"You perceive," said the doctor, with a dry laugh, "that they are none of them crazy?"
"I see," said Traverse, "but I also detect a very great difference between that lovely woman in the south cell and these other inmates."
"Bah! bah! bah! She is more beautiful, more accomplished, more refined than the others, and she is in one of her lucid intervals! That is all; but as to a difference between her insanity and that of the other patients, it lies in this, that she is the most hopelessly mad of the whole lot! She has been mad eighteen years!"
"Is it possible?" exclaimed Traverse, incredulously.
"She lost her reason at the age of sixteen, and she is now thirty-four; you can calculate!"
"It is amazing and very sorrowful! How beautiful she is!"
"Yes; her beauty was a fatal gift. It is a sad story. Ah, it is a sad story. You shall hear it when we get through."
"I can connect no idea of woman"s frailty with that refined and intellectual face," said Traverse coldly.
"Ah, bah! you are young! you know not the world! you, my innocent, my pious young friend!" said the old doctor, as they crossed the hall to go into the next wing of the building, in which were situated the men"s wards.
Traverse found nothing that particularly interested him in this department, and when they had concluded their round of visits and were seated together in the old doctor"s study, Traverse asked him for the story of his beautiful patient.
The doctor shrugged his shoulders.
"It is a story miserable, as I told you before. A gentleman, ill.u.s.trious, from Virginia, an officer high in the army, and distinguished in the war, he brought this woman to me nearly three years ago. He informed me that--oh, bien! I had better tell you the story in my own manner. This young lady, Mademoiselle Mont de St. Pierre, is of a family n.o.ble and distinguished--a relative of this officer, ill.u.s.trious and brave. At fifteen Mademoiselle met a man, handsome and without honor. Ah, bah!
you understand! at sixteen the child became a fallen angel! She lost her reason through sorrow and shame. This relative--this gentleman, ill.u.s.trious and n.o.ble, tender and compa.s.sionate--took her to the seclusion of his country house, where she lived in elegance, luxury and honor.
But as the years pa.s.sed her malady increased; her presence became dangerous; in a word, the gentleman, distinguished and n.o.ble, saw the advertis.e.m.e.nt of my "Calm Retreat," my inst.i.tution incomparable, and he wrote to me. In a word, he liked my terms and brought to me his young relative, so lovely and so unfortunate. Ah! he is a good man, this officer, so gallant, so chivalrous; but she is ungrateful!"
"Ungrateful!"
"Ah, bah! yes; it is the way of lunatics! They ever imagine their best friends to be their worst enemies. The poor, crazed creature fancies that she is the sister-in-law of this officer ill.u.s.trious! She thinks that she is the widow of his elder brother, whom she imagines he murdered, and that she is the mother of children, whom she says he has abducted or destroyed, so that he may enjoy the estate that is her widow"s dower and their orphans" patrimony. That is the reason why she insists on being called madame instead of mademoiselle, and we indulge her when we think of it!"
"But all this is very singular!"
"Ah, bah! who can account for a lunatic"s fancies? She is the maddest of the whole lot. Sometimes she used to become so violent that we would have to restrain her. But lately, Doctor Wood tells me, she is quite still; that we consider a bad sign; there is always hope for a lunatic until they begin to sink into this state," said the doctor, with an air of competency.
CHAPTER XXVII.
THE MANIAC"S STORY.
A scheming villain forged the tale That chains me in this dreary cell, My fate unknown, my friends bewail, Oh, doctor, haste that fate to tell!
Oh, haste my daughter"s heart to cheer, Her heart, at once, "twill grieve and glad To know, tho" chained and captive here, I am not mad! I am not mad!
--M. G. Lewis.
There is some advantage in having imagination, since that visionary faculty opens the mental eyes to facts that more practical and duller intellects could never see.
Traverse was young and romantic, and deeply interested in the doctor"s beautiful patient. He, therefore, did not yield his full credulity to the tale told by the "relative ill.u.s.trious" to the old doctor, as to the history and cause of the lady"s madness, or even take it for granted that she was mad. He thought it quite possible that the distinguished officer"s story might be a wicked fabrication, to conceal a crime, and that the lady"s "crazy fancy" might be the pure truth.
And Traverse had heard to what heinous uses private mad-houses were sometimes put by some unscrupulous men, who wished to get certain women out of their way, yet who shrank from bloodshed.
And he thought it not impossible that this "gentleman so n.o.ble, so compa.s.sionate and tender," might be just such a man, and this "fallen angel" such a victim. And he determined to watch and observe. And he further resolved to treat the interesting patient with all the studious delicacy and respect due to a refined and accomplished woman in the full possession of her faculties. If she were really mad, this demeanor would not hurt her, and if she were not mad it was the only proper conduct to be observed toward her, as any other must be equally cruel and offensive. Her bodily health certainly required the attendance of a physician, and Traverse had therefore a fair excuse for his daily visits to her cell.
His respectful manners, his grave bow, and his reverential tone in saying--
"I hope I find you stronger to-day, Madam," seemed to gratify one who had few sources of pleasure.
"I thank you," she would answer, with a softened tone and look, adding, "Yes" or "No," as the truth might be.
One day, after looking at the young physician some time, she suddenly said:
"You never forget. You always address me by my proper t.i.tle of Madam, and without the touch of irony which others indulge in when "humoring"
me, as they call it! Now, pray explain to me why, in sober earnest, you give me this t.i.tle?"
"Because, Madam, I have heard you lay claim to that t.i.tle, and I think that you yourself, of all the world, have the best right to know how you should be addressed," said Traverse, respectfully.
The lady looked wistfully at him and said:
"But my next-door neighbor a.s.serts that she is a queen; she insists upon being called "your majesty." Has she, then, the best right to know how she should be addressed?"
"Alas! no, Madam, and I am pained that you should do yourself the great wrong to draw such comparisons."
"Why? Am not I and the "queen" inmates of the same ward of incurables, in the same lunatic asylum?"
"Yes, but not with equal justice of cause. The "queen" is a hopelessly deranged, but happy lunatic. You, Madam, are a lady who has retained the full possession of your faculties amid circ.u.mstances and surroundings that must have overwhelmed the reason of a weaker mind."
The lady looked at him in wonder and almost in joy.
"Ah! it was not the strength of my mind; it was the strength of the Almighty upon whom my mind was stayed, for time and for eternity, that has saved my reason in all these many years! But how did you know that I was not mad? How do you know that this is anything more than a lucid interval of longer duration than usual?" she asked.
"Madam, you will forgive me for having looked at you so closely, and watched you so constantly, but I am your physician, you know----"
"I have nothing to forgive and much to thank you for, young man. You have an honest, truthful, frank, young face! the only one such that I have seen in eighteen years of sorrow! But why, then, did you not believe the doctor? Why did you not take the fact of my insanity upon trust, as others did?" she asked, fixing her glorious, dark eyes inquiringly upon his face.
"Madam, from the first moment in which I saw you, I disbelieved the story of your insanity, and mentioned my doubts to Doctor St. Jean----"
"Who ridiculed your doubts, of course. I can readily believe that he did. Doctor St. Jean is not a very bad man, but he is a charlatan and a dullard; he received the story of my reported insanity as he received me, as an advantage to his inst.i.tution, and he never gave himself the unprofitable trouble to investigate the circ.u.mstances. I told him the truth about myself as calmly as I now speak to you, but somebody else had told him that this truth was the fiction of a deranged imagination, and he found it more convenient and profitable to believe somebody else. But again I ask you, why were not you, also, so discreetly obtuse?"
"Madam," said Traverse, blushing ingenuously, "I hope you will forgive me for saying that it is impossible any one could see you without becoming deeply interested in your fate. Your face, Madam, speaks equally of profound sorrows and of saintly resignation. I saw no sign of madness there. In the calm depths of those sad eyes, lady, I knew that the fires of insanity never could have burned. Pardon me that I looked at you so closely; I was your physician, and was most deeply anxious concerning my patient."
"I thank you; may the Lord bless you! Perhaps he has sent you here for my relief, for you are right, young friend--you are altogether right; I have been wild with grief, frantic with despair, but never for one hour in the whole course of my life have I been insane."
"I believe you, Madam, on my sacred honor I do!" said Traverse, fervently.
"And yet you could get no one about this place to believe you! They have taken my brother-in-law"s false story, indorsed as it is by the doctor-proprietor, for granted. And just so long as I persist in telling my true story, they will consider me a monomaniac, and so often as the thought of my many wrongs and sorrows combines with the nervous irritability to which every woman is occasionally subject, and makes me rave with impatience and excitement, they will report me a dangerous lunatic, subject to periodical attacks of violent frenzy; but, young man, even at my worst, I am no more mad than any other woman, wild with grief and hysterical through nervous irritation, might at any time become without having her sanity called in question."
"I am sure that you are not, nor ever could have been, Madam. The nervous excitement of which you speak is entirely within the control of medicine, which mania proper is not. You will use the means that I prescribe and your continued calmness will go far to convince even these dullards that they have been wrong."