"Yes. . . ."
"And . . . pardon me if I misunderstood, but it seemed to me you had a certain . . . empathy, for my situation. An understanding of my position."
Thorne rendered her a slightly idiotic bow. "I understand you are dangling over a pit."
Her lips tightened, and she nodded mutely.
"She got herself into it," Miles pointed out.
Her chin lifted. "And I intend to get myself out of it."
Miles turned a hand palm-out, and sipped again.
She readjusted her float chair, a nervous gesture ending at about the same alt.i.tude it began.
"It seems to me," said Miles, "that Baron Fell is a formidable protector. I"m not sure you have anything to fear from Ryoval"s, er, carnal interest in you as long as Fell"s in charge."
"Baron Fell is dying." She tossed her head. "Or at any rate, he thinks he is."
"So I gathered. Why doesn"t he have a clone made?"
"He did. It was all set up with House Bharaputra. The clone was fourteen years old, full-sized. Then a couple of months ago, somebody a.s.sa.s.sinated the clone. The baron still hasn"t found out for sure who did it, though he has a little list. Headed by his half-brother."
"Thus trapping him in his aging body. What a ... fascinating tactical maneuver," Miles mused. "What"s this unknown enemy going to do next, I wonder? Just wait?"
"I don"t know," said Nicol. "The Baron"s had another clone started, but it"s not even out of the replicator yet. Even with growth accelerators it"d be years before it would be mature enough to transplant. And ... it has occurred to me that there are a number of ways the baron could die besides ill health between now and then."
"An unstable situation," Miles agreed.
"I want out. I want to buy pa.s.sage out."
"Then why, he asked," said Miles dryly, "don"t you just go plunk your money down at the offices of one of the three galactic commercial pa.s.senger lines that dock here, and buy a ticket?"
"It"s my contract," said Nicol. "When I signed it back on Earth, I didn"t realize what it would mean once I got to Jackson"s Whole. I can"t even buy my way out of it, unless the baron chooses to let me. And somehow . . . it seems to cost more and more just to live here. I ran a calculation ... it gets much worse before my time is up."
"How much time?" asked Thorne.
"Five more years."
"Ouch," said Thorne sympathetically.
"So you, ah, want us to help you jump a Syndicate contract," said Miles, making little wet coffee rings on the table with the bottom of his mug. "Smuggle you out in secret, I suppose."
"I can pay. I can pay more right now than I"ll be able to next year. This wasn"t the gig I expected, when I came here. There was talk of recording a vid demo ... it never happened. I don"t think it"s ever going to happen. I have to be able to reach a wider audience, if I"m ever to pay my way back home. Back to my people. I want . . . out out of here, before I fall down that gravity well." She jerked an upper thumb in the general direction of the planet they orbited. "People go downside here, who never come up again." She paused. "Are you of here, before I fall down that gravity well." She jerked an upper thumb in the general direction of the planet they orbited. "People go downside here, who never come up again." She paused. "Are you afraid afraid of Baron Fell?" of Baron Fell?"
"No!" said Thorne, as Miles said, "Yes." They exchanged a sardonic look.
"We are inclined to be careful of Baron Fell," Miles suggested. Thorne shrugged agreement.
She frowned, and maneuvered to the table. She drew a wad of a.s.sorted planetary currencies out of her green silk jacket and laid it in front of Miles. "Would this bolster your nerve?"
Thorne fingered the stack, flipped through it. At least a couple thousand Betan dollars worth, at conservative estimate, mostly in middle denominations, though a Betan single topped the pile, camouflaging its value to a casual glance. "Well," said Thorne, glancing at Miles, "and what do we mercenaries think of that?"
Miles leaned back thoughtfully in his chair. The kept secret of Miles"s ident.i.ty wasn"t the only favor Thorne could call in if it chose. Miles remembered the day Thorne had helped capture an asteroid mining station and the pocket dreadnought Triumph Triumph for him with nothing but sixteen troops in combat armor and a h.e.l.l of a lot of nerve. "I encourage creative financing on the part of my commanders," he said at last. "Negotiate away, Captain." for him with nothing but sixteen troops in combat armor and a h.e.l.l of a lot of nerve. "I encourage creative financing on the part of my commanders," he said at last. "Negotiate away, Captain."
Thorne smiled, and pulled the Betan dollar off the stack. "You have the right idea," Thorne said to the musician, "but the amount is wrong."
Her hand went uncertainly to her jacket and paused, as Thorne pushed the rest of the stack of currency, minus the single, back to her. "What?"
Thorne picked up the single and snapped it a few times. "This is the right amount. Makes it an official contract, you see." Bel extended a hand to her; after a bewildered moment, she shook it. "Deal," said Thorne happily.
"Hero," said Miles, holding up a warning finger, "beware, I"ll call in my veto if you can"t come up with a way to bring this off in dead secret. That"s my cut of the price."
"Yes, sir," sir," said Thorne. said Thorne.
Several hours later, Miles snapped awake in his cabin aboard the Ariel Ariel to an urgent bleeping from his comconsole. Whatever he had been dreaming was gone in the instant, though he had the vague idea it had been something unpleasant. Biological and unpleasant. "Naismith here." to an urgent bleeping from his comconsole. Whatever he had been dreaming was gone in the instant, though he had the vague idea it had been something unpleasant. Biological and unpleasant. "Naismith here."
"This is the duty officer in Nav and Com, sir. You have a call originating from the downside commercial comm net. He says to tell you it"s Vaughn."
Vaughn was the agreed-upon code name of their pick-up. His real name was Dr. Canaba. Miles grabbed his uniform jacket and shrugged it on over his black T-shirt, pa.s.sed his hands futilely through his hair, and slid into his console station chair. "Put him through."
The face of a man on the high side of middle age materialized above Miles"s vid plate. Tan-skinned, racially indeterminate features, short wavy hair greying at the temples; more arresting was the intelligence that suffused those features and quickened the brown eyes. Yep, that"s my man, Yep, that"s my man, thought Miles with satisfaction. thought Miles with satisfaction. Here we go. Here we go. But Canaba looked more than tense. He looked distraught. But Canaba looked more than tense. He looked distraught.
"Admiral Naismith?"
"Yes. Vaughn?"
Canaba nodded.
"Where are you?" asked Miles.
"Downside."
"You were to meet us up here."
"I know. Something"s come up. A problem."
"What sort of problem? Ah-is this channel secure?"
Canaba laughed bitterly. "On this planet, nothing is secure. But I don"t think I"m being traced. But I can"t come up yet. I need . . . help."
"Vaughn, we aren"t equipped to break you out against superior forces-if you"ve become a prisoner-"
He shook his head. "No, it"s not that. I"ve . . . lost something. I need help to get it back."
"I"d understood you were to leave everything. You would be compensated later."
"It"s not a personal possession. It"s something your employer wants very badly. Certain . . . samples, have been removed from my . . . power. They won"t take me without them."
Dr. Canaba took Miles for a mercenary hireling, entrusted with minimum cla.s.sified information by Barrayaran Security. So. "All I was asked to transport was you and your skills."
"They didn"t tell you everything."
The h.e.l.l they didn "t. Barrayar would take you stark naked, and be grateful. What was this? What was this?
Canaba met Miles"s frown with a mouth set like iron. "I won"t won"t leave without them. Or the deal"s off. And you can whistle for your pay, mercenary." leave without them. Or the deal"s off. And you can whistle for your pay, mercenary."
He meant it. d.a.m.n. Miles"s eyes narrowed. "This is all a bit mysterious."
Canaba shrugged acknowledgment. "I"m sorry. But I must . . . must . . . Meet with me, and I"ll tell you the rest. Or go, I don"t care which. But a certain thing must be accomplished, must be ... expiated." He trailed off in agitation. Meet with me, and I"ll tell you the rest. Or go, I don"t care which. But a certain thing must be accomplished, must be ... expiated." He trailed off in agitation.
Miles took a deep breath. "Very well. But every complication you add increases your risk. And mine. This had better be worth it."
"Oh, Admiral," breathed Canaba sadly, "it is to me. It is to me."
Snow sifted through the little park where Canaba met them, giving Miles something new to swear at if only he hadn"t run out of invective hours ago. He was shivering even in his Dendarii-issue parka by the time Canaba walked past the dingy kiosk where Miles and Bel roosted. They fell in behind him without a word.
Bharaputra Laboratories were headquartered in a downside town Miles frankly found worrisome; guarded shuttleport, guarded syndicate buildings, guarded munic.i.p.al buildings, guarded walled residential compounds; in between, a crazy disorder of neglected aging structures that didn"t seem to be guarded by anyone, occupied by people who slunk. slunk. It made Miles wonder if the two Dendarii troopers he"d detailed to shadow them were quite enough. But the slithery people gave them a wide berth; they evidently understood what guards meant. At least during daylight. It made Miles wonder if the two Dendarii troopers he"d detailed to shadow them were quite enough. But the slithery people gave them a wide berth; they evidently understood what guards meant. At least during daylight.
Canaba led them into one of the nearby buildings. Its lift tubes were out-of-order, its corridors unheated. A darkly-dressed maybe-female person scurried out of their way in the shadows, reminding Miles uncomfortably of a rat. They followed Canaba dubiously up the safety ladder set in the side of a dead lift tube, down another corridor, and through a door with a broken palm-lock into an empty dirty room, greyly lit by an unpolarized but intact window. At least they were out of the wind.
"I think we can talk safely here," said Canaba, turning and pulling off his gloves.
"Bel?" said Miles.
Thorne pulled an a.s.sortment of anti-surveillance detectors from its parka and ran a scan, as the two guards prowled the perimeters. One stationed himself in the corridor, the second near the window.
"It scans clean," said Bel at last, as if reluctant to believe its own instruments. "For now." Rather pointedly, Bel walked around Canaba and scanned him too. Canaba waited with bowed head, as if he felt he deserved no better. Bel set up the sonic baffler.
Miles shrugged back his hood and opened his parka, the better to reach his concealed weapons in the event of a trap. He was finding Canaba extraordinarily hard to read. What were the man"s motivations anyway? There was no doubt House Bharaputra had a.s.sured his comfort-his coat, the rich cut of his clothing beneath it, spoke of that -and though his standard of living surely would not drop when he transferred his allegiance to the Barrayaran Imperial Science Inst.i.tute, he would not have nearly the opportunities to ama.s.s wealth on the side that he had here. So, he wasn"t in it for the money. Miles could understand that. But why work for a place like House Bharaputra in the first place unless greed overwhelmed integrity?
"You puzzle me, Dr. Canaba," said Miles lightly. "Why this mid-career switch? I"m pretty well acquainted with your new employers, and frankly, I don"t see how they could out-bid House Bharaputra." There, that was a properly mercenary way to put it.
"They offered me protection from House Bharaputra. Although, if you"re you"re it ..." he looked doubtfully down at Miles. it ..." he looked doubtfully down at Miles.
Ha. And, h.e.l.l. The man really was ready to bolt. Leaving Miles to explain the failure of his mission to Chief of Imperial Security Illyan in person. "They bought our services," said Miles, "and therefore you command our services. They want you safe and happy. But we can"t begin to protect you when you depart from a plan designed to maximize your safety, throw in random factors, and ask us to operate in the dark. I need full knowledge of what"s going on if I"m to take full responsibility for the results."
"No one is asking you to take responsibility."
"I beg your pardon, doctor, but they surely have."
"Oh," said Canaba. "I ... see." He paced to the window, back. "But will you do what I ask?"
"I will do what I can."
"Happy," Canaba snorted. "G.o.d . . ." he shook his head wearily, inhaled decisively. "I never came here for the money. I came here because I could do research I couldn"t do anywhere else. Not hedged round with outdated legal restrictions. I dreamed of breakthroughs . . . but it became a nightmare. The freedom became slavery. The things they wanted me to do . . . ! Constantly interrupting the things I wanted to do. Oh, you can always find someone to do anything for money, but they"re second-raters. These labs are full of second-raters. The very best can"t be bought. I"ve done things, unique things, that Bharaputra won"t develop because the profit would be too small, never mind how many people it would benefit-I get no credit, no standing for my work-every year, I see in the literature of my field galactic honors going to lesser men, because I cannot publish my results . . ." He stopped, lowered his head. "I doubtless sound like a megalomaniac to you."
"Ah . . ." said Miles, "you sound quite frustrated."
"The frustration," said Canaba, "woke me from a long sleep. Wounded ego-it was only wounded ego. But in my pride, I rediscovered shame. And the weight of it stunned me, stunned me where I stood. Do Do you understand? Does it matter if you understand? Ah!" He paced away to the wall, and stood facing it, his back rigid. you understand? Does it matter if you understand? Ah!" He paced away to the wall, and stood facing it, his back rigid.
"Uh," Miles scratched the back of his head ruefully, "yeah. I"d be glad to spend many fascinating hours listening to you explain it to me -on my ship. Outbound."
Canaba turned with a crooked smile. "You are a practical man, I perceive. A soldier. Well, G.o.d knows I need a soldier now."
"Things are that screwed up, eh?"
"It . . . happened suddenly. I thought I had it under control." "Go on," sighed Miles.
"There were seven synthesized gene-complexes. One of them is a cure for a certain obscure enzyme disorder. One of them will increase oxygen-generation in s.p.a.ce station algae twenty-fold. One of them came from outside Bharaputra Labs, brought in by a man-we never found out who he really was, but death followed him. Several of my colleagues who had worked on his project were murdered all in one night, by the commandos who pursued him-their records destroyed-I never told anyone I"d borrowed an unauthorized tissue sample to study. I"ve not unravelled it fully yet, but I can tell you, it"s absolutely unique."
Miles recognized that one, and almost choked, reflecting upon the bizarre chain of circ.u.mstances that had placed an identical tissue sample in the hands of Dendarii Intelligence a year ago. Terrence See"s telepathy complex-and the main reason why why His Imperial Majesty suddenly wanted a top geneticist. Dr. Canaba was in for a little surprise when he arrived at his new Barrayaran laboratory. But if the other six complexes came anywhere near matching the value of the known one, Security Chief Illyan would peel Miles with a dull knife for letting them slip through his fingers. Miles"s attention to Canaba abruptly intensified. This side-trip might not be as trivial as he"d feared. His Imperial Majesty suddenly wanted a top geneticist. Dr. Canaba was in for a little surprise when he arrived at his new Barrayaran laboratory. But if the other six complexes came anywhere near matching the value of the known one, Security Chief Illyan would peel Miles with a dull knife for letting them slip through his fingers. Miles"s attention to Canaba abruptly intensified. This side-trip might not be as trivial as he"d feared.
"Together, these seven complexes represent tens of thousands of hours of research time, mostly mine, some of others-my life"s work.
I"d planned from the beginning to take them with me. I bundled them up in a viral insert and placed them, bound and dormant, in a live . . ." Canaba faltered, "organism, for storage. An organism, I thought, that no one would think to look at for such a thing."
"Why didn"t you just store them in your own tissue?" Miles asked irritably. "Then you couldn"t lose "em."
Canaba"s mouth opened. "I ... never thought of that. How elegant. Why didn"t I think of that?" His hand touched his forehead wonderingly, as if probing for systems failure. His lips tightened again. "But it would have made no difference. I would still need to . . ." he fell silent. "It"s about the organism," he said at last. "The . . . creature." Another long silence.
"Of all the things I did," Canaba continued lowly, "of all the interruptions this vile place imposed on me, there is one I regret the most. You understand, this was years ago. I was younger, I thought I still had a future here to protect. And it wasn"t all my doing-guilt by committee, eh? Spread it around, make it easy, say it was his his fault, fault, her her doing . . . well, it"s mine now." doing . . . well, it"s mine now."
You mean it"s mine mine now, thought Miles grimly. "Doctor, the more time we spend here, the greater the chance of compromising this operation. Please get to the point." now, thought Miles grimly. "Doctor, the more time we spend here, the greater the chance of compromising this operation. Please get to the point."
"Yes . . . yes. Well, a number of years ago, House Bharaputra Laboratories took on a contract to manufacture a ... new species. Made to order."
"I thought it was House Ryoval that was famous for making people, or whatever, to order," said Miles.
"They make slaves, one-off. They are very specialized. And small- their customer base is surprisingly small. There are many rich men, and there are, I suppose, many depraved men, but a House Ryoval customer has to be a member of both sets, and the overlap isn"t as large as you"d think. Anyway, our contract was supposed to lead to a major production run, far beyond Ryoval"s capabilities. A certain subplanetary government, hard-pressed by its neighbors, wanted us to engineer a race of super-soldiers for them."
"What, again?" said Miles. "I thought that had been tried. More than once."
"This time, we thought we could do it. Or at least, the Bharaputran hierarchy was willing to take their money. But the project suffered from too much input. The client, our own higher-ups, the genetics project members, everybody had ideas they were pushing. I swear it was doomed before it ever got out of the design committee."
"A super-soldier. Designed by a committee. Ye G.o.ds. The mind boggles." Miles"s eyes were wide in fascination. "So then what happened?"
"It seemed to ... several of us, that the physical limits of the merely human had already been reached. Once a, say, muscle system has been brought to perfect health, stimulated with maximum hormones, exercised to a certain limit, that"s all you can do. So we turned to other species for special improvements. I, for instance, became fascinated by the aerobic and anaerobic metabolism in the muscles of the thoroughbred horse-"
"What?" said Thorne, shocked.
"There were other ideas. Too many. I swear, they weren"t all mine."
"You mixed human and animal genes?" breathed Miles.
"Why not? Human genes have been spliced into animals from the crude beginnings-it was almost the first thing tried. Human insulin from bacteria and the like. But till now, no one dared do it in reverse. I broke the barrier, cracked the codes ... It looked good at first. It was only when the first ones reached p.u.b.erty that all the errors became fully apparent. Well, it was only the initial trial. They were meant to be formidable. But they ended up monstrous."
"Tell me," Miles choked, "were there any actual combat-experienced soldiers on the committee?"