Joining Eugenia then again, she asked if she meant seriously to encourage the addresses of Bellamy.
"By no means," she quietly answered.
"My dear Eugenia, I cannot at all understand you; but it seems clear to me that the arrival of Edgar has saved you from some dreadful violence."
"You hurt me, Camilla, by this prejudice. From whom should I dread violence? from a man who--but too fatally for his peace--values me more than his life?"
"If I could be sure of his sincerity," said Camilla, "I should be the last to think ill of him: but reflect a little, at least, upon the risk that you have run; my dear Eugenia! there was a post-chaise in waiting, not twenty yards from where I stopt you!"
"Ah, you little know Bellamy! that chaise was only to convey him away; to convey him, Camilla, to an eternal banishment!"
"But why, then, had he prevailed with you to quit the park?"
"You will call me vain if I tell you."
"No; I shall only think you kind and confidential."
"Do me then the justice," said Eugenia, blushing, "to believe me as much surprised as yourself at his most unmerited pa.s.sion: but he told me, that if I only cast my eyes upon the vehicle which was to part him from me for ever, it would not only make it less abhorrent to him, but probably prevent the loss of his senses."
"My dear Eugenia," said Camilla, half smiling, "this is a violent pa.s.sion, indeed, for so short an acquaintance!"
"I knew you would say that," answered she, disconcerted; "and it was just what I observed to him myself: but he satisfied me that the reason of his feelings being so impetuous was, that this was the first and only time he had ever been in love.--So handsome as he is!--what a choice for him to make!"
Camilla, tenderly embracing her, declared, "the choice was all that did him honour in the affair."
"He never," said she, a little comforted, "makes me any compliments; I should else disregard, if not disdain him: but indeed he seems, notwithstanding his own extraordinary manly beauty, to be wholly superior to external considerations."
Camilla now forbore expressing farther doubt, from the fear of painful misapprehension; but earnestly entreated her to suffer Edgar to be entrusted and consulted: she decidedly, however, refused her consent. "I require no advice," cried she, "for I am devoted to my uncle"s will: to speak then of this affair would be the most cruel indelicacy, in publishing a conquest which, since it is rejected, I ought silently, though gratefully, to bury in my own heart."
She then related the history of all that had pa.s.sed to Camilla; but solemnly declared she would never, to any other human being, but him who should hereafter be ent.i.tled to her whole heart, betray the secret of the unhappy Bellamy.
CHAPTER II
_An Adviser_
The wish of Camilla was to lay this whole affair before her father; but she checked it, from an apprehension she might seem displaying her duty and confidence at the expence of those of her sister; whose motives for concealment were intentionally the most pure, however, practically, they might be erroneous; and whom she both pitied and revered for her proposed submission to her uncle, in opposition to her palpable reluctance.
She saw not, however, any obstacle to consulting with Edgar, since he was already apprised of the business, and since his services might be essentially useful to her sister: while, with respect to herself, there seemed, at this time, more of dignity in meeting than shunning his friendly intercourse, since his regard for her seemed to have lost all its peculiarity. He has precisely, cried she, the same sentiments for my sisters as for me,--he is equally kind, disinterested, and indifferent to us all! anxious alike for Eugenia with Mr. Bellamy, and for me with the detestable Major! Be it so!--we can no where obtain a better friend; and I should blush, indeed, if I could not treat as a brother one who can treat me as a sister.
Tranquil, though not gay, she returned to converse with him; but when she had related what had pa.s.sed, he confessed that his uneasiness upon the subject was increased. The heart of Eugenia appeared to him positively entangled; and he besought Camilla not to lose a moment in acquainting Mr. Tyrold with her situation.
She pleaded against giving this pain to her sister with energetic affection: her arguments failed to convince, but her eloquence powerfully touched him; and he contented himself with only entreating that she would again try to aid him with an opportunity of conversing with Eugenia.
This she could not refuse; nor could he then resist the opportunity to inquire why Mrs. Arlbery had left her and Lavinia at the play. She thanked him for remembering his character of her monitor, and acknowledged the fault to be her own, with a candour so unaffected, that, captivated by the soft seriousness of her manner, he flattered himself his fear of the Major was a chimaera, and hoped that, as soon as Sir Hugh was able to again join his family, no impediment would remain to his begging the united blessings of the two brothers to his views.
When Camilla told her sister the request of Edgar, she immediately suspected the attachment of Bellamy had been betrayed to him; and Camilla, incapable of any duplicity, related precisely how the matter had pa.s.sed. Eugenia, always just, no sooner heard than she forgave it, and accompanied her sister immediately down stairs.
"I must rest all my hope of pardon," cried Edgar, "for the part I am taking, to your conviction of its motive; a filial love and grat.i.tude to Mr. Tyrold, a fraternal affection and interest for all his family."
"My own sisterly feelings," she answered, "make me both comprehend and thank your kind solicitude: but, believe me, it is now founded in error.
I am shocked to find you informed of this unhappy transaction; and I charge and beseech that no interference may wound its ill-fated object, by suffering him to surmise your knowledge of his humiliating situation."
"I would not for the world give you pain," answered Edgar: "but permit me to be faithful to the brotherly character in which I consider myself to stand with you ... all."
A blush had overspread his face at the word Brotherly; while at that of _all_, which recovered him, a still deeper stained the cheeks of Camilla: but neither of them looked at the other; and Eugenia was too self-absorbed to observe either.
"Your utter inexperience in life," he continued, "makes me, though but just giving up leading-strings myself, an adept in the comparison.
Suffer me then, as such, to represent to you my fears, that your innocence and goodness may expose you to imposition. You must not judge all characters by the ingenuousness of your own; nor conclude, however rationally and worthily a mind such as yours might--may--and will inspire a disinterested regard, that there is no danger of any other, and that mercenary views are out of the question, because mercenary principles are not declared."
"I will not say your inference is severe," replied Eugenia, "because you know not the person of whom you speak: but permit me to make this irrefragable vindication of his freedom from all sordid motives; he has never once named the word fortune, neither to make any inquiries into mine, nor any professions concerning his own. Had he any inducement to duplicity, he might have a.s.serted to me what he pleased, since I have no means of detection."
"Your situation," said Edgar, "is pretty generally known; and for his ... pardon me if I hint it may be possible that silence is no virtue.
However, since I am unacquainted, you say, with his character, will you give me leave to make myself better informed?"
"There needs no investigation; to me it is perfectly known."
"Forgive me if I ask how!"
"By his letters and by his conversation."
A smile which stole upon the features of Edgar obliged him to turn his head another way; but presently recovering, "My dear Miss Eugenia," he cried, "will it not be most consonant to your high principles, and scrupulous delicacy, to lay the whole of what has pa.s.sed before Mr.
Tyrold?"
"Undoubtedly, if my part were not strait forward. Had I the least hesitation, my father should be my immediate and decisive umpire.
But ... I am not at liberty even for deliberation!--I am not ... I know ... at my own disposal!"--
She blushed and looked down, confused; but presently, with firmness, added, "It is not, indeed, fit that I should be; my uncle completely merits to be in all things my director. To know his wishes, therefore, is not only to know, but to be satisfied with my doom. Such being my situation, you cannot misunderstand my defence of this unhappy young man. It is but simple justice to rescue an amiable person from calumny."
"Let us allow all this," said Edgar; "still I see no reason why Mr.
Tyrold...."
"Mr. Mandlebert," interrupted she, "you must do what you judge right. I can desire no one to abstain from pursuing the dictates of their own sense of honour. I leave you, therefore, unshackled: but there is no consideration which, in my opinion, can justify a female in spreading, even to her nearest connexions, an unrequited partiality. If, therefore, I am forced to inflict this undue mortification, upon a person to whom I hold myself so much obliged, an uneasiness will remain upon my mind, destructive of my forgetfulness of an event which I would fain banish from my memory."
She then refused to be any longer detained.
"How I love the perfect innocence, and how I reverence the respectable singularity of that charming character!" cried Edgar; "yet how vain are all arguments against such a combination of fearless credulity, and enthusiastic reasoning? What can we determine?"
"I am happy to retort upon you that question," replied Camilla; "for I am every way afraid to act myself, lest I should hurt this dear sister, or do wrong by my yet dearer father."
"What a responsibility you cast upon me! I will not, however, shrink from it, for the path seems far plainer to me since I have had this conversation. Eugenia is at present safe; I see, now, distinctly, her heart is yet untouched. The readiness with which she met the subject, the openness with which she avows her esteem, the unembarra.s.sed, though modest simplicity with which she speaks of his pa.s.sion and his distress, all shew that her pity results from generosity, not from love. Had it been otherwise, with all her steadiness, all her philosophy, some agitation and anxiety would have betrayed her secret soul. The internal workings of hopes and fears, the sensitive alarms of repressed consciousness...." A deep glow, which heated his face, forced him here to break off; and, abruptly leaving his sentence unfinished, he hastily began another.
"We must not, nevertheless, regard this as security for the future, though it is safety for the present; nor trust her unsuspicious generosity of mind to the dangerous a.s.sault of artful distress. I speak without reserve of this man; for though I know him not, as she remonstrated, I cannot, from the whole circ.u.mstances of his clandestine conduct, doubt his being an adventurer.... You say nothing? tell me, I beg, your opinion."
Camilla had not heard one word of this last speech. Struck with his discrimination between the actual and the possible state of Eugenia"s mind, and with the effect the definition had produced upon himself, her attention was irresistibly seized by a new train of ideas, till finding he waited for an answer, she mechanically repeated his last word "opinion?"