Translator: Mia
Without a slight blink, Qin Qin stared at the liquid which slowly entered into her body as she moved. It was to her like in the heaven and all her irritation was smoothed by the sole injection. She was gradually indulged in the wonderful feeling she had. She squinted her eyes comfortably and exhaled a long deep breath. Back to three years ago, she woke up in the hospital and was told by the doctor that there was drug in her body. It was then before she realized that the medicine that Chao Sheng insisted and that made her faint was actually drugs.
Chao Sheng indeed was what Luo Qianyi told her. He wanted revenge. He wanted her to never see the kid again. He should even give her an injection of drug!
Being aware of the truth, Qin Qin"s heart was dead as stones!
Later, she was no doubt became an addict.
Entering into the room and seeing what was in front of him, Wei Bojian"s eyes got constricted. He strode towards her and grabbed the syringe from her hand without hesitation.
Blood oozed from the wound where the syringe was taken away. Slight pain from her arm woke Qin Qin up.
Wei Bojian was a little bit irritated, "Haven"t you quit the drug? How come you take it again? You are killing yourself!"
The woman in front her was very thin with a extremely pale face. She was always haunted with an aura of sadness. When he then found her moribund at the man-made lake, he was nearly scared to death and sent her immediately to the hospital.
During the rescue, it was not easy, and several temporary shocks occurred. It took the doctors a lot of effort to finally keep her alive.
However, aphasia struck her when she woke up. It took Wei Bojian several months to let her speak, He also tried hard to help her get rid of the drug addiction, but failed. The not knowing when to start abdication was now rooted in her body after she quit and took repeatedly.
As a psychologist, it was rather frustrated and a little bit irritated of him not being able to cure the inner trauma of his beloved one.
Qin Qin mocked herself, "I can"t." The voice sounded hollow. She seemed to be like a puppet without soul.
It was useless no matter how she struggled to notify or even force herself. The last moment, she could swear to not touch it and threw away the syringe, but the next second, she would just pick it up regardless of what she had sworn the last second. She also knew it was not right and would hurt Wei Bojian"s feelings. What she had done made Wei Bojian"s rescue efforts unworthy. However, she still couldn"t quit.
Taking the drug was the only way for her to forget the kid"s crying, his dead cold body, Chao Sheng, and all the sufferings and wrong treatments borne by her previously.
The addiction was deep into her bones.
On hearing the words, Wei Bojian just couldn"t become angry at her. He felt sorry for her. He signed yet squatted to look at her horizontally. With fingers pressing the bleeding wound, Wei Bojian said to her in a soft voice, "Isn"t it agreed that we need to quit the drug? No matter what happened, if you should have anything unhappy, just talk to me and we can face it together."
"Keep fighting for a little bit more time and let"s quit the drug together, all right? I will always be around you. I believe you can make it. You just need to believe in yourself, OK?"
Qin Qin retorted in her heart, "Even myself doesn"t trust me, why should you believe in me?". However, seeing his sincere face, she swallowed the words down and came out a short blurred sentence, "I will try."
She had ruined her life already and it would be of no difference whether she struggle to quit. However, she dared not to say this in front of Wei Bojian.
Wei Bojian moved his lips and was about to say something but was interrupted by Qin Qin, "Let"s convert to another topic."
"Why did you come home so early?"
Wei Bojian worked in a R&D inst.i.tute and usually came back late. Today was several hours earlier than the usual time.
Seeing the hesitation of Chao Sheng, Qin Qin asked, "Is there anything wrong?"