CHAPTER I.
DISAPPOINTMENT.
Of all places upon this earth, perhaps, there is none more obnoxious to the civilized mind than London in October; and yet to Valentine Hawkehurst, newly arrived from Ullerton per North-Western Railway, that city seemed as an enchanted and paradisiacal region. Were not the western suburbs of that murky metropolis inhabited by Charlotte Halliday, and might he not hope to see her?
He did hope for that enjoyment. He had felt something more than hope while speeding Londonwards by that delightful combination of a liberal railway management, a fast and yet cheap train. He had beguiled himself with a delicious certainty. Early the next morning--or at any rate as early as civilization permitted--he would hie him to Bayswater, and present himself at the neat iron gate of Philip Sheldon"s gothic villa.
_She_ would be there, in the garden most likely, his divine Charlotte, so bright and radiant a creature that the dull October morning would be made glorious by her presence--she would be there, and she would welcome him with that smile which made her the most enchanting of women.
Such thoughts as these had engaged him during his homeward journey; and compared with the delight of such visions, the perusal of daily papers and the consumption of sandwiches, whereby other pa.s.sengers beguiled their transit, seemed a poor amus.e.m.e.nt. But, arrived in the dingy streets, and walking towards Chelsea under a drizzling rain, the bright picture began to grow dim. Was it not more than likely that Charlotte would be absent from London at this dismal season? Was it not very probable that Philip Sheldon would give him the cold shoulder? With these gloomy contingencies before him, Mr. Hawkehurst tried to shut Miss Halliday"s image altogether out of his mind, and to contemplate the more practical aspect of his affairs.
"I wonder whether that scoundrel Paget has come back to London?" he thought. "What am I to say to him if he has? If I own to having seen him in Ullerton, I shall lay myself open to being questioned by him as to my own business in that locality. Perhaps my wisest plan would be to say nothing, and hear his own account of himself. I fully believe he saw me on the platform that night when we pa.s.sed each other without speaking."
Horatio Paget was at home when his _protege_ arrived. He was seated by his fireside in all the domestic respectability of a dressing-gown and slippers, with an evening paper on his knee, a slim smoke-coloured bottle at his elbow, and the mildest of cigars between his lips, when the traveller, weary and weather-stained, entered the lodging-house drawing-room.
Captain Paget received his friend very graciously, only murmuring some faint deprecation of the young man"s reeking overcoat, with just such a look of gentlemanly alarm as the lamented Brummel may have felt when ushered into the presence of a "damp stranger."
"And so you"ve come back at last," said the Captain, "from Dorking?" He made a little pause here, and looked at his friend with a malicious sparkle in his eye. "And how was the old aunt? Likely to cut up for any considerable amount, eh? It could only be with a view to that cutting-up process that you could consent to isolate yourself in such a place as Dorking. How did you find things?" "O, I don"t know, I"m sure," Mr. Hawkehurst answered rather impatiently, for his worst suspicions were confirmed by his patron"s manner; "I only know I found it tiresome work enough."
"Ah, to be sure! elderly people always are tiresome, especially when they are unacquainted with the world. There is a perennial youth about men and women of the world. The sentimental twaddle people talk of the freshness and purity of a mind unsullied by communion with the world is the shallowest nonsense. Your Madame du Deffand at eighty and your Horace Walpole at sixty are as lively as a girl and boy. Your octogenarian Voltaire is the most agreeable creature in existence. But take Cymon and Daphne from their flocks and herds and pastoral valleys in their old age, and see what senile bores and quavering imbeciles you would find them. Yes, I have no doubt you found your Dorking aunt a nuisance. Take off your wet overcoat and put it out of the room, and then ring for more hot water. You"ll find that cognac very fine. Won"t you have a cigar?"
The Captain extended his russia-leather case with the blandest smile.
It was a very handsome case. Captain Paget was a man who could descend into some unknown depths of the social ocean in the last stage of shabbiness, and who, while his acquaintance were congratulating themselves upon the fact of his permanent disappearance, would start up suddenly in an unexpected place, provided with every necessity and luxury of civilized life, from a wardrobe by Poole to the last fashionable absurdity in the shape of a cigar-case.
Never had Valentine Hawkehurst found his patron more agreeably disposed than he seemed to be this evening, and never had he felt more inclined to suspect him.
"And what have you been doing while I have been away?" the young man asked presently. "Any more promoting work?"
"Well, yes, a little bit of provincial business; a life-and-fire on a novel principle; a really good thing, if we can only find men with perception enough to see its merits, and pluck enough to hazard their capital. But promoting in the provinces is very dull work. I"ve been to two or three towns in the Midland districts--Beauport, Mudborough, and Ullerton--and have found the same stagnation everywhere."
Nothing could be more perfect than the semblance of unconscious innocence with which the Captain gave this account of himself: whether he was playing a part, or whether he was telling the entire truth, was a question which even a cleverer man than Valentine Hawkehurst might have found himself unable to answer.
The two men sat till late, smoking and talking; but to-night Valentine found the conversation of his "guide, philosopher, and friend"
strangely distasteful to him. That cynical manner of looking at life, which not long ago had seemed to him the only manner compatible with wisdom and experience, now grated harshly upon those finer senses which had been awakened in the quiet contemplative existence he had of late been leading. He had been wont to enjoy Captain Paget"s savage bitterness against a world which had not provided him with a house in Carlton-gardens, and a seat in the Cabinet; but to-night he was revolted by the n.o.ble Horatio"s tone and manner. Those malicious sneers against respectable people and respectable prejudices, with which the Captain interlarded all his talk, seemed to have a ghastly grimness in their mirth. It was like the talk of some devil who had once been an angel, and had lost all hope of ever being restored to his angelic status.
"To believe in nothing, to respect nothing, to hope for nothing, to fear nothing, to consider life as so many years in which to scheme and lie for the sake of good dinners and well-made coats--surely there can be no state of misery more complete, no degradation more consummate,"
thought the young man, as he sat by the fireside smoking and listening dreamily to his companion. "Better to be Mrs. Rebecca Haygarth, narrow-minded and egotistical, but always looking beyond her narrow life to some dimly-comprehended future."
He was glad to escape at last from the Captain"s society, and to retire to his own small chamber, where he slept soundly enough after the day"s fatigues, and dreamed of the Haygarths and Charlotte Halliday.
He was up early the next morning; but, on descending to the sitting-room, he found his patron toasting his _Times_ before a cheerful fire; while his gold hunting-watch stood open on the breakfast-table, and a couple of new-laid eggs made a pleasant wabbling noise in a small saucepan upon the hob.
"You don"t care for eggs, I know, Val," said the Captain, as he took the saucepan from the hob.
He had heard the young man object to an egg of French extraction too long severed from its native land; but he knew very well that for rural delicacies from a reliable dairyman, at twopence apiece, Mr. Hawkehurst had no particular antipathy. Even in so small a matter as a new-laid egg the Captain knew how to protect his own interest.
"There"s some of that Italian sausage you"re so fond of, dear boy," he said politely, pointing to a heel of some grayish h.o.r.n.y-looking compound. "Thanks; I"ll pour out the coffee; there"s a knack in these things; half the clearness of coffee depends on the way in which it"s poured out, you see."
And with this a.s.surance Captain Paget filled his own large breakfast-cup with a careful hand and a tender solemnity of countenance. If he was a trifle less considerate in the pouring out of the second cup, and if some "grounds" mingled with the second portion, Valentine Hawkehurst was unconscious of the fact.
"Do try that Italian sausage," said the Captain, as he discussed his second egg, after peeling the most attractive crusts from the French rolls, and pushing the crumb to his _protege_.
"No, thank you; it looks rather like what your shop-people call an old housekeeper; besides, there"s a little too much garlic in those compositions for my taste."
"Your taste has grown fastidious," said the Captain; "one would think you were going to call upon some ladies this morning."
"There are not many ladies on my visiting-list. O, by the way, how"s Diana? Have you seen her lately?"
"No," answered the Captain, promptly. "I only returned from my provincial tour a day or two ago, and have had no time to waste dancing attendance upon her. She"s well enough, I"ve no doubt; and she"s uncommonly well off in Sheldon"s house, and ought to think herself so."
Having skimmed his newspaper, Captain Paget rose and invested himself in his overcoat. He put on his hat before the gla.s.s over the mantelpiece, adjusting the brim above his brows with the thoughtful care that distinguished his performance of all those small duties which he owed to himself.
"And what may _you_ be going to do with yourself to-day, Val?" he asked of the young man, who sat nursing his own knee and staring absently at the fire.
"Well, I don"t quite know," Mr. Hawkehurst answered, hypocritically; "I think I may go as far as Gray"s Inn, and look in upon George Sheldon."
"You"ll dine out of doors, I suppose?"
This was a polite way of telling Mr. Hawkehurst that there would be no dinner for him at home.
"I suppose I shall. You know I"m not punctilious on the subject of dinner. Anything you please--from a banquet at the London Tavern to a ham-sandwich and a gla.s.s of ale at fourpence."
"Ah, to be sure; youth is reckless of its gastric juices. I shall find you at home when I come in to-night, I daresay. I think I may dine in the city. _Au plaisir_."
"I don"t know about the pleasure," muttered Mr. Hawkehurst. "You"re a very delightful person, my friend Horatio; but there comes a crisis in a man"s existence when he begins to feel that he has had enough of you.
Poor Diana! what a father!"
He did not waste much time on further consideration of his patron, but set off at once on his way to Gray"s Inn. It was too early to call at the Lawn, or he would fain have gone there before seeking George Sheldon"s dingy offices. Nor could he very well present himself at the gothic villa without some excuse for so doing. He went to Gray"s Inn therefore; but on his way thither called at a tavern near the Strand, which was the head-quarters of a literary a.s.sociation known as the Ragam.u.f.fins. Here he was fortunate enough to meet with an acquaintance in the person of a Ragam.u.f.fin in the dramatic-author line, who was reading the morning"s criticisms on a rival"s piece produced the night before, with a keen enjoyment of every condemnatory sentence. From this gentleman Mr. Hawkehurst obtained a box-ticket for a West-end theatre; and, armed with this mystic doc.u.ment, he felt himself able to present a bold countenance at Mr. Sheldon"s door.
"Will she be glad to see me again?" he asked himself. "Pshaw! I daresay she has forgotten me by this time. A fortnight is an age with some women; and I should fancy Charlotte Halliday just one of those bright impressionable beings who forget easily. I wonder whether she is _really_ like that "Molly" whose miniature was found by Mrs. Haygarth in the tulip-leaf escritoire; or was the resemblance between those two faces only a silly fancy of mine?"
Mr. Hawkehurst walked the whole distance from Chelsea to Gray"s Inn; and it was midday when he presented himself before George Sheldon, whom he found seated at his desk with the elephantine pedigree of the Haygarths open before him, and profoundly absorbed in the contents of a note-book. He looked up from this note-book as Valentine entered, but did not leave off chewing the end of his pencil as he mumbled a welcome to the returning wanderer. It has been seen that neither of the Sheldon brothers were demonstrative men.
After that unceremonious greeting, the lawyer continued his perusal of the note-book for some minutes, while Valentine seated himself in a clumsy leather-covered arm-chair by the fireplace.
"Well, young gentleman," Mr. Sheldon exclaimed, as he closed his book with a triumphant snap, "I think _you"re_ in for a good thing; and you may thank your lucky stars for having thrown you into my path."
"My stars are not remarkable for their luckiness in a general way,"
answered Mr. Hawkehurst, coolly, for the man had not yet been born from whom he would accept patronage. "I suppose if I"m in for a good thing, you"re in for a better thing, my dear George; so you needn"t come the benefactor quite so strong for my edification. How did you ferret out the certificate of gray-eyed Molly"s espousals?"
George Sheldon contemplated his coadjutor with an admiring stare. "It has been my privilege to enjoy the society of cool hands, Mr.
Hawkehurst; and certainly you are about the coolest of the lot--bar one, as they say in the ring. But that is _ni ci ni la_. I have found the certificate of Matthew Haygarth"s marriage, and to my mind the Haygarth succession is as good as ours."
"Ah, those birds in the bush have such splendid plumage! but I"d rather have the modest sparrow in my hand. However, I"m very glad our affairs are marching. How did you discover the marriage-lines?"
"Not without hard labour, I can tell you. Of course my idea of a secret marriage was at the best only a plausible hypothesis; and I hardly dared to hug myself with the hope that it might turn up trumps. My idea was based upon two or three facts, namely, the character of the young man, his long residence in London away from the ken of respectable relatives and friends, and the extraordinary state of the marriage laws at the period in which our man lived."