I did not put my name in full, to lessen the chance of complication should the letter go astray. I addressed it, and then put it under a separate cover. Next I wrote a short note to my sister; and this had to be ambiguously worded, lest it also should get into the wrong hands.
"MY DEAR SISTER,
"You know of my duel with Major Devinsky and that it is in honour unavoidable. Should I fall, I have one or two last words. I have many debts; but had arranged to pay them to-morrow; and I have more than enough money in English bank notes for the purpose. Pay everything and keep for yourself the balance, or do with it what you think best. My money could be used in no better way than to clear up entirely this part of my life. I ask you to post the enclosed letter to England; and please do so, without even reading the address. This is my one request.
"G.o.d bless you, Olga, and find you a better protector than I have been able to be.
Your brother, "ALEXIS."
This I sealed up and then enclosed the whole in an envelope together with about 2,000 in bank notes which I had brought with me from England. The envelope I addressed to my "sister" and determined to ask my chief second, Lieutenant Essaieff, to give it to Olga, should I fall.
One other little task I had. I went through my clothes and my own few papers and carefully destroyed every trace of connection with Hamylton Tregethner, so that there should be nothing to complicate the matter of ident.i.ty in the event of my death.
So far so good--if Devinsky killed me. But what if I could beat him?
The quarrel was none of mine. I had no right to go out and even fight a man in an a.s.sumed character, to say nothing of killing him. Look at the thing as I would I could make nothing else than murder of it; and very treacherous murder, to boot.
The man was doubtless a bully, and he seemed willing to use his superior skill to fix a quarrel on Olga"s brother and kill him, in order to leave the girl without protection. But his blackguardism was no excuse for my killing him. I had no right to interfere. I had never seen her or him until the last few hours; and however much Major Devinsky deserved punishment, I had no authority to administer it.
Probably if the man knew how I could use the sword he would never have dreamt of challenging me; and I could not subst.i.tute my exceptional skill for Olga"s brother"s lack of it and so kill the man, without being in fact, whatever I might seem in appearance, an a.s.sa.s.sin.
If I were to warn him before the duel that a great mistake had been made as to my skill, I shouldn"t be believed. He and others would only think I was keeping up the braggart conduct of that evening at the club. At the same time I liked the idea of the warning. It would at any rate be original, especially if I succeeded in beating the major.
But it was clear that I could not kill him.
All roads led round to that decision: and as I had come to the end of my cigar and there was plenty of reason why I should have as much sleep as possible, I went to bed and slept like a top till my man, Vosk, called me early in the morning and told me that Lieutenant Gradinsk was already waiting for me.
"That beggar, Essaieff, has gone on to the Common"--this was where we were to fight--"Told me to tell you. Suppose he doesn"t care to be seen in our company. I hate the sn.o.b," he said when I joined him.
"So long as he"s there when I want him, it"s enough for me," said I, so curtly, that my companion looked at me in some astonishment.
"Umph, don"t seem over cheerful this morning, Alexis. Must perk up a bit and shew a bold front. It"s an ugly business this, but you won"t help yourself now by...."
"Silence," I cried sternly. "When I"m afraid, you may find courage to tell me so openly. At present it"s dangerous."
Then I completed my few preparations in absolute silence, both Gradinsk and the servant watching me in astonishment. When I was ready, I turned to Vosk.
"What wages are due to you?" I asked sharply. He told me, and I paid him, adding the amount for three months" further. "You leave my service at once. I have no further need of you." I was in truth anxious to get rid of him.
"My things are here. I...." he began, obviously making excuses.
"I give you five minutes to take what is absolutely necessary. The rest you can have another time. You will not return here."
"Do you suspect..." he began again.
"I only discharge you," I returned curtly. "Half of one of your minutes is gone." He looked at me a moment, fear mingled with his utter astonishment, and then went out of the room.
Five minutes later I locked the doors behind us and put the keys in my pocket.
"What has he done, Alexis? Isn"t it rather risky? You"ve been so intimate...." said Gradinsk, as soon as we were in the droschky.
"It is I who have done this, not he," I answered, sharply. "It is my private affair if you please."
"D---- your private affairs," he cried in a burst of temper. "Even if you are going to die, you needn"t behave like a sullen hog."
I stared round at him coldly.
"After the meeting I shall ask you to withdraw that, Lieutenant Gradinsk," and we did not exchange another word till the place of meeting was reached.
We were the last to arrive: and there appeared to have been some doubt as to whether I should dare to turn up, I think; for I caught a significant gesture pa.s.s between my opponent"s seconds.
How I looked I know not; but I felt very dangerous, and I tried to be perfectly calm and self-possessed and natural in my manner.
"Lieutenant Essaieff," I said, drawing my chief second on one side after I had saluted the others. "There are two matters to be mentioned. If I should fall, will you give this letter with your own hands immediately to my sister?"
"You have my word on that," he said, bowing gravely.
"One thing more. I have an explanation to make to my opponent, Major Devinsky, which I think should be made in the hearing of all."
"An apology?" he asked, with a slight curl of the lip.
"No, but an explanation without which this duel cannot take place.
Will you arrange it?"
He went to Devinsky"s seconds, and then returning fetched me and Gradinsk, who was very nervous. I went up to the other group and spoke very quietly but firmly.
"Before the duel takes place, Major Devinsky, I must make such an explanation as will prevent its being fought under a mistake. I am a much more expert swordsman than is currently known. I have purposely concealed my skill during the months I have been in Moscow; but I cannot engage with you now, without making the fact known. I have indeed rather drawn you into this affair and I now desire you to join with me in declining to carry the dispute further. After this explanation, and at any future time I shall of course be at your disposal."
The effect of this short speech was pretty much what might have been expected. All the men thought I was trying to get out of the fight by impudent bragging, and Devinsky"s seconds laughed sneeringly.
I turned away as I finished speaking, but a minute later, Essaieff brought me a message--and the contempt rang in his tone as he delivered it.
"Major Devinsky"s reply to your extraordinary request is this: The only terms on which he will let you off the fight are an unconditional compliance with the condition he has already named to you. What is your answer?"
"We will fight," I replied shortly: and forthwith threw off my coat and vest and made ready.
I eyed my antagonist with the keenest vigilance during the minute or two the seconds took in placing us, and I saw a certain boastful confidence in his looks and a swagger in his manner, which were eloquent of the cheap contempt in which he held me--a sentiment that was shared by all present.
My second, Essaieff, manifestly did not like his task; but he did everything in a workmanlike way which shewed me he knew well what he was about, and in a very short time our swords were crossed and we had the word to engage.
An ugly glint in the major"s eyes told me he had come out to kill if he could; and the manner in which he pressed the fight from the outset shewed me that he thought he could finish it off straight away.
He was a good swordsman: I could tell that the instant our blades touched: and he had one or two pretty tricks which wanted watching and would be sure to have very ugly consequences for anyone whose eye and wrist were less quick than his own. As he fought I could readily see how he had gained his big reputation and had so often left the field victorious after only a few minutes" fighting.
But he was not to be compared with me. In two minutes I knew precisely his tactics and at every point I could outfight him. I had no need even to exert myself. After a few pa.s.ses, all my old love of the art came back to me and all my old skill; and when he made his deadliest and trickiest lunges I parried them without an effort, and could have countered with fatal effect.