Karyn smiled. It was very unlike Roy to forget anything. He was always thoroughly organized, like one of the technical manuals he edited. When she had first met him she had thought Roy Beatty was as stodgy as a church deacon. However, she had soon discovered his warm sense of humor, an open-minded willingness to listen, and a depth of intellect that was not apparent in his All-American good looks. Karyn had been working as a convention hostess for the New York Hilton at the time. Roy was in the city for a gathering of engineers. For the first time, she had broken the hotel rule against socializing with the guests. Roy had stayed on for a week after the convention, and they had been together constantly. When he had returned to the Coast he had said he would be back for her on his vacation. She had not expected him to come, but he had. That was when she had finally admitted she loved him.
"Don"t be long," she said as he stood at the door. She kissed him and watched him walk down the winding path through the neatly trimmed shrubbery. Karyn could not imagine how she could be happier. She had Roy and she had an excellent job with a hotel near the airport where she was in line for convention manager when her current boss retired. Tonight she would give Roy her special anniversary giftthe news that he was going to be a father. Yes, her life was just about perfect.
Max Quist watched the blond young man come out of Unit Two and stride down the walk past him without a flicker. Max might as well have been invisible. The woman stood in the doorway watching him go. Good-looking c.u.n.t. Too good-looking. Both of them. Like people in a magazine ad. Young, beautiful, healthy, rich. Max spat on the cropped gra.s.s. How he wanted to show them what it"s like to be hurt. Hurt them. Yes... hurt them.
Karyn was in the kitchen putting the lunch things away when the doorbell chimed. Chris was early, she thought. She dried her hands and walked out through the living room to the door. She did not bother to look through the tiny viewer. She never did. There was no danger here. This was Hermosa Terrace, not East Los Angeles.
Karyn opened the door and the heat pushed against the cool inside air. The man in the doorway was not Chris Halloran. He smiled at her.
"Yes?" Karyn said when the man did hot speak right away.
He had thick black hair that was poorly barbered. His cotton work-shirt was dark with perspiration under the arms. He seemed vaguely familiar.
"I"m supposed to check the pipes in your bathroom," he said.
"There"s nothing wrong with our pipes."
"It"s in the apartment next door. Their shower don"t drain right, and it might be plugged up where your drain pipes come together."
Something in the way the man spoke was wrong. The short speech sounded rehea.r.s.ed. Something about the man himself was wrong. He continued to smile.
"You"d better come back when my husband is here. He knows about those things."
Without making any sudden moves the man had somehow come through the doorway and was standing in the living room. He was still smiling, but it was a different smile. "That"s okay," he said. "We won"t need your husband."
Over on the couch Lady raised her neat little head and p.r.i.c.ked her ears at the strange male voice. After a moment she put her head back down on her paws, but remained watchful.
"I"m sorry, but I"d rather you didn"t come in now." Karyn fought to still the tremor of fear in her voice.
"But I am in," the man said. He reached behind him and closed the door. Without taking his eyes off Karyn he turned the small k.n.o.b, shooting the dead-bolt lock into place.
"What do you think you"re doing?" Karyn wanted her voice to be angry and strong, but the fear was in her now. She could not hide it.
"You know what I"m doing," the man said.
"II don"t keep much money in the house. You can have what there is. And my jewelry."
"I don"t want your money or your jewelry. But you know that, don"t you? You know what I want, and you"re going to give it to me." He reached out suddenly and squeezed her breast.
Karyn jumped back as though from an electric shock. "Please, leave me alone!" The sour smell of his body was sharp in her nostrils. "Mmy husband will be home."
"No he won"t. He just left. We have all the time we need."
She took a careful step backward. The man"s eyes traveled over her body, probing at her. His hands shot out and seized her wrists.
"No!" she cried.
"Relax," he said. "You"re going to like it."
"Please... you can"t..."
The man pulled Karyn against his body and mashed his mouth down on hers. Karyn clamped her jaws together as his tongue pushed in past her lips. He tasted of stale cigarettes.
"Where"s the bedroom?"
Karyn shook her head from side to side, afraid to trust her voice.
With a sudden movement the man twisted one arm up behind her back, forcing her to walk in front of him. He marched Karyn into the hallway that opened between the living room and the room Roy used for a den. She stumbled along in his grasp past the bathroom to the open door, through which they could see the bed.
All the things she had read about rape tumbled through Karyn"s mind. All the advice for women. Fight back. Don"t fight back. Scream. Stay calm. Blow a whistle. Run. Reason with the man.
Lovely advice, all useless. Fight the man? He was at least seventy pounds heavier than she, and certainly stronger. Scream? Who would hear? Hermosa Terrace Townhomes were proud of their soundproofing. Reason with him? Reason with an animal?
They were in the bedroom now. The man spun Karyn around and pushed her backward onto the bed.
The thinking part of her mind shut off and instinct took over. She crossed her arms protectively over her b.r.e.a.s.t.s and drew back her feet to kick out at the man when he came at her.
The man laughed at her efforts and batted the kick aside with an easy swipe of his hand. He grasped her by the ankles and forced her legs apart. Karyn writhed on the bed, helpless against his strength.
The man grinned down at her, showing large, strong teeth. Droplets of sweat stood out on his forehead and upper lip. His eyes moved down to her crotch. Karyn felt open and exposed with the thin velour pants pulled tight between her legs.
"I"m pregnant," she said suddenly.
"Bulls.h.i.t."
"I am," she insisted. "Three months."
"Then you don"t have to worry about getting knocked up, do you?"
He released one of Karyn"s ankles and took hold of the velour pants at the waist. He yanked them down, exposing the smooth, pale skin of her belly. The snap and zipper held at first, but he tugged again and the material tore away.
Then she screamed. Not with any thought of summoning help or frightening the man off. A visceral scream of outrage and terror.
"Shut up." he ordered. He leaned forward and slapped her hard on the face. She stopped screaming.
A sudden high-pitched barking behind the man spun him around. Lady stood braced on her little legs, yapping angrily. The man swung his foot in a vicious arc; the toe of his heavy shoe caught the little dog just below the ribs and lifted her off the floor.
Lady yelped in surprise and pain. Never before had anyone deliberately hurt her. She crouched on the floor whimpering, her eyes pleading for an apology, a comforting pat.
"Get out of here, mutt," the man snapped.
Still whimpering, Lady moved uncertainly toward the door. She stopped and looked back toward her mistress. The man made a threatening motion with his hand, and the dog retreated into the hall. The man kicked the door shut behind her.
"h.e.l.l of a watchdog you"ve got there." He grinned and came at Karyn again.
"Please don"t do this. Please don"t hurt me." Even as the words came out, Karyn knew they were useless. This unspeakable thing was actually going to happen to her. Was happening to her. What had she ever done that she should be brutalized this way?
The man was upon her again, and Karyn"s mind ceased to function logically. He tore away the nylon bikini pants, and his fingers crawled over and into her.
Abruptly he dropped to his knees and thrust his face up between her legs. He clamped his mouth on her, and Karyn could feel his tongue like a thick, wet worm probing, probing at her. She pummeled his head with her fists, but the blows had no effect.
Then he pulled his face back and bit her high on the soft inside of the thigh. He bit down hard, and his teeth sank into the clean white flesh until the blood flowed. Karyn"s back arched up off the bed in reaction to the pain.
When the man at last unclenched his jaw and stood over her again his lips were crimson with her blood. Breathing in short, harsh bursts, he reached down and unzipped the front of his pants. Karyn twisted her head away, but could not shut out the sight as he freed himself from the damp jockey shorts and bore down on her.
He forced her legs farther apart and positioned himself between them. Blood from the throbbing bite wound left a red smear on the bedspread. With one cruel thrust he invaded her body.
Karyn cried out in pain and rage. She scrabbled at his face with both hands, clawing for his eyes.
"b.i.t.c.h!" He hit her in the face with a rock-hard fist.
Karyn tasted blood, and the room swam for a moment, but she continued to use her nails to slash at the face above her.
The man pulled out of her for a moment and drove a fist into her bare belly. Karyn felt something break inside, and there was no fight left in her.
"That"s better." He planted his hands on her shoulders and rammed into her again.
Karyn squeezed her eyes shut. When she was a little girl in the dentist chair and the drill hurt her, she would dig her nails into her palms, making a small hurt to ease the larger one. She did it now. The lower part of her body was on fire. The wound on her thigh screamed. The man continued to pump away at her, grunting with every thrust.
Get it over with! she cried inside her head. Get it over with and go away or kill me or whatever you"re going to do. Just finish!
And at last he did.
After endless minutes he withdrew and wiped himself with the satin bedspread. Karyn rolled her head on the pillow and looked up at him, but now the man would not meet her eye. Hurriedly he zipped up his pants and went out into the hall. Karyn heard him go through the living room.
She sat up on the bed and winced at the tearing pain in her stomach. Her insides felt loose, as though they might slide out between her legs when she stood up. She pulled the remains of the velour pants up over the mess on her lower belly and walked carefully to the door. She made it as far as the bathroom and vomited into the toilet.
She knelt there for several minutes on the cold tile with her hands gripping the sides of the bowl, waiting for the spasms of her stomach to ease. The sudden sound of someone moving around in the living room brought back the fear. When the bedroom door opened and the heavy footsteps came toward her she started to scream.
2.
When Chris Halloran found Karyn on her knees in the bathroom she was sobbing incoherently. Finding the front door open, he had sensed something was wrong. He walked in, and that was when Karyn began to scream. Chris held her in his arms for five minutes before she could tell him what had happened. He called the police, then left a message for Roy at the Aerodyne Company in Anaheim.
The two months that followed were a painful time for Karyn. The blow she had taken to the stomach had brought on a miscarriage, but no permanent damage. There was an infection from the bite wound on her thigh that was slow to respond to medication. The doctor advised against plastic surgery until the scar had completely healed.
The police, using their new, more sympathetic procedures for rape victims, made that part of Karyn"s ordeal as easy as they could. Her description of the rapist led them at once to Max Quist, the handyman, who had a record of a.s.saults on women. Confronted with Karyn"s positive identification, Quist pleaded guilty.
It was psychologically that Karyn suffered most. Twice-weekly sessions with an a.n.a.lyst helped a little, and group sessions brought her together with other women who had been raped. Still, her recovery was painfully slow. She would wake up in the night, eyes wide and staring, and scream that someone was biting her. Of all the violations of her body, it was the horror of the teeth sinking into her flesh that she could not erase. She returned to work, but her life at home with Roy suffered. She could not feel comfortable in their lovemaking.
The a.n.a.lyst suggested to Karyn and Roy that they go away from Los Angeles for a while. Restful, rural surroundings, he said, would be the best thing for Karyn"s full recovery. The people at Karyn"s hotel were understanding, giving her a six month leave of absence. Roy worked out an arrangement with his firm, and they began taking trips out of the city to look for a place.
A friend in the real-estate business told them about an available house in a town to the north called Drago. They drove up to see it, but Karyn was not enthusiastic. The house was weathered and weed-grown, a mile outside the town, which Karyn thought looked like a cheerless cl.u.s.ter of wooden buildings. Roy, however, took to the place immediately. He a.s.sured Karyn that the house could be fixed up so she would love it. With some misgivings, she acquiesced.
For the next couple of weeks Roy made the trip alone to see that work on the house was being done to his specifications. He did not want Karyn to see it, he said. She would be surprised. When it was time to move in, he left a day early to see to last minute details. Chris Halloran volunteered to drive Karyn up to the house.
It was a crisp November day when Chris headed north on Interstate 5 with Karyn beside him in the Camaro. In the back Lady stood with her front paws braced on the seat and her face thrust into the wind from the open window.
They left the freeway for a two-lane blacktop road that snaked up into the Tehachapi Mountains. The outside air grew chill as they climbed.
"Do you want me to roll up the window?" Chris asked.
Karyn moved her head, letting the wind play with her loose blond hair. "No, it feels good. Clean."
As they drove on the evergreen forest pushed in closer on both sides of the road.
"How much farther is the town?" said Chris.
"A few miles. Just over the ridge up ahead and down into the valley. Don"t blink or you"ll miss it."
"I don"t doubt it," Chris said. "I"ve lived in California all my life, and I never heard of Drago."
"Neither had I," Karyn said. "We were lucky to find the place. The house has been empty since the old owners died four years ago. Roy fell in love with it."
"What about you, Karyn? How do you like the place?"
"It"s all right, I suppose."
"You don"t sound convinced."
"I haven"t seen it since Roy had it fixed up. Anyway, it"s quiet and out of the way. That"s what we wanted. And yet it"s only a two hour drive from Los Angeles, so Roy can commute easily."
"You won"t mind being alone when he comes into L.A.?"
"Why should I? I"ve got to learn to be by myself sometime." The words came out more sharply than Karyn had intended.
"That"s right," Chris said. "It"s none of my business, anyway."
They reached the crest of the ridge and the road leveled off for a stretch before descending into the valley on the other side. The air was pungent with the scent of balsam. Karyn reached out and touched Chris"s hand.
"Pull over for a minute, can you?"
Just before the road started down Chris eased the Camaro onto the shoulder and parked next to the metal guardrail. Below them lay a narrow valley, thick with evergreens. Where the road straightened along the floor of the valley a dozen or so toy-like buildings cl.u.s.tered in a clearing of the forest. Several narrow lanes branched off the main road. They could be seen only faintly through the heavy overgrowth. Here and there along the lanes a tiny house sat on a patch of cleared ground reclaimed from the forest. Although the valley was in shadow, no lights shone in the town of Drago.
"It doesn"t look like much from up here, does it?" Karyn said.
Chris did not answer.
"May I have a cigarette?"