"Lotte!"
He knocked at the paneling, his mouth agitated.
"Lotte!"
"Open it!"
"I"m trying, d.a.m.n it!"
"Lotte, we"ll get you out, wait! Everything"s all right!"
He beat with both fists, cursing. Then he said, "Watch out!" took a step back, raised his leg, kicked once, twice, three times; vicious kicks at the paneling that crunched holes and crumbled wood into kindling. He reached in and yanked the entire paneling free. "Lotte!"
They leaned together into the small place under the stairs.
The candle flickered on the small table. The Bible was gone. The small rocking chair moved quietly back and forth, in little arcs, and then stood still.
"Lotte!"
They stared at the empty room. The candle flickered.
"Lotte," they said.
"You don"t believe . . ."
"I don"t know. Old houses are old . . . old . . ."
"You think Lotte . . . she . . . ?"
"I don"t know, I don"t know."
"Then she"s safe at least, safe! Thank G.o.d!"
"Safe? Where"s she gone? You really think that? A woman in new clothes, red lipstick, high heels, short skirt, perfume, plucked brows, diamond rings, silk stockings, safe? Safe!" he said, staring deep into the open frame of the Witch Door.
"Yes, safe. Why not?"
He drew a deep breath.
"A woman of that description, lost in a town called Salem in the year 1680?"
He reached over and shut the Witch Door.
They sat waiting by it for the rest of the long, cold night.
THE WATCHERS.
IN THIS ROOM THE SOUND of the tapping of the typewriter keys is like knuckles on wood, and my perspiration falls down upon the keys that are being punched unceasingly by my trembling fingers. And over and above the sound of my writing comes the ironical melody of a mosquito circling over my bent head, and a number of flies buzzing and colliding with the wire screen. And around the naked filament-skeleton of the yellow bulb in the ceiling a bit of torn white paper that is a moth, flutters. An ant crawls up the wall; I watch it-I laugh with a steady, unceasing bitterness. How ironical the shining flies and the red ants and the armored crickets. How mistaken we three were: Susan and I and William Tinsley.
Whoever you are, wherever you are, if you do happen upon this, do not ever again crush the ants upon the sidewalk, do not smash the b.u.mblebee that thunders by your window, do not annihilate the cricket upon your hearth!
That"s where Tinsley made his colossal error. You remember William Tinsley, certainly? The man who threw away a million dollars on fly-sprays and insecticides and ant pastes?
There was never a spot for a fly or a mosquito in Tinsley"s office. Not a white wall or green desk or any immaculate surface where a fly might land before Tinsley destroyed it with an instantaneous stroke of his magnificent flyswatter. I shall never forget that instrument of death. Tinsley, a monarch, ruled his industry with that flyswatter as a scepter.
I was Tinsley"s secretary and right-hand man in his kitchenware industry; sometimes I advised him on his many investments.
Tinsley carried the flyswatter to work with him under his arm in July, 1944. By the week"s end, if I happened to be in one of the filing alcoves out of sight when Tinsley arrived, I could always tell of his arrival when I heard the swicking, whistling pa.s.sage of the flyswatter through the air as Tinsley killed his morning quota.
As the days pa.s.sed, I noted Tinsley"s preoccupied alertness. He"d dictate to me, but his eyes would be searching the north-southeast-west walls, the rug, the bookcases, even my clothing. Once I laughed and made some comment about Tinsley and Clyde Beatty being fearless animal trainers, and Tinsley froze and turned his back on me. I shut up. People have a right, I thought, to be as d.a.m.ned eccentric as they please.
"h.e.l.lo, Steve." Tinsley waved his flyswatter one morning as I poised my pencil over my pad. "Before we start, would you mind cleaning away the corpses."
Spread in a rumpled trail over the thick sienna rug were the fallen conquered, the flies; silent, mashed, dewinged. I threw them one by one in the waste-bin, muttering.
"To S. H. Little, Philadelphia. Dear Little: Will invest money in your insect spray. Five thousand dollars-"
"Five thousand?" I complained. I stopped writing.
Tinsley ignored me. "Five thousand dollars. Advise immediate production as soon as war conditions permit. Sincerely." Tinsley twisted his flyswatter. "You think I"m crazy," he said.
"Is that a P.S., or are you talking to me?" I asked.
The phone rang and it was the Termite Control Company, to whom Tinsley told me to write a thousand-dollar check for having termite-proofed his house. Tinsley patted his metal chair. "One thing I like about my offices-all iron, cement, solid; not a chance for termites."
He leaped from his chair, the swatter shone swiftly in the air.
"d.a.m.n it, Steve, has THAT been here all this time!"
Something buzzed in a small arc somewhere, into silence. The four walls moved in around us in that silence, it seemed, the blank ceiling stared over us and Tinsley"s breath arched through his nostrils. I couldn"t see the infernal insect anywhere. Tinsley exploded. "Help me find it! d.a.m.n you, help me!"
"Now, hold on-" I retorted.
Somebody rapped on the door.
"Stay out!" Tinsley"s yell was high, afraid. "Get away from the door, and stay away!" He flung himself headlong, bolted the door with a frantic gesture and lay against it, wildly searching the room. "Quickly now, Steve, systematically! Don"t sit there!"
Desk, chairs, chandelier, walls. Like an insane animal, Tinsley searched, found the buzzing, struck at it. A bit of insensate glitter fell to the floor where he crushed it with his foot in a queerly triumphant sort of action.
He started to dress me down, but I wouldn"t have it. "Look here," I came back at him. "I"m a secretary and right-hand stooge, not a spotter for high-flying insects. I haven"t got eyes in the back of my head!"
"Either have they!" cried Tinsley. "So you know what They do?"
"They? Who in h.e.l.l are They?"
He shut up. He went to his desk and sat down, wearily, and finally said, "Never mind. Forget it. Don"t talk about this to anyone."
I softened up. "Bill, you should go see a psychiatrist about-"
Tinsley laughed bitterly. "And the psychiatrist would tell his wife, and she"d tell others, and then They"d find out. They"re everywhere, They are. I don"t want to be stopped with my campaign."
"If you mean the one hundred thousand bucks you"ve sunk in your insect sprays and ant pastes in the last four weeks," I said. "Someone should stop you. You"ll break yourself, me, and the stockholders. Honest to G.o.d, Tinsley-"
"Shut up!" he said. "You don"t understand."
I guess I didn"t, then. I went back to my office and all day long I heard that d.a.m.ned flyswatter hissing in the air.
I had supper with Susan Miller that evening. I told her about Tinsley and she lent a sympathetically professional ear. Then she tapped her cigarette and lit it and said, "Steve, I may be a psychiatrist, but I wouldn"t have a tinker"s chance in h.e.l.l, unless Tinsley came to see me. I couldn"t help him unless he wanted help." She patted my arm. "I"ll look him over for you, if you insist, though, for old time"s sake. But half the fight"s lost if the patient won"t cooperate."
"You"ve got to help me, Susan," I said. "He"ll be stark raving in another month. I think he has delusions of persecution-"
We drove to Tinsley"s house.
The first date worked out well. We laughed, we danced we dined late at the Brown Derby, and Tinsley didn"t suspect for a moment that the slender, soft-voiced woman he held in his arms to a waltz was a psychiatrist picking his reactions apart. From the table, I watched them, together, and I shielded a small laugh with my hand, and heard Susan laughing at one of his jokes.
We drove along the road in a pleasant, relaxed silence, the silence that follows on the heels of a good, happy evening. The perfume of Susan was in the car, the radio played dimly, and the car wheels whirled with a slight whisper over the highway.
I looked at Susan and she at me, her brows going up to indicate that she"d found nothing so far this evening to show that Tinsley was in any way unbalanced. I shrugged.
At that very instant, a moth flew in the window, fluttering, flickering its velvety white wings upon the imprisoning gla.s.s.
Tinsley screamed, wrenched the car involuntarily, struck out a gloved hand at the moth, gabbling, his face pale. The tires wobbled. Susan seized the steering wheel firmly and held the car on the road until we slowed to a stop.
As we pulled up, Tinsley crushed the moth between tightened fingers and watched the odorous powder of it sift down upon Susan"s arm. We sat there, the three of us, breathing rapidly.
Susan looked at me, and this time there was comprehension in her eyes. I nodded.
Tinsley looked straight ahead, then. In a dream he said, "Ninety-nine percent of all life in the world is insect life-"
He rolled up the windows without another word, and drove us home.
Susan phoned me an hour later. "Steve, he"s built a terrific complex for himself. I"m having lunch with him tomorrow. He likes me, I might find out what we want to know. By the way, Steve, does he own any pets?"
Tinsley had never owned a cat or dog. He detested animals.
"I might have expected that," said Susan. "Well, good-night, Steve, see you tomorrow."
The flies were breeding thick and golden and buzzing like a million intricately fine electric machines in the pouring direct light of summer noon. In vortexes they whirled and curtained and fell upon refuse to inject their eggs, to mate, to flutter, to whirl again, as I watched them, and in their whirling my mind intermixed. I wondered why Tinsley should fear them so, should dread and kill them, and as I walked the streets, all about me, cutting arcs and s.p.a.ces from the sky, omnipresent flies hummed and sizzled and beat their lucid wings. I counted darning needles, mud-daubers and hornets, yellow bees and brown ants. The world was suddenly much more alive to me than ever before, because Tinsley"s apprehensive awareness had set me aware.
Before I knew my actions, brushing a small red ant from my coat that had fallen from a lilac bush as I pa.s.sed, I turned in at a familiar white house and knew it to be Lawyer Remington"s who had been Tinsley"s family representative for forty years, even before Tinsley was born. Remington was only a business acquaintance to me but there I was, touching his gate and ringing his bell and in a few minutes looking at him over a sparkling good gla.s.s of his sherry.
"I remember," said Remington, remembering. "Poor Tinsley. He was only seventeen when it happened."
I leaned forward intently. "It happened?" The ant raced in wild frenzies upon the golden stubble on my fingers" backs, becoming entangled in the bramble of my wrist, turning back, hopelessly clenching its mandibles. I watched the ant. "Some unfortunate accident?"
Lawyer Remington nodded grimly and the memory lay raw and naked in his old brown eyes. He spread the memory out on the table and pinned it down so I could look at it with a few accurate words: "Tinsley"s father took him hunting up in the Lake Arrowhead region in the autumn of the young lad"s seventeenth year. Beautiful country, a lovely clear cold autumn day: I remember it because I was hunting not seventy miles from there on that selfsame afternoon. Game was plentiful. You could hear the sound of guns pa.s.sing over and back across the lakes through the scent of pine trees. Tinsley"s father leaned his gun against a bush to lace his shoe, when a flurry of quail arose, some of them, in their fright, straight at Tinsley senior and his son."
Remington looked into his gla.s.s to see what he was telling. "A quail knocked the gun down, it fired off, and the charge struck the elder. Tinsley full in the face!"
"Good G.o.d!"
In my mind I saw the elder Tinsley stagger, grasp at his red mask of face, drop his hands now gloved with scarlet fabric, and fall, even as the young boy, struck numb and ashen, swayed and could not believe what he saw.
I drank my sherry hastily, and Remington continued: "But that wasn"t the least horrible of details. One might think it sufficient. But what followed later was something indescribable to the lad. He ran five miles for help, leaving his father behind, dead, but refusing to believe him dead. Screaming, panting, ripping his clothes from his body, young Tinsley made it to a road and back with a doctor and two other men in something like six hours. The sun was just going down when they hurried back through the pine forest to where the father lay." Remington paused and shook his head from side to side, eyes closed. "The entire body, the arms, the legs, and the shattered contour of what was once a strong, handsome face, was cl.u.s.tered over and covered with scuttling, twitching insects, bugs, ants of every and all descriptions, drawn by the sweet odor of blood. It was impossible to see one square inch of the elder Tinsley"s body!"
Mentally, I created the pine trees, and the three men towering over the small boy who stood before a body upon which a tide of small, attentively hungry creatures ebbed and flowed, subsided and returned. Somewhere, a woodp.e.c.k.e.r knocked, a squirrel scampered, and the quail beat their small wings. And the three men held onto the small boy"s arms and turned him away from the sight. . . .
Some of the boy"s agony and terror must have escaped my lips, for when my mind returned to the library, I found Remington staring at me, and my sherry gla.s.s broken in half causing a bleeding cut which I did not feel.
"So that"s why Tinsley has this fear of insects and animals," I breathed, several minutes later, settling back, my heart pounding. "And it"s grown like a yeast over the years, to obsess him."
Remington expressed an interest in Tinsley"s problem, but I allayed him and inquired, "What was his father"s profession?"
"I thought you knew!" cried Remington in faint surprise. "Why the elder Tinsley was a very famous naturalist. Very famous indeed. Ironic, in a way, isn"t it, that he should be killed by the very creatures which he studied, eh?"
"Yes." I rose up and shook Remington"s hand. "Thanks, Lawyer. You have helped me very much. I must get going now."
"Good-bye."
I stood in the open air before Remington"s house and the ant still scrambled over my hand, wildly. I began to understand and sympathize deeply with Tinsley for the first time. I went to pick up Susan in my car.
Susan pushed the veil of her hat back from her eyes and looked off into the distance and said, "What you"ve told me pretty well puts the finger on Tinsley, all right. He"s been brooding." She waved a hand. "Look around. See how easy it would be to believe that insects are really the horrors he makes them out to be. There"s a Monarch b.u.t.terfly pacing us." She flicked a fingernail. "Is it listening to our every word? Tinsley the elder was a naturalist. What happened? He interfered, busybodied where he wasn"t wanted, so They, They who control the animals and insects, killed him. Night and day for the last ten years that thought has been on Tinsley"s mind, and everywhere he looked he saw the numerous life of the world and the suspicions began to take shape, form and substance!"
"I can"t say I blame him," I said. "If my father had been killed in a like fashion-"
"He refuses to talk when there"s an insect in the room, isn"t that it, Steve?"
"Yes, he"s afraid they"ll discover that he knows about them."
"You can see how silly that is, yourself, can"t you. He couldn"t possibly keep it a secret, granting that b.u.t.terflies and ants and houseflies are evil, for you and I have talked about it, and others, too. But he persists in his delusion that as long as he himself says no word in Their presence . . . well, he"s still alive, isn"t he? They haven"t destroyed him, have They? And if They were evil and feared his knowledge, wouldn"t They have destroyed him long since?"
"Maybe They"re playing with him?" I wondered. "You know it is strange. The elder Tinsley was on the verge of some great discovery when he was killed. It sort of fits a pattern:"
"I"d better get you out of this hot sun," laughed Susan, swerving the car into a shady lane.
The next Sunday morning, Bill Tinsley and Susan and I attended church and sat in the middle of the soft music and the vast muteness and quiet color. During the service, Bill began to laugh to himself until I shoved him in the ribs and asked him what was wrong.
"Look at the Reverend up there," replied Tinsley, fascinated. "There"s a fly on his bald spot. A fly in church. They go everywhere, I tell you. Let the minister talk, it won"t do a bit of good. Oh, gentle, Lord."
After the service we drove for a picnic lunch in the country under a warm blue sky. A few times, Susan tried to get Bill on the subject of his fear, but Bill only pointed at the train of ants swarming across the picnic linen and shook his head, angrily. Later, he apologized and with a certain tenseness, asked us to come up to his house that evening, he couldn"t go on much longer by himself, he was running low on funds, the business was liable to go on the rocks, and he needed us. Susan and I held onto his hands and understood. In a matter of forty minutes we were inside the locked study of his house, c.o.c.ktails in our midst, with Tinsley pacing anxiously back and forth, dandling his familiar flyswatter, searching the room and killing two flies before he made his speech.