Donald came in to tell me how his companion in arms had treated him, and was still sore.
"He iss in the bondage of the letter these days, for he will be always talking about Moses with the minister, and I am not hearing that iss good for the soul."
If even Lachlan could not attain to Donald, it was perhaps no discredit that the Drumtochty mind was at times hopelessly perplexed.
"He"s a gude cratur and terrible gifted in prayer," Netherton explained to Burnbrae after a prayer-meeting, when Donald had temporarily abandoned Satan and given himself to autobiography, "but yon wesna a verra ceevil way to speak aboot his faither and mither."
"A" doot yir imaginin", Netherton. Donald never mentioned his fouk the nicht, and it"s no likely he wud in the prayer-meeting."
"There"s nae imaginin" aboot it; a" heard him wi" ma ain ears say twice, "My father was an Amorite, and my mother a Hitt.i.te." I"ll take my aith on it. Noo, a" dinna ken Donald"s forbears masel, for he"s frae Tayside, but supposin" they were as bad as bad cud be, it"s no for him to blacken his ain blood, and him an Elder."
"Toots, Netherton, yir aff it a" thegither. Div ye no see yon"s Bible langidge oot o" a Prophet, or maybe Kings, and Donald wes usin"t in a feegurative capaucity?"
"Feegurative or no feegurative, Burnbrae, it disna maitter; it"s a peetifu" job howking (digging) thro" the Bible for ill words tae misca yir fouk wi" afore the public."
Burnbrae gave up the contest in despair, feeling himself that Old Testament allusions were risky, and that Donald"s quotation was less than felicitous.
Donald"s prayers were not known outside the Free Kirk circle, but his encounters with the evil one were public property, and caused a general shudder. Drumtochty was never sure who might not be listening, and considered that it was safer not to meddle with certain nameless people. But Donald waged an open warfare in every corner of the parish, in the Kirk, by the wayside, in his house, on the road to market, and was ready to give any one the benefit of his experiences.
"Donald Menzies is in yonder," said Hillocks, pointing to the smithy, whose fire sent fitful gleams across the dark road, "and he"s carryin" on maist fearsome. Ye wud think tae hear him speak that auld Hornie wes gaein" louse in the parish; it sent a grue (shiver) doon ma back. Faigs, it"s no cannie to be muckle wi" the body, for the Deil and Donald seem never separate. Hear him noo, hear him."
"Oh yes," said Donald, addressing the smith and two horror-stricken ploughmen, "I hef seen him, and he ha.s.s withstood me on the road. It wa.s.s late, and I wa.s.s thinking on the shepherd and the sheep, and Satan will come out from the wood below Hillocks" farm-house ("Gude preserve us," from Hillocks) and say, "That word is not for you, Donald Menzies," But I wa.s.s strong that night, and I said, "Neither shall any pluck them out of my hand," and he will not wait long after that, oh no, and I did not follow him into the wood."
The smith, released by the conclusion of the tale, blew a mighty blast, and the fire burst into a red blaze, throwing into relief the black figure of the smith and the white faces of the ploughmen; glancing from the teeth of harrows, and the blades of scythes, and the cruel knives of reaping machines, and from instruments with triple p.r.o.ngs; and lighting up with a hideous glare the black sooty recesses of the smithy.
"Keep"s a"," whispered Hillocks, clutching my arm, "it"s little better than the ill place. I wish to gudeness I wes safe in ma ain hoose."
These were only indecisive skirmishes, for one evening Donald came to my den with despair written on every feature, and I knew that fighting had begun at the centre, and that he was worsted.
It was half an hour before he became articulate, during which time he sighed as if the end of all things had come, and I caught the word scapegoat twice, but at last he told me that he had resigned his eldership, and would absent himself in future from the Free Kirk.
"It ha.s.s been a weary winter when minister and people hef gone into captivity, and on Sabbath the word wa.s.s taken altogether from the minister"s mouth, and he spake a language which we understood not [it was the first of three sermons on the Hexateuch, and had treated of the Jehovistic and Elohistic doc.u.ments with much learning], and I will be asking all the way back, "Iss it I?" "Iss it I?"
"Oh yes, and when I opened my Bible this iss the word I will see, "That thou doest do quickly," and I knew it wa.s.s my sins that had brought great judgments on the people, and turned the minister into a man of stammering lips and another tongue.
"It wa.s.s a mercy that the roof did not fall and bury all the people with me; but we will not be tempting the Almighty, for I hef gone outside, and now there will be peace and blessing."
When we left the lighted room and stood on the doorstep, Donald pointed to the darkness. "There iss no star, and you will be remembering what John saw when the door opened and Judas went out.
"It wa.s.s night"--oh yes, it iss night for me, but it will be light for them."
As weeks went past, and Donald was seen neither at Kirk nor market, my heart went out to the lonely man in his soul conflict, and, although there was no help in me, I went to ask how it fared with him. After the footpath disentangled itself from the pine woods and crossed the burn by two fir trees nailed together, it climbed a steep ascent to Donald"s house, but I had barely touched the foot, when I saw him descending, his head in the air, and his face shining. Before any words pa.s.sed, I knew that the battle had been fought and won.
"It wa.s.s last night, and I will be coming to tell you. Satan ha.s.s gone like darkness when the sun ariseth, and I hef been delivered."
There are stories one cannot hear sitting, and so we paced the meadow below, rich in primroses, with a sloping bank of gorse behind us, and the pines before us, and the water breaking over the stones at our feet.
"It is three weeks since I saw you, and all that time I hef been wandering on the hill by day, and lying in the barn at night, for it wa.s.s not good to be with people, and Satan wa.s.s always saying to me, Judas went to "his own place." My dog will lay his head on my knee, and be sorry for me, and the dumb animals will be looking at me out of their great eyes, and be moaning.
"The lads are good singers, and there wa.s.s always a sound of Psalms on the farm, oh yes, and it was pleasant to come from the market and hear the Psalms at the foot of the hill. It wa.s.s like going up to Jerusalem. But there would be no Psalms these days, for the lads could not sing when their father"s soul wa.s.s going down into the pit.
"Oh no, and there wa.s.s no prayer last night, but I told the lads to go to bed, and I lay down before the fire to wrestle once more before I perished.
"Janet will offer this word and the other, and I will be trying them all, but Satan wa.s.s tearing them away as quick as I could speak, and he always said, "his own place."
""There iss no hope for me," I cried, "but it iss a mercy that you and the lads will be safe in the City, and maybe the Lord will let me see you all through the gate." And that wa.s.s lifting me, but then I will hear "his own place," "his own place," and my heart began to fail, and I wa.s.s nigh to despair.
"Then I heard a voice, oh yes, as plain as you are hearing me, "The blood of Jesus Christ, His Son, cleanseth us from all sin." It wa.s.s like a gleam from the Mercy-seat, but I would be waiting to see whether Satan had any answer, and my heart was standing still. But there wa.s.s no word from him, not one word. Then I leaped to my feet and cried, "Get thee behind me, Satan," and I will look round, and there wa.s.s no one to be seen but Janet in her chair, with the tears on her cheeks, and she wa.s.s saying, "Thanks be to G.o.d, which giveth us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ."
"The lads were not sleeping fery sound when their father was fighting for his life, oh no, and I am not saying but maybe they would be praying. It wa.s.s not fery long before they came down, and Hamish will be looking at my face, and then he will get the books, and this is the Psalm we sang?
"I love the Lord, because my voice And prayers He did hear.
I, while I live, will call on Him, Who bowed to me His ear.
G.o.d merciful and righteous is, Yea, gracious is our Lord; G.o.d saves the meek; I was brought low, He did me help afford."
This was the victory of Donald Menzies, and on reaching home I marked that the early roses were beginning to bloom over the door through which Donald had gone out into the darkness.
HIS MOTHER"S SERMON
HIS MOTHER"S SERMON
He was an ingenuous lad, with the callow simplicity of a theological college still untouched, and had arrived on the preceding Monday at the Free Kirk manse with four cartloads of furniture and a maiden aunt. For three days he roamed from room to room in the excitement of householding, and made suggestions which were received with hilarious contempt; then he shut himself up in his study to prepare the great sermon, and his aunt went about on tiptoe. During meals on Friday he explained casually that his own wish was to preach a simple sermon, and that he would have done so had he been a private individual, but as he had held the MacWhammel scholarship a deliverance was expected by the country. He would be careful and say nothing rash, but it was due to himself to state the present position of theological thought, and he might have to quote once or twice from Ewald.
His aunt was a saint, with that firm grasp of truth, and tender mysticism, whose combination is the charm of Scottish piety, and her face was troubled. While the minister was speaking in his boyish complacency, her thoughts were in a room where they had both stood, five years before, by the death-bed of his mother.
He was broken that day, and his sobs shook the bed, for he was his mother"s only son and fatherless, and his mother, brave and faithful to the last, was bidding him farewell.
"Dinna greet like that, John, nor break yir hert, for it"s the will o" G.o.d, and that"s aye best."
"Here"s my watch and chain," placing them beside her son, who could not touch them, nor would lift his head, "and when ye feel the chain about yir neck it will mind ye o" yir mother"s arms."
"Ye "ill no forget me, John, I ken that weel, and I"ll never forget you. I"ve loved ye here and I"ll love ye yonder. Th"ill no be an "oor when I"ll no pray for ye, and I"ll ken better what to ask than I did here, sae dinna be comfortless."
Then she felt for his head and stroked it once more, but he could not look nor speak.
"Ye "ill follow Christ, and gin He offers ye His cross, ye "ill no refuse it, for He aye carries the heavy end Himsel". He"s guided yir mother a" thae years, and been as gude as a husband since yir father"s death, and He "ill hold me fast tae the end. He "ill keep ye too, and, John, I"ll be watchin" for ye. Ye "ill no fail me," and her poor cold hand that had tended him all his days tightened on his head.
But he could not speak, and her voice was failing fast.
"I canna see ye noo, John, but I know yir there, and I"ve just one other wish. If G.o.d calls ye to the ministry, ye "ill no refuse, an"