"Yes--but, indeed, I am thinking Essec Powell will miss you. He think now s"no one like you in the world, "he help me a lot, Shoni," he say, "with his Latin and his Greek," and the Vicare, he says, "it wa.s.s wonderful how many books he got on his shelfs!" and indeed I think,"
continued Shoni, "the two old men will live much longer now they got their noses over the same old book so often!"
"I hope so," said Cardo, "and I am glad to think that the provision we have made for him has taken the sting out of his brother"s "will.""
And he went homewards as broad-shouldered and as handsome as ever, but not whistling or humming as was his wont.
His father, who saw how utterly his son was failing in his endeavour to regain his peace of mind, fell in with his proposal of a visit to Gwynne Ellis with great willingness.
"The very thing, Cardo, and bring him back with you if you can; he was a nice fellow on the whole in spite of his radical ideas."
Once more Cardo took his way from Caer Madoc to the little wayside station which connected that secluded neighbourhood with the busy, outside world. He had written to Gwynne Ellis to inform him of his coming, and had received a warm and welcoming answer to his letter.
"Come, my dear fellow; I shall be delighted to receive you in my diggings, and bring some of the poetry and charm of your lovely neighbourhood with you if you can, for this place is flat, and dull, and gray. But, by the by, I haven"t told you I am likely to be removed very soon to a good, fat living, old boy, near Monmouth--but I will tell you all about it when we meet."
Gwynne Ellis"s present abode was on the borders of Gloucestershire, and here Cardo found him waiting for him at the station.
"It"s only a mile, and I thought you would like a walk, so I have told the boy to fetch your luggage in the donkey cart."
"A walk will be very acceptable after sitting all day cooped up in a railway-carriage."
"Well, now, tell me all about your wife. You know I have heard nothing since that one letter you wrote after you turned up again. What adventures you have had, my dear fellow! and wasn"t Valmai overjoyed to see you back again?"
"No, Ellis, and that is all I can say to you now. It is a long story, and I would rather wait until later in the evening."
"All right, old fellow, in the smoking-room to-night."
And in the smoking-room that night they sat late, Cardo opening his heart to his friend, recounting to him the tale of his unfortunate illness in Australia, his return home, and the unexpected blow of Valmai"s unrelenting anger and changed feelings towards him, culminating in her utter rejection of him, and refusal to live with him.
"Astounding!" said Gwynne Ellis, "I will not believe it. It is a moral impossibility that that loving nature and candid mind, could ever so change in their characteristics, as to refuse to listen to reason, and that from the lips of one whom she loved so pa.s.sionately, as she did you."
"That is my feeling," said Cardo, "but alas! I have her own words to a.s.sure me of the bitter truth. "If I ever loved you," she said, "I have ceased to do so, and I feel no more love for you now, than I do for yonder ploughman." In fact, Ellis, I could not realise while I was speaking to her that she was the same girl. It was Valmai"s lovely outward form, indeed, but the spirit within her seemed changed. Are such things possible?"
Ellis puffed away in silence for some seconds before he replied:
"Anything--everything is possible now-a-days; there is such a thing as hypnotism, thought transference--obsession--what will you? And any of these things I will believe sooner, than that Valmai Wynne can have changed. Cheer up, old fellow! I was born to pilot you through your love affairs, and now here"s a step towards it." And from a drawer in his escritoire he drew out an ordnance map of the county of Monmouth.
"Now, let me see, where lies this wonderful place, Carne Hall, did you call it? I thought so; here it is within two miles of my new church.
In a month I shall be installed into that "living," and my first duty when I get there shall be to find out your wife, Cardo, and to set you right in her estimation."
"Never," said Cardo; "she has encased herself in armour of cold and haughty reserve, which not even your persuasive and cordial manners will break through."
"Time will show; I have a firm conviction, that I shall set things straight for you, so cheer up my friend, and await what the wonderful Gwynne Ellis can do for you. But you look very tired."
"Yes, I will go to bed," said Cardo.
"And to-morrow we"ll have a tramp round the parish, and visit some of the old fogies in their cottage. A mongrel sort, neither Welsh nor English; not so interesting as your queer-looking old people down at Abersethin. Good-night."
CHAPTER XIX.
THE MEREDITHS
There is no part of Wales more rural and unspoilt by the inroads of what is called "civilisation" than some of the secluded valleys lying between the Radnorshire hills. Here Nature still holds her own, and spreads her pure and simple charms before us. Large tracts of moor and rushy fen are interspersed with craggy hills, rising one behind another in lovely shades of purple and blue; and far from the haunts of men, or at all events of town men, many acres of uncultivated land are still tenanted by the wild mountain pony and the picturesque gipsy. On the edge of one of these moors stood a quaint old family mansion, surrounded by extensive grounds and woods. In front lay a descending plain of varied beauty, green meadows, winding streams, and placid lakelets; behind it, the wild vales and moor stretched up to the brown and blue hills.
Colonel Meredith had lived there all his life, his ancestors before him, and here it was that Valmai had found a home as companion to the delicate eldest daughter of the family, who was delighted to find in her so congenial a friend. Her beauty had made a great impression upon the whole amiable family, as good looks often do upon people who cannot boast of the same advantages. It was a good thing that the girl had no vanity in her character, for her charms were continually brought before her in the household. Her pet name was "Beauty," and Colonel Meredith was fond of dilating upon her attractions of person wherever he went.
Cecil, a boy of sixteen, was completely her slave, and considered himself the victim of a hopeless pa.s.sion; while the girls vied with each other in their love and adulation of their friend, so Valmai led at least an outwardly calm and happy life. Her character had developed rapidly during the last two years, and she found herself, to her own surprise, possessed of a power of repression and a control over her emotions which she would have thought impossible a few years earlier.
The memory of Cardo, the glamour of their rural courtship, the bliss of their honeymoon, his departure and her subsequent sorrows, were kept locked in the deepest recesses of her soul, and only recalled during the silent hours of the night. She had become less impatient of the stripes of sorrow; she had taken the "angel of suffering" to her heart with meek resignation, endeavouring to make of her a friend instead of an enemy, and she reaped the harvest always garnered by patience and humility. But forgotten? No, not a tender word--not a longing wish--not a bitter regret was forgotten! She seemed to lead two separate lives--one, that of the petted and admired friend of the Merediths; the other, that of the lonely, friendless girl who had lost all that made life dear to her. Gwladys"s love alone comforted her, and the frequent visits which they paid to each other were a source of great happiness to both. Her invalid charge soon benefited much by her presence, and was really so far recovered that there was scarcely any further need for Valmai"s companionship, but she was glad to stay on as a visitor and friend of the family. She was reading to Miss Meredith one evening in the verandah, when Gwen and Winifred came bounding up the steps from the lawn, hatless and excited.
"Oh, fancy, Beauty; we are going to have a visitor--a young man, too! a friend of Dr. Belton"s in Australia; he is travelling about somewhere, and will come here to-morrow. Won"t it be jolly? He writes to say he is bringing a note of introduction from Dr. Belton, who wished him to call and give us a personal account of him. I don"t tell you, Mifanwy, anything about it, because you are quite above these things; but Winnie and I are looking forward to see Cecil"s black looks when the stranger falls in love with Beauty, which he will do, of course!"
"When you stop to take breath I will ask a question," said the more sober Mifanwy. "What is the young man"s name?"
"Oh, I don"t know," said Gwen. "Papa stuffed the letter in his pocket, and he has driven off to Radnor, and won"t be back till dinner to-morrow evening. Probably he will drive the young man with him from the station. Larks, isn"t it? I hope he will be a good tennis player."
And she waltzed down the verandah as she went.
"What a girl!" said Mifanwy.
Valmai smiled pensively. The word "Australia" had wakened sad memories, which had to be controlled and driven back at once.
"Let us go in; it is getting late for you," she said.
And they pa.s.sed through a French window into the unlighted drawing-room.
The next evening Colonel Meredith returned, and, as Gwen had foretold, brought with him the expected visitor. The girl ran excitedly into Valmai"s room.
"He is awfully handsome, dear. I have just taken a peep at him through the hall window as he alighted. He"ll be seated opposite to you at dinner, but _next_ to _me_, and I mean to make the best of my opportunity. You"ll see how charming I can be in spite of my plain face."
And off she went, singing as usual, to return in another moment and ask:
"What dress are you going to wear, Beauty? That soft white cashmere?
Oh, you look sweet in that, but I bet you a b.u.t.ton that I"ll cut you out to-night."
As Valmai sat down at the dinner-table she was conscious that the stranger sat opposite to her, and, looking across at him, met the eyes of Cardo Wynne!
A sharp spasm darted through her heart, for at the moment in which she had met his gaze she had seen his look averted from her; and the long-cherished hopes of months and faith in his constancy, held to through so many discouraging circ.u.mstances, gave way at a glance, for well she knew that Cardo had recognised her, and at the same moment had avoided her eyes, and had turned to make a remark to his neighbour Gwen. She bent her head over some trifling adjustment of her waistband, while the hot flush of wounded love and pride rose to her face, to give place to a deathly pallor as she realised that this was the outcome of all her hopes and longings.
Fortunately the pink tints of the lamp-shade hid her face, and equally it befriended Cardo, for, on seeing before him Valmai in all the beauty with which his imagination and his memory had endowed her, he had felt his heart stand still and his face blanch to the lips. How he gained sufficient self-control to make a casual remark to his neighbour he never could understand, but he did; and while he was recalling the scene in "The Velvet Walk," and his promise to Valmai "that should he ever meet her again she need fear no sign of recognition from him,"
Gwen chattered on with volubility. All he heard was:
"Oh, you positively must fish, you know, for there is nothing else to be done here. One day you must fish, next day you ride or drive, next day you fish again; and that"s all, except tennis. Winnie and I do nothing else. In the evening Beauty sings to us, and there"s beautifully she sings. You"ll be charmed with her voice--sweet, old Welsh airs, you know--"
"Hush, Gwen; stop that chatter. I want to ask Mr. Wynne something about Dr. Belton."
"Oh, papa! all the way from the station, and you didn"t ask him about Dr. Belton!"
Cardo was thankful to have to talk to Colonel Meredith, for it enabled him to turn his head aside, though still he was conscious of that white figure opposite him, with the golden head and the deep blue eyes.