Agnes laughed shortly.
"Shilly-shally! I can"t understand what opportunity you want. If it"s good, it can"t be spoilt by being read one day instead of another; if it"s bad, it won"t be improved by waiting. This is cherry-pie, and there is some tipsy cake. Edith, which will you have?"
Edith would have neither. She was still trembling with wounded indignation against her father for that cruel hit at her husband. She sat pale and silent, vowing never to enter the house again until Jack"s fortunes were restored; never to accept another penny from her father"s hands. She was comparatively little interested in the discussion about poetry. Ron was a dear boy; she would be sorry if he were disappointed, but Jack was her life, and Jack was working for bread!
If she had followed the moment"s impulse, she would have risen and left the room, and though better counsel prevailed, she could not control the spice of temper which made the cherry-pie abhorrent.
Jack, as a man, saw no reason why he should deny himself the mitigations of the situation; he helped himself to cream and sifted sugar with leisurely satisfaction, and sensibly softened in spirit. After all, there was a measure of truth in what the old man said, and his bark was worse than his bite. If his own boy, Pat, took it into his head to go off on some scatter-brain prank when he came of age, it would be a big trouble, or if later on he came a cropper in business-- Jack waited for a convenient pause, and then deftly turned the conversation to politics, and by the time that cheese was on the table, he and his father-in-law were discussing the mysteries of the last Education Bill with the satisfaction of men who hold similar views on the inanities of the opposite party. Later on they bade each other a friendly good-night; but Edith went straight from the bedroom to the street, and clung tightly to her husband"s arm as they walked along the pavement opposite the Park, enjoying the quiet before entering the busy streets.
"We"ll never come again!" she cried tremulously. "We"ll stay at home, and have a supper of bread and cheese and love with it! You shan"t be taunted and sneered at by any man on earth, if he were twenty times my father! What an angel you were, Jack, to keep quiet, and then talk as if nothing had happened! I was choking with rage!"
"Poor darling!" said Jack Martin tenderly. "You take things too much to heart. It"s rough on you, but you must remember that it"s rough on the old man too. You are his eldest child, and the beauty of the family.
He hoped great things for you, and it is wormwood and gall to his proud spirit to see you struggling along in cheap lodgings. We can"t wonder if he explodes occasionally. It"s wonderful that he is as civil to me as he is; he has put me down as a hopeless blunderer!"
There was a touch of bitterness in the speaker"s voice, for all his brave a.s.sumption of composure, and his wife winced at the sound. She clung more tightly to his arm, and raised her face to his with eager comfort.
"Don"t mind what he says! Don"t mind what any one says. I believe in you. I trust you! The good times will come back again, dear, and we will be happier than ever, because we shall know how to appreciate them.
Even if we were always poor, I"d rather have you for my husband than the greatest millionaire in the world!"
"Thank G.o.d for my wife!" said Jack Martin solemnly.
CHAPTER SIX.
A MANAGING WOMAN.
Meanwhile Ronald and Margot were holding a conclave on the third floor.
"I must get away from home at once!" cried the lad feverishly. "I can"t write in this atmosphere of antagonism. I breathe it in the air. It poisons everything I do. If I am to have only three more months of liberty, I must spend them in my own way, in the country with you, Margot, away from all this fret and turmoil. It"s my last chance. I might as well throw up the sponge at once, if we are to stay here."
"Yes, we must go away; for father"s sake as well as our own," replied Margot slowly. She leant her head against the back of her chair, and pushed the hair from her brow. Without the smile and the sparkle she was astonishingly like her brother,--both had oval faces, well-marked eyebrows, flexible scarlet lips, and hazel eyes, but the girl"s chin was made in a firmer mould, and the expression of dreamy abstraction which characterised the boy"s face was on hers replaced by animation and alertness.
"Father will be miserable to-night because he flared out at supper; but he"ll flare again unless we put him out of temptation. He likes his own way as much as we like ours, and it"s so difficult for parents to realise that their children are grown-up. We seem silly babies in his eyes, and he longs to be able to shut us up in the nursery until we are sorry, as he used to do in the old days. As for our own plans, Ron, they are all settled. I was just waiting for a quiet opportunity to tell you. I have been busy planning and scheming for some time back, but it was only to-night that my clue arrived. Jack, my emissary, slipped it into my hand after supper. Read that!"
She held out a half sheet of paper with an air of triumph, on which were scribbled the following lines:--
"Name, Elgood. Great walker, climber, etcetera. Goes every June with brother to small lonely inn (Nag"s Head)--Glenaire--six miles" drive from S--, Perthshire. Scenery fine, but wild; accommodation limited; landlady refuses lady visitors, which fact is supposed to be one of the chief attractions; Elgood reported to be tough nut to crack; chief object of holiday, quiet and seclusion; probably dates two or three weeks from June 15."
Ronald read, and lifted a bewildered face.
"What does it all mean? How do this man"s plans affect ours? I don"t understand what you are driving at, Margot, but I should love to go to Scotland! The mountains in the dawning, and the shadows at night, and the dark green of the firs against the blue of the heather--oh, wouldn"t it be life to see it all again, after this terrible brick city! How clever of you to think of Scotland!"
"My dear boy, if it had been Southend it would have been all the same.
We are going where Mr Elgood goes, for Mr Elgood, you must know, is the editor of _The Loadstar_--the man of all others who could give you a helping hand. Now, Ron, I am quite prepared for you to be shocked, but I know that you will agree in the end, so please give in as quickly as possible, and don"t make a fuss. You have been sending unknown poems to unknown editors for the last two years, with practically no result.
It"s not the fault of your poems--of that I am convinced. In ten years"
time every one will rave about them, but you can"t afford to wait ten years, or even ten months. Our only hope is to interest some big literary light, whose verdict can"t be ignored, and persuade him to plead your cause, or at least to give you such encouragement as will satisfy father that you are not deluded by your own conceit. I"ve thought and thought, and lain awake thinking, till I feel quite tired out, and then at last I hit on this plan,--to find out where Mr Elgood is going for his holidays, and go to the same place, so that he can"t help getting to know us, whatever he may wish. Ordinary methods are useless at this stage of affairs. We must try a desperate remedy for a desperate situation!"
"I"m sure I am willing. I would try any crazy plan that had a possibility of success for the next three months. But yours isn"t possible. The landlady won"t take ladies. That"s an unsurmountable objection at the start."
But Margot only preened her head with a smile of undaunted self- confidence.
"She"ll take _me_!" she declared complacently. "She can"t refuse me shelter for a night at least, after such a long, tiring journey, and I"ll be such a perfect dear, that after twenty-four hours she wouldn"t be bribed to do without me! You can leave Mrs McNab to me, Ron. I"ll manage her. Very well then, there we shall be, away from the madding crowd, shut up in that lonely Highland glen, in the quaint little inn; two nice, amiable, attractive young people with nothing to do but make ourselves amiable and useful to our companions. Mr Elgood can"t be young; he is certainly middle-aged, perhaps quite old; he will be very tired after his year"s work, and perhaps even ill. Very well then, we will wait upon him and save him trouble! You shall bicycle to the village for his tobacco and papers, and I"ll read aloud and bring him cups of tea. We won"t worry him, but we"ll be there all the time, waiting and watching for an opportunity. One never knows what may happen in the country. He might slip into the river some day, and you could drag him out. Ronald, wouldn"t it be perfectly lovely if you could save his life!"
The two youthful faces confronted each other breathlessly for a moment, and then simultaneously boy and girl burst into a peal of laughter.
They laughed and laughed again, till the tear-drops shone on Margot"s lashes, and Ronald"s pale face was flushed with colour.
"You silly girl! What nonsense you talk! I"m afraid Mr Elgood won"t give me a chance of rescuing him. He won"t want to be bothered with literary aspirants on his summer holiday, and he will guess that I want his help--"
"He mustn"t guess anything of the kind until the end of the time. You must even never mention the word poetry. It would neither be fair to him, nor wise for ourselves. What we have to do is to make ourselves so charming and interesting that at the end of the three weeks he will want to help us as much as we want to be helped. I understand how to manage old gentlemen I"ve had experience, you see, in rather a difficult school. Poor father! I must run down to comfort him before I go to bed. I feel sure he is sitting in the library, puffing away at his pipe, and feeling absolutely retched. He always does after he has been cross."
Ronald"s face hardened with youthful disapproval. "Why should you pity him? It"s his own fault."
"That makes it all the harder, for he has remorse to trouble him, as well as disappointment. You must not be hard on the pater, Ron.
Remember he has looked forward to having you with him in business ever since you were born, and it is awfully hard on him to be disappointed just when he is beginning to feel old and tired, and would be glad of a son"s help. It is not easy to give up the dream of twenty years!"
Ronald felt conscience-stricken. He knew in his own heart that he would find it next to impossible to relinquish his own dawning ambitions, and the thought silenced his complaints. He looked at his sister and smiled his peculiarly sweet smile.
"You have a wide heart, Margot. It can sympathise with both plaintiff and defendant at the same time."
"Why, of course!" a.s.serted Margot easily. "I love them both, you see, and that makes things easy. Go to bed, dear boy, and dream of Glenaire!
Your chance is coming at the eleventh hour."
The light flashed in the lad"s eyes as he bent his head for the good- night kiss--a light of hope and expectation, which was his sister"s best reward.
Ron had worked, fretted, and worried of late, and his health itself might break down under the strain, for his const.i.tution was not strong.
During one long, anxious year there had been fear of lung trouble, and mental agitation of any kind told quickly upon him. Margot"s thoughts flew longingly to the northern glen where the wind blew fresh and cool over the heather, with never a taint of smoke and grime to mar its G.o.d- given purity. All that would be medicine indeed, after the year"s confinement in the murky city! Ron would lift up his head again, like a plant refreshed with dew; body and mind alike would then expand in jubilant freedom.
Margot crept down the darkened staircase, treading with precaution as she pa.s.sed her sister"s room. The hall beneath was in utter darkness, for it was against Agnes"s economical instincts to leave a light burning after eleven o"clock, even for the convenience of the master of the house. When Mr Vane demurred, she pointed out that it was the easiest thing in the world for him to put a match to the candle which was left waiting for his use, and that each electric light cost--she had worked it all out, and mentioned a definite and substantial sum which would be wasted by the end of the year if the light were allowed to burn in hall or staircase while he enjoyed his nightly read and smoke.
"Would you wish this money to be wasted?" she asked calmly; and thus questioned, there was no alternative but to reply in the negative. It would never do for the head of the house to pose as an advocate of extravagance; but all the same he was irritated by the necessity, and with Agnes for enforcing it.
Margot turned the handle of the door and stood upon the threshold looking across the room.
It was as she had imagined. On the big leather chair beside the tireless grate sat Mr Vane, one hand supporting the pipe at which he was drearily puffing from time to time, the other hanging limp and idle by his side. Close at hand stood his writing-table, the nearer corner piled high with books, papers, and reviews, but to-night they had remained undisturbed. The inner tragedy of the man"s own life had precluded interest in outside happenings. He wanted his wife! That was the incessant cry of his heart, which, diminished somewhat by the pa.s.sage of the years, awoke to fresh intensity at each new crisis of life! The one love of his youth and his manhood; the dearest, wisest, truest friend that was ever sent by G.o.d to be the helpmeet of man--why had she been taken from him just when he needed her most, when the children were growing up, and her son, the longed-for Benjamin, was at his most susceptible age? It was a mystery which could never be solved this side of the grave. As a Christian Mr Vane hung fast to the belief that love and wisdom were behind the cloud; but, though his friends commented on his bravery and composure, no one but himself knew at what a cost his courage was sustained. Every now and then, when the longing was like an ache in his soul, and when he felt weary and dispirited, and irritated by the self-will of the children who were children no longer, then, alas! he was apt to forget himself, and to utter bitter, hasty words which would have grieved _her_ ears, if she had been near to listen. After each of these outbreaks he suffered tortures of remorse and loneliness, realising that by his own deed he had alienated his children; grieving because they did not, could not understand!
Except, perhaps, Margot! Margot, the third little daughter, whose coming in the place of the much-desired boy had been a keen disappointment to both parents. The mother had been doubly tender to the child, as if to compensate for that pa.s.sing pang; but Mr Vane recalled with contrition that he himself had remained indifferent and neglectful until two or three years later, when at last Ronald had made his tardy appearance. Then ensued constant visits to the nursery, to examine the progress of the son and heir; and after the daily questioning and inspection it was impossible to resist bestowing some little attention on the bewitching curly-headed, chubby-cheeked little damsel who clung to his trouser leg, and raised entreating eyes from the alt.i.tude of his knee. Mr Vane felt guiltily conscious of having neglected this child, and now in the content of gratified ambition he proceeded to make good that neglect by petting her to her heart"s desire, until as time went on it became an open question whether his daily visits were not paid even more to the girl than to the boy.
Ronald remained his father"s pride, but Margot was his joy, his pet,--in years to come his comfort and companion.
There was more of the dead mother in this last daughter than in either of the elder sisters; she had her mother"s gift of insight and understanding.
This was not the first time of many that she had crept downstairs after the household was in bed, to play David to his Saul, and to-night, as he turned his eyes to the doorway and recognised her slight figure, it was not surprise which he felt, but rather a shamed and uneasy embarra.s.sment. "Margot! It"s very late! Why are you not in bed?"
She shut the door and crossed the room to his side.
"I wanted to talk to you!"
"To remonstrate, I suppose, for what I said at supper! You and Ron are angry, no doubt, and feel yourselves badly used. You have come to fight his battles, as usual."
"No. I don"t want to fight at all. Just to talk to you a little while, and say I"m sorry."