"Insolent gallows"-rogue!" he panted, reaching for his sword-hilt, but as he freed it from scabbard I closed with him and, wrenching it from his hold, belaboured him soundly with the flat of it, and such of his companions as chanced within my reach, until hearing shouts, I espied Adam approaching with divers of his grinning fellows; whereupon I snapped the blade across my knee and hasted from the place.
I strode on haphazard in a blind fury, but reaching the woods at last and safe from all observation, I cast myself down therein, and gradually my anger grew to a great bitterness. For (thinks I) "gallows"-rogue" am I in very truth an outcast from my kind, a creature shamed by pillory and lash, a poor wretch for spiteful Fortune"s buffets. Hereupon (being a blind fool ever) I cursed the world and all men in it saving only my unworthy self. And next, bethinking me of my dear lady who of her infinite mercy had stooped to love such as I, it seemed that my shame must smirch her also, that rather than lifting me to her level I must needs drag her down to mine. She, wedding me, gave all, whiles I, taking all, had nought to offer in return save my unworthiness. Verily it seemed that my hopes of life with her in England were but empty dreams, that I had been living in the very Paradise of Fools unless--
Here I raised bowed head, and clenching my fists stared blindly before me.
How if the ship should sail without us?
CHAPTER XLVII
HOW MY DOUBTING WAS RESOLVED FOR ME
The sun being high-risen and myself famished with hunger, I set off for our habitation by paths well-hid from observation and yearning mightily to find my lady there. Having scaled the cliff I reached the little plateau, and parting the bushes, recoiled from the muzzle of a piece levelled at me by a squat, grim fellow.
"What, G.o.dby!" says I, frowning, "D"ye take me for murderer still, then?" At this he let fall his musket in blank amaze, and then came running and with hands outstretched.
"O pal!" cries he, "O pal--have I found ye at last? Ha, many"s the time I"ve grieved for ye and my fool"s doubts o" you, Martin, choke me else? I"m sorry, pal, burn me but I"ve repented my suspecting o" you ever since, though to be sure you was mighty strange aboard the "Faithful Friend" and small wonder. But here"s me full o" repentance, Martin, so--if you can forgive poor G.o.dby--?"
"Full and freely!" says I, whereupon he hugs me and the tears running down his sunburned cheeks.
"Then we"m pals again, Martin, and all"s bowmon!"
"And what o" me?" Turning about I beheld Adam on the threshold of the cave, "What o" me, shipmate?"
"Aye--what?" says I, folding my arms.
"Ha, doth the tap o" my pistol-b.u.t.t smart yet, Martin?"
"I know you beyond all doubt for pirate and buccaneer--"
"All past and done, Martin."
"I know you planned from the first to seize the "Faithful Friend.""
"Aye, but where"s your proof--the "Faithful Friend" is blown up--"
"And by your hand, like as not."
"True again, so it was, Martin, and thereby did I outwit Tressady and saved the lives of my own people."
"You have been at great pains to befool me to your evil ends."
"At no pains, Martin, "twas purely simple matter!"
"You have been the death of divers men on this island."
"But always in fair fight!" says he, glancing at me in his furtive fashion. ""Twas them or me, comrade, and black rogues all."
"So you say!"
"And who"s to deny it, shipmate?"
"Aye, who indeed? It seems you"ve killed "em all."
"Ha, d"ye doubt my word, Martin?"
"Aye, I do so, and judging from what I know, I do take ye for a very rogue and so I"m done with you henceforth."
"Rogue?" says he, ""Tis an ill word! And yet I had rather be rogue than fool, and you are the fool of the world, Martin, for here are you seeking quarrel with your best friend."
"Friend?" quoth I, "O G.o.d protect me from such!"
"Now, look"ee, you have named me rogue and good as called me liar, which is great folly seeing you do lie in my power. So here will I prove my friendship and the depth of your folly."
"Nay--I"ll hear no more!"
"Aye--but you will! Cover him, G.o.dby, and fire if I say so!"
"O Lord love me!" groaned G.o.dby, but obeyed nevertheless, and looking where he stood, his piece levelled at me, I knew he would obey Adam"s word despite his anguished looks.
"And now," says Adam, crossing his arms, "here"s the truth on"t. I found a poor wretch bent on vengeance, murder, and a rogue"s death, which was pure folly. I offered you riches, the which you refused, and this was arrant folly. I took you for comrade, brought you aboard ship with offer of honest employ which you likewise refused and here was more folly. Your conduct on board ship was all folly. So, despite yourself, I set you on a fair island with the right n.o.ble and handsome lady that you, by love, might perchance learn some little wisdom.
Well, you fall in love--"
"Stop!" cried I, clenching my fists.
"Not I!" says he, uncrossing his arms, and I saw he had levelled a pistol at me in the crook of his arm, "I"m no fine gentleman for ye to bruise, so haul your wind and listen! You fall in love with my lady, as how could you help, and she with you, which is a matter of some wonder. So here are you full o" love, but doth this teach ye wisdom?
Never a whit! For now must you fall foul and belabour our four gallants, and from mere fine gentlemen transform "em into your deadly enemies, and here was folly stupendous! And now you must quarrel with me, the which is folly absolute. Thus do I find ye fool persistent and consistent ever, and I, being so infinitely the opposite, do contemn you therefore--"
"And now ha" you done?" I demanded, raging.
"Not quite, Martin. You balked me i" the hanging o" these two rogues Tressady and Mings, and here was pitiful folly, since to hang such were a wise and prudent measure. Thus have you loosed murder on my heels again, well, let that go. But you doubted my word, you named me rogue, and for this you shall fight me!" So saying he stepped into the cave and brought thence that same be-jewelled Spanish rapier.
"I"ve no mind to fight with you," says I, turning away.
"An excellent blade!" says he, making a pa.s.s in the air, then he tendered it to me hilt foremost and with the little bow.
""Tis right you should know I am wearing the chain-shirt."
"No matter," quoth he, drawing, "there is your throat or your eye--come!"
So point to point we fell to it. I had been somewhat esteemed at the art once and now I matched his vicious thrusts with cunning parades, with volts and pa.s.ses, pushing at him when I might, so that twice I was very near. But suddenly as he retreated before my attack, his blade darted and flashed and he called out: "One!" And now he pressed me in turn with quick thrusts and bewildering feints, and presently called out again: "Two! Three! Four!" Then I saw he was cutting the b.u.t.tons from my sleeve, how and when he would; therefore I cast away my sword in petulant anger and folded my arms.
"Lord love me! Are ye done, Martin?"
"O make an end one way or t"other, I"ll not be played with!"
"Verily, you were more dangers with the club!" says he, and sheathed his rapier. As for me, espying the three-legged stool, I sat me down mighty dejected and full of bitter thoughts until, feeling a touch on my bowed shoulder, I looked up and found him beside me.