"What about their granddaughter?"
With a shrug, Sawyer said, "I gather they buy the church"s story there. That Kenley Hodges took Wendy and left the church, the Compoundand Grace. For all I know, he"s been in touch with them; they"ve certainly stopped pushing for more searches of the Compound."
"I"m a little surprised the judge granted you a warrant to search it in the first place."
"Because he"s a church member? Probably why he signed the warrant. Didn"t want to be seen openly protecting the church or Samuel."
"Yeah, you"re probably right." Macy shrugged. "It also gave them the chance to publicly clear the good name of the church. You didn"t find Hodges or his daughter, didn"t find any evidence that Ellen was killed there, and everybody was extremely cooperative."
"Oh, yeah," Sawyer said. "They were just cooperative as h.e.l.l. They always are."
"You know, it"s just barely possible that they cooperate because they have nothing to hide."
"You believe that if you want to, Tom."
Almost apologetically, Macy said, "It"s just that I can"t think of a reason why. Why kill these women? What would Samuel or his church have to gain by it?"
"I don"t know," Sawyer replied bluntly. "And that"s what"s driving me nuts. Because every instinct I have is telling me that all the answers are inside that Compound. I just don"t know where to look for them. And I"m not at all sure I"d recognize them if I found them."
For Samuel, meditation after services was even more necessary than it was before services; as well as becoming centered and calm, he needed the time to focus his mind, to a.s.sess his condition. And, of course, G.o.d required of him this self-examination.
It was never easy, reliving those early years, but he did so, again and again, because G.o.d commanded him to.
Reliving the h.e.l.l of abuse, experiencing the pain as though it were happening all over again. And, always, the blackout he could never penetrate, that lost time during which horrible things had happened. Horrible things he never wanted to believe himself responsible for.
But you are, G.o.d insisted. You know what you did. You know what happened. You know you punished them.
In my name. With my strength, you punished them.
You were my justice.
You were my sword.
He accepted that, because G.o.d told him it was so. But no matter how many times he tried, he could never remember just what precisely had happened.
His life entered a new and in many ways equally painful phase after he turned his back on that burning motel and walked away. He had to keep moving, for one thing; a child with no adult guardian within sight drew attention, and remaining too long in one place guaranteed that would become a problem. Likewise, he soon found that hitchhiking was risky and more than once escaped by the skin of his teeth from both predatory truck drivers and those good Samaritans who wondered why a little boy was all alone.
He would realize later that G.o.d had, clearly, watched over him during those early years, but at the time he saw nothing especially remarkable in his ability to take care of himself. He had taken care of himself for most of his life. If he had depended on his mother to feed and clothe him he would have gone hungry and worn rags more often than not.
He kept moving. He didn"t really have an ultimate destination other than Survival and remained in any one place only until his instinctsor some eventtold him it was time to move on. The money that had seemed a fortune didn"t last very long, even though he was careful, but he was able to pick up a day"s work here or there by skillfully convincing this shopkeeper or that farmer that his mother was sick, the baby needed diapers, and his father had disappeared on them.
He developed a sure eye and ear for the more gullible or, some would say, more compa.s.sionate souls he encountered. And he managed to get what he needed, what was necessary for lifeeven if that life was hardscrabble and lonely.
He wandered. He managed, somehow, to mostly stay out of trouble so that the law was never interested in him. It was a matter of self-preservation; he knew records existed of petty thievery charges incurred while he was still with his mother, and despite the lack of convictions (because they"d always skipped town), he knew those charges would surface if he were to be picked up.
So he was careful. Very careful. Not that he never committed an illegal act, but he took pains to make sure to not get caught.
Samuel shifted uneasily in his chair, disturbed as always by the unpleasant memories. Because there had been times, when decent work was impossible to come by and thievery untenable, that he had resorted to using the only commodity he knew he could sell. His body.
Soul-shriveling, those times.
And maybe that was why he had so often paused during his wanderings at this or that church. Sometimes they offered a meal and a cot, but even if they didn"t, they were at least warm and dry inside. He would find a dim corner and settle there, sometimes dozing and sometimes listening if there was an especially pa.s.sionate preacher delivering an interesting sermon.
Somewhere along the way, he was given a Bible, and though his first inclination was to sell it, he tucked it inside the increasingly worn duffel bag instead. He had taught himself to read, and eventually he began to read the Bible.
There was a lot he thought was good.
There was a lot he didn"t understand.
But, somehow, it spoke to him, that book. He read it and reread it. He spent hours and hours thinking about it. And he began to spend more time in churches of all denominations, listening to sermons. Watching how the congregation didor did notrespond. Making mental note of what obviously worked and what failed to move people.
Within a few years, he was preaching himself, in small churches and on street corners and in bus stations.
He found G.o.d.
Or, more accurately, G.o.d found him. On a scorching hot July day when he was thirteen years old, G.o.d reached down and touched him.
And his whole life changed.
He was very good at eluding electronic security. Any kind of security, really, but especially the electronic kind. He called it his own personal stealth technology, and as far as he knew it was unique to him.
Part of what made him special.
Getting past the fence and into the Compound would be easy. They did not, after all, want to look like they were an armed camp bristling with weaponry or technology. They did not want to appear threatening or even especially unwelcoming. The surface had to be peaceful and calm.
Simple folk, that"s what they were supposed to be.
What most of them were, probably.
At any rate, they didn"t electrify the pretty wrought iron and brick fence, they merely set up an electronic detection zone just inside it, so they knew who was coming into the Compound.
Usually.
He made certain he was far enough away from the gatehouse that no guard with infrared binoculars might be able to pick up what the security cameras would never see, but otherwise he didn"t worry about being detected. It was late, and he was reasonably sure that most of them were tucked safe and sound in their beds.
It helped that there were no longer any dogs acting as alert and faithful guards in the night. He wondered if they had thought of that. If they might have regretted that. If they had even guessed it might happen.
Ah, well. Hardly his fault if they were unable to think like soldiers.
It was what happened when amateurs tried to make war.
Things got sloppy.
With a shrug, he slipped over the fence and into the Compound. There was virtually no moonlight tonight, with the full moon ten days in the past and overcast skies to boot. He didn"t mind. He adapted easily to the night and preferred darkness. He worked his way across the fields and through the woods and the undergrowth that also provided something of a barrier, at least for a casual intruder: big, p.r.i.c.kly holly bushes.
Not fun, but also not unbreachable.
Within minutes, he was through the woods and into the clear fields on the other side, in the central area of the Compound.
Where all the homes lay.
Where the church lay.
He had a set pattern in mind, a definite plan, and followed it methodically, moving from house to house in utter silence. At each small, neat cottage, he probed the exterior of the building, pinpointing every piece of electronic security and then tagging it with a very tiny electronic device of his own. An electronics expert would have been hard-pressed to spot it; he didn"t expect any of these amateurs to.
No one would discover his handiwork.
He began at the outer edges of the Compound and circled his way in, moving house to house, toward the church itself, keeping an eye to that direction all the way. But the church was still and silent. No one came or went; only a few lights on the upper floors illuminated two or three of the stained-gla.s.s windows.
There was an almost eerie quiet out here, he acknowledged.
In January there weren"t even crickets, or bullfrogs calling from the river, and without summer sounds or dogs barking, it was silent.
Strange and uncomfortable, that realization. He who enjoyed silence had finally found a place where it screamed at him.
Shaking off the decidedly unpleasant sensation, he went on, keeping to his schedule. By the time he reached the main building, even the few lights on the upper floors had gone out, and the interior was dark and silent. It would have been a peaceful sight, if not for the security lights casting pools of bright, harsh light around each entrance.
He didn"t worry about those.
It took him more than half an hour to slowly work his way around the very large church. He was more careful now, efficient, less inclined to a.s.sume he was dealing with amateurs.
Because not all of them were.
He found and tagged more than two dozen cameras and an equal number of motion detectors, and by the time he reached that point, he was grimly certain there were experts involved in protecting at least this building. And they were very, very good.
Almost too good.
But he was good himself, and though it required that he"d spend at least two more hours than he planned in the Compound, he was reasonably sure he had found everything of interest. Not absolutely positive but reasonably sure, which was all he had been aiming for on this trip.
He glanced toward the eastern sky and saw the first gray beginnings of dawn but lingered another few minutes to check some of the locked doors. Then he planted just a few more of his own devices and retreated toward the fence, leaving as silently un.o.bserved as he had come.
Or so he thought.
Tessa didn"t sleep well, which was hardly surprising. It took a lot out of her to open herself up like that, especially in a place that literally radiated negative energy.
Negative energy in a church.
A giant red warning flag from the universe, that.
She had gone over everything with Hollis but hadn"t been able to offer a decent interpretation to the federal agent. Because the truth was, Tessa had never experienced anything quite like that.
"Cases almost always affect our abilities, usually in unexpected and unpredictable ways," Hollis had told her, more resigned than anything else. "Considering what we know about Samuel, that he"s probably one of the most powerful psychics we"ve ever encountered, it stands to reason the energy there is going to be supercharged, for want of a better word."
"You mean not just more but more powerful?"
"Negative energy tends to be."
Tessa frowned. "I can"t say I like the sound of that."
"None of us does. The problem is, most of us deal with, positive energyliterallyin our own abilities. We don"t know why, but that"s what all the science we have to depend on is telling us."
"Good guys equal positive? And bad guys equal negative?"
"Weird, isn"t it? Like I said, we don"t know why that would be true. Maybe it"s just a chemical thing in our brains; the same hardwiring that makes us inclined to be cops or investigators also makes our psychic abilities work from the positive pole. And whatever wiring gets crossed to produce a sociopath also causes any psychic energy to be negative in those particular brains."
"Because it"s all about balance."
"That"s the theory."
"Mmm. So in this case my own abilities aren"t going to work the way they always have?"
"If I had to guess, especially after your experience today, I"d say probably not. Energy affects us. And negative energy can affect us in some really bad, really painful ways. I speak from bitter experience."
"But there"s no way for me to know just how my abilities may have changeduntil the change becomes obvious?"
"Yeah, pretty much. The good news is, it"s seldom a drastically different ability but an expansion or enhancement of the ability or abilities you already possessed."
Tessa had been warned about that, but as with so many things about being psychic, experience was really the only teacher. Up until now, she had never experienced any drastic change in her abilitiesuntil she sat in that bathroom stall inside the Church of the Everlasting Sin and deliberately opened up her mind, expecting the usual jumble of thoughts and emotions.
She had not expected actual physical sensations.
Her body still felt sore from the waves of pain it had endured inside the church.
And no use telling herself it had all been in her mind. Like most psychics, she had long ago discovered the often unpleasant truth that what happened in the mind could be and, in fact, usually was far more "real" than anything the outer five senses could claim.
She tossed and turned for what seemed like hours, her mind replaying what she had seen and heard and sensed in that place, all the disjointed emotions and fragmented thoughts. Always circling back to that final, oddly chilling statement.
I"m hungry.
Who was hungry? Hungry for what? Everyone had certainly looked well-fed and, besides, every instinct told her it was not food that voice, that presence, hungered for. So what was it?
And who was it that had offered the simple I see you?
A friend, or at least a potential ally? Someone trying to tell her that another mind up there was capable of communicating in silence and secret?
Or bait on a hook?
Tessa pulled her pillow around so that she was as much hugging it as resting her head on it, conscious of a strange, unsettling feeling. She kept wanting to look over her shoulder, though every time she did there was only her bedroom in the Gray family home, illuminated for her by the light she left on in her bathroom. It was, admittedly, a s.p.a.ce that was still strange to her, but until this night she had not felt uneasy here.
Not felt as though someone was watching her. Almost as though someone was, even now and very lightly, touching her back.
Ridiculous. There"s n.o.body watching. n.o.body touching you. You"re just tired and you need to sleep. So sleep. Get some rest, and tomorrow everything will be clearer. Tomorrow you"ll have a better handle on what"s going on here.