Christmas Day was sunny and beautiful. The bending sky was as deeply blue as that which hung over Bethlehem eighteen hundred years before; G.o.d"s coloring had not faded. Happy children prattled as joyously as did the little Jew boys who cl.u.s.tered curiously about the manger to gaze upon the holy babe, the sleeping Jesus. Human nature had not altered one whit beneath the iron wheel of Time. Is there a man so sunk in infamy or steeped in misanthropy that he has not, at some period of his life, exclaimed, in view of earth"s fadeless beauty:
""This world is very lovely. O my G.o.d!
I thank Thee that I live.""
Alas for the besotted soul who cannot bend the knee of humble adoration before nature"s altar, where sacrifices are offered to the Jehovah, pavilioned in invisibility. There is an ardent love of nature as far removed from gross materialism or subtle pantheism on the one hand as from stupid inappreciation on the other. There is such a thing as looking "through nature up to nature"s G.o.d,"
notwithstanding the frightened denials of those who, shocked at the growing materialism of the age, would fain persuade this generation to walk blindfold through the superb temple a loving G.o.d has placed us in. While every sane and earnest mind must turn, disgusted and humiliated, from the senseless rant which resolves all divinity into materialistic elements, it may safely be proclaimed that genuine aesthetics is a mighty channel through which the love and adoration of Almighty G.o.d enters the human soul. It were an insult to the Creator to reject the influence which even the physical world exerts on contemplative natures. From bald, h.o.a.ry mountains, and somber, solemn forests; from thundering waves and wayside violets; from gorgeous sunset clouds, from quiet stars and whispering winds, come unmistakable voices, hymning of the Eternal G.o.d--the G.o.d of Moses, of Isaac, and of Jacob. Extremes meet in every age, and in every department. Because one false philosophy would deify the universe, startled opponents tell us to close our ears to these musical utterances and shut our eyes to glorious nature, G.o.d"s handiwork.
Oh! why has humanity so fierce a hatred of medium paths?
Ragged boys and barefooted girls tripped gayly along the streets, merry and uncomplaining; and, surrounded by velvet, silver, and marble, by every superfluity of luxury, Cornelia Graham, with a bitter heart and hopeless soul, shivered in her easy-chair before a glowing fire. The Christmas sunlight crept in through the heavy crimson curtains and made gorgeous fret-work on the walls, but its cheering radiance mocked the sickly pallor of the invalid, and, as Beulah retreated to the window and peeped into the street, she felt an intense longing to get out under the blue sky once more. Mr. and Mrs. Graham and Antoinette sat round the hearth, discussing the tableaux for the evening, while, with her cheek upon her hand, Cornelia listlessly fingered a diamond necklace which her father had just given her. The blazing jewels slipped through her pale fingers all unnoticed, and she looked up abstractedly when Mr. Graham touched her, and repeated his question for the third time.
"My child, won"t you come down to the sitting room?"
"No, sir; I am better here."
"But you will be so lonely."
"Not with Beulah."
"But, of course, Miss Benton will desire to see the tableaux. You would not keep her from them?" remonstrated her father.
"Thank you, Mr. Graham, I prefer remaining with Cornelia," answered Beulah, who had no wish to mingle in the crowd which, she understood from the conversation, would a.s.semble that evening in the parlors.
The trio round the hearth looked at each other, and evidently thought she manifested very heathenish taste. Cornelia smiled, and leaned back with an expression of pleasure which very rarely lighted her face.
"You are shockingly selfish and exacting," said Antoinette, curling her long ringlets over her pretty fingers and looking very bewitching. Her cousin eyed her in silence, and not particularly relishing her daughter"s keen look Mrs. Graham rose, kissed her forehead, and said gently:
"My love, the Vincents, and Thorntons. and Hendersons all sent to inquire after you this morning. Netta and I must go down now and prepare for our tableaux. I leave you in good hands. Miss Benton is considered an admirable nurse, I believe."
"Mother, where is Eugene?"
"I really do not know. Do you, Mr. Graham?"
"He has gone to the hotel to see some of his old Heidelberg friends," answered Netta, examining Beulah"s plain merino dress very minutely as she spoke.
"When he comes home be good enough to tell him that I wish to see him."
"Very well, my dear." Mrs. Graham left the room, followed by her husband and niece.
For some time Cornelia sat just as they left her; the diamond necklace slipped down and lay a glittering heap on the carpet, and the delicate waxen hands drooped listlessly over the arms of the chair. Her profile was toward Beulah, who stood looking at the regular, beautiful features, and wondering how (with so many elements of happiness in her home) she could seem so discontented.
She was thinking, too, that there was a certain amount of truth in that persecuted and ignored dictum, "A man only sees that which he brings with him the power of seeing," when Cornelia raised herself, and, turning her head to look for her companion, said slowly:
"Where are you? Do you believe in the Emersonian "law of compensation," rigid and inevitable as fate? I say, Beulah, do you believe it?"
"Yes; I believe it."
"Hand me the volume there on the table. His exposition of "the absolute balance of Give and Take, the doctrine that everything has its price," is the grandest triumph of his genius. For an hour this sentence has been ringing in my ears: "In the nature of the soul is the compensation for the inequalities of condition." We are samples of the truth of this. Ah, Beulah, I have paid a heavy, heavy price!
You are dest.i.tute of one, it is true, but exempt from the other.
Yet, mark you, this law of "compensation" pertains solely to earth and its denizens; the very existence and operation of the law precludes the necessity, and I may say the possibility, of that future state, designed, as theologians argue, for rewards and punishments." She watched her visitor very closely.
"Of course it nullifies the belief in future adjustments, for he says emphatically, "Justice is not postponed. A perfect equity adjusts its balance in all parts of life." "What will you have? Pay for it, and take it. Nothing venture, nothing have." There is no obscurity whatever in that remarkable essay on compensation." Beulah took up one of the volumes, and turned the pages carelessly.
"But all this would shock a Christian."
"And deservedly; for Emerson"s works, collectively and individually, are aimed at the doctrines of Christianity. There is a grim, terrible fatalism scowling on his pages which might well frighten the reader who clasped the Bible to his heart."
"Yet you accept his "compensation." Are you prepared to receive his deistic system?" Cornelia leaned forward and spoke eagerly. Beulah smiled.
"Why strive to cloak the truth? I should not term his fragmentary system "deistic." He knows not yet what he believes. There are singular antagonisms existing among even his pet theories."
"I have not found any," replied Cornelia, with a gesture of impatience.
"Then you have not studied his works as closely as I have done. In one place he tells you he feels "the eternity of man, the ident.i.ty of his thought," that Plato"s truth and Pindar"s fire belong as much to him as to the ancient Greeks, and on the opposite page, if I remember aright, he says, "Rare extravagant spirits come by us at intervals, who disclose to us new facts in nature. I see that men of G.o.d have, from time to time, walked among men, and made their commission felt in the heart and soul of the commonest hearer.
Hence, evidently the tripod, the priest, the priestess, inspired by the divine afflatus." Thus at one moment he finds no "antiquity in the worships of Moses, of Zoroaster, of Menu, or Socrates; they are as much his as theirs," and at another clearly a.s.serts that spirits do come into the world to discover to us new truths. At some points we are told that the cycles of time reproduce all things; at others, this theory is denied. Again, in "Self-Reliance," he says," Trust thyself; insist on yourself; obey thy heart, and thou shalt reproduce the foreworld again." All this was very comforting to me, Cornelia; self-reliance was the great secret of success and happiness; but I chanced to read the "Over-soul" soon after, and lo!
these words: "I am constrained every moment to acknowledge a higher origin for events than the will I call mine." This was directly antagonistic to the entire spirit of "self-reliance"; but I read on, and soon found the last sentence utterly nullified by one which declared positively "that the Highest dwells with man; the sources of nature are in his own mind." Sometimes we are informed that our souls are self-existing and all-powerful; an incarnation of the divine and universal, and, before we fairly digest this tremendous statement, he coolly a.s.serts that there is, above all, an "over- soul," whose inevitable decrees upset our plans, and "overpower private will." Cognizant of these palpable contradictions, Emerson boldly avows and defends them, by declaring that "A foolish consistency is the hobgoblin of little minds. With consistency a great soul has simply nothing to do. Speak what you think now in hard words; and to-morrow speak what to-morrow thinks in hard words again, though it contradict everything you said to-day. Why should you keep your head over your shoulder? Why drag about this corpse of your memory, lest you contradict somewhat you have stated in this or that public place? Suppose you should contradict yourself?" His writings are, to me, like heaps of broken gla.s.s, beautiful in the individual crystal, sparkling and often dazzling, but gather them up and try to fit them into a whole, and the jagged edges refuse to unite. Certainly, Cornelia, you are not an Emersonian." Her deep, quiet eyes looked full into those of the invalid.
"Yes, I am. I believe in that fatalism which he shrouds under the gauze of an "Over-soul,"" replied Cornelia impressively.
"Then you are a fair sample of the fallacy of his system, if the disjointed bits of logic deserve the name."
"How so?"
"He continually exhorts to a happy, contented, and uncomplaining frame of mind; tells you sternly that "Discontent is the want of self-reliance; it is infirmity of will.""
"You are disposed to be severe," muttered Cornelia, with an angry flash.
"What? because I expect his professed disciple to obey his injunctions?"
"Do you, then, conform so irreproachably to your own creed? Pray, what is it?"
"I have no creed. I am honestly and anxiously hunting one. For a long time I thought that I had found a sound one in Emerson. But a careful study of his writings taught me that of all Pyrrhonists he is the prince. Can a creedless soul aid me in my search? Verily, no.
He exclaims, "To fill the hour--that is happiness; to fill the hour, and leave no crevice for repentance or an approval. We live amid surfaces, and the true art of life is to skate well on them." Now this sort of oyster existence does not suit me, Cornelia Graham, nor will it suit you."
"You do him injustice. He has a creed (true, it is pantheistic), which he steadfastly adheres to under all circ.u.mstances."
"Oh, has he! indeed? Then he flatly contradicts you when he says, "But lest I should mislead any, when I have my own head, and obey my whims, let me remind the reader that I am only an experimenter. Do not set the least value on what I do, or the least discredit on what I do not, as if I pretended to settle anything as true or false. I unsettle all things. No facts are to me sacred; none are profane. I simply experiment, an endless seeker, with no past at my back." To my fancy that savors strongly of nihilism, as regards creeds."
"There is no such pa.s.sage in Emerson!" cried Cornelia, stamping one foot, unconsciously, on her blazing necklace.
"Yes, the pa.s.sage is, word for word, as I quoted it, and you will find it in "Circles.""
"I have read "Circles" several times, and do not remember it. At all events, it does not sound like Emerson."
"For that matter, his own individual circle of ideas is so much like St. Augustine"s Circle, of which the center is everywhere and the circ.u.mference nowhere," that I am not prepared to say what may or may not be found within it. You will ultimately think with me that, though an earnest and profound thinker, your master is no Memnon, waking only before the sunlight of truth. His utterances are dim and contradictory."
She replaced the book on the table, and, taking up a small basket, resumed her sewing.
"But, Beulah, did you not accept his "Law of Compensation"?"