"Than he is of me, you were going to say."
"No, aunt; I wasn"t going to say that at all."
"Well, we shall see. If he does mean anything, of course you can please yourself; but I really think you might do worse."
"But if I don"t want to do at all?"
"Very well; you must have your own way. I can only tell you what I think."
At half past three o"clock punctually Mr. Cheesacre came to the door, and was shown up-stairs. He was told by Jeannette that Captain Bellfield had looked in on the Sunday afternoon, but that Miss Fairstairs and Miss Vavasor had been there the whole time. He had not got on his black boots nor yet had his round topped hat. And as he did wear a new frock coat, and had his left hand thrust into a kid glove, Jeannette was quite sure that he intended business of some kind. With new boots, creaking loudly, he walked up into the drawing-room, and there he found the widow alone.
"Thanks for the flowers," she said at once. "It was so good of you to bring something that we could accept."
"As for that," said he, "I don"t see why you should scruple about a trifle of cream, but I hope that any such feeling as that will be over before long." To this the widow made no answer, but she looked very sweetly on him as she bade him sit down.
He did sit down; but first he put his hat and stick carefully away in one corner, and then he pulled off his glove--somewhat laboriously, for his hand was warm. He was clearly prepared for great things. As he pushed up his hair with his hands there came from his locks an ambrosial perfume,--as of marrow-oil, and there was a fixed propriety of position of every hair of his whiskers, which indicated very plainly that he had been at a hairdresser"s shop since he left the market. Nor do I believe that he had worn that coat when he came to the door earlier in the morning. If I were to say that he had called at his tailor"s also, I do not think that I should be wrong.
"How goes everything at Oileymead?" said Mrs. Greenow, seeing that her guest wanted some little a.s.sistance in leading off the conversation.
"Pretty well, Mrs. Greenow; pretty well. Everything will go very well if I am successful in the object which I have on hand to-day."
"I"m sure I hope you"ll be successful in all your undertakings."
"In all my business undertakings I am, Mrs. Greenow. There isn"t a shilling due on my land to e"er a bank in Norwich; and I haven"t thrashed out a quarter of last year"s corn yet, which is more than many of them can say. But there ain"t many of them who don"t have to pay rent, and so perhaps I oughtn"t to boast."
"I know that Providence has been very good to you, Mr. Cheesacre, as regards worldly matters."
"And I haven"t left it all to Providence, either. Those who do, generally go to the wall, as far as I can see. I"m always at work late and early, and I know when I get a profit out of a man"s labour and when I don"t, as well as though it was my only chance of bread and cheese."
"I always thought you understood farming business, Mr. Cheesacre."
"Yes, I do. I like a bit of fun well enough, when the time for it comes, as you saw at Yarmouth. And I keep my three or four hunters, as I think a country gentleman should; and I shoot over my own ground. But I always stick to my work. There are men, like Bellfield, who won"t work. What do they come to? They"re always borrowing."
"But he has fought his country"s battles, Mr. Cheesacre."
"He fight! I suppose he"s been telling you some of his old stories.
He was ten years in the West Indies, and all his fighting was with the mosquitoes."
"But he was in the Crimea. At Inkerman, for instance--"
"He in the Crimea! Well, never mind. But do you inquire before you believe that story. But as I was saying, Mrs. Greenow, you have seen my little place at Oileymead."
"A charming house. All you want is a mistress for it."
"That"s it; that"s just it. All I want is a mistress for it. And there"s only one woman on earth that I would wish to see in that position. Arabella Greenow, will you be that woman?" As he made the offer he got up and stood before her, placing his right hand upon his heart.
[Ill.u.s.tration: "Arabella Greenow, will you be that woman?"]
"I, Mr. Cheesacre!" she said.
"Yes, you. Who else? Since I saw you what other woman has been anything to me; or, indeed, I may say before? Since the first day I saw you I felt that there my happiness depended."
"Oh, Mr. Cheesacre, I thought you were looking elsewhere."
"No, no, no. There never was such a mistake as that. I have the highest regard and esteem for Miss Vavasor, but really--"
"Mr. Cheesacre, what am I to say to you?"
"What are you to say to me? Say that you"ll be mine. Say that I shall be yours. Say that all I have at Oileymead shall be yours. Say that the open carriage for a pair of ponies to be driven by a lady which I have been looking at this morning shall be yours. Yes, indeed; the sweetest thing you ever saw in your life,--just like one that the lady of the Lord Lieutenant drives about in always. That"s what you must say. Come, Mrs. Greenow!"
"Ah, Mr. Cheesacre, you don"t know what it is to have buried the pride of your youth hardly yet twelve months."
"But you have buried him, and there let there be an end of it. Your sitting here all alone, morning, noon, and night, won"t bring him back. I"m sorry for him; I am indeed. Poor Greenow! But what more can I do?"
"I can do more, Mr. Cheesacre. I can mourn for him in solitude and in silence."
"No, no, no. What"s the use of it,--breaking your heart for nothing,--and my heart too. You never think of that." And Mr.
Cheesacre spoke in a tone that was full of reproach.
"It cannot be, Mr. Cheesacre."
"Ah, but it can be. Come, Mrs. Greenow. We understand each other well enough now, surely. Come, dearest." And he approached her as though to put his arm round her waist. But at that moment there came a knock at the door, and Jeannette, entering the room, told her mistress that Captain Bellfield was below and wanted to know whether he could see her for a minute on particular business.
"Show Captain Bellfield up, certainly," said Mrs. Greenow.
"D---- Captain Bellfield!" said Mr. Cheesacre.
CHAPTER XXI.
Alice Is Taught to Grow Upwards, Towards the Light.
Before the day came on which Alice was to go to Matching Priory, she had often regretted that she had been induced to make the promise, and yet she had as often resolved that there was no possible reason why she should not go to Matching Priory. But she feared this commencement of a closer connection with her great relations. She had told herself so often that she was quite separated from them, that the slight accident of blood in no way tied her to them or them to her,--this lesson had been so thoroughly taught to her by the injudicious attempts of Lady Macleod to teach an opposite lesson, that she did not like the idea of putting aside the effect of that teaching. And perhaps she was a little afraid of the great folk whom she might probably meet at her cousin"s house. Lady Glencora herself she had liked,--and had loved too with that momentary love which certain circ.u.mstances of our life will sometimes produce, a love which is strong while it lasts, but which can be laid down when the need of it is pa.s.sed. She had liked and loved Lady Glencora, and had in no degree been afraid of her during those strange visitings in Queen Anne Street;--but she was by no means sure that she should like Lady Glencora in the midst of her grandeur and surrounded by the pomp of her rank. She would have no other friend or acquaintance in that house, and feared that she might find herself desolate, cold, and wounded in her pride. She had been tricked into the visit, too, or rather had tricked herself into it. She had been sure that there had been a joint scheme between her cousin and Lady Midlothian, and could not resist the temptation of repudiating it in her letter to Lady Glencora. But there had been no such scheme; she had wronged Lady Glencora, and had therefore been unable to resist her second request.
But she felt unhappy, fearing that she would be out of her element, and more than once half made up her mind to excuse herself.
Her aunt had, from the first, thought well of her going, believing that it might probably be the means of reconciling her to Mr. Grey.
Moreover, it was a step altogether in the right direction. Lady Glencora would, if she lived, become a d.u.c.h.ess, and as she was decidedly Alice"s cousin, of course Alice should go to her house when invited. It must be acknowledged that Lady Macleod was not selfish in her worship of rank. She had played out her game in life, and there was no probability that she would live to be called cousin by a d.u.c.h.ess of Omnium. She bade Alice go to Matching Priory, simply because she loved her niece, and therefore wished her to live in the best and most eligible way within her reach. "I think you owe it as a duty to your family to go," said Lady Macleod.
What further correspondence about her affairs had pa.s.sed between Lady Macleod and Lady Midlothian Alice never knew. She steadily refused all entreaty made that she would answer the Countess"s letter, and at last threatened her aunt that if the request were further urged she would answer it,--telling Lady Midlothian that she had been very impertinent.
"I am becoming a very old woman, Alice," the poor lady said, piteously, "and I suppose I had better not interfere any further.
Whatever I have said I have always meant to be for your good." Then Alice got up, and kissing her aunt, tried to explain to her that she resented no interference from her, and felt grateful for all that she both said and did; but that she could not endure meddling from people whom she did not know, and who thought themselves ent.i.tled to meddle by their rank.