how it was possible that mere length of cord should so delay things.
A man might have counted four without haste before the weight for the first time reached the center, the low point, of its swing. Almost touching the floor, it pa.s.sed that center in a smooth fast rush and immediately began to slow again, so that it needed four more counts to climb the gentle gradient of the far half of its arc. Then the weight paused for an unmeasurable instant, not quite touching the column at the opposite corner of the crossways, before it crept into its returning motion.
Majestically the bob went back and forth, holding its cable taut, describing a perfect arc segment about ten yards in length. Vincento"s eye could find no diminution in the amplitude of the first half-dozen swings.
He supposed that a weight so heavy and so freely suspended as this might continue to oscillate for many hours or even for days.
Wait, though. Here was something. Vincento squinted at the pendulum through one swing. Then, leaning against the column it had been tethered to, and holding his head motionless, he watched the pendulum"s swing end-on for another half-dozen cycles.
What was it he had come in here for? Oh, yes, someone was perhaps going to meet him.
But this pendulum. He frowned at it, shook his head and watched some more. Then he started to look around him. He was going to have to make sure of something he thought he saw.
Some workmen"s sawhorses were standing not far away. He dragged a pair of these to where he wanted them, so that the plank he now took up and set across them lay beneath the end of the pendulum"s arc and perpendicular to that arc"s direction. On the bottom of the swinging weight he had noticed a projection like a small spike: whatever it had been meant for, it would serve Vincento"s present purpose well. He laid a second plank atop the first, and slightly readjusted the position of his whole structure, in careful increments. Now on each swing the spike pa.s.sed within an inch of the topmost board.
He would make marks upon the board... but no, he could do better.. Somewhere in here he had seen sand. Yes, piled in a mixing trough, there by the entrance to the first side chapel. The sand was satisfactorily damp from the long spell of wet weather; he brought handfuls of it and dumped them on his upper board. Along several feet of the board"s length he patted and built the sand into a tiny wall, an inch or two high and just thick enough to stand. Then, in an interval between swings, he slid that upper board just slightly forward, taking his sand wall into the edge of the pendulum"s arc.
A neatly designed experiment, he thought with satisfaction. On its first return, the moving spike notched his little sand fence delicately, tumbling a tiny clot of grains down the minute slope. Then the weight pulled its taut cable away again, taking another slow nibble of eternity.
Vincento held his eyes from blinking as he watched the pendulum"s return. Holding his breath too, he could now hear for the first time the faint ghostly hissing of the swing.
The spike as it moved back to the wall of sand made a new notch, though one contiguous with the first.
Then the weight once more departed, in a movement huge and regular enough to be the cathedral"s stately pulse.
And sixteen seconds later the third notch was new again, by the same margin and in the same direction as the second. In three vibrations the plane of the pendulum had shifted its extremity sideways by half a finger-width. His eyes had not deceived him earlier; that plane was slowly and regularly creeping clockwise.
Might this effect be due to some slow untwisting of the cable? Then it should soon reverse itself, Vincento thought, or at least vary in amplitude. Again he stared up into the high shadows, oblivious of his aching neck.
If he could, he would someday, somewhere, hang another pendulum like this one and study it at leisure.
Yes, if he could. Even supposing that his health held out and that he was spared prison, it would be difficult. Enclosed towers of this height were anything but common. In another big temple or at some university, perhaps-but he had no intention of stooping to collaboration.
... Suppose now that the puzzling sideways progression was not due to the cable"s unwinding. He thought he could feel that it was not, in somewhat the same way as, after study, he had come to feel certain of the stability of the sun. This clockwise creeping had something too elemental about it for him to be able to credit a trivial cause.
Already the width of two fingers had been nibbled from the top of his little parapet of sand.
He wondered how the cable was fastened at the top. Younger legs than his would be required to find that out, and Vincento departed to obtain them. Several times in his pa.s.sage down the nave he turned, frowning back at the ceaseless pendulum as he might have stared at an unexpected star.
Of it all, Derron had seen only an upper segment of the moving cable. He saw even that much with only one eye, for his face was being held with steady force against the rough planking of the high platform to which he had been carried, helpless as a kicking infant in the grip of the berserker. Inhumanly motionless, it crouched over him now, one chill hand gripping his neck and holding part of his coat gaglike in his mouth, the other hand twisting one of his arms just to the point of pain.
Obviously the machine had no intention of killing or crippling him, not here. Still, his captivity seemed less like a period of time than a segment of eternity, measured out by the meaningless regularity of the swinging cable. Having him prisoner, the berserker was content to wait, which meant he had already failed. He had not had time even to communicate his situation to Operations: the berserker had at once known his pectoral wedge for what it was; it had ripped the wooden carving from his neck and cracked it like a thin-sh.e.l.led nut, squeezing the meat of metal and components into trash between its fingers.
Perhaps it thought that he could see nothing from the position in which it held him. That was almost true.
From the tail of one eye he could just descry that metronomic cable, its arc narrow at this height, but its slow movement speaking of its enormous length.
At last the cathedral door far below boomed shut for the second time since he had been captured. And only then did eternity begin to come to an end; the berserker let him go.
Slowly and painfully he raised his half-numbed body from the wood. Rubbing the cheek that had been ground against the platform and the arm that had been twisted, he turned to face his enemy. Under the monk"s cowl he saw a pattern of seamed metal that looked as if it might be able to open and slide and reshape itself. He knew that he was facing what was probably the most complex and compact machine that the berserkers had ever built. Inside that steel skull, could there be plastic skin that could evert to become the convincing mask of a human face? There was no way to tell that much, let alone guess what ident.i.ty it might be able to wear.
"Colonel Odegard," it said, in a voice machine-tailored to neutrality.
Taken somewhat by surprise, he waited to hear more, while the thing facing him on the high platform squatted on its heels, arms hanging limp. The hands were as ambiguous as the face; they were not human now, but there was no saying what they might be able to become. The rest of the body was hidden under the shapeless robe, which had probably once been Amling"s.
"Colonel Odegard, do you fear the pa.s.sage from life to not-life?"
He didn"t know what he had expected to hear, but hardly that. "And if I do, what difference does it make?"
"Yes," said the berserker in its flat voice. "What is programmed goes on, regardless of any pa.s.sage."
Before he could try to make any sense out of that, the machine jumped precisely forward and grabbed him again. He struggled, which of course made no difference. It tore strips from his coat, ripping the tough cloth with precise and even sounds. With the strips it gagged him again and tied him hand and foot-tightly, but not so tightly that he felt no hope of ever working free. It was not going to blunder into being responsible for a death here in the safety zone.
After it had bound him, the machine paused for a moment, moving its cowled head like a listening man, searching the area with senses far beyond the human. And then it was gone down the ladder in utter silence, moving less like a man than like a giant cat or an ape.
He could only strain desperately to get free, the gag choking back his curses.
A second group of peasants, from some village higher in the hills, had come along the road to the cathedral. It was Brother Saile they met first; when they learned that he was not the saint and miracle worker of whom the whole countryside was talking, a brief glow of hope died from their faces, leaving only bitter anxiety.
"Tell me, what is it you wish to see Brother Jovann about?" Saile inquired magisterially, clasping his hands with dignity across his belly.
They clamored piteously, all at once, until he had to speak sharply to get them to talk one at a time and make sense. Then he heard that, for several days past, a great wolf had been terrorizing their little village.
The monstrous beast had killed cattle and even-they swore it!-uprooted crops. The peasants were all talking at once again, and Saile was not sure if they said a child had been devoured, or if a herd boy had fallen and broken his arm, trying to get away from the wolf. In any case, the villagers were desperate.
Men scarcely dared to work their fields. They were isolated, and very poor, with no powerful patron to give them aid of any kind, save only the Holy One Himself! And now the saintly Jovann, who must and would do something! They were utterly desperate!
Brother Saile nodded. In his manner there showed sympathy mixed with reluctance. "And you say your village is several miles distant? In the hills, yes. Well-we shall see. I will do my best for you. Come with me and I will put your case before good Brother Jovann."
With a puzzled Will now walking beside him, Vincento entered the cathedral once more and made the best speed that he could down the nave. Back at the monastery, Rudd had chosen this time to bother him with warnings and complaints about the scarcity of food for the beasts. And when he had disentangled himself from that, his old legs had rebelled against climbing the hill a second time, even with Will"s help.
Now as Vincento hurried, wheezing for breath, back to his still-swinging pendulum, more than an hour had pa.s.sed since he had first set the bob in motion.
For a few seconds he only stared in thoughtful silence at what had happened since his departure. The tiny battlement of sand had been demolished by continuous notches, up to the point where the pendulum"s turning plane had left it behind altogether. That plane had by now inched clockwise through ten or twelve degrees of arc.
"Will, you"ve helped me in the workshop. Now this is another such case, where you must follow my orders precisely."
"Aye, master."
"First, keep in mind that you are not to stop the swinging of this cable here or disturb it in any way.
Understood?"
"Aye."
"Good. Now I want you to climb; there seem to be ladders and platforms enough for you to go up all the way. I want to discover how this swinging cable is mounted, what holds it at the top. Look at it until you can make me a sketch. You have a fair hand at drawing."
"Aye, I understand, sir." Will craned his neck unhappily. "It"s a longish bit o" climbin", though."
"Yes, yes, a coin for you when you"re down. Another when you"ve given me a good sketch. Take your time now, and use your eyes. And remember, do not disturb the cable"s swing."
Derron had made only moderate progress toward getting the bonds loosened from his wrists when he heard clumsier feet than the berserker"s climbing toward him. Between the ladder"s uprights, Will"s honest face came into view, then predictably registered shock.
"Bandit!" Derron spat, when his hands had been cut free and he could rid himself of the gag. "Must"ve been hiding in here somewhere... forced me up here and tied me up."
"Robbed ye, hey?" Will was awed. "Just one of"em?"
"Yes, just one. Uh... I didn"t have any valuables with me, really. Took the wedge from around my neck."
"That"s fearsome. One o" them lone rogues, hey?" Wondering and sympathetic, Will shook his head.
"Likely he"d a" slit your throat, sir, but didn"t want to do no real sacrilege. Think he might still be hereabout?"
"No, no, I"m sure he was running away. Long gone by this time."
Will went on shaking his head. "Well. You"d better liven up your limbs, sir, before you starts to climb down. I"m going on up, bit of a job to do for master."
"Job?"