"You sure you"re an orphan and not a Separatist spy?" asked Glynn-Beti gruffly. She didn"t seem to expect an answer. "Teff, huh? Account for yourself, Teff! How did you get on Raxus Prime?"
Boba put his hands behind his back, so she wouldn"t see them trembling. This was harder than he had thought!
"Speak up, Orphan Teff! What are your parents" names? What"s in the bag there? Open it, please."
Boba panicked. If he opened the flight bag and the Jedi saw the Mandalorian battle helmet, they would know he was Jango Fett"s son. They would arrest him immediately. He didn"t know what to do. Self-sufficiency, don"t fail me now!
Instead of opening the bag, Boba decided to burst into tears. He covered his face with his hands and began to sob.
"Oh, bother!" said Glynn-Beti, visibly uncomfortable. "Ulu, take him to the Orphan Hall. But stop by the bacta baths first - he stinks of Raxus Prime, and who knows what contagion breeds there."
She turned on a tiny, pointed heel, and was gone.
"Come with me, Teff," said the Padawan, putting a gentle arm around Boba"s shoulder. "Don"t cry. Let"s get you some clean clothes and something to eat. You"ll feel better then, I promise. You don"t seem like a spy and we"ll hear your story later."
Boba sniffled as he followed Ulu Ulix. He kept his face covered to hide his true feelings. It worked! he thought.
CHAPTER ELEVEN.
Boba figured that taking a bacta bath was one of the galaxy"s most intense experiences. He breathed through. a mask while he was submerged in a synthetic gel that did a search and repair over every centimeter of his body, inside and out, healing, restoring, and refreshing every organ.
It took hours.
It made him tingle all over.
And it got rid of the stink of Raxus Prime.
Much better, Boba thought as he allowed the air scrubber to dry him. He put on the clean coveralls that had been set out for him by Ulu.
He was glad to see that no one had opened his flight bag.
"You look like a new person," said Ulu when he returned. "As you can see, Teff, there"s no need to cry. Lots of kids have been separated from their parents during this war. Most of them will be reunited, I am sure. Meanwhile, all you orphans, temporary orphans - are being taken to a temporary clearing site in the beautiful Cloud City of Bespin."
Bespin! Boba perked up. The gas giant was fairly remote but a minor hub of the galaxy, and a good place to start his search for Aurra Sing.
Things are looking better already.
Boba and Ulu walked through the halls of the vast ship. It was like Coruscant, levels and levels interlocked with ladders and chutes. But the halls were not teeming with hangers-on and tourists from all over the galaxy, all in different brightly colored outfits. Rather, there were only two basic types: the crew, who represented every sentient race or life- form. Diverse in color, stature, and shape, they were united by their magenta tunics. And the clone troopers, all looking alike, whether they were in their white battle armor or their red coveralls. With their helmets off, their blank faces showed neither emotion nor interest in anything outside their own ranks.
I hope I don"t look that blank when I"m twenty, Boba thought with a shudder.
Ulu Ulix was very friendly, for a Jedi. He seemed to lack that aggressive arrogance that Boba a.s.sociated with the order.
He"ll probably flunk out, Boba thought.
They went into what must have been one of many small kitchens set up to feed the around-the-clock patrols. "The other kids will be at dinner," said Ulu Ulix. "You must be starving. What would you like?"
All the food was unfamiliar. Boba pointed to what looked like a meat pie that was sitting behind a pane of gla.s.s.
Ulu pressed his palm against the gla.s.s, and the meat pie made itself in a swirl of laser light, then floated out, released temporarily from the ship"s artificial gravity.
"Thanks!" Boba said, catching it. It tasted better than good - it had been a long time since he"d had a full meal.
Boba didn"t like Jedi - at all! - but it was hard to hate Ulu. He was different. Almost cordial. "Aren"t you going to eat some?" Boba asked. "You can have a bite of mine."
"Not hungry. I just ate the day before yesterday."
At the end of a long hallway in the depths of the ship, they found a dormitory. It was empty of people, but filled with beds, all of them short.
"Grab an empty bed, Teff," said Ulu. "The other kids will be back from dinner soon. They"ll tell you the drill. It mainly involves staying out of the way."
"That"s it?"
"That"s it," said Ulu. "I"m in charge of the Orphan Hall. It"s part of my training. I try to make things as easy for you kids as possible. If there"s anything you need, just let me know."
Ulu smiled and left, and Boba lay down on a bunk by the wall. This was going to be something new: a roomful of kids. Was he finally going to have a chance to make some friends? That would be something new for sure!
His father had warned him about friendships and making himself weak to so- called friends. But Boba was still curious.
For now, Boba was too tired to think about it. He lay down and closed his eyes. It seemed that his head had barely hit the pillow when he was awakened by a hideous cackling noise, as if he were being attacked by a flock of birds.
He sat up, terrified. A nightmare?
He opened his eyes. No nightmare. It was kids - shouting, screaming, laughing, jumping on and off the beds. Boba looked at them and groaned. They were incredibly loud, and diverse. The only older kids (his age) he saw were separated into two groups, a small group of girls, looking suspiciously at a small group of boys.
The rest of the kids were squalling, laughing, and crying. The chaos was unbelievable. Boba groaned again. This was far worse than he had imagined. Boba Fett, the bounty hunter"s son, who could fly a starship and survive a Count"s attack... stuck with a bunch of underage brats!
I don"t belong here! Boba put his pillow over his head, hoping he would go to sleep before he went crazy.
And he got lucky.
He did.
In dreams there is no past and future, only a shining endless now.
In dreams there is no gravity, no hunger, no cold...
"Hey."
Boba groaned. In his dream he was riding a great beast around and around in an arena, trying to catch up with his father, but he kept slipping off...
"Hey!"
"I am," said Boba.
"You am what?" a voice said with a laugh. "Holding on," said Boba.
But there was nothing to hold on to. The beast was gone.
Boba sat up and opened his eyes.
He was in the dorm, the Orphan Hall. The noise was now a low hum, still obnoxious but bearable.
Most of the kids were playing games or sitting and rocking their toys or dolls. All but one, who was sitting at the foot of his bed.
"Wake up," he said - or was he a she? It was hard to tell. The kid at the end of the bed was a humanoid, like Boba, but with darker skin and shorter hair - and very merry eyes.
Boba smiled. He couldn"t help it. "Who are you?"
"The only reasonably mature kid in this zoo. And I"m exactly what you need."
"Which is what?"
"A friend."
CHAPTER TWELVE.
"I"m Garr," said the visitor sitting at the foot of the bed, extending a hand.
Boba took it cautiously. ""Teff" he said, remembering the name he had conjured up for the Jedi. (He wished he had been more creative.) He sat up and rubbed his head. "I must have fallen asleep. How long was I sleeping?"
"Days," said Garr. "A standard day, anyway, according to the ship"s chronos. We all notice when there"s someone new: You had been in the bacta bath, but you still smelled a little ripe. Where did they pick you up, anyway?"
"Rexus Prime," said Boba.
"Ugh. Is it as bad as they say?"
"Worse," Boba confided. He decided to change the subject. "Where were you, uh, picked up?"
"Excarga," said Garr. "My parents are ore traders.
When the Separatists arrived to take control of our ore-processing facilities, they took everyone prisoner, so my parents hid me. Later, when the Republic counterattacked, they picked me up, but I couldn"t find my parents. What about your parents?"
"My parents?"
Garr pointed around the Orphan Hall. "All of us are here because we were separated from our parents. Sometimes I think that"s why they call them Separatists. What about your parents? Were they captured or, you know. .."
Garr was reluctant to say the word. Boba wasn"t. "Killed," he said.
"My father was killed. Cut down. I saw it. I watched it."
Boba looked down and saw that his fists were clenched. He wondered if he should tell his new friend that it wasn"t the Separatists who had killed his father - but the Jedi.
"I"m sorry," said Garr. "What happened to your mother? If you don"t mind my asking."
"I don"t mind your asking," said Boba, "if you don"t mind my not answering."
"Fair enough." Garr got up and pulled at Boba"s hand. "Let"s go get something to eat. The commissary closes in a few minutes, and most of the s.p.a.ce brats are finished, so we"ll have a little peace and quiet."
For the next few days, and for the first time in his life, Boba had a friend. He could hardly believe it. He decided not to question it, but simply accept it as one of the surprises life was throwing at him. By nature - and by teaching - he was suspicious of anyone who came too close. But now he was... enjoying it.
Garr was good at having fun. When they weren"t exploring the ship, the two played sabacc or simply lay on their bunks and talked, trying to ignore the chaos and craziness of the other orphans.
There were a few other kids their age, but Garr avoided them, and Boba did, too. They might ask too many questions. Because most of the orphans were much younger, Ulu was too busy with the "s.p.a.ce brats" (as Garr called them) to worry about what his older orphans were up to.
All orphans were prohibited from roaming the ship unattended, but that"s exactly what Garr and Boba did, telling Ulu that they were going to one of the ship"s libraries for a book (not likely, since all they had were boring military manuals) when in fact they were exploring the ship"s seemingly endless corridors.
Boba shared his discovery with Garr - that no one notices a ten-year- old. And it was true. The troopers or crew members they ran into in the corridors simply a.s.sumed that the two friends were someone else"s responsibility, if they noticed them at all.
Politics didn"t interest Garr, but starships did. "This is the most advanced a.s.sault ship in the Republic"s fleet," Boba"s new friend explained. "There are over fifteen thousand troopers, all with the most advanced weaponry. They are all alike - I think they"re clones."
"Imagine that," said Boba. He wondered what Garr would think if he knew the clones" true origin.
Garr"s favorite place was the rear docking bay, where the starfighters were lined up to be armed and serviced by busy tech droids.
"I could fly one of those," Boba said once. He regretted saying it immediately; it gave too much away.
"Really?" Garr asked. "Who taught you? Your father?"
Boba nodded.
"My mother would have had a fit," said Garr. "What did your mother think about you flying a starfighter so young?"
"I don"t honestly know," said Boba. "I never asked her."
Boba knew his words sounded hollow. They felt hollow, too.
Boba"s favorite spot on the ship was its rear observation blister, or ROB. A small, cold room under a clear plexi dome, it was usually empty, since the crew was too busy to look at the stars and the troopers didn"t care about anything except war and discipline.
The ship was traveling through normal s.p.a.ce, which meant that the stars didn"t streak by (or appear to streak by) as they did in hypers.p.a.ce. Even though the ship was traveling at thousands of kilometers per second, it seemed as though it were standing still, s.p.a.ce was so huge.
Standing or sitting on a bench under the dome, Boba saw a sea of stars in every direction. There were no planets visible, only gas giants, dwarfs, quasars, and the occasional smudge that marked the location of a black hole. Distant galaxies were pinwheels of fire.
"Okay, we"ve seen s.p.a.ce, and it"s boring!" Garr was always more interested in adventure than astronomy. "Let"s find something to do."
"Just a few minutes..." Boba liked the view, but he liked the dreams he had while staring into s.p.a.ce even more. He was always dreaming of the day he would get Slave I back, and experience the stars on his own.