After his hearty luncheon he ventured on deck. It was undeniably rougher, but he felt no fear. The breeze being cold, he went below for his overcoat.
Watkins of Hartford--or Adams, as he persisted in calling himself--reclined in his berth, his unlocked treasures carelessly scattered about him.
"Hold fast to the all good," counselled Bean revengefully.
"Uh--hah!" said Watkins or Adams, not doing so.
Bean fled. Everybody was getting it. The little old steamer was becoming nothing but a plague-ship.
""As a man thinketh in his heart, so is he"," he muttered, wondering if the words meant anything.
Then, in the fulness of his returned strength, he was appalled anew by the completeness of his own tragedy. He had become once more insignificant. Forever, now, he must be afraid of policemen and all earthly powers. People in crowds would dent his hat and take his new watches. He must never again carry anything but a dollar watch.
And the Breedes saw through him. He must have confessed everything back at that table when he had felt so inscrutably buoyant. Once in Paris they would have him arrested. They might even have him put in irons before the ship landed.
And back in the steam-heated apartment lay that mutilated head, a sheer fabrication of _papier-mache_. He wondered if Mrs. Ca.s.sidy had swept it out ... the head that had meant so much to him. There was no hope any more. If he were still free in Paris he would have one look at that tomb, and then ... well, he had had his day.
Two days later the little old steamer debarked many pa.s.sengers in the harbour of Cherbourg, carelessly confiding them to a much littler and much older steamer that transported them to the actual land. Among these were a feebly exploding father, a weak but faithful mother, and the swathed wrecks of the Demon and the flapper.
Then began a five-hour train-ride to the one-time capital of a famous upstart. There was but little talk among the members of the party. Bean kept grimly to himself because the only friendly member slept. He studied her pale, drawn face. She had indeed managed well, but his own downfall had thwarted her. He was a n.o.body. They were doubtless right in wanting to keep him from her. Yet he would see that tomb, and at the earliest possible moment.
At eleven that night they reached the capital. A dispiriting silence was maintained to the doors of a hotel. The women drooped in chairs. Breede acquainted the reception committee of a Paris hostelry with the party"s needs as to chambers.
Thereupon they discovered one of the party to be missing. No one had seen him since entering. They were excited by this, all but the flapper.
"I don"t blame him," averred the flapper ... "Tagging us! You let him alone! I shall perfectly not worry if he doesn"t come home all night. Do you understand? And when he does come--"
"Not safe," snapped Breede. "King of Egypt, Napoleon ... not after money, just principle of thing. Chap"s nutty--talk"n" like that!"
"Good _night_!" snapped the flapper in her turn.
XV
He had walked quickly away while porters were collecting the bags. "Keep on the main street," he thought, plunging ahead. He did not change this plan until he discovered himself again at the door of that hotel he meant to leave. It faced a circle, and he had traversed this. He fled down a cross-street and again felt free.
For hours he walked the lighted avenues, or sat moodily on wayside benches, and at length, on a rustic seat screened by shrubbery in a little park, he dozed.
He awoke in the early light, stretched legs and arms luxuriously and again walked. He saw it was five o"clock. He was thrilled now by the morning beauty of the Corsican"s city, all gray and green in the flooding sun. And the streets had filled with a voluble traffic that affected him pleasantly. Every one seemed to speak gayly to every one.
Two cab-drivers exchanged swift incivilities, but in a quite perfunctory way, with evident good-will.
Walking aimlessly as yet--it was too early for tombs--he came again to that hotel on the circle. They were asleep in there. Little they"d worried--glad to be so easily rid of him.
Then he noticed at the circle"s centre a lofty column wrought in bronze with infinite small detail. Surmounting that column was the figure of the Corsican. An upstart who had prevailed!
He left the circle, lest he be apprehended by the Breedes. Soon he was again in that vast avenue of the park-places where he had slept. And now, far off on this splendid highway, he descried a mighty arch.
Sternly gray and beautiful it was. And when, standing under it, he looked aloft to its mighty facade, its grandeur seemed threatening to him. He knew what that arch was--another monument imposed upon the city by the imperial a.s.sa.s.sin--without royal lineage since the pa.s.sing of Ram-tah.
"Some cla.s.s to _that_ upstart!" he muttered. And if Napoleon had been no one, was it not probable that Bean had not been even Napoleon. The Countess Casanova had doubtless deceived him, though perhaps unintentionally. She had seemed a kind woman, he thought, but you couldn"t tell about her controls.
His mind was being washed in that wondrous sunlight.
He was himself an upstart. No doubt about it. But what of it? Here were columns and arches to commemorate the most egregious of all upstarts.
Upstarts were men who believed in themselves.
He retraced his steps from the arch.
Curious thing that scoundrel Watkins had kept saying on the boat. "As a man thinketh in his own heart, so is he." Must mean something. What?
Far down that wide avenue he came to a bridge of striking magnificence, beset with golden sculpture. He supposed it to be one more tribute to the sublime Corsican who had thought in his heart, and _was_.
He had the meaning of those words now.
He, Bunker Bean, had believed himself to be mean, insignificant. And so he had been that. Then he had come to believe himself a king, and straightway had he been kingly. The Corsican, detecting the falsity of some Ram-tah, would have gone on believing in himself none the less. It was all that mattered. "As a man thinketh--" If you came down to that, n.o.body needed a Ram-tah at all.
From the centre of the bridge he raised his eyes and there, far off, high above all those gray buildings, was the golden cross that he knew to surmount the tomb. Sharply it glittered against the blue of the sky.
"Be upstart enough," it seemed to say, "and all things are yours.
Believe yourself kingly, though your Ram-tah come from Hartford."
He walked vigorously toward that cross. It often eluded him as he puzzled a way through the winding gray-walled streets. More than once he was forced to turn back, to make laborious circuits. But never for long was the cross out of sight.
Constantly as he walked that new truth ran in his mind, molten, luminous. Who knew of Ram-tah"s fictive origin, or even of Ram-tah at all? No one but a witty scoundrel calling himself Balthasar.
Bean had become some one through a belief in himself. Ram-tah had been a crude bit of scaffolding, and was well out of the way. The confidence he had helped to build would now endure without his help. Be an upstart. A convinced upstart. Such the world accepts.
Then he issued from the maze of narrow streets and confronted the tomb.
Through the open door, even at this early hour, people went and came.
The Corsican"s magnetism prevailed. And he, Bunker Bean, the lowly, had that same power to magnetize, to charm, to affront the world and yet evoke monuments--if he could only believe it.
He went quickly through the iron gateway, up the long walk and took the imposing stairway in leaps. Then, standing uncovered in that wonderfully lit room, he gazed down at the upstart"s mighty urn.
Long he stood under that spell of line and colour and magnitude, lost in the s.p.a.ciousness of it. No Balthasar had cheated here. There lay the mighty and little man who had never lost belief in himself--who had been only a little chastened by an adversity due to the craven world"s fear of his prowess.
He was quite unconscious of others beside him who paid tribute there. He thought of those last sad days on that lonely island, the spirit still unbroken. His emotion surged to his eyes, threatening to overwhelm him.
He gulped twice and angrily brushed away some surprising tears.
By his side stood a white-faced young Frenchman with a flowing brown beard. He became infected with Bean"s emotion. He made no pretence of brushing his tears aside. He frankly wept.
Beyond this man a stout motherly woman, with two children in hand, was flooded by the current. She sobbed comfortably and companionably. The two children widened their eyes at her a moment, then fell to weeping noisily.
Farther around the railing a distinguished looking old gentleman of soldierly bearing, who wore a tiny red ribbon in the lapel of his frock coat, loudly blew his nose and pressed a kerchief of delicate weave to his br.i.m.m.i.n.g eyes.
Beyond him a young woman became stricken with grief and was led out by her solicitous husband, who seemed to feel that a tomb was no place for her at that time.
The exit of this couple aroused Bean. He cast a quick glance upon the havoc he had wrought and fled, wiping his eyes.