The doctor shrugged, but the gesture was lost in the shapeless decontagion suit. "Do you think we"re letting it run in the streets?
It"s in the next room, under observation."
The doctor was more concerned than he was letting on. The hospital was small and animals were never kept in it. "It"s not the carrier. I was sick before it was given to me."
"You had something, we know that much, but was it this? Even granting that you"re right, it was in contact with you and may now be infected."
"I think life on this planet isn"t bothered by the disease. The natives have been every place I went and none of them seemed to have it."
"Didn"t they?" said the doctor, going to the door. "Maybe. It"s too early to say." He reeled a cord out of the wall and plugged it into the decontagion suit. He spread his legs and held his arms away from his sides. In an instant, the suit glowed white hot. Only for an instant, and it was insulated inside. Even so it must be uncomfortable--and the process would be repeated outside. The doctor wasn"t taking any chances.
"Try to sleep," he said. "Ring if there"s a change in your condition--even if you think it"s insignificant."
"I"ll ring," said Bolden. In a short time he fell asleep. It was easy to sleep.
The nurse entered as quietly as she could in the decontagion outfit. It awakened Bolden. It was evening. He had slept most of the day. "Which one are you?" he asked. "The pretty one?"
"All nurses are pretty if you get well. Here. Swallow this."
It was Peggy. He looked doubtfully at what she held out. "All of it?"
"Certainly. You get it down and I"ll see that it comes back up. The string won"t hurt you."
She pa.s.sed a small instrument over his body, reading the dial she held in the other hand. The information, he knew, was being recorded elsewhere on a master chart. Apparently the instrument measured neural currents and hence indirectly the progress of the disease. Already they had evolved new diagnostic techniques. He wished they"d made the same advance in treatment.
After expertly reeling out the instrument he had swallowed, the nurse read it and deposited it in a receptacle in the wall. She brought a tray and told him to eat. He wanted to question her, but she was insistent about it so he ate. Allowance had been made for his partial paralysis.
The food was liquid. It was probably nutritious, but he didn"t care for the taste.
She took the tray away and came back and sat beside him. "Now we can talk," she said.
"What"s going on?" he said bluntly. "When do I start getting shots?
Nothing"s been done for me so far."
"I don"t know what the doctor"s working out for you. I"m just the nurse."
"Don"t try to tell me that," he said. "You"re a doctor yourself. In a pinch you could take Kessler"s place."
"And I get my share of pinches," she said brightly. "Okay, so I"m a doctor, but only on Earth. Until I complete my off-planet internship here, I"m not allowed to practice."
"You know as much about Van Daamas as anyone does."
"That may be," she said. "Now don"t be alarmed, but the truth ought to be obvious. None of our anti or neobiotics or combinations of them have a positive effect. We"re looking for something new."
It should have been obvious; he had been hoping against that, though. He looked at the shapeless figure sitting beside him and remembered Peggy as she usually looked. He wondered if they were any longer concerned with him as an individual. They must be working mainly to keep the disease from spreading. "What are my chances?"
"Better than you think. We"re looking for an additive that will make the biotics effective."
He hadn"t thought of that, though it was often used, particularly on newly settled planets. He had heard of a virus infection common to Centaurus that could be completely controlled by a shot of neobiotics plus aspirin, though separately neither was of any value. But the discovery of what substance should be added to what antibiotic was largely one of trial and error. That took time and there wasn"t much time. "What else?" he said.
"That"s about it. We"re not trying to make you believe this isn"t serious. But don"t forget we"re working ten times as fast as the disease can multiply. We expect a break any moment." She got up. "Want a sedative for the night?"
"I"ve got a sedative inside me. Looks like it will be permanent."
"That"s what I like about you, you"re so cheerful," she said, leaning over and clipping something around his throat. "In case you"re wondering, we"re going to be busy tonight checking the microbe. We can put someone in with you, but we thought you"d rather have all of us working on it."
"Sure," he said.
"This is a body monitor. If you want anything just call and we"ll be here within minutes."
"Thanks," he said. "I won"t panic tonight."
She plugged in the decontagion uniform, flashed it on and then left the room. After she was gone, the body monitor no longer seemed rea.s.suring.
It was going to take something positive to pull him through.
They were going to work through the night, but did they actually hope for success. What had Peggy said? None of the anti or neobiotics had a positive reaction. Unknowingly she had let it slip. The reaction was negative; the bubble microbes actually grew faster in the medium that was supposed to stop them. It happened occasionally on strange planets.
It was his bad luck that it was happening to him.
He pushed the thoughts out of his mind and tried to sleep. He did for a time. When he awakened he thought, at first, it was his arms that had aroused him. They seemed to be on fire, deep inside. To a limited extent, he still had control. He could move them though there was no surface sensation. Interior nerves had not been greatly affected until now. But outside the infection had crept up. It was no longer just above the wrists. It had reached his elbows and pa.s.sed beyond. A few inches below his shoulder he could feel nothing. The illness was accelerating.
If they had ever thought of amputation, it was too late, now.
He resisted an impulse to cry out. A nurse would come and sit beside him, but he would be taking her from work that might save his life. The infection would reach his shoulders and move across his chest and back.
It would travel up his throat and he wouldn"t be able to move his lips.
It would paralyze his eyelids so that he couldn"t blink. Maybe it would blind him, too. And then it would find ingress to his brain.
The result would be a metabolic explosion. Swiftly each bodily function would stop altogether or race wildly as the central nervous system was invaded, one regulatory center after the other blanking out. His body would be aflame or it would smolder and flicker out. Death might be spectacular or it could come very quietly.
That was one reason he didn"t call the nurse.
The other was the noise.
It was a low sound, half purr, half a coaxing growl. It was the animal the native had given him, confined in the next room. Bolden was not sure why he did what he did next. Instinct or reason may have governed his actions. But instinct and reason are divisive concepts that cannot apply to the human mind, which is actually indivisible.
He got out of bed. Unable to stand, he rolled to the floor. He couldn"t crawl very well because his hands wouldn"t support his weight so he crept along on his knees and elbows. It didn"t hurt. Nothing hurt except the fire in his bones. He reached the door and straightened up on his knees. He raised his hand to the handle, but couldn"t grasp it. After several trials, he abandoned the attempt and hooked his chin on the handle, pulling it down. The door opened and he was in the next room.
The animal was whining louder now that he was near. Yellow eyes glowed at him from the corner. He crept to the cage.
It was latched. The animal shivered eagerly, pressing against the side, striving to reach him. His hands were numb and he couldn"t work the latch. The animal licked his fingers.
It was easier after that. He couldn"t feel what he was doing, but somehow he managed to unlatch it. The door swung open and the animal bounded out, knocking him to the floor.
He didn"t mind at all because now he was sure he was right. The natives had given him the animal for a purpose. Their own existence was meager, near the edge of extinction. They could not afford to keep something that wasn"t useful. And this creature was useful. Tiny blue sparks crackled from the fur as it rubbed against him in the darkness. It was not whining. It rumbled and purred as it licked his hands and arms and rolled against his legs.
After a while he was strong enough to crawl back to bed, leaning against the animal for support. He lifted himself up and fell across the bed in exhaustion. Blood didn"t circulate well in his crippled body. The animal bounded up and tried to melt itself into his body. He couldn"t push it away if he wanted. He didn"t want to. He stirred and got himself into a more comfortable position. He wasn"t going to die.