Berlinton, gave Edgar, at length, an opportunity to stand next to Camilla. "How I grieve," he cried "you should not know Lady Isabella Irby! she seems to me a model for a woman of rank in her manners, and a model for a woman of every station in her mind. The world, I believe, could scarce have tempted her to so offensive a mark of superiority as has just been exhibited by Lady Alithea Selmore, who has ingeniously discovered a method of being signalised as the most important person out of twenty, by making herself nineteen enemies."
"I wonder," said Camilla, "she can think the chance of the ear-rings worth so high a price!"
A footman, in a splendid livery, now entering, inquired for Miss Tyrold.
She was pointed out to him by Major Cerwood, and he delivered her a letter from Mrs. Berlinton.
The contents were to entreat she would throw for that lady, who was in the midst of Akenside"s Pleasures of the Imagination, and could not tear herself away from them.
Camilla blushed excessively in proclaiming she was chosen Mrs.
Berlinton"s proxy. Edgar saw with tenderness her modest confusion, and, with a pleasure the most touching, read the favourable impression it made upon Lord O"Lerney and Lady Isabella.
This seemed an opportunity irresistible for venting his fears and cautions about Mrs. Berlinton; and, taking the bustling period in which the rafflers were arranging the order and manner of throwing, he said, in a low, and diffident tone of voice, "You have committed to me an important and, I fear, an importunate office; yet, while I hold, I cannot persuade myself not to fulfil it; though I know that to give advice which opposes sentiment and feeling, is repugnant to independence and to delicacy. Such, therefore, I do not mean to enforce; but merely to offer hints--intimations--and observations--that without controlling, may put you upon your guard."
Camilla, affected by this unexpected address, could only look her desire for an explanation.
"The lady," he continued, "whom you are presently to represent, appears to be uncommonly engaging?--"
"Indeed she is! She is attractive, gentle, amiable."
"She seems, also, already to have caught your affection?"
"Who could have withheld it, that had seen her as I have seen her? She is as unhappy as she is lovely...."
"I have heard of your first meeting, with as much pleasure in the presence of mind it called forth on one side, as with doubt and perplexity, upon every circ.u.mstance I can gather, of the other.--"
"If you knew her, you would find it impossible to hold any doubts; impossible to resist admiring, compa.s.sionating, and loving her!"
"If my knowledge of her bribed an interest in her favour, without convincing me she deserved it, I ought, rather, to regret that you have not escaped falling into such a snare, than that I could have escaped it myself."
"I believe her free, nay incapable of all ill!" cried Camilla warmly; "though I dare not a.s.sert she is always coolly upon her guard."
"Do not let me hurt you," said Edgar, gently; "I have seen how lovely she is in person, and how pleasing in manners. And she is so young that, were she in a situation less exposed, want of steadiness or judgment might, by a little time, be set right. But here, there is surely much to fear from her early possession of power.... O, that some happier chance had brought about such a peculiar intercourse for you with Lady Isabella Irby! There, to the pleasure of friendship, might be added the modesty of retired elegance, and the security of established respectability."
"And may not this yet happen, with Mrs. Berlinton? Lady Isabella, though still young, is not in the extreme youth of Mrs. Berlinton: a few more years, therefore, may bring equal discretion; and as she has already every other good quality, you may hereafter equally approve her."
"Do you think, then," said Edgar, half smiling, "that the few years of difference in their age were spent by Lady Isabella in the manner they are now spent by Mrs. Berlinton? do you think she paved the way for her present dignified, though una.s.suming character, by permitting herself to be surrounded by professed admirers? by letting their sighs reach her ears? by suffering their eyes to fasten with open rapture on her face?
and by holding it sufficient not to suppress such liberties, so long as she does not avowedly encourage them?"
Camilla was startled. She had not seen her conduct in this light: yet her understanding refused to deny it might bear this interpretation.
Charmed with the candour of her silence, Edgar continued, "How wide from all that is open to similar comment, is the carriage and behaviour of Lady Isabella! how clear! how transparent, how free from all conjecture of blemish! They may each, indeed, essentially be equally innocent; and your opinion of Mrs. Berlinton corroborates the impression made by her beautiful countenance: yet how far more highly is the true feminine character preserved, where surmise is not raised, than where it can be parried! Think but of those two ladies, and mark the difference. Lady Isabella, addressed only where known, followed only because loved, sees no adulators encircling her, for adulation would alarm her; no admirers paying her homage, for such homage would offend her. She knows she has not only her own innocence to guard, but the honour of her husband.
Whether she is happy with him or not, this deposit is equally sacred.--"
He stopt; for Camilla again started. The irrepressible frankness of her nature revolted against denying how much this last sentence struck her, and she ingenuously exclaimed: "O that this most amiable young creature were but more aware of this duty!"
"Ah, my dear Miss Camilla," cried Edgar, with energy, "since you feel and own ... and with you, that is always one ... this baneful deficiency, drop, or at least suspend an intercourse too hazardous to be indulged with propriety! See what she may be sometime hence, ere you contract further intimacy. At present, unexperienced and unsuspicious, her dangers may be yours. You are too young for such a risk. Fly, fly from it, my dear Miss Camilla!... as if the voice of your mother were calling out to caution you!"
Camilla was deeply touched. An interest so warm in her welfare was soothing, and the name of her mother rendered it awful; yet, thus united, it appeared to her more strongly than ever to announce itself as merely fraternal. She could not suppress a sigh; but he attributed it to the request he had urged, and, with much concern, added: "What I have asked of you, then, is too severe?"
Again irresistibly sighing, yet collecting all her force to conceal the secret cause, she answered, "If she is thus exposed to danger ... if her situation is so perilous, ought I not rather to stay by, and help to support her, than by abandoning, perhaps contribute to the evil you think awaiting her?"
"Generous Camilla!" cried he, melted into tender admiration, "who can oppose so kind a design? So n.o.ble a nature!..."
No more could be said, for all preliminaries had been settled, and the throwing being arranged to take place alphabetically, she was soon summoned to represent Mrs. Berlinton.
From this time, Edgar could speak to her no more: even the Major could scarcely make way to her: the two men of the _ton_ would not quit her, and Sir Sedley Clarendel appeared openly devoted to her.
Edgar looked on with the keenest emotion. The proof he had just received that her intrinsic worth was in its first state of excellence, had come home to his heart, and the fear of seeing her altered and spoilt, by the flatteries and dangers which environed her, with his wavering belief in her engagement with Major Cerwood, made him more wretched than ever. But when, some time after, she was called upon to throw for herself, the recollection that, from the former raffle, her half-guinea, even when the prize was in her hand, had been voluntarily withdrawn to be bestowed upon a poor family, so powerfully affected him, that he could not rest in the shop; he was obliged to breathe a freer air, and to hide his disturbance by a retreat.
Her throw was the highest the dice had yet afforded. A Miss Williams alone came after her, whose throw was the lowest; Miss Camilla Tyrold, therefore, was proclaimed to be the winner.
This second testimony of the favour of fortune was a most pleasant surprise to Camilla, and made the room resound with felicitations, till they were interrupted by a violent quarrel upon the Pantiles, whence the voice of Macdersey was heard, hollooing out: "Don"t talk, I say sir!
don"t presume to say a word!" and that of Mr. Dubster angrily answering, he would talk as long as he thought proper, whether it was agreeable or not.
Sir Sedley advanced to the combatants, in order to help on the dispute; but Edgar, returning at the sound of high words, took the Ensign by the arm, and prevailed with him to accompany him up and down the Pantiles; while Mrs. Mittin ran to Mr. Dubster, and pulling him into the shop, said: "Mr. Dubster, if I"m not ashamed of you! how can you forget yourself so? talking to gentlemen at such a rate!"
"Why what should hinder me?" cried he; "do you think I shall put up with every thing as I used to do when you first knew me, and we used to meet at Mr. Typton"s, the tallow chandler"s, in Shug-lane? no, Mrs. Mittin, nor no such a thing; I"m turned gentleman myself, now, as much as the best of "em; for I"ve nothing to do, but just what I choose."
"I protest, Mr. Dubster," cried Mrs. Mittin, taking him into a corner "you"re enough to put a saint into a pet! how come you to think of talking of Mr. Typton here? before such gentlefolks? and where"s the use of telling every body he"s a tallow chandler? and as to my meeting with you there once or so, in a way, I desire you"ll mention it no more; for it"s so long ago, I have no recollection of it."
"No! why don"t you remember--"
"Fiddle, faddle, what"s the good of ripping up old stories about nothing? when you"re with genteel people, you must do as I do; never talk about business at all."
Macdersey now entered the shop, appeased by Edgar from shewing any further wrath, but wantonly inflamed by Sir Sedley, in a dispute upon the pa.s.sion of love.
"Do you always, my dear friend," said the Baronet, "fall in love at first sight?"
"To be sure I do! If a man makes a scruple of that, it"s ten to one but he"s disappointed of doing it at all; because, after two or three second sights, the danger is you may spy out some little flaw in the dear angel, that takes off the zest, and hinders you to the longest day you have to live."
"Profoundly cogitated that! you think then, my vast dear sir, the pa.s.sion had more conveniently be kindled first, that the flaws may appear after, to cure it?"
"No, sir! no! when a man"s once in love, those flaws don"t signify, because he can"t see them; or, if he could, at least he"d scorn to own them."
"Live for ever brave Ireland!" exclaimed Mrs. Arlbery; "what cold, phelgmatic Englishman would have made a speech of so much gallantry?"
"As to an Englishman," said Macdersey, "you must never mind what he says about the ladies, because he"s too sheepish to speak out. He"s just as often in love as his neighbours, only he"s so shy he won"t own it, till he sees if the young fair one is as much in love as himself; but a generous Irishman never scruples to proclaim the girl of his heart, though he should have twenty in a year."
"But is that perfectly delicate, my dearest sir, to the several Dulcineas?"
"Perfectly! your Irishman is the delicatest man upon earth to the fair s.e.x; for he always talks of their cruelty, if they are never so kind. He knows every honest heart will pity him, if it"s true; and if it i"n"t, he is too much a man of honour not to complain all one; he knows how agreeable it is to the dear creatures; they always take it for a compliment."
"Whether avowedly or clandestinely," said Mrs. Arlbery, "still you are all in our chains. Even where you play the tyrant with us, we occupy all your thoughts; and if you have not the skill to make us happy, your next delight is to make us miserable; for though, now and then, you can contrive to hate, you can never arrive at forgetting us."
"Contrive to hate you!" repeated Macdersey; "I could as soon contrive to turn the world into a potato; there is nothing upon earth, nothing under the whole firmament I value but beauty!"
"A cheerful gla.s.s, then," said Sir Sedley, "you think horridly intolerable?"
"A cheerful gla.s.s, sir! do you take me for a milk-sop? do you think I don"t know what it is to be a man? a cheerful gla.s.s, sir, is the first pleasure in life; the most convivial, the most exhilarating, the most friendly joy of a true honest soul! what were existence without it? I should choose to be off in half an hour; which I should only make so long, not to shock my friends."