Philip signified that it was too late. He was moreover of opinion, and stated it in his briefest, that it would be advisable to leave the unfolding of the present secret to the captain.
Jane wondered why the letter had been shown. Her patient might be annoyed and needing sympathy?
"After all," she said, "Captain Con may turn out to be a very good sort of member of Parliament in his way."
Philip"s eyebrows lifted, and he let fall a breath, eloquent of his thoughts.
"My brother says he is a serviceable director of the Company they are a.s.sociated in."
"He finds himself among reasonable men, and he is a chameleon."
"Parliament may steady him."
"It is too much of a platform for Con"s head."
"Yes, there is more of poet than politician," said she. "That is a danger. But he calls himself our friend; I think he really has a liking for John and me."
"For you he has a real love," said Philip.
"Well, then, he may listen to us at times; he may be trusted not to wound us. I am unmitigatedly for the one country--no divisions. We want all our strength in these days of monstrous armies directed by banditti Councils. England is the nation of the Christian example to nations. Oh!
surely it is her aim. At least she strives to be that. I think it, and I see the many faults we have."
Her patient"s eyelids were down.
She proposed to send her name up to Mrs. Adister.
On her return from the poor lady racked with headache and lying little conscious of her husband"s powder-barrel under the bed, Jane found her patient being worried by his official nurse, a farm-labourer"s wife, a bundle of a woman, whose lumbering a.s.siduities he fenced with reiterated humourous negatives to every one of her propositions, until she prefaced the last two or three of the list with a "Deary me!" addressed consolatorily to herself. She went through the same forms each day, at the usual hours of the day, and Jane, though she would have felt the apathetic doltishness of the woman less, felt how hard it must be for him to bear.
"Your sister will be with you soon," she said. "I am glad, and yet I hope you will not allow her to put me aside altogether?"
"You shall do as you wish," said Philip.
"Is she like Patrick? Her name is Kathleen, I know."
"She is a raw Irish girl, of good Irish training, but Irish."
"I hope she will be pleased with England. Like Patrick in face, I mean."
"We think her a good-looking girl."
"Does she play? sing?"
"Some of our ballads."
"She will delight my brother. John loves Irish ballads."
A silence of long duration fell between them. She fancied he would like to sleep, and gently rose to slip away, that she might consult with Mrs.
Lappett about putting up some tentcover. He asked her if she was going.
"Not home," she said. His hand moved, but stopped. It seemed to have meant to detain her. She looked at a white fleece that came across the sun, desiring to conjure it to stay and shadow him. It sailed by. She raised her parasol.
His eyelids were shut, and she thought him asleep. Meditating on her unanswered question of Miss Kathleen"s likeness to Patrick, Jane imagined a possibly greater likeness to her patient, and that he did not speak of his family"s exclamations on the subject because of Kathleen"s being so good-looking a girl. For if good-looking, a sister must resemble these handsome features here, quiescent to inspection in their marble outlines as a corse. So might he lie on the battle-field, with no one to watch over him!
While she watched, sitting close beside him to shield his head from the sunbeams, her heart began to throb before she well knew the secret of it. She had sight of a tear that grew big under the lashes of each of his eyelids, and rolled heavily. Her own eyes overflowed.
The fit of weeping was momentary, April"s, a novelty with her. She accused her silly visions of having softened her. A hasty smoothing to right and left removed the traces; they were unseen; and when she ventured to look at him again there was no sign of fresh drops falling.
His eyelids kept shut.
The arrival of her diurnal basket of provisions offered a refreshing intervention of the commonplace. Bright air had sharpened his appet.i.te: he said he had been sure it would, and antic.i.p.ated cheating the doctor of a part of the sentence which condemned him to lie on his back up to the middle of June, a log. Jane was hungry too, and they feasted together gaily, talking of Kathleen on her journey, her strange impressions and her way of proclaiming them, and of Patrick and where he might be now; ultimately of Captain Con and Mrs. Adister.
"He has broken faith with her," Philip said sternly. "She will have the right to tell him so. He never can be anything but a comic politician.
Still he was bound to consult his wife previous to stepping before the public. He knows that he married a fortune."
"A good fortune," said Jane.
Philip acquiesced. "She is an excellent woman, a model of uprightness; she has done him all the good in the world, and here is he deceiving her, lying--there is no other word: and one lie leads to another. When he married a fortune he was a successful adventurer. The compact was understood. His duty as a man of honour is to be true to his bond and serve the lady. Falseness to his position won"t wash him clean of the t.i.tle."
Jane pleaded for Captain Con. "He is chivalrously attentive to her."
"You have read his letter," Philip replied.
He crushed her charitable apologies with references to the letter.
"We are not certain that Mrs. Adister will object," said she.
"Do you see her reading a speech of her husband"s?" he remarked.
Presently with something like a moan:
"And I am her guest!"
"Oh! pray, do not think Mrs. Adister will ever allow you to feel the lightest shadow..." said Jane.
"No; that makes it worse."
Had this been the burden of his thoughts when those two solitary tears forced their pa.s.sage?
Hardly: not even in his physical weakness would he consent to weep for such a cause.
"I forgot to mention that Mrs. Adister has a letter from her husband telling her he has been called over to Ireland on urgent business," she said.
Philip answered: "He is punctilious."
"I wish indeed he had been more candid," Jane a.s.sented to the sarcasm.
"In Ireland he is agreeably surprised by the flattering proposal of a vacant seat, and not having an instant to debate on it, a.s.sumes the consent of the heavenliest wife in Christendom."
Philip delivered the speech with a partial imitation of Captain Con addressing his wife on his return as the elected among the pure Irish party. The effort wearied him.
She supposed he was regretting his cousin"s public prominence in the ranks of the malcontents. "He will listen to you," she said, while she smiled at his unwonted display of mimicry.