I pulled a camisole over my head, red to match my underwear. "I"m not dressed."
The click of my door closing pulled me around. "I said I"m not dressed!" I exclaimed, seeing Ivy with her back to it, her eyes a nice steady brown, but her expression grim.
"I, ah, looked Pierce up on the Internet," she said, and my anger shifted to worry.
Oh. Avoiding her, I dug around in my top drawer for a pair of ankle socks. My feet, once cold and dirty, were clean. My scars were gone again. Apart from the hair thing, demon curses were better than a shower. I glanced at my snarled hair in the mirror over my dresser. Avoiding her, I dug around in my top drawer for a pair of ankle socks. My feet, once cold and dirty, were clean. My scars were gone again. Apart from the hair thing, demon curses were better than a shower. I glanced at my snarled hair in the mirror over my dresser. Almost. Almost. The neurotoxins from my vampire bite were still there, and the tweaking to my mitochondria, too. My ears, too, needed piercing. Again. The neurotoxins from my vampire bite were still there, and the tweaking to my mitochondria, too. My ears, too, needed piercing. Again.
"How bad is it?" I asked, yanking open a lower drawer and pulling out my TAKATA STAFF shirt. I figured she would look him up, and I wasn"t sure I wanted to hear this. I was starting to like Pierce, which meant he was bad news. "Bad enough."
The shirt sc.r.a.ped my nose as I pulled it on, and feeling a little less exposed, I went to my closet for a pair of jeans. Ivy was sitting on my bed with Rex, her long fingers between the smiling cat"s ears. "He told me he"s a former coven member," I said, shoving first one leg, then another into the fresh cotton and zipping it up. Much better. Much better.
"Once a member, always a member," Ivy murmured when I turned around with my socks and sat on the end of my bed.
"Even when they kill you for knowing black magic." Sure, you could kill a busload of people by perverting a white spell, but they"d shun you for doing a harmless black one. d.a.m.n hypocrites. Twisting my foot up, I marveled at the pristine smoothness of its underside. "Pierce told me they blew his cover because they didn"t like him summoning demons, but he was doing it to kill them."
"That"s what I found," she said slowly, "but there"s more."
There was always more. "He knows about the demon thing," I said, seeing her eyes downcast and clearly reluctant to say anything. "He"s not going to hurt me."
But my confidence trickled away at her expression. "Ask him about Eleison."
I bent to reach my running shoes, under my bed. They"d cost me a fortune, but were the most comfortable pair of shoes I had since Alcatraz had one pair of my boots and my other was split between here and the ever-after. I had to talk to Al, tell him the gun wasn"t my idea. What an a.s.s, shooting at Al. What an a.s.s, shooting at Al. "Is Eleison his girlfriend?" I asked. Dead girlfriends, I could handle. "Is Eleison his girlfriend?" I asked. Dead girlfriends, I could handle.
Looking ill, Ivy shook her head. "It was an eighteenth-century southern town."
Was? Oh. My eyes went to the wall as if I could see through it to where Jenks was with Pierce. My breath tight, I asked, "What did he do?" My eyes went to the wall as if I could see through it to where Jenks was with Pierce. My breath tight, I asked, "What did he do?"
Ivy let Rex drop to the floor, and the cat waited impatiently under the doork.n.o.b. "He used black magic to vaporize it while trying to kill a demon."
"Mmmm." Good thing I didnt like the guy. Good thing I didnt like the guy. "Are you sure it was him?" "Are you sure it was him?"
Ivy nodded. "Four hundred innocents. Dead."
My fingers tying my shoes were slow. "I guess putting four hundred people in the ground might explain why he was in purgatory."
I looked up when Ivy shifted closer. "Rachel, I don"t care if you sleep with the guy, but do it fast and get it over with. He"s going to get you killed. He won"t mean to, but he will. People die around him."
People die around me, too. Depressed, I let my foot hit the rug. "I"ll be careful." Eyes rising, I found hers pinched in an inner pain. "I"ll be careful, okay?" Depressed, I let my foot hit the rug. "I"ll be careful." Eyes rising, I found hers pinched in an inner pain. "I"ll be careful, okay?"
She stood up as I did, her smile thin. "Okay."
Vll ask him about it. Get the whole story, I thought, feeling refreshed in my clean clothes and the entire night spreading out before me. I thought, feeling refreshed in my clean clothes and the entire night spreading out before me. I"m in control and not upset. I can work with this. I"m in control and not upset. I can work with this.
"Do we have anything to eat?" I asked, thinking about the now-useless sleepy-time charms I"d made last night. "I"ve got spelling to do tonight." Maybe find one that lowered your blood pressure. "I have an idea of how to get Trent and and the coven off my back." the coven off my back."
Ivy gave me a look before opening my door. "The coven isn"t going to give up on you."
"I have to try," I said as I followed her down the dark hallway. Pierce was talking to Jenks behind my closed bathroom door, and my chest tightened. Good thing I didn"t like him.
"I"ll talk to Rynn," Ivy said, her voice wispy as she entered the kitchen and thunked the light on with her elbow. "Maybe he"ll help now. Sending fairies to burn our church isn"t right."
"My idea doesn"t involve Rynn Cormel," I drawled as I headed for the fridge. Coming out with a carton of cottage cheese, I caught the spoon that Ivy threw me. "Do you have David"s cell number? I need him to bird-dog some legal stuff for me."
Ivy smiled. "Way ahead of you," she said as she went to her computer.
I shoveled a huge spoonful of cottage cheese into my mouth, eyes closing in bliss at the soft bite. G.o.d, I was hungry.
But my eyes flew open at a soft tremble from under my feet. Ivy"s eyebrows rose, and then a rumble rolled over the church like distant thunder. From the belfry, the bell bonged, and a shiver cascaded through me. The big mojo amulet on my bag flashed red, then went quiet. Holy c.r.a.p. Someone had just rung the bells.
The bathroom door crashed open, and from the back of the church, I heard Ceri"s steps as she came in from the garden. Jenks flew in, his dust carrying a hint of gray, but his wings were bright red in excitement. "It wasn"t me!" I said as the pixy landed on the center island counter.
"That was an explosion!" Jenks said.
Ceri slid in with her hand to her hair to keep the fair strands from floating. "It was a magical explosion!" she said breathlessly. "Someone just rang the bells!"
Pierce came in behind her, and my heart clenched. He had shaved and was back in his usual dark pants and vest, his eyes wide and his hair tousled. He looked entirely in control, and yet... like he belonged in my chaotic life. Eleison, Eleison, echoed in my thoughts. echoed in my thoughts. Four hundred people. Four hundred people.
Looking away, I downed more cottage cheese, not knowing when I"d get another chance to eat. "I think it was Brooke," I said as I dug my spoon in. It was after sunset. She"d tried to summon me. Stupid woman. But I could make it work for me-twice over.
Pierce edged past Ceri to stand beside me. I eyed him, then put my attention on my lunch. "She summoned Al," he said flatly. "The fool." Pushing from the counter, I ate one more spoonful and put the lid back on. Ivy"s eyes were on me as I opened my charm cupboard and pulled out a pain amulet. Yeah. Yll need this. Yeah. Yll need this.
"What are you doing?" Ivy asked.
Not turning, I pondered whether I could do this without my splat gun, deciding I"d have to. "Al is on this side of the lines. Brooke summoned him," I said.
"Rachel!" Ceri said brightly. "You don"t have to worry about the coven coming for you anymore. Isn"t that wonderful?"
I turned, an invoked pain amulet dangling. "Brooke summoned him, not the coven, and since everyone knows Al is my demon, I"m going to get blamed for it." I hated saying that, but it was true. This sucked. But I was going to make it work for me, d.a.m.n it. Don"t reject, rejoice? G.o.d help G.o.d help me, me, I"m in trouble. I"m in trouble.
One by one, they reacted as they figured it out. In a flash of dust, Jenks was on my shoulder, ready to go. Telling him he couldn"t come wasn"t going to be fun. There was only one person joining me. One person I was sure would be okay.
"Bis?" I called, and Jenks"s wings hummed as the lumpy shadow above the fridge lost the yellow of the walls and became the young gargoyle. He was really getting good at this. Ivy started, and even Pierce seemed surprised, but I"d known he was somewhere close. I could feel the lines better when he was around.
Ceri"s expression was worried as Bis crawled down the fridge like a bat and made the hopping flight to the counter beside me.
"What are you doing?" Ivy said, her pupils dilating.
"Trying to save Brooke"s a.s.s," I said shortly, then turned to Bis and wiped my fingers off on the dish towel. "Think you can jump me there? Can you follow Al"s aura signature?"
The gargoyle nodded, but I didn"t hear what he said as everyone protested at once.
"Have you been sniffing fairy farts?" Jenks shouted.
"You can"t jump. You don"t know how," Pierce said.
"You"re going to get yourself killed!" Ivy said, more angry than afraid. "Al"s going to think you gave Pierce that gun, and you want to parade in, telling him he can"t have Brooke?"
"Yup." I put my elbows on the counter to have my head even with Bis"s. "I might be able to create some goodwill between me and the coven if I"m not too late. They can"t help Brooke-they probably don"t even know she"s in trouble."
Ceri was standing at the back of the kitchen, her uncertainty clear. "I"m coming with you," Pierce stated, coming around the center counter to join me.
"You"re going to help me save Brooke?" I said. "From Al? After you tried to shoot him? I don"t think so. You"re staying here. I don"t need you when I"m with Al."
Pierce went to protest, and I raised a pain amulet. "Unless you want to take your beating like a man?" I said, and he dropped back. I"m no ones ward to be babysat. I"m no ones ward to be babysat.
"You can"t jump," Pierce warned me. "Bis can, but not with you!"
"What can it hurt to try?" I said confidently, and Bis shivered his wings, clearly eager. "Al himself said I was slipping into a line, and I didn"t have a gargoyle helping. It"s just a local jump. It"s not like I"m trying to shift realities."
"Rachel...," he growled, but I wasn"t listening. Ivy wasn"t happy, and Ceri looked just as worried. I had to get out of here or they were going to sit on me.
"Glad we got that settled," I said brightly. "Bis, we"re out of here." Jenks rose, horrified as Bis took to the air. "Rache! Pierce says you"re not ready-"
But I didn"t want to wait. I didn"t have have to. I had been s.n.a.t.c.hed, jailed, drugged, and treated as less than a person. I doubted very much I could save Brooke, but the attempt might be enough to get the rest of the coven to listen to me. Besides, I did have to talk to Al. to. I had been s.n.a.t.c.hed, jailed, drugged, and treated as less than a person. I doubted very much I could save Brooke, but the attempt might be enough to get the rest of the coven to listen to me. Besides, I did have to talk to Al.
Bis landed on my shoulder, his light weight barely recognizable. His tail wrapped around my neck, and his wings cupped behind my head, unexpectedly funneling the shouts of protest. I reeled-every line in Cincinnati was singing, and through Bis, I could hear them.
"We can do this," I said, reaching out and touching a thought to the nearby ley line. If I could shift my aura to match the tone of it, I"d be inside it, even though I stood in my church"s kitchen. I could feel the line outside myself, warmer than I was, tasting of chlorophyll, sour like dandelion sap. My entire soul vibrated, and I let the line pour through me, trying to match its resonance. Warmth, taste, sound, they all blended, and with a gasp, I felt the line take me.
Bis"s tail tightened, and I felt him do that curious step-the-mind-sideways twist that Al always did when he pulled me to the ever-after. Yes! Yes! I thought exuberantly as I mimicked it and felt my bubble snap into place around me as my body dissolved. I thought exuberantly as I mimicked it and felt my bubble snap into place around me as my body dissolved.
And we were gone.
Listen, I thought, feeling the ley line within me, tasting it. I was everywhere, in every line on the continent. Or at least I had the potential for it. Bis"s presence was with me. His mental texture slipped through my protective bubble, bringing with him the discordant sensation of another line. It was as if I could see, taste, hear, the lingering aura that Al had left behind on it, shifting the sound a little deeper, the taste a little more bitter. It was the weirdest thing I"d ever felt. Bis brought the taste of the new line in with him. Otherwise, I"d never be able to sense it past my own bubble. And now that I knew what it sounded like, I could find it.
Confident from success, I reached a thought past my bubble to pick out the line he"d used from the myriad lines crisscrossing the Cincinnati mindscape.
That was a mistake.
Shock vibrated through me-and then the pain hit.
I had no breath, but I screamed. Fire poured through my veins to illuminate my soul-the entire line filled me, unfiltered. My mind rebelled, and my thoughts went white. Tulpa! Tulpa! I screamed, but there was too much. I couldn"t spindle creation, and my neurons burned. I screamed, but there was too much. I couldn"t spindle creation, and my neurons burned.
Al! I begged in my thoughts, but he couldn"t hear me. I"d done something wrong. My memory was charring, flaking from me in sheets of thought. I begged in my thoughts, but he couldn"t hear me. I"d done something wrong. My memory was charring, flaking from me in sheets of thought.
I had to get out before I burned to nothing. There had to be a way. I had... to listen... through the pain. Where was Al?
Somehow I found him. Somehow I found Al"s sarcastic thoughts, bitter and old. Tired, angry, bored. Alone.
Whimpering, I shifted what was left of my aura, modifying it to match the line he had used, and with a last gasp, I shoved myself into it. With the feeling of spiderwebs made of ice, and fog made of fire, I tore my way back into reality.
My face hit a dirty flat carpet, and I dropped my pain amulet.
"Oh. s.h.i.t." I breathed, arms shaking as I tried to push myself up, failing. That"s okay. It"s nice just to lie here. That"s okay. It"s nice just to lie here.
"Rachel!" I heard Bis cry. Al snarled something, then bellowed in pain. And then Bis was with me. "Rachel, I"m sorry. I didn"t mean to leave you. I"m sorry! I"m so sorry!"
"It"s okay," I said, hoping he didn"t touch me. I"d freaking pa.s.s out. My eyes were shut, and slowly my mind was rebuilding itself. A savage smile curled my lips up. I had done it. d.a.m.n it, I had jumped the lines!
"Brooke, there"s two of them!" I heard Vivian exclaim, but I couldn"t move yet.
"Only one of them is Rachel," Brooke snapped. "Which one?"
Bis hissed, and I heard a sc.r.a.ping of claws. A sharp sound of a smack, and a feminine hand grabbed my wrist. "Ow!" I yelped as Al, looking exactly like me, jerked me up.
"I"d say the one not in charge," Brooke said, sounding smug.
My breath came fast, and I scanned the dirty, rectangular room as I found my balance: wood floor with a glowing pentagram laid down with salt, cement-stone walls, low ceilings, really small windows, and a broken table shoved against the big archway leading to a balcony barely big enough to stand on. I could hear water running over rocks somewhere in the dusk. Bis was slumped against the far wall by the stairs, shaking off Al"s blow. Brooke and Vivian were standing before us, Vivian looking like she wished she were somewhere-anywhere-else, the skin around her neck red and blistered from being pixed, her clothes a mess, and her heels scuffed. She"d been taking a beating the last couple of days, and it showed.
Al had already gotten out of Brooke"s circle by all appearances. No wonder, seeing that he looked like me in black leather and a TAKATA STAFF T-shirt. How had he known what shirt I was going to wear? And where am I? How had he known what shirt I was going to wear? And where am I? I thought, still confused. I thought, still confused.
It looked like a bad Hollywood set lit by candles, smelling of spilled wax, dirt, burnt amber, and mold. It was the last one that did it. "Holy c.r.a.p, are we at Loveland Castle?" I asked, and Al gave me a shake, swinging my attention back to him. Or me, maybe. d.a.m.n, he"d even done the eyes this time, and it was like looking in a mirror.
"What the Turn are you doing, jumping with an untrained gargoyle?" he said as he held me up by one shoulder. "You could have killed yourself!"
I couldn"t focus well yet, and my stomach lurched. "Well, maybe you should teach me how, then." My bile rose, and I forced it down. I was not going to barf on Al. Not in front of Brooke. Maybe later. Where"s my pain amulet? Where"s my pain amulet?
"I told you this was a bad idea," Vivian said. "Now there"s two of them."
Oh G.o.d, my head hurt. Al let me go, and I staggered, only to fall down again in the middle of that big pentagram. He was wearing my boots, or at least replicas of the one I"d left in the ever-after. It was the only difference between us. Fingers stretching, I reached for my amulet, sighing when my fingers snagged it and the pain in my head dulled.
"You didn"t do it right, itchy witch," Al said, then flung out a hand when Brooke threw a ball of something at us. "b.i.t.c.h," he said absently as a black sheet of ever-after sprang up around us. He"d set a circle. Al had set a protection circle. I"d only seen him do that once, maybe twice, before. "Look what you made me do," the demon snarled. "I hope you"re satisfied. I had to set a circle. I"ve not set a circle this side of the lines since Piscary tried to get me to kill you. Proud of yourself?"
His syntax sounded funny coming from my face. "Not especially," I said, then yelped when he yanked me to my feet. From the rafters, Bis hissed.
The pop of a spell hitting the black-sheened protection circle thumped through me. It was followed by several more as Vivian and Brooke tried to break through with their lethal white charms. I tried to see a glimmer of APs gold aura, seeing only black. Nothing remained.
"Let her go!" Bis exclaimed, ignored as he dropped through Al"s circle.
"I ought to throttle you," Al snarled, red hair twin to my own swinging into his face. It sort of put a new spin on the phrase killing yourself. "And your little gargoyle, too," he added, making Bis dart back out of the circle when the wood at his feet started to smolder.
Oh yeah, my fuzzy brain thought. my fuzzy brain thought. Pierce and the gun. Pierce and the gun.
"I didn"t know," I gasped. "I forgot Pierce had my splat gun. d.a.m.n it, Al, I was stoned out of my mind! Why am I always trying to prove myself to you? How about a little trust?"
Al loosened his hold. It was like looking in a mirror, but I doubt I ever had that angry a snarl before. His attention jerked past me as I felt a drop in the ley line. They were trying to reset their summoning circle to trap us. Grimacing, Al muttered a word of Latin.
Vivian yelped, leaping to the side when Al"s circle dropped, broken by his magic tearing through it. A new, nasty ooze dripped from the wall behind her.
"Pierce is a jerk," I said, feeling the ice pick in my head start to dissolve. "You were right. I"m wrong. His shooting at you wasn"t my idea. You know he"s trying to kill you. What did you expect?"
Al"s eyes went from green to their usual red, goat-slitted ugliness. "I"m right and you"re admitting it?" he said, his tone lightening. His hand opened, and I fell, yelping. The scent of musty carpet puffed up, and I looked around the sunset-gloomed air. Loveland Castle? Loveland Castle?
I got up and looked at Brooke, taking in her bloodied lip, wild hair, white face, and grim determination. It seemed like we were at a stalemate. "Loveland Castle?" I questioned her. "You"ve got got to be kidding me." to be kidding me."
"You are on thin ice, student," Al interrupted, his accent perfect, proper highbrow English coming from my body.