Hardly knowing what he was doing, he rushed out on the landing, and, leaning over the banister, called out loudly, "Sir, stop a moment!"
De Breulh, who had by this time reached the bottom of the staircase, turned round.
"Come back, if you please," said Andre.
After a moment"s hesitation, De Breulh obeyed; and when he was again in the studio, Andre addressed him in a voice that quivered with indignation.
"Take back these notes, sir; I will not accept them."
"What do you mean?"
"Only that I have thought the matter over, and that I will not accept your commission."
"And why this sudden change?"
"You know perfectly well, M. de Breulh-Faverlay."
The gentleman at once saw that Sabine had mentioned his name to the young artist, and with a slight lacking of generous feeling said,--
"Let me hear your reasons, sir."
"Because, because----" stammered the young man.
"Because is not an answer."
Andre"s confusion became greater. He would not tell the whole truth, for he would have died sooner than bring Sabine"s name into the discussion; and he could only see one way out of his difficulty.
"Suppose I say that I do not like your manner or appearance," returned he disdainfully.
"Is it your wish to insult me, M. Andre?"
"As you choose to take it."
M. de Breulh was not gifted with an immense stock of patience. He turned livid, and made a step forward; but his generous impulses restrained him, and it was in a voice broken by agitation that he said,--
"Accept my apologies, M. Andre; I fear that I have played a part unworthy of you and of myself. I ought to have given you my name at once. I know everything."
"I do not comprehend you," answered Andre in a glacial voice.
"Why doubt, then, if you do not understand? However, I have given you cause to do so. But, let me rea.s.sure you, Mademoiselle Sabine has spoken to me with the utmost frankness; and, if you still distrust me, let me tell you that this veiled picture is her portrait. I will say more," continued De Breulh gravely, as the artist still kept silent; "yesterday, at Mademoiselle de Mussidan"s request, I withdrew from my position as a suitor for her hand."
Andre had already been touched by De Breulh"s frank and open manner, and these last words entirely conquered him.
"I can never thank you enough," began he.
But De Breulh interrupted him.
"A man should not be thanked for performing his duty. I should lie to you if I said that I am not painfully surprised at her communication; but tell me, had you been in my place, would you not have acted in the same manner?"
"I think that I should."
"And now we are friends, are we not?" and again De Breulh held out his hand, which Andre clasped with enthusiasm.
"Yes, yes," faltered he.
"And now," continued De Breulh, with a forced smile, "let us say no more about the picture, which was, after all, merely a pretext. As I came here I said to myself, "If the man to whom Mademoiselle de Mussidan has given her heart is worthy of her, I will do all I can to advance his suit with her family!" I came here to see what you were like; and now I say to you, do me a great honor, and permit me to place myself, my fortune, and the influence of my friends, at your disposal."
The offer was made in perfect good faith, but Andre shook his head.
"I shall never forget your kindness in making this offer, but----"; he paused for a moment, and then went on: "I will be as open as you have been, and will tell you the whole truth. You may think me foolish; but remember, though I am poor, I have still my self-respect to maintain. I love Sabine, and would give my life for her. Do not be offended at what I am about to say. I would, however, sooner give up her hand than be indebted for it to you."
"But this is mere madness."
"No, sir, it is the purest wisdom; for were I to accede to your wishes, I should feel deeply humiliated by the thought of your self-denial; for I should be madly jealous of the part you were playing. You are of high birth and princely fortune, while I am utterly friendless and unknown; all that I am deficient in you possess."
"But I have been poor myself," interposed De Breulh, "and perhaps endured even greater miseries than ever you have done. Do you know what I was doing at your age? I was slowly starving to death at Sonora, and had to take the humblest position in a cattle ranch. Do you think that those days taught me nothing?"
"You will be able to judge me all the more clearly then," returned Andre. "If I raise myself up to Sabine"s level, as she begged me to, then I shall feel that I am your equal; but if I accept your aid, I am your dependent; and I will obey her wishes or perish in the effort."
Up to this moment the pa.s.sion which stirred Andre"s inmost soul had breathed in every word he uttered; but, checking himself by a mighty effort, he resumed in a tone of greater calmness,--
"But I ought to remember how much we already owe you, and I hope that you will allow me to call myself your friend?"
M. de Breulh"s n.o.ble nature enabled him to understand Andre"s scruples; his feelings, however, would not for the instant enable him to speak.
He slowly put the notes back in their receptacle, and then said in a low voice,--
"Your conduct is that of an honorable man; and remember this, at all times and seasons you may rely upon De Breulh-Faverlay. Farewell!"
As soon as he was alone, Andre threw himself into an armchair, and mused over this unexpected interview, which had proved a source of such solace to his feelings. All that he now longed for was a letter from Sabine.
At this moment the portress entered with a letter. Andre was so occupied with his thoughts that he hardly noticed this act of condescension on the part of the worthy woman.
"A letter!" exclaimed he; and, tearing it open, he glanced at the signature. But Sabine"s name was not there; it was signed Modeste.
What could Sabine"s maid have to say to him? He felt that some great misfortune was impending, and, trembling with excitement, he read the letter.
"SIR,--
"I write to tell you that my mistress has succeeded in the matter she spoke of to you; but I am sorry to say that I have bad news to give you, for she is seriously ill."
"Ill!" exclaimed Andre, crushing up the letter in his hands, and dashing it upon the floor. "Ill! ill!" he repeated, not heeding the presence of the portress; "why, she may be dead;" and, s.n.a.t.c.hing up his hat, he dashed downstairs into the street.
As soon as the portress was left alone, she picked up the letter, smoothed it out, and read it.
"And so," murmured she, "the little lady"s name was Sabine--a pretty name; and she is ill, is she? I expect that the old gent who called this morning, and asked so many questions about M. Andre, would give a good deal for this note; but no, that would not be fair."
CHAPTER XX.