"That"s good," said Rara. "And if you want to keep going with us, you won"t try to find out."
"We can tell you this much," said Alter. "The man who owns the inn where we stay wants to do something. Now, he is a little crazy. He"s always talking to himself, for example. But he needs someone who has no identification registered in the City. Now, if he thinks he can use you, you"ll get free food and a place to sleep. He used to be the gardener on the island estate of the d.u.c.h.ess of Petra. But he drank a little too much and I guess at last he had to go. He still says she sends him messages though, about his plan. But ..."
"You don"t have to go any further," Rara said, curtly.
"You"ll hear about it from him," said Alter. "Why did you stow away?"
"I just got fed up with life at home. We"d work all day to catch fish, and then have to leave them rotting on the beach because we could only sell a fifth of them, or sometimes none at all. Some people gave up; some only managed to get it in their heads that they had to work harder.
I guess my father was like that. He figured if he worked enough, someone would just have to buy them. Only n.o.body did. My mother did some hand weaving and we were living mostly on that. Finally, I figured I was eating up more than I was worth. So I left."
"Just like that, and with no money?" asked Rara.
"Just like that," Tel said.
"You poor boy," said Rara, and in a sudden fit of maternal affection, she put her arm around his shoulder.
"Ow!" cried Tel, and winced.
Rara jerked her hand away. "What"s the matter?"
"I ... I got hurt there," the boy said, rubbing his shoulders gently.
"Hurt? How?"
"My father--he whipped me there."
"Ah," said Rara. "Now it comes out. Well, whatever the reasons you left, they"re your own business. Anyway, I"ve never known anyone yet to do something for one reason alone. Don"t lag behind, now. We"ll be back at Geryn"s in time for lunch."
"I thought if I could sneak aboard," went on Tel, "that they"d have to let me off in the City, even if I didn"t have money. I didn"t know about papers. And when I was in line, I figured I"d explain to the men at the desk. Or maybe I"d even give them my sh.e.l.ls, and they would get the papers for me. But the guy ahead of me had a mistake in his. Some date was wrong, and they said they were going to send him back to the mainland and that he couldn"t leave the ship. He said he"d give them real money, and even got it out of his pocket. But they started to take him away. That"s when I ran out of line and jumped the fence. I didn"t know everyone else would run too."
"Probably half their papers were out of order, too. Or forged. That"s why they ran."
"You"re a cynic, Aunt Rara."
"I"m a practical woman."
As they turned another corner, the boy"s green eyes jumped at the blue-hazed towers of the palace, distant behind the wealthy roofs of merchants" mansions, themselves behind the hive houses and the spreading ruin of tenements. He tried to memorize the twisting street they followed. He couldn"t.
There were two general, contradictory impressions in his mind: first, of being enclosed in these tiny alleys, some so small that two could not pa.s.s through them with arms held out; the second, of the spreading, immense endlessness of the city. He tried to tell Alter what he felt, but after a minute of broken sentences, she smiled at him and shook her head. "No, I don"t understand. What do you mean?"
And a sudden picture of the seaside leapt into his head. The yellow length of the beach lashed across his mind so that it stung. He could see the salt-and-pepper rocks, shoaling away and k.n.o.bbed with periwinkle sh.e.l.ls. He could see the brown and green fingers of seaweed clutching the sand when the waves went out. He blinked the gray city back into his eyes. Tears washed the broken curb, the cracked walls, washed the rusted metal window jamb sharp and clean again.
"He means he"s homesick," Rara interpreted. "No, boy," she said. "It"ll never go away. But it"ll get less."
The street turned sharply twice, then widened.
"Well," said Alter. "Here we are."
A red, circular plaque hung over the door of the only stone building on the block. It was two stories, twice the height of the other structures.
They entered.
Beams of real wood were set into the low ceiling. By one wall was a counter. There was a large table in the middle, and coming down into the room in a large V was a stairway.
Of the men and women sitting around the room, one caught Tel"s eye immediately. He was perhaps seven feet and a handful of inches tall, and was sitting, spraddle-legged, at the table. He had a long, flat, equine face, and a triplex of scars started on his cheek, veered down to his neck, and disappeared under his collarless shirt. As Tel watched, he turned to a plate of food he was eating, so that his scars disappeared.
Suddenly, from the stair"s top, a harpoon-straight old man appeared. He hurried down, his white hair spiking out in all directions. Reaching the bottom, he whirled around, darting black eyes to every person in the room. "All right," he said. "I"ve received the message. I"ve received the message. And it"s time."
Alter whispered to Tel, "That"s Geryn."
"Are we all here?" the old man demanded. "Are we all here now?"
A woman at the counter snickered. Suddenly Geryn turned toward Tel, Alter, and Rara. "You!" he demanded. His pointing finger wavered so they could not tell which of the three he meant.
"You mean him?" asked Alter, pointing to Tel.
Geryn nodded vigorously. "What are you doing here? Are you a spy?"
"No, sir," said Tel.
Geryn stepped around the table and looked at him closely. The black eyes were two sharp spots of darkness in a face the color of shipboards gone two winters without paint.
"Geryn," Alter said. "Geryn, he isn"t a spy. He"s from the mainland. And Geryn, he doesn"t have any papers, either. He stowed away."
"You"re not a spy?" Geryn demanded again.
"No, sir," Tel repeated.
Geryn backed away. "I like you," he said. "I trust you." Slowly he turned away. Then he whirled back. "I have no choice, you see. It"s too late. The message has come. So I need you." He laughed. Then the laugh stopped short as if sliced by a razor. He put his hands over his eyes, and then brought his finger down slowly. "I"m tired," he said. "Rara, you owe me rent. Pay up or I"ll kick you all out. I"m tired." He walked heavily toward the bar. "Give me something to drink. In my own tavern you can give me something to drink."
Someone laughed again. Tel looked at Alter.
"Well," she said. "He likes you."
"He does?"
"Um-hm," she nodded.
"Oh," said Tel.
At the bar, Geryn drained a large gla.s.s of pale green liquid, slammed the empty gla.s.s on the board and cried out, "The war. Yes, the war!"
"Oh, here we go," Alter whispered.
Geryn ran his finger slowly along the rim of the gla.s.s. "The war," he said again. He turned suddenly. "It"s coming!" he declaimed. "And do you know why it"s coming? Do you know how it"s coming? We can"t stop it, not now, not any more. I"ve received the signal, so there"s no hope left. We must just go ahead and try to save something, something to start and build from again." Geryn looked directly at Tel. "Boy, do you know what a war is?"
"No, sir," said Tel, which wasn"t exactly true. He"d heard the word.
"Hey," someone cried from the bar. "Are we gonna get stories, great fires and destruction again?"