"Your men are acting like cats." He said it as if he were having a revelation. "Circling and waiting."
"Yeah. I guess. I don"t want them fighting over me, but when they act like cats, it brings my Beast closer to the surface. It"s all so mixed up." My voice was curiously dull, unemotional. And I could feel the familiar depression creeping along the edges of my mind. It was a weird feeling, more a lack of interest than unhappiness. How did people live with it? I shook away the thought and shrugged away the lurking depression, but it didn"t go far. It crouched in the corner of my mind like . . . like the shadow of Leo that was binding Beast. Was that significant? I couldn"t see how, but maybe so. Maybe bindings, when left unattended and unfed, became negativity and eventually depression. I hadn"t fed off Leo since the binding of Beast. Maybe- "Jane?"
I looked up, realizing I"d been silent too long. "Yeah. Sorry. Are we hunting anymore tonight?"
"Rick said you needed to eat and then rest."
"Food, yes. I"m starving. But Rick isn"t my mother. Let"s work."
"I was hoping you would say that. We need to go to the morgue to make sure Syl took all the vamp heads. And the Kid has one more address we could check out. This one isn"t in Under the Hill. It"s a house just off High Street."
I smiled at his calling Alex the Kid. The name was catching even for his brother. "High Street is part of the historical district. How far from the last place?"
"Mile or so. Jameson is cleaning your leathers. The sleeve is a goner, though."
"I had the company reserve some leather from that dye batch. I can get it fixed. Let me get dressed again." And out of this sweater.
We pulled in to the hospital entrance, my leathers smelling slightly of mink oil. Jameson had tried to care for the leathers with just water, to avoid any chemical stink, but my dried blood was caught in the rough part of the tears. "I"m sorry, Miss Jane," he had said, while I"d stuffed my face with oatmeal and a rare steak. "But I thought the smell of your blood might be worse than the mink oil. For attracting predators." He had a point. But I kinda had that new-car smell now.
Eli spun the wheel and pulled into a s.p.a.ce marked for physician parking.
"A forensic autopsy unit in Natchez Regional Medical Center," I said. "Who"da thought?" I hadn"t expected to come back to the medical center for any reason, but especially not for this. And if I"d thought about forensic autopsies, I would have thought they would be done in Jackson, Mississippi"s state capital.
"Let"s chat about taking down revenants," Eli said. "You suggested earlier that the vamps we"ve been seeing were revenants."
"a.s.suming that"s right, until now I"ve never seen one," I said. "Never talked to anyone who has. There"s no vid on the Net. Only a description by another vamp hunter. He was typing with the three fingers the revenant left him on his right hand. It ate the left hand."
Eli shut off the motor, pulled his phone, and started texting. Ten bucks said it was to Sylvia.
"They can"t feel pain," I said. "You know all the zombie movies? Pretty much like that, except they"re deadly fast and they"ll eat anything, not just brains. You have to take their heads completely, and even then they take a while to die."
"Yeah. Sounds like our critters." Eli grunted, and it sounded like cursing. "Silver?"
"Won"t kill them. They-" I stopped and sat up in the seat. "The whole Naturaleza thing has always resulted in stronger, faster, harder-to-kill vamps. Maybe the spidey vamps are Naturaleza revenants, are a way to make vamps immune to everything. Silver, stakes in the heart, even partial beheading. Traditionally, less than three percent of staked vamps rise as revenants. Maybe the Naturaleza leader is experimenting on scions, making them into revenants, trying new magics forced from the missing witches to see what works. Some have seemed like rogues, newly risen and unintelligent; others have been in control of their faculties. Maybe the spidey vamps are a stepping stone to vamp perfection, or a mistake along the way."
"I don"t really care where they come from or who their mommies are," Eli said. "I just want to kill the suckers."
"Yeah. Okay," I said, thinking. "Me too." But even I could hear the lack of real interest. For once questions about vamps were more interesting than just killing them.
"This might help." He handed me a brown paper bag. It was heavier than I expected, and I nearly dropped it. I looked from the bag to him and back, and reached in. I pulled out a shotgun-sh.e.l.l holder, already loaded with rounds.
I felt my heart lighten. "Swuuueeet." I unsnapped the strap and drew the Benelli from its spine holster. Eli opened his tool kit, flipped on a tiny tight-beamed light, and quickly mounted the device on the left side of the receiver while I watched. I now had quick access to an additional six sh.e.l.ls. "I like. How much do I owe you?"
"Not a dime. Consider it a belated birthday present."
I felt odd and didn"t know what to say, like maybe . . . shy. Or something. So I drew on my Christian children"s-home manners and said, "Thank you. It"s really, really nice." Eli snorted, and I ducked my head, realizing that nice was probably not a good description for a weapon accessory, but it was all I had. I turned the holder over, admiring it from every angle, figuring out how the holder would affect the way the gun rested on my body from the strap, and how I"d handle it in the holster, and how the slight change in weight might affect firing. The draw would be different, and I worked through the mechanics of it. "Really nice," I said happily.
I turned as a shadow caught my attention and watched Sylvia Turpin approach the car. "She"s pretty," I said.
"She"s a knockout. And she likes guns almost as much as you do."
I gave a half smile. I wish my love life was so uncomplicated. And then I thought about the two together as a couple. Instead of a white picket fence, these two would have a gun range and a fallout shelter with enough food to hide out for a whole year. Right. There was uncomplicated and then there was Eli and Sylvia. Not uncomplicated; just a different kind of complication.
Eli rolled down his window. Sylvia bent down and rested both arms on the window ledge. She was wearing makeup again, and her hair was pulled back in a ponytail. "Hiya," she said. "The doc"s getting ready to start another autopsy. Come on in."
"Coffee anywhere?" Eli asked, opening his door and stepping to the pavement.
"The cafeteria has a coffee bar this month. Something new they"re trying to beat back the compet.i.tion. It"s not real coffee-you know. the burnt sludge from the bottom of the pot after it"s been sitting all day-but it isn"t bad. It"s horribly fresh, with all sorts of icky flavorings. And the espresso is made while you wait."
"I"ll buy you some of this horrible coffee," Eli said.
Sylvia laughed, and I figured all was okay now with their weird relationship. "The doc"s all excited about the vamps" external characteristics. He can"t wait to get them open."
"Get them-" Eli grabbed her arm. "You did take their heads already." At her wide eyes he added, "h.e.l.l. You didn"t get my text. Did you?" Sylvia shook her head. "There"s a good chance the new-style vamps will rise as revenants unless you take their heads."
I heard a beepbeepbeep. The sheriff went from dead stop to a sprint in a half second, pulling her police radio. She shouted back to us, "That"s man down! We got trouble in the morgue!" She shouted into the radio as we dashed down the sidewalk, "Take their heads! It"s the only way to kill them!" Over the radio, we heard gunshots and screaming.
No one stopped us as we entered a side door that had been propped open with a pencil. Sylvia kicked the pencil out of the way and we raced down a hallway as the door closed behind us, took a right down another hall, and flew down a short flight of stairs. We heard m.u.f.fled screams and more gunshots. Sylvia rammed open the door at the bottom while drawing her service weapon. I reached up and pulled the M4, adjusted the vamp-killer on my left hip, and let out some of Beast as we ran. Her strength and speed flowed into me like a drug, and I laughed shortly, showing my teeth.
We spun around a corner and stopped. Two cops were lying in a pool of blood, service revolvers out, throats torn away.
And the first thing landed on Sylvia.
CHAPTER 18.
The Bad Men Are Gone Eli let out a war scream and jumped in front. Stupid man. I nearly shot him. Instead, I adjusted my aim, braced the M4, and fired point-blank at the next thing. They were spidey vamps all right, but next-gen spidey vamps. Faster than lightning and nearly as deadly. The one I shot took the blast midcenter and didn"t even pause except to change direction by shoving off Eli"s back and leaping at me. I fired two shots in rapid sequence. Not gonna get chewed on twice.
The spidey vamp landed on me, gasping, and I let her slide down me to the floor. I put the shotgun to her head and fired. She stopped moving, so I pulled the vamp-killer and took her head. Eli was lifting Sylvia to her feet. She was covered in gore, and my heart fell. "How much of that is yours?" I asked.
"None," she said, and smiled at Eli.
Young love is so cute, I thought. And then realized I"d said it aloud. I shook myself and jogged away from them toward the sound of screams.
Most morgues these days don"t use the pull-out, refrigerated, coffin-sized beds, except for new arrivals or bodies still being processed. (That"s what they call it. Processed. Not slicing and dicing, measuring and scooping.) Most modern morgues use a cold room-a walk-in refrigerator where they can store bodies one of two ways: stack them on bunk-style ledges that look like prison beds, but without the charm or the pretense of a mattress, or on roll-in gurneys. In the autopsy suite, I stepped over the body on the floor. Someone had taken the liberty of beheading a spidey vamp, second gen. He was naked and had a hard carapace, like a spider"s, over his chest-or, rather, it was part of his chest. The carapace was brown and covered with coa.r.s.e hairs, spiked and barbed. If he had ever been human, he"d lost it totally.
Farther in the room was another one, still alive, her head only half removed. She was sitting on top of a human, her face buried in his belly, slurping. For creatures who had a rep for physical speed, their mental abilities were more along the lines of brain-dead. I reared back with the vamp-killer and yelled, "Hey, fanghead!" The vamp looked up and focused on me. Multifaceted eyes bulged from her face. Fly eyes. I hurled my arm forward with all my strength behind it.
Though I cut with anger rather than skill, I took her head, the blow sending it spinning, and I could have sworn she stared at me the whole time, until her head whapped into the wall. At my feet, her body was reaching for me. I kicked it away from the human beneath. It was the pathologist, and he was way too dead for any help.
Reaching for the handle of the cold room, I had a moment"s memory of the building today with the refrigerator and the white witch circle painted on the floor. This fridge was empty of witch circles, but the moment I opened the door, I was charged by more vamp things. I caught half a breath, pulling the M4 into firing position as they flowed across the s.p.a.ce like centipedes, a swirling yet jerky motion. The musk they exuded was dry and ammoniac, and they moved so fast I had only an instant of impression before the first one was on me. Naked, every one, and insectoid. Ick.
The first one latched on to the barrel of the shotgun as if she intended to use it as a straw. Taking her head was easy, and had the added benefit of peppering the vamps behind her with silver flechettes. It didn"t kill them, but it made three of them jump back. I put a hole in the two still moving forward and slammed the door shut. I had counted only four rounds, but the shotgun was empty and I broke open the M4 to reload from my handy-dandy sh.e.l.l holder. I could hear the creatures screaming inside, even over the concussive eardrum damage from the shotgun. They might not look like vamps, but they had the vamp death scream down pat.
To the others, who had gathered close, I said, "I count five," like it was a game we were playing or something.
Eli removed a metal shim from his go-bag and rammed it under the latching mechanism, effectively sealing them in, and the ease of it had me laughing. "That"s the easiest vamp trap I ever saw."
He gave me that little no-smile of humor. "After the last time we were in Natchez, I started carrying extra equipment. Let"s clear this place and come back," he added to Syl.
"Yeah." I loaded the six additional rounds fast, and moved out behind the happy, courting couple.
There was only one revenant vamp still loose, and he was chewing on a dead security guard. Eli took the vamp"s head with his vamp-killer, a silver-plated machete. He used it like he"d had plenty of practice, and made me wonder about the scars on his chest and neck and face. Not that I"d ask. But I did wonder. And I wondered what he"d tell Sylvia, if anything. The cause of his wounds was cla.s.sified, so it wasn"t likely.
The guard was propped against a locked door, an empty can of mace in his lap. "Yeah," I said. "Mace is gonna do a lot of good. It might make the vamp"s sense of smell less acute, but it won"t stop a brainless killing machine."
We turned away, but I heard a whimper and grabbed Eli"s arm. "What?" he asked. I paused, releasing his arm so he would have full range of motion. He stepped behind me, pushing Sylvia nearer me and protecting the womenfolk, the idiot man, but still covering my back, as Sylvia and I studied the hallway. And this time we all heard it: a whimper. Coming from the guard. "No way," Syl said.
I saw a sliver of b.l.o.o.d.y cloth that had once been white sticking out from under the guard"s blood-soaked navy pants. "c.r.a.p," I whispered. Silently, I stepped back and bent my knees, wedging my hands under his flaccid arms and standing, pulling him away from the corner. A little girl was curled into a ball behind his body, eyes closed tightly, a thumb in her mouth. Whimpering softly with each breath, a rhythmic moan of fear. I dropped the guard to the side and lifted the girl in my arms. "It"s all right, sweetie," I murmured. "The bad men are gone." I stepped over the guard, mentally saluting him, cradling the child. She was dark-haired with death-pale skin and a heartbeat I could hear, racing and bouncing. "It"s all right, sweetie," I repeated. "The bad men are gone."
Eli moved in front, guarding our pa.s.sage out. I handed Sylvia my shotgun and she fell behind, scanning our trail out, walking halfway backward. In the main room, back at the fridge, Eli pulled a flashbang off his vest and nodded at me. "You"re faster than Syl. Give her the girl." Understanding what he wanted, I switched the child for the M4. The smaller woman cradled the little girl gently, carrying her out of sight of the bodies. "Stay close," Eli told her. "Just in case."
To me, he said, "Make it fast. On three. One." He activated the stun grenade. "Two. Three."
I pulled out the shim and yanked the door open as he tossed in the grenade. Using Beast"s speed, I slammed the door shut, catching the top of a vamp"s head and part of a hand before they jumped back again.
The flashbang went off with a ma.s.sive thump, the concussion and intense wattage muted by the thick walls of the cold room, and followed almost instantly by the pealing, nearly ultrasonic screams of vamps in agony. I jerked the door open again and took out three revenants while Eli took three more. I had no idea where the sixth one had come from. Maybe newly risen since the last time I peeked.
Even though I could practically feel Sylvia"s disapproval, which I ignored, I took pics of the cold room and each of the vamps-or what was left of them-and then left the gore-spattered place and took more pics of the other true-dead. Proof for payment. When I was done, Sylvia handed me the child and started making calls. Lots of calls. Carrying the little girl, I walked outside and sat in the SUV. I turned on the engine and the heater, wrapped the child in a blanket I took from Eli"s emergency supplies, and cradled her on my lap.
Beast sighed at me, murmuring, Kit. Love kit. She lay her head on her paws and looked up at me, her eyes lonely. Want kits. Too long since I suckled kits. She blew out a breath and twitched her ears, smelling the child. Want kits.
Her desire for family stormed up through me, bringing tears to my eyes, tears that rolled down my face and dripped onto Eli"s blanket. I wiped them off, my palm rough on my skin, pulling, hurting, my breathing loud in the SUV. I couldn"t give her kits without being in Beast skin for a long, long time. I couldn"t have a child without staying in human form for a long, long time. There was no easy answer to her need.
Minutes ticked by as I murmured endearments to the little girl. She fell asleep, her breathing soft and regular. She was so exhausted that she didn"t stir when the parking lot filled with emergency vehicles, sirens sounding, lights flashing. Uniformed men and women ran for the building, and most came back out, anger in their postures, faces hard. Their comrades had fallen and there was nothing left to kill. I understood the need for vengeance, and the impotence produced when that was denied.
The SUV was warm by the time Rick drove up, a woman from social services following him. The two stood in the chill night air, talking about the girl, from what I could make out. I turned off the SUV and let the silence cover me as my arms involuntarily tightened on the sleeping bundle in my lap. I was glad I was hidden in the vehicle, so no one could see the anguish I felt over giving her up.
I/we saved her, Beast thought at me, her voice a low growl. She is ours.
"She has a family," I whispered. "We have to let her go."
They were not here to protect her.
The security guard protected her, I thought. That makes him family. And his family her family. She isn"t ours.
Molly"s kits are ours. Angie Baby is ours.
"No," I whispered aloud. "Not anymore."
Beast growled and paced away to hide deep in my mind, her eyes slit in displeasure.
The girl was asleep in my arms when the social worker came toward the vehicle. I opened the door and turned in the seat, letting my boots. .h.i.t the parking lot. The woman was short, stout, and motherly. And took the little girl away. I watched the social worker carry her to her car and drive away, my arms feeling heavy and empty. The darkness I"d been hiding from for days rose in me like a storm cloud, looking for something or someone to take out my fury and despondency on.
Instead of a revenant I could kill, Sylvia spotted me sitting in the dark and walked over, her hand on her gun b.u.t.t, that angry-cop look lurking in her eyes. She said. "Cops are dead in there, and you were taking pictures. So you could get paid."
She was right. What could I say? It was a stupid waste of time, but I tried logic. "You take crime-scene pictures. So do I. And, like you, I study them later to see what I missed, what I could have done differently. And, like you, I get paid because of those pictures."
"Don"t compare us," she snarled.
And I realized what she really wanted. I smiled, showing teeth, and reared back in the bucket seat, half in and half out of the vehicle, crossing my boots at the ankles. I laced my fingers across my midsection, going for irritating snark in both expression and body language. From the way her mouth tightened, I"d say I"d succeeded.
"Why not? You"d stay on the job if the county said you had to serve for free?" I asked.
"It isn"t the same thing."
"No? If our country was attacked and our marines were cut off from supplies and pay, they would keep fighting, no matter what. They take an oath. You were elected," I goaded. "Pay stops, I bet you"d stop doing the job too."
"You don"t know me well enough to insult me."
"Back atcha, Syl."
It took a moment for her eyes to register her understanding, and when they did, her mouth turned down as if she"d sucked on a lemon. Then she sighed and sat down on the curb, almost as if she were showing submission, but I figured it was really just exhaustion. "Guess I deserved that."
"You wanted a fight. I thought about giving it to you. I came close."
"Eli says you"d win." She didn"t sound happy about it.
"I"d wipe the floor with you," I said happily.
Sylvia Turpin snorted. "I can"t decide if I like you or not."
"Two alphas in the same city. Makes it hard."
"Long as you stay away from Eli," she said, "I guess I can live with it." I started laughing, and Sylvia rolled her eyes. "Okay. That sounded like a high school girl laying claim to the cute boy in cla.s.s. I"m an idiot. But-" She came to an abrupt stop, clearly floundering with whatever she wanted to communicate.
"But you never met anyone like him, and it worries you that we share a house?"
"Yeah. I guess."
"Friends and family. That"s all, Sheriff."
"Yeah?" She thought about that a bit, her eyes on the parking lot at her feet. "Okay. I can live with that." She stood and held out her hand, which trembled slightly. We shook. She didn"t release my hand, but held me in place and searched my face. After what felt like way too many seconds, she nodded and stepped back. "Okay. Later, Jane Yellowrock."
"Later, Sylvia Turpin."
It was after two a.m. when Eli and I drove into the historic Top of the Hill district of downtown to check out several addresses the Kid thought looked promising for containing vamp lairs. Some had bas.e.m.e.nts, one had newly installed vamp shutters, and three had belonged to vamps on the kill list.
Like many old Deep South towns, the rich and hoity-toity lived close to the poor and down-and-out, sometimes only one block away or even one yard down. The socioeconomic distribution had been designed in a time when transportation was a major problem and the poor had to walk to work as servants at the rich people"s big houses and in town businesses and cotton mills and industry.