Nance escaped from the room as Mrs. Clarke entered. With burning cheeks she rushed to Dr. Adair"s office.
"You"ll have to get somebody else on that case, Doctor," she declared impulsively. "I used to work for Mr. Clarke up at the bottle factory, and--and there are reasons why I don"t want to take it."
Dr. Adair looked at her over his gla.s.ses and frowned.
"It is a nurse"s duty," he said sternly, "to take the cases as they come, irrespective of likes or dislikes. Mr. Clarke is an old friend of mine, a man I admire and respect."
"Yes, sir, I know, but if you"ll just excuse me this once--"
"Is Miss Rand off duty?"
"No, sir. She"s in number seven."
"Miss Foster?"
"No, sir."
"Then I shall have to insist upon your taking the case. I must have somebody I can depend upon to look after young Clarke for the next twenty-four hours. It"s not only the complication with his appendix; it"s his lungs."
"You mean he"s tubercular?"
"Yes."
Nance"s eyes widened.
"Does he know it?"
"No. I shall wait and tell his father. I wouldn"t undertake to break the news to that mother of his for a house and lot! You take the case to-night, and I"ll operate in the morning--"
"No, no, please, Doctor! Mr. Clarke wouldn"t want me."
"Mr. Clarke will be satisfied with whatever arrangement I see fit to make. Besides another nurse will be in charge by the time he arrives."
"But, Doctor--"
A stern glance silenced her, and she went out, closing the door as hard as she dared behind her. During her four years at the hospital the memory of Mac Clarke had grown fainter and fainter like the perfume of a fading flower. But the memory of Dan was like a thorn in her flesh, buried deep, but never forgotten.
To herself, her fellow-nurses, the young internes who invariably fell in love with her, she declared gaily that she was "through with men forever." The subject that excited her fiercest scorn was matrimony, and she ridiculed sentiment with the superior att.i.tude of one who has weighed it in the balance and found it wanting.
Nevertheless something vaguely disturbing woke in her that night when she watched with Mrs. Clarke at Mac"s bedside. Despite the havoc five years had wrought in him, there was the old appealing charm in his voice and manner, the old audacity in his whispered words when she bent over him, the old eager want in his eyes as they followed her about the room.
Toward morning he dropped into a restless sleep, and Mrs. Clarke, who had been watching his every breath, tiptoed over to the table and sat down by Nance.
"My son tells me you are the Miss Molloy who used to be in the office,"
she whispered. "He is so happy to find some one here he knows. He loathes trained nurses as a rule. They make him nervous. But he has been wonderfully good about letting you do things for him. It"s a tremendous relief to me."
Nance made a mistake on the chart that was going to call for an explanation later.
"He"s been losing ground ever since last winter," the doting mother went on. "He was really quite well at Divonne-les-Bains, but he lost all he gained when we reached Paris. You see he doesn"t know how to take care of himself; that"s the trouble."
Mac groaned and she hurried to him.
"He wants a cigarette, Miss Molloy. I don"t believe it would hurt him," she said.
"His throat"s already irritated," said Nance, in her most professional tone. "I am sure Dr. Adair wouldn"t want him to smoke."
"But we can"t refuse him anything to-night," said Mrs. Clarke, with an apologetic smile as she reached for the matches.
Nance looking at her straight, delicate profile thrown into sudden relief by the flare of the match, had the same disturbing sense of familiarity that she had experienced long ago in the cathedral.
But during the next twenty-four hours there was no time to a.n.a.lyze subtle impressions or to indulge in sentimental reminiscence. From the moment Mac"s unconscious form was borne down from the operating room and handed over to her care, he ceased to be a man and became a critically ill patient.
"We haven"t much to work on," said Dr. Adair, shaking his head. "He has no resisting power. He has burned himself out."
But Mac"s powers of resistance were stronger than he thought, and by the time Mr. Clarke arrived the crisis was pa.s.sed. Slowly and painfully he struggled back to consciousness, and his first demand was for Nance.
"It"s the nurse he had when he first came," Mrs. Clarke explained to her husband. "You must make Dr. Adair give her back to us. She"s the only nurse I"ve ever seen who could get Mac to do things. By the way, she used to be in your office, a rather pretty, graceful girl, named Molloy."
"I remember her," said Mr. Clarke, grimly. "You better leave things as they are. Miss Hanna seems to know her business."
"But Mac hates Miss Hanna! He says her hands make him think of bedsprings. Miss Molloy makes him laugh and helps him to forget the pain.
He"s taken a tremendous fancy to her."
"Yes, he had quite a fancy for her once before."
"Now, Macpherson, how can you?" cried Mrs. Clarke on the verge of tears.
"Just because the boy made one slip when he was little more than a _child_, you suspect his every motive. I don"t see how you can be so cruel! If you had seen his agony, if you had been through what I have--"
Thus it happened that instead of keeping Nance out of Mac"s sight, Mrs.
Clarke left no stone unturned to get her back, and Mr. Clarke was even persuaded to take it up personally with Dr. Adair.
Nance might have held out to the end, had her sympathies not been profoundly stirred by the crushing effect the news of Mac"s serious tubercular condition had upon his parents. On the day they were told Mr.
Clarke paced the corridor for hours with slow steps and bent head, refusing to see people or to answer the numerous inquiries over the telephone. As for Mrs. Clarke, all the fragile prettiness and girlish grace she had carried over into maturity, seemed to fall away from her within the hour, leaving her figure stooped and her face settled into lines of permanent anxiety.
The mother"s chief concern now was to break the news of his condition to Mac, who was already impatiently straining at the leash, eager to get back to his old joyous pursuits and increasingly intolerant of restrictions.
"He refuses to listen to me or to his father," she confided to Nance, who had coaxed her down to the yard for a breath of fresh air. "I"m afraid we"ve lost our influence over him. And yet I can"t bear for Dr. Adair to tell him. He"s so stern and says such dreadful things. Do you know he actually was heartless enough to tell Mac that he had brought a great deal of this trouble on himself!"
Nance slipped her hand through Mrs. Clarke"s arm, and patted it rea.s.suringly. She had come to have a sort of pitying regard for this terror-stricken mother during these days of anxious waiting.
"I wonder if you would be willing to tell him?" Mrs. Clarke asked, looking at her appealingly. "Maybe you could make him understand without frightening him."
"I"ll try," said Nance, with ready sympathy.
The opportunity came one day in the following week when the regular day nurse was off duty. She found Mac alone, propped up in bed, and tremendously glad to see her. To a less experienced person the brilliancy of his eyes and the color in his cheeks would have meant returning health, but to Nance they were danger signals that nerved her to her task.
"I hear you are going home next week," she said, resting her crossed arms on the foot of his bed. "Going to be good and take care of yourself?"
"Not on your life!" cried Mac, gaily, searching under his pillow for his cigarette case. "The lid"s been on for a month, and it"s coming off with a bang. I intend to shoot the first person that mentions health to me."