I"d been an earth witch long before I started dabbling in ley-line magic, and though the amulet didn"t completely block the pain, it helped. Dropping the cord around my neck, I snugged the disk under the orange jumpsuit where it could touch my skin. A puff of nasty air came up and I winced. Jenks wasn"t kidding. I needed a shower. "Thanks," I said, and Ivy nodded, still trying to gain control over her instincts. Me being stinky probably helped.
"I had to give them something," Nick said loudly as he pulled himself off the floor, his long pianist"s-no, thief"s-hands on his throat and his voice rough. "I"m sorry for summoning you to San Francisco, and I left so they wouldn"t force me to do it again. I risked airport security to get here in time to summon you home, if that means anything to you."
"Yeah? You kept their money, I bet," I said bitingly, and his eyes narrowed.
"I have to eat." Shame, perhaps, made his voice harsh, but I doubted it. "Besides, I didn"t think it would be you who showed up that first time. I thought it would be Al and that he would tear them and me apart. End everything."
His words. .h.i.t me hard, and I looked away, sinking back down into my chair.
"You took Al"s name? Rachel, why?" he asked, his voice holding an unexpected hurt. "I thought you were smarter than that. I thought you were the good one."
I couldn"t look up, unable to speak. I was the good one. Wasn"t I?
"Get him out of here," Jenks said loudly. "Both of them."
Jax"s wings clattered, and Matalina protested, but a pop of displaced air in the hallway struck me like a slap. Al? Al? I thought with a pulse of fear-based adrenaline as I looked. But it wasn"t Al. It was Pierce and Bis. Duh. The sun was up. I thought with a pulse of fear-based adrenaline as I looked. But it wasn"t Al. It was Pierce and Bis. Duh. The sun was up.
The witch caught his balance, lurching to snag his hat as it fell off. "We"re back!" Bis shouted, whirling, eyes wide as he landed beside Matalina on the fridge, making her crouch at the sudden wind. He was too big to fly in the house, and as soon as his feet touched the appliance, his wings folded and his eyes blinked shut, the teenage gargoyle going somnolent in the sudden light. As an adult, he"d be able to stay awake during the daylight hours, but as it was, he fell asleep in an instant. Probably just as well. The next few minutes were going to be ugly.
"Who the h.e.l.l are you?" Nick rasped, ignored.
Sometime between my truncated lesson and now, Pierce had found a trendy pair of black pants and a maroon shirt. His new, colorfully patterned vest looked like it could be the upholstery of an antique chair, but somehow it worked. Everything fit him perfectly, right down to the gold fob running to a hidden pocket watch, and I wondered if the appearance-conscious demon had sent him like this or if Pierce had learned to dress himself.
Pierce watched me from under his wavy black bangs, trying to guess my mood as his shoes scuffed on a stray bit of salt. His eyes were fixed on mine, and I felt a ping of something, which I quickly squashed. I didn"t have time for a relationship, and not with a self-oriented, black-magic-using, intelligent... demon killer wannabe who thought I needed babysitting.
"Rachel," Pierce said, shoes grinding on the salt as he came forward after a nod to Ivy and Jenks, and a flash of anger at Nick. His smoothly shaven face was creased with worry, and when he took my hands, I pulled away. Had they really made Al send him to watch me? Had they really made Al send him to watch me?
"Is she all together? Is she all right?" he asked Ivy, unsure at my reaction.
Ivy nodded, her eyes edging toward normal, standing with her arms across her middle as if holding back her instincts. "As much as she ever is," she said sourly.
Tm of the mind that she"s not." Pierce tried again for my hands, keeping them this time. "I"ve a powerful notion to fix their flint. Did they... Rachel, your wrists," he said, aghast as he turned them over. "They shackled you?" he asked, voice shaking in outrage.
I took a breath, but my harsh words hesitated. He"d crossed a continent to find me. Resolute, I shoved the feeling away. "Al sent you?" I asked, and he knelt to put us on eye level. "Pierce, tell me this is a joke and that Al is going to show up come sundown and drag you back."
Pierce smiled, gaze flicking to Ivy and Jenks. "Newt told the collective that Al nearly let you kill yourself, and that I kept you alive until she could save you."
"Newt?" Jenks shrilled, coming close. "You didn"t say anything about Newt!"
"Yow?" I echoed, and Nick scowled. "You"re the one who got me in trouble!"
Pierce, though, was still grinning. "The way she remembers it, I saved you. She made an almighty wrath, convincing them that you"re too accident-p.r.o.ne to survive without supervision."
"I could have told them that," Jenks smart-mouthed, and Ivy waved at him to be quiet.
"Since Al can"t abide here come sunup," Pierce continued, "it was either send me or give you to Newt."
"I thought you said you were the only familiar cheap enough that Al could afford," Jenks chimed in, and Pierce"s lips twitched in the beginnings of a frown. Ivy, too, didn"t look pleased.
"Nice," I said, yanking my hands from his. "You get yourself out of the ever-after, but I"m the one who looks like an idiot. Thanks a h.e.l.l of a lot."
But instead of reacting in kind, Pierce"s entire demeanor shifted to one of concern. "You"re shivering," he said, glancing at Nick as if it was his fault. "A body would suspect someone someone would have drawn you a warm bath by now." would have drawn you a warm bath by now."
Suddenly I felt a hundred times filthier, but then my eyes widened at my sudden urge to sneeze. s.h.i.t, not again, s.h.i.t, not again, I thought when it ripped through me to clear out my lungs and send a stab of pain through my knees. But it was different. There was no accompanying pull. It was just Al trying to contact me, and I looked at Pierce sourly. I thought when it ripped through me to clear out my lungs and send a stab of pain through my knees. But it was different. There was no accompanying pull. It was just Al trying to contact me, and I looked at Pierce sourly. Al had sent Pierce to watch me, eh? Yeah. We"d just see about that. Al had sent Pierce to watch me, eh? Yeah. We"d just see about that.
"Tink"s a Disney wh.o.r.e!" Jenks swore, darting down to the center counter and the open bookshelf under it. "Ivy, quick! Get her calling mirror out. It"s Al."
"Rachel, no!" Nick exclaimed, eyes wide as he realized what was going on.
Jenks flew up, his sword bared to make Jax dart back. "Shut the h.e.l.l up!" he shouted in frustration. "Open your mouth again, and I"ll jam a spider"s nest in your ear so they can eat that c.r.a.p you have for brains! You don"t know s.h.i.t. You dont know s.h.i.t!" You dont know s.h.i.t!"
"Al will kill you, Rachel!" Nick insisted as Ivy silently moved to get the mirror.
"It"s a little late to be afraid of Al, Nick," I muttered when Ivy slid the smooth, plate-size scrying mirror onto my lap and backed up, wiping her fingers nervously on her pants. She didn"t like my magic-didn"t understand it-even as she respected it. My knees hurt under the mirror"s weight, even with the pain amulet. "What they didn"t say was that I am his student," I said bitterly as I put my hand on the mirror in the cave of the pentagram. "I"m not saying I know what I"m doing, but I know who I can trust. And you"re not on the list, so shut up shut up I want to talk to Al. See what"s going on." I want to talk to Al. See what"s going on." Get my summoning name back. I am Get my summoning name back. I am not not going to do this again. going to do this again.
I glanced at Pierce as I said the last, seeing no fear, just a confident satisfaction. I knew I should be glad he was free of Al, but it hinged on my not being able to take care of myself. Sighing, I looked at my swollen knees and my orange jumpsuit. Maybe they were right.
"I"d be of a mind not to tell Al you were in prison," Pierce said as he leaned into the wall and crossed his arms. He was smug, and I didn"t like it.
"Why?" I said, immediately wanting to do the exact opposite. "You afraid it might make you look bad?"
Pierce shifted his weight to one foot and balanced his free foot on a toe. "If you get into too much trouble, Newt might revoke your reality privileges, me here or not."
"Oh, and you"d love that, wouldn"t you," Jenks exclaimed, wings humming.
I sneezed again as the cool weight of the scrying mirror sank into me. Tell Al about Alcatraz to get my name back and risk being yanked to the ever-after forever, or stay silent and risk the coven summoning me again and giving me a lobotomy. No contest. Pierce might know his magic, but I knew Al, and Al wouldn"t tell Newt anything.
The onetime ghost sent his eyebrows high when I simpered at him, clearly not knowing where my thoughts lay. Feeling better, I looked at the elaborate glyph reflecting the world back to me with the rich hue of wine. The symbols I"d etched on it glittered like blood diamonds. Much as I hated to admit it, the thing was beautiful. It let me talk to demons, and I thought it was beautiful. I am so screwed. I am so screwed.
Resigned, I reached out a thought and touched it to the small ley line that ran through the churchyard. I kept my attention narrow, allowing only the barest slip of energy into me, not wanting Al to get more than a hint of my emotions. The connection completed, I focused on Al, shivering when his domineering, alien presence seemed to melt into me, expanding both our awarenesses in a curious feeling of lofty enlightenment. I couldn"t read his mind, and he couldn"t see into mine, but focused thoughts could be exchanged. That, and emotion.
"Why is Pierce here?" I said aloud so that Ivy could hear at least half the conversation.
Not my idea, Al started, and I could almost see his white-gloved hands clench into fists. Al started, and I could almost see his white-gloved hands clench into fists. That"s why I called. That little runt of a witch is dangerous. He manipulated Newt like a d.a.m.ned demon suitor. It was either send him or give you to her. Which would you prefer? That"s why I called. That little runt of a witch is dangerous. He manipulated Newt like a d.a.m.ned demon suitor. It was either send him or give you to her. Which would you prefer?
It had been mocking, and taken aback, I glanced at the ring of faces watching me. That Al wasn"t happy either somehow made me feel better. "So take him back. I won"t tell," I said, and Al snorted even as Pierce huffed indignantly.
Maybe if you could go one week without becoming shunned or put under a death threat you might be considered smart enough to be on your own, the demon muttered. the demon muttered. But no-o-o-o-o, you had to try it on your own. I told you to wait. But no-o-o-o-o, you had to try it on your own. I told you to wait.
"Hey! I"m not the one trying to put Krakatoa into my soul!" I said loudly, face warm.
Not Krakatoa, Krathion. And I wont take the blame for you prematurely invoking a curse when I told you to wait for me! he said, and I was silent, fuming. he said, and I was silent, fuming. I"m trying to downplay the situation, I"m trying to downplay the situation, Al thought, his emotions slowing. Al thought, his emotions slowing. In the meantime, if he teaches you one thing, one thing, Rachel, you"ll be wearing his guts as hair bands. Got it? In the meantime, if he teaches you one thing, one thing, Rachel, you"ll be wearing his guts as hair bands. Got it?
I glanced at Pierce, and he blinked at my sudden interest. Pierce could teach me something? "Sure... ," I said, starting to see the possibilities. If I could learn how to jump the lines, no one would have to watch me at all.
Rachel? Al growled, not detecting any sincerity in my thoughts. Al growled, not detecting any sincerity in my thoughts.
"Got it," I reaffirmed, then took a deep breath. "Hey, along those lines, I need my original summoning name back. Like now."
From my peripheral sight, Nick blinked, almost mirroring the shocked emotion I felt from Al. Now? Now? Al thought, and I felt him start to sever the connection. Al thought, and I felt him start to sever the connection. You want to play in the collective when everyone is watching? d.a.m.n my dame, you do need a babysitter, Rachel. No. You want to play in the collective when everyone is watching? d.a.m.n my dame, you do need a babysitter, Rachel. No.
"Al, wait!" I shouted, pressing my hand harder into the gla.s.s until it felt like I"d made a soft indent in the mirror. "I just spent a day in Alcatraz after being summoned into a closed trial called by the coven of moral and ethical standards." I didn"t look up, but I heard Pierce sigh because I hadn"t listened to his advice. "They weren"t after you, they were after me," I added.
Al laughed, and I looked past my stringy hair to Nick. He was staring at me, long face aghast. Across the kitchen, Pierce held himself still, eyes dark from behind his mop of loose curls and his hat back on his head. Jenks faced me from the counter, spilling a red dust that puddled on the floor, and Ivy stood almost in the hallway, her black eyes fully dilated.
Nice try. But no one in that pantywaist coven knows my name, Al was thinking. Al was thinking. And if they did, they wouldn"t summon me, holier-than-thou chicken squirts. Stay out of trouble, Rachel, and this will all blow over. Two decades at the most. And if they did, they wouldn"t summon me, holier-than-thou chicken squirts. Stay out of trouble, Rachel, and this will all blow over. Two decades at the most.
Two decades! I thought, then said, "That"s what I"m saying. They didn"t summon you, they summoned me! They used I thought, then said, "That"s what I"m saying. They didn"t summon you, they summoned me! They used your your name, knowing J would be the one to show up! They paid someone to summon me into a six-pointed star. I barely got out because they thought I was bound to demon law, but that"s not going to work a second time. They know I can invoke demon magic, and they"re going to give me a lobotomy and take my ovaries as soon as they find the next chump who knows your name!" name, knowing J would be the one to show up! They paid someone to summon me into a six-pointed star. I barely got out because they thought I was bound to demon law, but that"s not going to work a second time. They know I can invoke demon magic, and they"re going to give me a lobotomy and take my ovaries as soon as they find the next chump who knows your name!"
Who summoned you? Al said suddenly, icy calm pouring from him, and I looked at Nick, my mouth shutting. Al said suddenly, icy calm pouring from him, and I looked at Nick, my mouth shutting. Tell me who summoned you with my name. Tell me, itchy witch, and Til not only see that you learn how to jump the lines, but how to survive that runt of yours. Tell me who summoned you with my name. Tell me, itchy witch, and Til not only see that you learn how to jump the lines, but how to survive that runt of yours.
I closed my mind to Al and pulled my hand from the gla.s.s. The sudden disconnection jolted through me, and I started. Feeling haunted, I first looked at Ivy, then Pierce, then Jenks, who was white faced and spilling a sickly green dust. Last, I looked at Nick, standing behind that chair both angry and frightened. Jax was on his shoulder with his wings folded submissively. If Al knew Nick had summoned me, the demon would actively work to take him out-close the hole of information rather than trade our names back as we had agreed.
Ivy uncrossed her arms, glancing at Nick and then back to me. "What did he want?"
I held Nick"s attention, shivering as the adrenaline washed out and the last twenty hours fell heavy on me. "Just Nick."
Water cascaded off me as I stood up in Ivy"s tub, my knees throbbing from the moist heat. It was steamy in here, with the mirror fogged, and Matalina sifting yellow dust to keep her wings dry as she sat on the towel rack and knitted. Ivy"s fluffy black towel was soft against my red, sc.r.a.ped skin, and I awkwardly tried to get the stopper undone with my toes, finally giving up and reaching for it and feeling everything protest. I"d soaked long enough to wash between my toes once and my hair twice. I"d be in there still, but I was starving.
Nick"s voice was faint through the walls. Matalina"s lips pressed together as she listened to the conversation, but it was too indistinct for me. I wasn"t ready to deal with him or Pierce, and I was hoping to make the dash to my room unnoticed.
Nick was our unwilling guest since he could summon me at will after dark, an intolerable situation to Ivy. Jenks wanted me to give Nick to Al on the principle that he was a douche bag. I doubted Ivy would say anything if I went along with it, but I wasn"t going to give Nick to Al. I wouldn"t be able to live with myself. Besides, my safety would last only until the coven found someone else who knew Al"s summoning name. What I needed was my own name back.
I sighed as the towel found every sc.r.a.pe and abrasion, my eyes falling on the ugly canvas slip-on shoes beside the toilet. I couldn"t help but wonder who had my kick-b.u.t.t boots, my jeans, my underwear... my red leather coat sticky with strawberries. Gone.
From atop the towel rack, Matalina smiled. "Oh, Rachel, you look fine," she said, and I met her gaze, thinking that I must look ghastly if that"s what she thought I was sighing about. The woman appeared to be eighteen, but she and Jenks had forty-some kids, and she was nearing the end of her life span. Or so Jenks said. She looked awfully chipper for someone supposedly on her deathbed. Jax being here might have something to do with it. And I was worrying about who had my underwear?
"I"m out of the tub," I said, listening to my pulse and feeling tired as she knitted from a ball of what was probably dyed spider silk. "Why don"t you go visit with Jax?"
"Because I"m angry with him for running off half trained, with a thief," she said primly.
Her expression was fierce, and I wondered if it was the thief or the half-trained part that bothered her. Guilt hit me, and I gingerly rubbed the welts on my wrists. Matalina would never forgive herself if her eldest son left again before she could find it in her heart to talk to him.
I glanced at Matalina watching but not watching me as I sat on the edge of the tub and tried to dry my feet, reminded of my first few nights in the church. It was Matalina who had kept an eye on me the night Al had almost torn my throat out. A lot had happened since then, stuff that turned enemies to allies, and allies to enemies. But Matalina was unchanged, she and her family a point of normalcy in my chaotic life. I was glad she was looking so well.
"Go talk to Jax," I said softly, and the woman sighed so loudly I could hear it.
"I will," she said. "Life is too short to carry a grudge. Especially when it"s with family you thought you"d never see again." She continued to knit, smiling. "He likes you, you know."
"Jax?" I said, surprised.
"Gordian Pierce!" she exclaimed, looking up. "You can see it in his eyes."
Funny. The only thing I ever see in his eyes is trouble. Taking the towel from my hair, I went to the mirror and wiped it, wincing. I"d never get through the tangles. Never. "Pierce is a teenage crush from when I was young and stupid, and thought impulsive, dangerous men were the catch of the day, not the death traps they are." Taking the towel from my hair, I went to the mirror and wiped it, wincing. I"d never get through the tangles. Never. "Pierce is a teenage crush from when I was young and stupid, and thought impulsive, dangerous men were the catch of the day, not the death traps they are."
Matalina huffed. Pixies were terribly straightforward when it came to relationships. Jih, her eldest daughter, had courted and married in less than a summer-and seemed all the happier for it. "With Jenks, I just knew," she said, a fond smile erasing her fatigue lines. "You re making this harder than it should be." I gave her a wry look as I sprayed detangler in my hair, and she added, "Does Pierce make your heart beat faster? Did Marshal? Did Nick? Did Kisten, bless his undead soul? I mean, really?"
I didn"t have to think about it, and I felt like a tramp. "Yes. They all do. Did, I mean."
The pixy woman frowned. "Then you are in trouble, Rachel."
Don"t I know it.
Shifting my towel higher, I minced to the door, listening for a moment before cracking it. The cooler, dry air slipped in, and I gazed first longingly at the kitchen across from the back living room, then closer, to the open door to my room. From the back of the church, I could hear Pierce and Nick "discussing" things.
Knees hurting, I made the dash, Matalina zipping ahead of me to shoo her kids out of the way. Breath held, I closed the door without a sound and leaned back against it. "Thanks," I whispered to the matronly pixy. "But I"m okay. Really. Go talk to Jax." But she only flitted to the thick cement sill of the stained-gla.s.s window and settled herself as if to watch for danger.
My shoulders slumped and I glanced at Vivian"s pin, now sitting on my dresser. I"d forgotten about the coven. It would be just my luck for Vivian to take a potshot at me. I was sure she was still here, "willing to take a calculated risk."
The box from my mom was sitting on my dresser, the bottles of perfume it had displaced carefully arranged on the top of my music box to make me wonder if Ivy had moved it. My mother had been sending me things for the last couple of months as she continued to find them. Last week it had been my entire collection of Nancy Drew. Ivy had taken them off my hands, presumably to give them to the brat pack at the hospital. The way I figured it, if I had gotten along without it the last five years, I really didn"t need it. Everything Everything was precious to my mom, though, and I wasn"t too keen on seeing what oddity she thought I couldn"t live without. was precious to my mom, though, and I wasn"t too keen on seeing what oddity she thought I couldn"t live without.
Ignoring the shoe-box-size package, I shuffled through my top drawer for a pair of socks and the black lacy underwear that I hadn"t worn since Marshal and I had broken up. I"d spent yesterday in prison and wanted to feel pretty, d.a.m.n it. Slipping them on, I wiggled out of the towel and dropped a camisole over my damp head. Jeans next, the tight pair I hadn"t been able to wear comfortably since the solstice. I hadn"t eaten in twenty-four hours, and they might fit. The zipper went up with satisfying ease, and I smiled. I wouldn"t recommend prison food as a way to lose weight, but if it was gone, I wasn"t going to complain.
Socks in hand, I sat on my bed and slowly exhaled. Getting them on was going to be a pain. Repainting my toenails was going to be even harder. Maybe Ivy would do it for me.
Matalina"s wings hummed in warning. Adrenaline surged, but she was looking at my door, not out the window. "Rachel?" Ivy called. "I made you a sandwich. Are you decent?"
There is a G.o.d, and hes good to me. My stomach rumbled, and I was suddenly ten times hungrier. I couldn"t hear Nick"s voice anymore, but I hadn"t heard anyone leave either. Still sitting on the bed with my socks, I shouted, "Come in!" My stomach rumbled, and I was suddenly ten times hungrier. I couldn"t hear Nick"s voice anymore, but I hadn"t heard anyone leave either. Still sitting on the bed with my socks, I shouted, "Come in!"
Ivy entered with her head down and balancing a plate with two sandwiches and a bowl of cheese crackers in her hands. "I made you two," she said, her gray-silk voice carrying soft compa.s.sion as she looked up from shutting the door with a foot. "You look hungry."
I eyed the tuna sandwiches warily. "No Brimstone?"
Her placid brown eyes met mine, the barest hint of dry amus.e.m.e.nt in them. "No. But I can make you some cookies if you want."
Shaking my head, I dropped the socks and reached for the plate. I"d eaten Ivy"s cookies before. Laced with medicinal-grade Brimstone, they simultaneously made me hungry and boosted my metabolism. Just what you need when recovering from blood loss, but I was bruised, not anemic. "No thanks," I said wryly. "I want to sleep tonight."
But when she sat on the end of my bed, I blinked. She"s staying? She"s staying?
Matalina rose up, her dragonflylike wings unusually loud. "Ivy, if you"re going to talk to Rachel for a while, I"ll just pop out and see if Jenks needs anything."
Oh. I get it.
Ivy smiled a closed-lipped smile and slid the crackers onto my dresser beside the box from my mom. "He"s in the kitchen with Jax."
"Thank you." Matalina left her knitting behind as she darted under the door.
I wasn"t keen on everyone thinking I needed watching, but if it gave Matalina a chance to talk to Jax, then I"d deal with it. Scooting back to the headboard, I stretched my legs out and balanced the plate on my lap. "Nick still here?" I asked as I took a bite out of the first sandwich. The tang of the mayonnaise hit the sides of my tongue, and I suddenly couldn"t shovel in food fast enough. "Oh, this is good," I mumbled around my full mouth. "Thank you."
"Pierce is talking to him." Her gaze was on my perfumes. She"d given most of them to me in our chemical warfare against her instincts. "He told me to leave. Said they had a gentleman matter to discuss."
"Oh really?" The sandwich was fabulous, and I forced myself to slow down.
"I think Pierce is trying to find out if you two are really over or not," Ivy said.
My eyes rolled and I swallowed. "Over? Does he need it in neon?" I said, but inside, I was cringing. Being over with Nick did not translate into being available for Pierce.