"Well? I can hardly fancy that you mean yourself, can I?"
Lamberti did not move, but as Guido looked at him for an answer, he saw that he could not speak just then, and that he was clenching his teeth.
Guido stared at him a moment and then started.
"Lamberti!" he cried sharply.
Lamberti slowly turned his head and gazed into Guido"s eyes without speaking. Then they both looked out at the distant hills in silence for a long time.
"The Contessina was very loyal to you, Guido," Lamberti said at last, in a low tone. "She could not tell you that it was I, and I did not know it."
Again there was a silence for a time.
"When did you know it?" Guido asked slowly.
"After she had been to see you. It was my fault, then."
"What was your fault?"
"When we went downstairs, I thought I should never see her again, and I never meant to. How could I know what she felt? She never betrayed herself by a glance or a tone of her voice. I loved her with all my heart, and when you had both told me that everything was quite over between you, I wanted her to know that I did. Was that disloyal to you, since you had definitely given up the hope of marrying her, and since I did not expect to see her again for years and thought she was quite indifferent?"
"No," Guido answered, after a moment"s thought. "But you should have told me at once."
"When I came upstairs the Countess was still there, and you were quite worn out. I put you to bed, meaning to tell you that same evening, after you had rested. When I came back you had brain fever, and did not know me. So I have had to wait until to-day."
"And you have seen each other constantly while I have been ill, of course," said Guido, with some bitterness. "It was natural, I suppose."
"Since that day when we spoke on the staircase we have only been alone together once, for a moment. I asked her then if I should tell her mother, and she said "Not yet." Excepting that, we have never exchanged a word that you and her mother might not have heard, nor a glance that you might not have seen. We both knew that we were waiting for you to get well, and we have waited."
Guido looked at him with a sort of wonder.
"That was like you," he said quietly.
"You understand, now," Lamberti continued. "You and I met her on the same day at your aunt"s, and when I saw her, I felt as if I had always known her and loved her. No one can explain such things. Then by a strange coincidence we dreamt the same dream, on the same night."
"Was it she whom you met in the Forum, and who ran away from you?" asked Guido, in astonishment.
"Yes. That is the reason why we always avoided each other, and why I would not go to their house till you almost forced me to. We had never spoken alone together till the garden party. It was then that we found out that our dreams were alike, and after that I kept away from her more than ever, but I dreamt of her every night."
"So that was your secret, that afternoon!"
"Yes. We had dreamt of each other and we had met in the Forum in the place we had dreamt of, and she ran away without speaking to me. That was the whole secret. She was afraid of me, and I loved her, and was beginning to know it. I thought there was something wrong with my head and went to see a doctor. He talked to me about telepathy, but seemed inclined to consider that it might possibly be a mere train of coincidences. I think I have told you everything."
For a long time they sat side by side in silence, each thinking his own thoughts.
"Is there anything you do not understand?" Lamberti asked at last.
"No," Guido answered thoughtfully. "I understand it all. It was rather a shock at first, but I am glad you have told me. Perhaps I do not quite understand why she wishes to see me."
"We both wish to be sure that you bear us no ill-will. I am sure she does, and I know that I do."
There was a pause again.
"Do you think I am that kind of friend?" Guido asked, with a little sadness. "After what you have done, too?"
"I am afraid my mere existence has broken up your life, after all,"
Lamberti answered.
"You must not think that. Please do not, my friend. There is only one thing that could hurt me now that it is all over."
"What is that?"
"I am not afraid that it will happen. You are not the kind of man to break her heart."
"No," Lamberti answered very quietly. "I am not."
"It was only a dream for me, after all," Guido said, after a little while. "You have the reality. She used to talk of three great questions, and I remember them now as if I heard her asking them: "What can I know?
What is it my duty to do? What may I hope?" Those were the three."
"And the answers?"
"Nothing, nothing, nothing. Those are my answers. Unless----"
He stopped.
"Unless--what?" Lamberti asked.
Guido smiled a little.
"Unless there is really something beyond it all, something essentially true, something absolute by nature."
Lamberti had never known his friend to admit such a possibility even under a condition.
"At all events," Guido added, "our friendship is true and absolute.
Shall we go home? I feel a little tired."
Lamberti helped him to the carriage and drew the light cover over his knees before getting in himself. Then they drove down towards the city, by the long and beautiful drive, past the Acqua Paola and San Pietro in Montorio.
"You must go and see her this evening," Guido said gently, as they came near the Palazzo Farnese. "Will you tell her something from me? Tell her, please, that it would be a little hard for me to talk with her now, but that she must not think I am not glad that she is going to marry my best friend."
"Thank you. I will say that." Lamberti"s voice was less steady than Guido"s.
"And tell her that I will write to her from the Tyrol."
"Yes."
It was over. The two men knew that their faithful friendship was unshaken still, and that they should meet on the morrow and trust each other more than ever. But on this evening it was better that each should go his own way, the one to his solitude and his thoughts, the other to the happiest hour of his life.