"But, Gertie," pleaded poor, tired Serena, "I can"t go everywhere."
"You must. If this vice-presidency is worth all the world to you, as you say it is, you must sacrifice everything else to get it."
"But, I can"t! I"m almost worn out. I--I--oh, sometimes I feel almost willing to give it all up and go back to--to--almost anywhere, even Trumet, if I could rest there."
"You don"t mean that, Mother."
"No; no, of course I don"t."
"Because if you do, why--well, that is different. If you WANT to go back to dead and alive old Trumet--"
"I don"t. I--I wouldn"t for anything. I shouldn"t think you, of all people, would hint at such a thing. You! When I have climbed so high already; when our social position has become what it is. You! talking of going back to Trumet."
"I"m not. You mentioned it; I didn"t. I"m having a beautiful time. I just love our social position. The Blacks and the Kellys and--er--that Miss Dusante! Oh, I adore them. I wouldn"t leave such cultured people for anything. And you enjoy it so, Mother. You look so happy."
Was there a trace of sarcasm in this outburst? Serena was, for the moment, suspicious. She tried her hardest to look very happy indeed.
"I am happy, of course," she declared.
"I know it. And we want to keep on being happy, don"t we. So we must not decline anyone"s invitation. We must go, go, go, all the time."
"But some of the invitations are from people I scarcely know at all. And some I don"t like."
"That makes no difference. They may be of value to you in your campaign, or socially, or somehow. Don"t you see, Mother? In politics or society one wishes to advance, to climb higher all the time. And to do that one must use one"s acquaintances as rounds in the ladder. Use them; get something from them; pretend to love them, no matter whether you really hate them or not. They may hate you, but they want to use you. That"s part of the game, Mother."
This was worldly advice to be given by a young lady scarcely out of college. And it sounded so unlike Gertrude. But, then, Gertrude had changed, was changing more and more daily.
"We don"t entertain enough," went on the adviser. "We should be giving some affair or other at least once a week. Invite everybody you know--everyone but the Lake crowd, of course. I"ll make out a list of eligibles to-day and we"ll give an "At Home" next week."
"But, Gertie--the expense. It costs so dreadfully. We"re not rich; that is, not very rich."
"No matter. Everyone thinks we are. If they didn"t, most of them would cut us dead to-morrow. We must pretend to be very rich. I"ll make out the list. Mr. Holway will help me. He is coming to call this evening."
Serena looked more troubled than ever.
"Gertie," she said earnestly, "I think I ought--yes, I am going to warn you against that Mr. Holway. I don"t like your having him call or being seen in his company."
"You don"t! I am surprised. I"m sure he is very polite and agreeable. He belongs to the best club and he dresses well, and as to society--why, he is in the very heart of it; our kind of society, I mean."
"I know, I know. But--well, Cousin Percy doesn"t speak well of him. He says he is a very fast young man."
Gertrude bit her lip. "Did Percy say that!" she exclaimed. "How odd!
Why, Monty--I mean Mr. Holway--said almost the same thing about him. And I KNOW you like Cousin Percy, Mother."
Mrs. Dott scarcely knew how to answer. As a matter of fact she did not like their aristocratic relative quite as well as she had at first. There were certain things about him, little mannerisms and condescensions, which jarred upon her. He was so very, very much at home in the family now; in fact, he seemed to take his permanent membership in that family for granted. He had ceased to refer to himself as being on a vacation, and, as for his "literary work," he appeared to have forgotten that altogether.
But these were not the real reasons for Serena"s growing dislike and uneasiness. She hinted at the real reason in her next remark.
"I don"t think," she said, "I don"t think, Gertie, that you and he should be so much together. You are engaged to be married, you know, and John--"
Gertrude interrupted. She ignored the mention of Mr. Doane"s name.
"Oh, Cousin Percy is all right," she said lightly. "He"s good company.
Of course he may be something of a sport, but that is to be expected.
The trouble with you and me, Mother, is that we are too old-fashioned; we are not sporty enough."
"GERTIE!" Serena"s horror was beyond words.
Gertrude laughed. "But that can be mended," she went on. "Mother, you should learn to drink c.o.c.ktails and tango. I think I shall. Everybody"s doing it, doing it, doing it!"
Humming this spirited ditty, which the street pianos had rendered popular, and smiling over her shoulder at her mother, she "one-stepped"
from the room. Serena put both hands to her head. Her "nerves" were more troublesome than ever the remainder of that day.
There were enough troubles to rack even a healthy set of nerves. The domestic situation was decidedly complicated. No successor to the departed Hapgood had, as yet, been selected. Mr. Hungerford was partially responsible for this. At first, when told of the butler"s misbehavior and its consequences, he had expressed sorrow, but had advised forgiveness and the reinstallation of the discharged one.
The crime was, after all, not so very serious. Most butlers exacted commissions from tradespeople, so he had been told. Of course it was all wrong, a pernicious system and all that, but they did do it. And many employers winked at the system. Hapgood was an exceptional fellow, really quite exceptional. Aunt Lavinia had treated him as one of the family, almost. Captain Dan, to whom these statements were made, was stubbornly indignant. He wouldn"t wink at a thief, and he wouldn"t fire him and then hire him over again, either. If "that everlastin" sneak showed his white-washed face on the premises again, he"d have that face damaged." All the captain hoped for was a chance to inflict the damage.
So Cousin Percy, finding Daniel obdurate, tried his influence upon Serena, whom he regarded, and justly, as the real head of the house. But Serena, too, refused to consider Mr. Hapgood"s re-employment. She had talked with Azuba, and Azuba had declared that she should leave in "just about two-thirds of a jiffy" if the butler came back. "When he comes into my kitchen," she said, "I get out. I should hate to quit the folks I"d worked for the biggest part of my life, but there"s some things I won"t stand. He"s one of "em. Don"t talk to me about HIM!"
Mr. Hapgood was not re-engaged nor forgiven, and Hungerford kindly volunteered to find a competent successor. He would make some inquiries among his friends, the right sort of people, he said, and his manner indicated that the said people were accustomed to employing butlers in droves.
Azuba, therefore, was left with all the domestic cares upon her hands.
These hands were quite competent, had they been disengaged, but just now they were full. Azuba was "advancing," just as she had proclaimed to Captain Dan that she intended to do. She read "The Voice" and kindred literature a great deal, and quoted from her readings at every opportunity. Denied admittance to the Chapter, in spite of Gertrude"s efforts in her behalf--Gertrude had warmly advocated the formation of a Servants" Branch--she had made search on her own hook and suddenly announced that she had found what she was looking for. This, so she affirmed, was an organization called "The Free Laborers" Band," and it met in a hall somewhere or other, though no one but its members seemed to know just where that hall was. Serena made inquiries, but neither servants nor mistresses had ever heard of the "Band." Gertrude, when she heard of it, at first seemed to be much amused, and laughed heartily.
Then she became very grave and declared it a splendid thing and that she was delighted because Azuba had found her opportunity. She was ent.i.tled to that opportunity, as was every free woman, and certainly neither Gertrude or her mother, being "free women" themselves, must offer objection or permit mere household drudgery to interfere.
So Azuba "advanced" and preached and went out at night and occasionally during the day. Gertrude and Serena went out all the time, when they were not entertaining themselves. Life became a never-ending round of politics and society functions, followed by, on Mrs. Dott"s part, sleepless nights and "nerves" and fretful worriment concerning Gertrude.
Gertrude did not appear to worry. She grew gayer and more gay, more careless in her manner and more slangy in her speech. Mr. Holway continued to call and Cousin Percy to dance solicitous attendance. John Doane"s name was never mentioned in his fiancee"s presence. She would not speak, or permit others to speak, of him.
And then Mr. Holway ceased to call. His final call was a lengthy one, and he and Gertrude were alone during the latter part of it. The following day Daniel met him on the street and was barely recognized.
The captain was not greatly troubled at the slight--he did not care greatly for the lively Monty--but he was surprised. When he mentioned the meeting to his daughter the young lady smiled, but offered no explanation. Her father did not press the point. As Holway came no more and it became apparent that he was not coming, the captain was satisfied.
Gertrude"s strange behavior alarmed and troubled him, but his wife"s ill health and her worn, weary expression alarmed him more. He was actually frightened concerning her.
"Oh, Serena," he begged, "what makes you do it? It isn"t worth it.
You"re killin" yourself. Let"s give it up and go somewhere and rest. The Queen of Sheba"s job ain"t worth it, let alone just bein" vice-president of Scarford Chapter."
But Serena shook her head. "I can"t give it up, Daniel," she declared hysterically. "I--I think I would if I could. I really do. Sometimes I feel as if I would give up everything just to be at peace and happy and contented again."
"You bet!" with enthusiasm. "So would I. And we were contented at Trumet, wasn"t we? That is, I was; and you was enough sight better contented than you are now."
"I know, I know. But I can"t give it up, Daniel. Don"t you see? I can"t!
I mustn"t think of myself at all. See how loyally Annette and the rest have stood by me. Their splendid loyalty is the one thing that makes it worth while. I must keep up and fight on for their sakes. I must be as true to them as they are to me. Would they desert me for anything? No!
And I shan"t desert them. I am going to be elected. I know it. After that, after the election is over, I may--I might, perhaps--"
"You might go somewhere with me and have a good, comfortable time. All right, we will. And Gertie can go, too."
The mention of her daughter"s name seemed to be more disturbing than all the rest. Serena burst into tears.
"She wouldn"t go, Daniel!" she cried. "You know she wouldn"t. She--she is going crazy, I do believe. She is wild about society and bridge--she told me only yesterday she wasn"t sure that playing for money was wrong.