Going towards her he spat noisily. Ugh!.... Pah!
The little nun paid not the least attention but walked on with lowered head. Ah Q stepped up to her and shot out a hand to rub her newly shaved scalp, then with a guffaw cried, Baldhead! Go back quick, your monk"s waiting for you....
Who are you pawing?... demanded the nun, flushing all over her face as she quickened her pace.
The men in the tavern roared with laughter. This appreciation of his feat added to Ah Q"s elation.
If the monk paws you, why can"t I? He pinched her cheek.
Again the men in the tavern roared with laughter. More bucked than ever, and eager to please his admirers, Ah Q pinched her hard again before letting her go.
This encounter had made him forget Whiskers w.a.n.g and the Bogus Foreign Devil, as if all the day"s bad luck had been avenged. And strange to relate, even more completely relaxed than after the thwacking, he felt as if he were walking on air.
Ah Q, may you die sonless! wailed the little nun already some distance away.
Ah Q roared with delighted laughter.
The men in the tavern joined in, with only a shade less gusto in their laughter.
Chapter 4.
The Tragedy of Love
There are said to be some victors who take no pleasure in a victory unless their opponents are as fierce as tigers or eagles: in the case of foes as timid as sheep or chickens they find their triumph empty. There are other victors who, having carried all before them, with the enemy slain or surrendered, utterly cowed, realize that now no foe, no rival, no friend is left"none but themselves, supreme, lonely, lost, and forlorn. Then they find their triumph a tragedy. But not so our hero: he was always exultant. This may be a proof of the moral supremacy of China over the rest of the world.
Look at Ah Q, elated as if he were walking on air!
This victory was not without strange consequences, though. For after walking on air for quite a time he floated into the Tutelary G.o.d"s Temple, where he would normally have started snoring as soon as he lay down. This evening, however, he found it very hard to close his eyes, being struck by something odd about his thumb and first finger, which seemed to be smoother than usual. It is impossible to say whether something soft and smooth on the little nun"s face had stuck to his fingers, or whether his fingers had been rubbed smooth against her cheek.
Ah Q, may you die sonless!
These words sounded again in Ah Q"s ears, and he thought, Quite right, I should take a wife; for if a man dies sonless he has no one to sacrifice a bowl of rice to his spirit.... I ought to have a wife. As the saying goes, There are three forms of unfilial conduct, of which the worst is to have no descendants, and it is one of the tragedies of life that spirits without descendants go hungry. Thus his view was absolutely in accordance with the teachings of the saints and sages, and it is indeed a pity that later he should have run amok.
Woman, woman!... he thought.
... The monk paws.... Woman, woman!... Woman! he thought again.
We shall never know when Ah Q finally fell asleep that evening. After this, however, he probably always found his fingers rather soft and smooth, and always remained a little light-headed. Woman... he kept thinking.
From this we can see that woman is a menace to mankind.
The majority of Chinese men could become saints and sages, were it not for the unfortunate fact that they are ruined by women. The Shang Dynasty was destroyed by Da Ji, the Zhou Dynasty was undermined by Bao Si; as for the Qin Dynasty, although there is no historical evidence to that effect, if we a.s.sume that it fell on account of some woman we shall probably not be far wrong. And it is a fact that Dong Zhuo"s death was caused by Diao Chan.
Ah Q, too, was a man of strict morals to begin with. Although we do not know whether he was guided by some good teacher, he had always shown himself most scrupulous in observing strict segregation of the s.e.xes, and was righteous enough to denounce such heretics as the little nun and the Bogus Foreign Devil. His view was, All nuns must carry on in secret with monks. If a woman walks alone on the street, she must want to seduce bad men. When a man and a woman talk together, it must be to arrange to meet. In order to correct such people, he would glare furiously, pa.s.s loud, cutting remarks, or, if the place were deserted, throw a small stone from behind.
Who could tell that close on thirty, when a man should stand firm, he would lose his head like this over a little nun? Such light-headedness, according to the cla.s.sical canons, is most reprehensible; thus women certainly are hateful creatures. For if the little nun"s face had not been soft and smooth, Ah Q would not have been bewitched by her; nor would this have happened if the little nun"s face had been covered by a cloth. Five or six years before, when watching an open-air opera, he had pinched the leg of a woman in the audience; but because it was separated from him by the cloth of her trousers he had not had this light-headed feeling afterwards. The little nun had not covered her face, however, and this is another proof of the odiousness of the heretic.
Woman... thought Ah Q.
He kept a close watch on those women who he believed must want to seduce men, but they did not smile at him. He listened very carefully to those women who talked to him, but not one of them mentioned anything relevant to secret rendezvous. Ah! This was simply another example of the odiousness of women: they all a.s.sumed a false modesty.
One day when Ah Q was grinding rice in Mr. Zhao"s house, he sat down in the kitchen after supper to smoke a pipe. If it had been anyone else"s house, he could have gone home after supper, but they dined early in the Zhao family. Although it was the rule that you must not light a lamp but go to bed after eating, there were occasional exceptions to the rule. Before Mr. Zhao"s son pa.s.sed the county examination he was allowed to light a lamp to study the examination essays, and when Ah Q went to do odd jobs he was allowed to light a lamp to grind rice. Because of this latter exception to the rule, Ah Q still sat in the kitchen smoking before going on with his work.
When Amah Wu, the only maidservant in the Zhao household, had finished washing the dishes, she sat down on the long bench too and started chatting to Ah Q: Our mistress hasn"t eaten anything for two days, because the master wants to get a concubine....
Woman... Amah Wu... this little widow, thought Ah Q.
Our young mistress is going to have a baby in the eighth moon....
Woman... thought Ah Q.
He put down his pipe and stood up.
Our young mistress" Amah Wu chattered on.
Sleep with me! Ah Q suddenly rushed forward and threw himself at her feet.
There was a moment of absolute silence.
Aiya! Dumbfounded for an instant, Amah Wu suddenly began to tremble, then rushed out shrieking and could soon be heard sobbing.
Ah Q kneeling opposite the wall was dumbfounded too. He grasped the empty bench with both hands and stood up slowly, dimly aware that something was wrong. In fact, by this time he was in rather a nervous state himself. In a flurry, he stuck his pipe into his belt and decided to go back to grind rice. But"Bang!"a heavy blow landed on his head, and he spun round to see the successful county candidate standing before him brandishing a big bamboo pole.
How dare you... you...
The big bamboo pole came down across Ah Q"s shoulders. When he put up both hands to protect his head, the blow landed on his knuckles, causing him considerable pain. As he escaped through the kitchen door it seemed as if his back also received a blow.
Turtle"s egg! shouted the successful candidate, cursing him in mandarin from behind.
Ah Q fled to the hulling-floor where he stood alone, his knuckles still aching and still remembering that Turtle"s egg! because it was an expression never used by the Weizhuang villagers but only by the rich who had seen something of official life. This made it the more alarming, the more impressive. By now, however, all thought of Woman... had flown. After this cursing and beating it seemed as if something were done with, and quite light-heartedly he began to grind rice again. Soon this made him hot, and he stopped to take off his shirt.
While taking off his shirt he heard an uproar outside, and since Ah Q was all for excitement he went out in search of the sound. Step by step he traced into Mr. Zhao"s inner courtyard. Although it was dusk he could see many people there: all the Zhao family including the mistress who had not eaten for two days. In addition, their neighbour Mrs. Zou was there, as well as their relatives Zhao Baiyan and Zhao Sichen.
The young mistress was leadinng Amah Wu out of the servants"quarters, saying as she did so: Come outside... don"t stay brooding in your own room.
Everybody knows you are a good woman, put in Mrs. Zou from the side. You mustn"t think of committing suicide.
Amah Wu merely wailed, muttering something inaudible.
This is interesting, thought Ah Q. What mischief can this little widow be up to? Wanting to find out, he was approaching Zhao Sichen when suddenly he caught sight of Mr. Zhao"s eldest son rushing towards him with, what was worse, the big bamboo pole in his hand. The sight of this big bamboo pole reminded him that he had been beaten by it, and he realized that apparently he was connected in some way all this excitement. He turned and ran, hoping to escape to the hulling-floor, not foreseeing that the bamboo pole would cut off his retreat. When it did, he turned and ran in the other direction, leaving without further ado by the back gate. Soon he was back in the Tutelary G.o.d"s Temple.
After Ah Q had been sitting down for a time, he broke out in gooseflesh and felt cold, because although it was spring the nights were still chilly and not suited to bare backs. He remembered that he had left his shirt in the Zhaos" house but was afraid that if he went to fetch it he might get another taste of the successful candidate"s bamboo pole.
Then the bailiff came in.
Curse you, Ah Q! said the bailiff. So you can"t even keep your hands off the Zhao family servants, you rebel! You"ve made me lost my sleep, d.a.m.n it!...
Under this torrent of abuse Ah Q naturally had nothing to say. Finally, since it was night-time, he had to pay the bailiff double: four hundred cash. Because he happened to have no ready money by him, he gave his felt hat as security, and agreed to the following five terms: 1. The next morning Ah Q must take a pair of red candles, weighing one pound each, and a bundle of incense sticks to the Zhao family to atone for his misdeeds.
2. Ah Q must pay for the Taoist priests whom the Zhao family had called to exorcize evil spirits.
3. Ah Q must never again set foot in the Zhao household.
4. If anything unfortunate should happen to Amah Wu, Ah Q must be held responsible.
5. Ah Q must not go back for his wages or shirt.
Ah Q naturally agreed to everything, but unfortunately he had no ready money. Luckily it was already spring, so it was possible to do without his padded quilt which he p.a.w.ned for two thousand cash to comply with the terms stipulated. After kowtowing with bare back he still had a few cash left, but instead of using these to redeem his felt hat from the bailiff, he spent them all on drink.
Actually, the Zhao family burned neither the incense nor the candles, because these could be used when the mistress worshipped Buddha and were put aside for that purpose. Most of the ragged shirt was made into diapers for the baby which was born to the young mistress in the eighth moon, while the tattered remainder was used by Amah Wu to made shoe-soles.
Chapter 5.
The Problem of Making a Living
After Ah Q had kowtowed and complied with the Zhao family"s terms, he went back as usual to the Tutelary G.o.d"s Temple. The sun had gone down, and he began to feel that something was wrong. Careful thought led him to the conclusion that this was probably because his back was bare. Remembering that he still had a ragged lined jacket, he put it on and lay down, and when he opened his eyes again the sun was already shining on the top of the west wall. He sat up, saying, Curse it...
After getting up he loafed about the streets as usual, until he began to feel that something else was wrong, though this was not to be compared to the physical discomfort of a bare back. Apparently, from that day onwards all the women in Weizhuang fought shy of Ah Q: whenever they saw him coming they took refuge indoors. In fact, even Mrs. Zou who was nearing fifty retreated in confusion with the rest, calling her eleven-year-old daughter to go inside. This struck Ah Q as very strange. The b.i.t.c.hes! he thought. All of a sudden they"re behaving like young ladies...
A good many days later, however, he felt even more forcibly that something was wrong. First, the tavern refused him credit; secondly, the old man in charge of the Tutelary G.o.d"s Temple made some uncalled-for remarks, as if he wanted Ah Q to leave; and thirdly, for many days"how many exactly he could not remember"not a soul had come to hire him. To be refused credit in the tavern he could put up with; if the old man kept urging him to leave, he could just ignore his complaints; but when no one came to hire him he had to go hungry, and this was really a cursed state to be in.
When Ah Q could stand it no longer he went to his former employers" homes to find out what was the matter"it was only Mr. Zhao"s threshold that he was not allowed to cross. But he met with a strange reception. The one to appear was always a man looking thoroughly annoyed who waved him away as if he were a beggar, saying: There"s nothing for you, get out!
Ah Q found it more and more extraordinary. These people always needed help in the past, he thought. They can"t suddenly have nothing to be done. This looks fishy. After making careful inquiries he found out that when they had any odd jobs they all called in Young D. Now this Young D was a thin and weakly pauper, even lower in Ah Q"s eyes than Whiskers w.a.n.g. Who could have thought that this low fellow would steal this living from him? So this time Ah Q"s indignation was greater than usual, and going on his way, fuming, he suddenly raised his arm and sang: Steel mace in hand I shall trounce you....
A few days later he did indeed meet Young D in front of Mr. Qian"s house. When two foes meet, there is no mistaking each other. As Ah Q advanced upon him, Young D stood his ground.
Beast! spluttered Ah Q, glaring.
I"m an insect"will that do? rejoined Young D.
Such modesty only enraged Ah Q even more, but since he had no steel mace in his hand all he could do was to rush forward to grab at Young D"s queue. Young D, protecting his own queue with one hand, grabbed at Ah Q"s with the other, whereupon Ah Q also used his free hand to protect his own queue. In the past Ah Q had never considered Young D worth taking seriously, but owing to his recent privations he was now as thin and weak as his opponent, so that they presented a spectacle of evenly matched antagonists, four hands clutching at two heads, both men bending at the waist, casting a blue, rainbow-shaped shadow on the Qian family"s white wall for over half an hour.
All right! All right! exclaimed some of the onlookers, probably by way of mediation.
Good, good! exclaimed others, but whether to mediate, applaud the fighters, or spur them on to further efforts, is not certain.
The two combatants turned deaf ears to them all, however. If Ah Q advanced three paces, Young D would recoil three paces, and there they would stand. If Young D advanced three paces, Ah Q would recoil three paces, and there they would stand again. After about half an hour"Weizhuang had few clocks, so it is difficult to tell the time; it may have been twenty minutes"when steam was rising from their heads and sweat pouring down their cheeks, Ah Q let fall his hands, and in the same second Young D"s hands fell too. They straightened up simultaneously and stepped back simultaneously, pushing their way out through the crowd.
Just you wait, curse you! called Ah Q over his shoulder.
Curse you! Just you wait... echoed Young D, also over his shoulder.
This epic struggle had apparently ended in neither victory nor defeat, and it is not known whether the spectators were satisfied or not, for none of them expressed any opinion. But still not a soul came to hire Ah Q for odd jobs.
One warm day, when a balmy breeze seemed to give some foretaste of summer, Ah Q actually felt cold; but he could put up with this"his greatest worry was an empty stomach. His cotton quilt, felt hat, and shirt had long since disappeared, and after that he had sold his padded jacket. Now nothing was left but his trousers, and these of course he could not take off. He had a ragged lined jacket, it is true; but this was certainly worthless, unless he gave it away to be made into shoe-soles. He had long been dreaming of finding some money on the road, but hitherto he had not come across any; he had also been hoping he might suddenly discover some money in his tumble-down room, and had frantically ransacked it, but the room was quite, quite empty. Then he made up his mind to go out in search of food.
As he walked along the road in search of food he saw the familiar tavern and the familiar steamed bread, but he pa.s.sed them by without pausing for a second, without even hankering after them. It was not these he was looking for, although what exactly he was looking for he did not know himself.
Since Weizhuang was not a big place, he soon left it behind. Most of the country outside the village consisted of paddy fields, green as far as the eye could see with the tender shoots of young rice, dotted here and there with round, black, moving objects"peasants cultivating their fields. But blind to the delights of country life, Ah Q simply went on his way, for he knew instinctively that this was far removed from his search for food. Finally, however, he came to the walls of the Convent of Quiet Self-improvement.
The convent too was surrounded by paddy fields, its white walls standing out sharply in the fresh green, and inside the low earthen wall at the back was a vegetable garden. Ah Q hesitated for a time, looking around him. Since there was no one in sight he scrambled on to the low wall, holding on to some milkwort. The mud wall started crumbling, and Ah Q shook with fear; however, by clutching at the branch of a mulberry tree he managed to jump over it. Within was a wild profusion of vegetation, but no sign of yellow wine, steamed bread, or anything edible. A clump of bamboos by the west wall had put forth many young shoots, but unfortunately these were not cooked. There was also rape which had long since gone to seed, mustard already about to flower, and some tough old cabbages.
Resentful as a scholar who has failed the examinations Ah Q walked slowly towards the gate of the garden. Suddenly, however, he gave a start of joy, for what did he see there but a patch of turnips! He knelt down and had just begun pulling when a round head appeared from behind the gate, only to be promptly withdrawn. This was no other than the little nun. Now though Ah Q had always had the greatest contempt for such people as little nuns, there are times when Discretion is the better part of valour. He hastily pulled up four turnips, tore off the leaves, and stuffed them under his jacket. By this time an old nun had already come out.
May Buddha preserve us, Ah Q! How dare you climb into our garden to steal turnips!... Mercy on us, what a wicked thing to do! Aiya, Buddha preserve us!
When did I ever climb into your garden and steal turnips? retorted Ah Q as he started off, keeping his eyes on her.
Now"aren"t you? The old nun pointed at the bulge in his jacket.
Are these yours? Will they come when you call? You...
Leaving his sentence unfinished, Ah Q took to his heels as fast as he could, followed by a huge fat black dog. Originally this dog had been at the front gate, and how it reached the back garden was a mystery. With a snarl the black dog gave chase and was just about to bite Ah Q"s leg when most opportunely a turnip fell from his jacket, and the dog, taken by surprise, stopped for a second. During this time Ah Q scrambled up the mulberry tree, scaled the mud wall, and fell, turnips and all, outside the convent. He left the black dog still barking by the mulberry tree, and the old nun saying her prayers.
Fearing that the nun would let the black dog out again, Ah Q gathered together his turnips and ran, picking up a few small stones as he went. But the black dog did not reappear. Ah Q threw away the stones and walked on, eating as he went, thinking to himself, There is nothing to be had here: better go to town...
By the time the third turnip was finished he had made up his mind to go to town.
Chapter 6.