Chapter 1798: Don’t Feel Guilty
Translator: EndlessFantasy Translation Editor: EndlessFantasy Translation
She used to be so naive as to think that she could rely on the medical system to suppress his urge in bed. It was replaced with him on top of her while she cried and begged him to stop. She did not have the energy to say anything else.
It was simply impossible. Even if he appeared to have put ina lot of effort, she would always be the cowardly one.
She could not estimate the physical strength difference between men and women.
‘When Jiang Yao noticed Lu Xingzhi’s skeptical expression, she exclaimed, “Previously, we only had s.e.x once on our wedding night, and never again after that!”
Jiang Yao noticed that Lu Xingzhi had paused for a moment; her heart inexplicably ached for him.
He was a man with the strength of a wolf or a tiger, but he lived the life of a monk, with a clear desire for her. However, he kept himself celibate for eleven years.
He was an idiot. Lu Xingzhi only snapped back to his senses after a few seconds. How could he hold back on such a sweet wife?
Jiang Yao thought that if she had lived her current life before the eleven years in her previous life, where she and Lu Xingzhi treated each other like strangers, she would probably think that Lu Xingzhi was an idiot.
She did not realize how much he cared for her at the time. She did not know what it was like to love someone. Thus, she could not understand anything.
However, she understood that then. Just like him, she was deeply immersed in that relations.h.i.+p and was willing to be stuck in it for the rest of her life. Therefore, her heart ached for him.
He had an uncanny ability to make her heart ache. He was also able to move her so easily.
At that time, he was very silly. He was so foolish that he only had one obsession. He was so foolish that he only held onto her with one obsession and would not let go.
Lu Xingzhi bent his head and pinched Jiang Yao’s face as if he had detected the minor s.h.i.+ft in her expression. “Can you tell me what you are thinking?”
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Jiang Yao was ready to apologize when Lu Xingzhi interrupted her and called her name sternly, “Jiang Yao, listen carefully. I want you to keep in mind that the past is the past. Don’t entrust your guilt to me now. I don’t know what happened in the past, so I don’t want your guilt. You just have to remember
to place your heart on me.”
His tone was a little heavy. “I want you to love me, not your guilt.”
He did not want to see her face filled with shame or redemption.
“Okay.”
Of course, Jiang Yao understood what Lu Xingzhi was saying. Everything she spoke to Lu Xingzhi, everything she felt, had nothing to do with guilt.
She only responded to him because she loved him.
He was a very proud man. How could he be willing to offer her feelings when he had a heart that compensated for it?
He wanted her to love him completely and unconditionally from the bottom of her heart. It was as potent as a jug of hundred-year-old wine and had the potential to intoxicate individuals.
“Your hair is almost dried. It is the same for the rest.” Lu Xingzhi stroked Jiang Yao’s hair before going to bed and encircling her in his arms. Even though it was pretty hot outside, they did not loathe one other. They simply hugged each other and fell asleep.
After being tortured by him, Jiang Yao was exhausted. She collapsed into his arms and promptly fell into a deep sleep. Occasionally, she would snore.
While holding her, Lu Xingzhi could not close his eyes. He had not planned for her kidnapping at the time, which allowed Master Zhu to take advantage of her.
He had intended to wait until the closed-door training was completed before uprooting the Zhu family. He did not antic.i.p.ate Master Zhu to be so desperate that he would use Jiang Yao to threaten him..